Sharing My Hope by Amanda

I am so very sorry for the loss of Ryan. My friend and her 11 month old son were killed by the baby's father in 2004. Sometimes I still can't believe it. When they died I found comfort in the Bible.

Jesus resurrected at least 3 people, and this shows that there is hope for the dead. The resurrection is a sure hope based on the Bible. At John 5:28, 29 Jesus said "the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out."

This will happen right here on earth. God's original purpose was for us to live forever on a paradise earth and that hasn't changed. Soon 1 Corinthians 15:54 will be a reality. It speaks of a time when it will be possible to report "Death is swallowed up forever."

God yearns to reunite you with Ryan and will soon do so. Isn't it comforting to know? I find comfort in knowing that I'll see my friend and her baby again. This is my hope, and I wanted to share it with you.

Feel free to contact me by email. My address is futurehope4u09@yahoo.com.

on 11.01.10

angels by amy

gone but never ever forgot angels, missed everyday and allways in our hearts. keep smiling baby, loads of love, plz watch over him and keep him safe xxxxxx

on 11.01.10

goruss angel by jasmine j ward

i never got to meet u, but i have heard so many wonderful things about u, ur family and ur mummy love u so much.... u will foreva be missed... ive got to know ur mummy and im proud to call her my freind her strenght is amazing and all that she has achieved im sure u must be a very proud little boy.

u keep shining ur light down on her and keep her strong all my love always ..... will be thinkin of u and ur mummy 2moz

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

on 04.11.09

Baby Ryan by Taylor

As a read this my heart got heavy. I cried and now I ask GOD to take care of you.I am so happy to hear that your Mummy is passing a law so that this doesn't happen to another child.

on 29.09.09

angels to baby ryan by debra stroud

calling all angels for baby ryan my heart go,s out to you and i know that pain, i lost my son also and it will never be the same my heart is with you and and may god comfort you with his love im so sorry im so lost for words god bless you

on 24.07.09

Franklin Family by Natalie Caulton

Dear Baby Ryan,

I didn't know you, but I know how beautiful you are and how loved you are by your mummy.

I didn't know your mummy until I stumbled upon her hard work.

You would be proud of her Ryan... she is doing a fantastic job for you down here.

She is one amazing woman and I believe she has the power to change a few more laws that need changing, with the support from everyone that is helping her.

I am sending you a big snuggle from me and my little boy Marley.

Will see you over 'there' and will give you a big snuggle then too!

N x x x

on 30.04.09

Bless you baby Ryan by Susan

Bless you baby Ryan...you did not deserve to leave this earth so prematurely & by the hands of someone who should have done everything in their power to protect you. Just know that your mummy is still fighting for you by trying to change the laws to protect other children. I cannot even imagine if I were to lose my son...my deepest sympathy Cathy.
Love,
Susan

on 02.04.09

Forever Free by Metcalf & Ellis Family

Dear Ryan,
Today i plucked up the courage to hear about your life. Your mum misses you so much, she is a very brave lady that will keep you alive in everyones minds for as long as she lives till she feels enough has been done to protect children. Ryan, I cant imagine what happened that day but if i could have swapped my life for yours lil man i surley would have. Sleep safe in your new home and know that we all think of you more and more everyday, becasue your mummy fights so hard and she deserves everyones support that has childrne / grandchildren because this could happen to anyone ! ! !
Forever in our hearts Ryan, big hugs to Cathy and family x x

on 14.03.09

Hand In Hand by Haley

"Then the child opened its eyes, and looked up into the angel's beautiful face, which beamed with happiness, and at the same moment they were in heaven, where joy and bliss reigned. The child received wings like the other angel, and they flew about together, hand in hand." By Hans Christian Andersen

Thoughts, Prayers, & God Bless, Haley

on 25.02.09

With deepest sympathy by Kayleigh

In a baby castle, way beyond the sky
My baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy,
Who am I to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on my little man, you have eternal life.

And as the day draws to an end and I climb into bed,
His little arms embrace me and I gently kiss his head,
For I now have a treasure that I hold above all other,
I have had a baby son and he a loving Mother

With deepest sympathy xxx

on 19.01.09

Angel. by Pearl MIllard

Dear sweet Ryan, you were an angel on earth and now you are an angel in heaven. One day your mommy will be with you again. I didn't know you but when I read all that your mommy wrote about you I cried because you shouldn't have been so brutally injured that God called you home and I cry for your mommy too for having to be without you. God Bless you little one.

on 08.01.09

Peace by Anne

May you find Peace in your heart..in time with knowing you will be with your beautiful boy again!

on 08.01.09

For you all by Sandy

Stay strong Cathy hun, you are a wonderful person, a wonderful mum, special admiration for your endless work on helping those who have suffered the same as you

Always here for you & Ben xx

on 19.11.08

A Little Angel by Michelle

For you Cathy. sometimes peoples paths cross and you dont know why and friendships are made. here is my poem to you. to give you streangth when times feel so dark. one day you will feel complete again and the hole that you carry in your soul will be filled. till you are reunited with your beautiful son grab stength from those who love you.


you've just walked on ahead of me
and iv got to understand
you must release the ones you love
and let go of their hand

I try and cope the best I can
but im missing you so much
if I could only see you
and onece more feel your touch

yes you've just walked on ahead of me
dont worry ill be fine
but now and then I swear I feel
your hand slip into mine

YOU HAVE A LOVELY MUMMY AND LITTLE BROTHER RYAN. WISH I COULD HAVE MET YOU. XXX

on 17.10.08

Love of a Son by Renee Fields

I too lost my son; Joe was 7-years old when he died suddenly Dec 26, 2007. I know the depth of your pain. I will pray for your healing. I am sorry that you lost your son so tragically and that he lost his life to the one man who was supposed to protect him. I'm sure that you are very angry that he is free now. God will even the score one day. Maybe Ryan and Joe play together in heaven.

on 20.08.08

Heaven by Connie (mother of 3)

Heaven, where the streets are made of gold,
Heaven, where you never age or grow old,
Heaven, where lifes secrets unfold,
Heaven, where the secrets are told,

Heaven, where flowers grow wild,
Heaven, were we'll meet our child,
Heaven, the weathers always warm and mild,
Heaven, where wings lay open in piles,

Heaven, where we are free,
Heaven, cant you see?
Heaven, its for you and for me,
Heaven, when we are free.

on 02.08.08

in my thoughts by liz

i cannot express the sadness in my heart after reading this.......... may god give u strenght... baby ryan is a angel and he is 4 ever by ur side and in ur heart xx

on 17.03.08

ashley's poem by kris stuart

I found this poem when going through Ashley's things. She wrote it for her English class in her Junior Year of High School.

Heaven

I think my idea of heaven...
Is calm, peaceful and serene...
Somewhere inviting and where I want to be...
So white and So pure...
Like walking after a winter snowstorm...
With the sun shining bright...
No fears...
No Worries...
Only Peace...
I often imagine what it would be like...
Every vision never a dissapointment...
Although I am happy hear on earth...
The thought of a better place...
With no worries...
No disappointments...
Only happiness in a place so soothing...
Reuniting with loved ones missed so much...
So comfortable and so safe...
In that place so desired...
The place we dreamt to be...
When our time on earth is complete.

Ashley Stuart
2006

If we only knew

on 06.03.08

Happy Valentines Day by Laurie Kat's Mommy

This valentine is not of the ordinary kind.

It's still filled with Love and

Blessings inside. But mine has to be

sent on the Wings Of Love. You see

it's destinationis the Heavens above.

It's being sent to My son Ryan

who left earth so soon. Who's now in the Heavens

with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your

Valentine, I Love you, my sweet

precious child of mine.

My Love is still deeper than the ocean is blue.

It's sent with hugs and kisses from

me to you. I know you are with me

each and everyday. You listen as I

talk to you and you hear every

word I say. For that is one thing you'll

always be a part of me and me a part of you.

Happy Valentines Day Ryan, I miss

you so much. I know you know how many lives

you have touched, you'll always be mine.

I love you with all my heart, I know we

will be together again and then we'll

never part. So you see the meaning

is still the same, the method of delivery

is the only change. Mine must be sent by

a little white dove,

On The Wings Of Love.

on 14.02.08

remembrence by ellie

i lost my darling baby girl in 1989, aged 5 months. I live with the pain of this every day and know only too well what you are going through. may the angels watch over our babies until we all mee again in that beautiful place, god bless Alison and ryan

on 13.02.08

angel of blandford by andrew franklin

we are always thinking of you in our xmas prayers ryan.....love you forever elisabeth and andrew.....

on 28.12.07

You Will Always Be My Mother by laurie molcany (kathryn coleman's mommy)

I thought of you all, I closed my eyes
and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother
and I know I heard Him say,
A Mother has a baby.
This we know is true. But God can you be a Mother
when your baby's not with you?"Yes you can!", He replied
with confidence in His voice,
"I give many women babies,
when they leave is not their choice."Some I send for a lifetime
and other's for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat
and then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile
with other children and say,"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom
who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quick
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
but I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
on her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
and whisper in her ear,
Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."So you see
my dear sweet one,
your children are OK. Your babies are here in my home
and this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with me
until your lesson is through.
And on that day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother.
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
right from the very start. Though some on earth may not realize
that you are a Mother until their time is done.
They'll be up here with me one day
and know you're the best one.
Written with love
for all the Mother's missing their babies

on 08.12.07

Angel in Heaven by Catherine

R- Really loved, Always Remembered
Y- You were Mums little angel
A- And now you are God's little angel
N- Now and forever in peace in HEAVEN

God Bless You Cathy. Our hearts are with you from all in Australia.
Rest IN Peace Beautiful Boy - Ryan

on 21.11.07

I could not imagine.. by Jennifer

I am so sorry for you loss. I admire the fact that although you mourn you are trying to change laws to protect other children. Please know that you are in my prayers. Looking at your site has made me look at and appreciate my children in a way I never had before. I will give my son an extra kiss tonight and cherish everyday I have with him. God bless you!

on 09.11.07

Precious One by Tracy

God in heaven up above - please protect Ryan with all our love - written with a smile and added with a kiss - your mummy will smile when she reads this.

Precious one who died who has a very very brave mummy ....... nothing can replace your smile ...... R.I.P Ryan

luv Tracy

on 07.11.07

So sorry for your loss... by Monica

This is a horrible thing that has happened, and I could never in a million years imagine what you are going through. Please know that you are in my prayers and if there is anything that I can do as far as helping to send his killer back to prison.

on 02.11.07

My prayers are with you by Lisa

I am so sorry for your loss. I have a eight year old son named T.J. and I thank God every single day for loving me enough to give me such a special gift. I cannot imagine the pain you must be going through. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

on 28.10.07

Deepest Sympathy by Yesi

Cathy my heart goes out to you, I lost my 11yr old son Tyler to Leukemia in August 2007. I am walking in your grief and know that nothing can comfort us-no perfect words in the world. The loss of a child is such a devastating blow to a parents life-we don't ever get over grief. But over time with learn to just live with our loss. The wound may close but its always waiting to open up again and even if it closes we still have a scar. The only words for me to say to you is may you someday have some peace in your heart and soul. Your Angel Ryan is now with my Angel Tyler in Heaven may they both comfort each other. God Bless you and your family!

on 17.10.07

In my prayers by laurie molcany

I just lost my ten year old Sept 11, 2007, the pain I know you feel is unbearable, as I share this pain with u I will keep u and baby ryan in my prayers. With love Laurie. would love to get in contact with u laurie1968m@yahoo.com God Bless

on 10.10.07

Love by Isabel

I empathise with you on the loss of your precious little boy, Ryan.
I have lost eight children over the years, but, none so horrifyingly heartbreaking as you have had to endure, I am sure.
My heart goes out to you, your family & friends, who are all suffering terribly.
May God look down on you in the coming years and grant you Peace & Love.
I will think of you often
Isabel
5/10/07

on 05.10.07

pain by anonymous

im so sorry about your loss it is all too tragic poor ryan had his whole life ahead of him and that is too sad i feel sympathetic for you and your family


R.I.P

on 30.08.07

sorry by sarah

I'm so sorry for your lost praying for you and your beautiful son.
keep up the fight

on 24.08.07

sorry by nicola

i am so so sorry for your loss i cannot imagine the pain and grief you are going through but they always take the best god bless

on 19.07.07

Angel kisses for Ryan by Emma

My heart goes out to you nothing can replace the hole that's left in your heart when your child goes too soon.

All my love and prayers, I hope Ryan has fun with my Angel babies.

Love Em
15/07/07

on 15.07.07

Joy by Tammy

Baby ryan brought much joy to your family. When reading the poems I cried at work. You are in my prayers and I ask my grandmother and my father to keep an eye on baby ryan until we all can him again.

on 21.06.07