k lit a candle on 13th July, 2010:

Hey you two,
I still think of you both everyday and wonder where you are. I hope you are together in heaven where you both belong. I wish I could know for sure that you both are finally at peace. I want you to know you are loved more than words can ever say. I know you are out there somewhere I still feel your wonderful spirit, and sometimes you smartass spirit as well. You know exactly what I mean!!! I miss you both.

sara lit a candle on 19th May, 2010:

Many things have been reminding me of our conversations and experiences together..You are still greatly missed and proudly thought of...I'll love you both always, and cant wait to see you again..Rest peacefully

mama lit a candle on 24th March, 2010:

Heh you,I am getting your's and Sabby's messages.I'm finding those dimes everywhere and I now know that you are letting me know you guys are OK.Lord how I miss you two,but I'm not sitting around crying all the time,because I can feel your size nine,in my you know what when I get too carried away with the warerworks.Yes I remember our many conversations on this subject and your feeling about sitting around mourning.And I know I will see you both one day.Rest in peace,light and love.

Kali lit a candle on 27th February, 2010:

I am heart broken. Thinking about you a lot. So sorry. Wish I could have talked to you one more time. Mad at you.
Kwetslo:me, tel siyo:ye.

Mom lit a candle on 9th October, 2009:

Today would have been Sebastian's 19th Birthday,and I remember you telling him you wanted to take him for his first drink and unfortunately,that's not going to happen,cause I don't think they serve anything like that where you two are.I will go and tip one for him.Jackie,Chase and I are going out for dinner and we'll have a glass of wine honoring him.Love you guys and miss you.There's a big hole in my heart that just doesn't want to heal.Until we meet again,BIG HUGS

k lit a candle on 13th August, 2009:

Happy birthday Darryl, we miss you and love you very much.

mom lit a candle on 11th August, 2009:

Well in just one day you would have been 46 and I've decided to get a tattoo honoring you.I remember you having a tattoo done on days you found would be painful so I'm trying the same thing.That day(Aug12th) started out with pain,giving birth to you and damn-it, it is still hurting.I miss you and love you.

. lit a candle on 12th July, 2009:

P.S
To answer the question in your goodbye letter to me, I still watch the sunset, and yes, everytime I see that special shade of blue that I knew you loved, I -always- think of you :)
Hugs and kisses
Love you

Mom lit a candle on 11th July, 2009:

It will be a year tommorrow since you left us and they say time heals all wounds.I don;t know who"they"are but they have never lost a child and yes someday it may not hurt quite as much,but it will never stop hurting.You left such a big impact on this planet.That was proven last Sunday at your memorial.People still love you and miss you son,respect and admiration are still there too,even though you chose the road that you did,people do understand and I sure do.It's so hard because this time last year you were still with us.Love you and miss you sooo much.Mom

m lit a candle on 21st April, 2009:

late nights crying for you.
and all that could have been.
love you.

mom lit a candle on 27th March, 2009:

Today I light a candle to let you know how much I love you and miss you.The greatest thing happened today.I was so worried about what to do with Coco,and he's going to your best friend Debra's home.I am so very thankful to that woman.I have spent days crying about this and you aren't here to talk this over with,so I went to Harrison and Leanne told me to phone Debra,so I e-mailed her and she got right back and said they would love to take him into their home and heart.I'm now crying cause I'm so happy,cause I know he will be loved there.God,what a relief.Rest in peace son.Hugs

*tea* lit a candle on 11th March, 2009:

today i light a candle for you here... this morning i spent 4 pots of coffee, 2 buckets of tears and every piece of my heart making a video of you for our friends... i miss you dearly and can still see you clearly... here's to believing i will see you again!

Mom lit a candle on 12th February, 2009:

I'm sitting here thinking it was seven months ago today that you chose to leave us,almost to the hour.I wonder what you were thinking and feeling at 1:37AM seven months ago.I can almost feel your pain son.Just know that there is nothing but love and forgiveness in my heart and I miss you so.Rest in peace oh handsome one.Love Mom

j lit a candle on 20th January, 2009:

You are still hanging around in my head.
Wish you were here to help me. So much happening right now. Things are hard.


Hope things are well where you are
Love you

mom lit a candle on 7th January, 2009:

I wanted to light a candle for you and Sabby at Christmas time but my computer decided not to co-operate.So here I am with so much to say.Please forgive me for not respecting all your wishes in your farewell letter,because there are just some times I can't.Rest in peace my beautiful boys.

K lit a candle on 24th November, 2008:

more and more it seems I am missing hearing your voice. I wish you were here. I miss you so much.

Mom(Bev) lit a candle on 12th November, 2008:

Today it is four months since you left us.I had a dream about you last night,You were walking toward me in your straw hat and you were smiling and all I could think of was"Why is he smiling,doesn't he know what day it is today?"Then I woke up and realized it was actually you and you were just letting me know that you are OK.Thanks Son.

Trish lit a candle on 10th October, 2008:

We have been thinking about you lots lately. Miss you and love you! Sydney sure misses her Uncle Lyrrad!!!! You and JR. take care of each other.xoxoxoxo

Laura lit a candle on 27th September, 2008:

Missing you so much Darryl...was at the mall today for a while....thinking maybe I would run in to you for a chat....but then I remembered you were gone....

M lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

I wish i had been able to help more than i did. I will always remember Darryl as a true friend, a person i looked forward to talking to every day because he always made me smile.
I really miss you
-your 'wise little sister'

sara lit a candle on 18th August, 2008:

It's so hard to say Good-bye
The loss of you has made such a big impact on so many lives, I light this candle for your family and your loved ones, hoping the healing gets easier in time, and your spirit carrys on in the hearts you've touched,
I love you very much, I'll miss you always, Until we meet again..
I pray for this pain to be lifted and a healing hand to be placed on thoes who were touched by you,

karen lit a candle on 12th August, 2008:

Happy Birthday Darryl. I wish you were here. We miss you everyday.

eiluj lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

Love you. Miss you. Thinking of you every second.

eiliuj lit a candle on 1st August, 2008:

Still Thinking of you every second of the day. Still Missing you every second of the day. May you have found peace. I love you

eiliuj lit a candle on 29th July, 2008:

Still Thinking of you every second of the day. Still Missing you every second of the day. May you have found peace. I love you

karen lit a candle on 24th July, 2008:

I hope that you are at peace wherever you are right now. We are missing you.Love Karen, Mac, Cody and Jack

Mom(Bev) lit a candle on 21st July, 2008:

Missing you,and thank you for the beautiful human you were,I can't take credit for the man you were,as you were self taught.I now know the pain you talked about now.Love you son,until we meet again.

Steve Kaysoe lit a candle on 18th July, 2008:

Regretfully, I fell out of touch with one of my best friends of youth, Darryl. Although our lives drifted apart, Darryl always was, and always will be in my heart as my "blood brother". When we were young we cut our hands and shook hands mixing our blood together and vowed "blood brothers forever!" I am very sad to see him go and I only wish that I was in his life more over the years...I miss you buddy, Rest In Peace.
My deepest condolences to Bev, Tammy and the rest of your family.

Cheryl, Kaleb & Emma lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

I am moved by all the lives you have touched Darryl..there was a large gathering of beautiful people on the beach in Harrison this morning, celebrating your life with touching words, songs and love, not to mention many tears...peace..

The Michaluks lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

We light a candle for you Lyrrad. We will miss you and never forget all the wonderful memories you have left in our hearts.

Mom lit a candle on 10th July, 2010:

Today is the 9th and three more days it will be two years since that heartbreaking day I got the visit from the police telling me you were not with us anymore.Oh the pain of it all and missing your goofy jokes and your damn loud music.Oh to hear that again,would be like a little piece of heaven.I know you are with"Junior"and that's where you wanted to be and the pain is gone,but damn it all,you're not here,and I don't care it really hurts as much as I try and hide it,it's still there.Rest in peaceand I love you very much.

sara lit a candle on 19th May, 2010:

Many things have been reminding me of our conversations and experiences together..You are still greatly missed and proudly thought of...I'll love you both always, and cant wait to see you again..Rest peacefully

MissDistractyPants lit a candle on 8th March, 2010:

I haven't dreamed of you in awhile... i wonder if you have forgotten me... i am lonely these days and find less and less solace in those around me... you were always so real to me... i miss you from time to time... but not so much i can't carry on... guess i jsut want to light a candle to get it out that you were my favorite friend and in this troubled time i am missing you. love you man. Hope to see you in dreams soon.

Mom lit a candle on 25th December, 2009:

Merry Christmas Darryl&Sebastian.I know you didn't like it much and you just tolerated it,because you knew what it meant to me and I thank you for that and Sebastian loved Christmas as much as me.I remember he had decorated before that fateful night when he went out.Now there is a great big hole in my heart and I have to do it without either of you,just not the same.I love you both soooo very much and I know i will be there with you guys one day and I think even you would like Christmas Darryl.Got a funny feeling there are a lot of changes in you.Love Grandma&Mom

sara lit a candle on 6th October, 2009:

just thinking about you
all happy thoughts of course
hope all is well up there
love ya lots

dee boorman lit a candle on 12th August, 2009:

its been one year since you left us...but you are always in our hearts...miss your beautiful smile.Hope you have found the peace you deserved.Thinking of you today.
Dee

sara lit a candle on 12th July, 2009:

Today it's been a year, It's amazing how much can happen in one year..But it's still been a year without the wisdom of Darryl, Miss Maia is starting to remind me of Sabastion out on the beach picking at every bug or dead fish she finds, it brings me back to our last hike together, when you had a chance to walk down memory lane down the same steps you and Sabastion took together It was nice hearing thoes stories, The dispear in your eyes was intence.. I hope your walking thoes same steps with your boy now making new memories in the afterlife and the dispear has lifted to nothing but happiness...and peace... I love you thanks for all you've done all you've tought and all the memories..RIP..Mr Fibber Macphee.

. lit a candle on 12th July, 2009:

I often wonder to myself,Was it really sometime in the night when you left us for good, or perhaps you watched the sun rise?
did you watch the sun rise the day earlier on the previous morning?
Or maybe you just watched the sunset knowing it would be your last... What a nostalgic and overwhelming feeling watching the fire in the sky burn out for the last time.

I still know you. I know your head and your heart to its farthest depths and I know you would have watched one of these, sitting outside on the porch, smoking your cigarrette and drinking your coffee, waiting for coco to do his buisness. In a place of peace watching the beauty of the sky. I remember you told me of the "Most Brilliant sky" you had ever seen driving back from the hospital after Sebastian died. You said you would never forget it, and you had yet to see one like it since. Did you finally see that sky?
It must have been a beautiful one. No sunset or rise will ever be as beautiful without knowing that you no longer wake up to the same rise and set that I do.
I miss you and love you still.

sara lit a candle on 19th June, 2009:

We're coming up to a year without having you here..There hasn't been a day you haven't crossed my mind, I've ran out of tears but still miss you just the same, I remember you always saying how when people die they become forgotten you and sabby are far from forgotten.I love you dearly..

mom lit a candle on 12th April, 2009:

It's been nine months since you left us.I carried you in my tummy for nine months and now I have to carry you only in my heart and soul.Rest in peace ol'music man.Love you and miss you

elaina lit a candle on 21st March, 2009:

hey darryl. i want to light this candle so you will know you are not forgotten. i hope you are at peace. summer will soon be here and that means sunny days in harrison. i will so miss bumping into to you and catching up. anyways..i just wanted to say 'hey' and send you loving thoughts.

sara lit a candle on 20th February, 2009:

I really miss the voice of reason, the wit and wisdome ringing through your mouth. Things aren't the same not having you here to vent..I miss you so much Fibber, I still cant wrap myself around Why..you of all people? And did you accomplish what you intended? It's hard to let go..I'll never forget all the good you'e done in my life, All you've tought me, and all the experiences we shared..
I'll always love ya Fibber...I hope your enjoying the afterlife, and finally at peace..
See ya in my dreams...

Tea lit a candle on 30th January, 2009:

always thinking of you and missin you man... to those of you who take time here... hug hug hug.

Craig lit a candle on 11th January, 2009:

I was just thinking of you today. Don't really know why. I miss you and wish I could have had the chance to say goodbye. I know you are where you need to be right now, and one day we'll have the chance to talk again.

K lit a candle on 7th December, 2008:

Today I have been thnking more than usual about you and Sebastian because of what day it is today. I am sad for those of us who are here missing you both, especially your mom but I have also been trying to be happy for the fact that you are together. you are missed more than you could know, and it seems that my grief doesnt get any easier, we are all missing you both more than ever.I love you both very much and hope that you are at peace.

M lit a candle on 16th November, 2008:

I couldn't sleep last night..thinking about you.
I know you're happier where you are...I just wish you could have been happier in this life with all of us who love you and miss you terribly.

sara lit a candle on 13th October, 2008:

your still thought of and loved just as much today as yesterday, It's not really any easier knowing I'll never see your face, or hear your voice again, but I just keep in mind your finally resting, hopefully with Sabastion where you wanted to be.. I love you dearly . I prey for your family, May your soul rest, my sweet..

Mom(Bev) lit a candle on 3rd October, 2008:

I light a candle today to let you know how much you are loved and missed.You and Junior are probably sitting by a brook talking about the good old days and catching frogs and other cold and slimy things.I have learned sooo much from you about people,son.Thanks for the lessons.Rest in peace.

tea lit a candle on 25th September, 2008:

thinking of you today... and the rain falls in waves... the kinda day i would always call... and we'd make hot coffee and sit and draw and talk... today is for you darryl. you will always be in my heart. much love xoxoxo.

Debra Bob lit a candle on 3rd September, 2008:

As school begins this year I miss my boys. I love you both so much and am very lonely for your music. The Jazz festival ended this weekend and I didn't even see Coyote there. RIP until we meet again

Tea lit a candle on 14th August, 2008:

Missed your birthday again darryl.. maybe for ol'times sake huh? Guess you missed it too so i'm off the hook on this one. big smiles. i'm without a doubt you are so happy to not be growing older.surely that makes you laugh deepheartedly where you are now.either way... happy un-birthday from the bottom of my heart to the heavens above.thinking of you always! this candles for you man.

Tea lit a candle on 7th August, 2008:

I keep a candle lit each night in my window for darryl and now another here.He is missed so much words just cannot say.I can only hope we will meet again.much love.... tea.

karen, cody and jack lit a candle on 1st August, 2008:

You are always in our thoughts.we miss you very much.

eiliuj lit a candle on 30th July, 2008:

Still Thinking of you every second of the day. Still Missing you every second of the day. May you have found peace. I love you

eiliuj lit a candle on 28th July, 2008:

Thinking of you every second of the day. Missing you every second of the day. May you have found peace. I love you.

Vicky lit a candle on 23rd July, 2008:

Your kindness and gentle nature were a blessing to us all. You will be missed and loved forever. May you find peace.

Sara Toal lit a candle on 20th July, 2008:

Darryl,
Rest in Peace, I hope your truely at peace, I hope you found Sabby, and you can spend your eternity with him, And if that's now how it works in the afterlife and your rule does apply, than I hope you truely are at rest.. I'll miss you dearly I hate to say good-bye, I thank you for all the lessons and memories shared between you and I.
Love you always and forever
sara

Dee&Bob lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Darryl will forever be in our hearts...sebastian&darrly were truly free spirits...they are always going to be with us...God Bless you Bev...

karen lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

thinking of you and missing you very much.

Shauna, Megan and Cody lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

We light a candle for you Darryl and for your Mom, Colleen, Jacquie, Tammy and Trevor and that in time, peace will come along with acceptance.