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grandma lit a candle on 23rd March, 2014:

hi again. I know I haven't put much on lately. that doesn't mean I am not thinking of all of you. you know I talk to all of you every day. at nigt I say night night sleep tight and tell you I love you. xoxo hug hug

mommy lit a candle on 21st March, 2014:

Hi kat kat,
mommy loves and misses you so much

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 10th September, 2013:

hi. just sitting here thinking of you. its hard to believe that tomorrow is sept. 11th. it seems like yesterday, you were here. rest in peace little one. I miss you. love and kisses. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 3rd August, 2013:

hi baby girl. grandma here. how is my missy doing? did she pee on you yet. I know she really loved you like I do. it gives me comfort knowing missy,rocky, and max are with you. miss and love all of you bunches. kiss kiss hug hug.

grandma lit a candle on 9th June, 2013:

hi kat. grandma here. wish daddy a belated happy birthday from here. missing you as always. also, give rocky and max a big hug and kisses for me. love you. grandma

Mommy lit a candle on 25th May, 2013:

Hi Baby girl,

I was just sitting here thinking about you and wondering what you were doing. I miss you do much. Hugs and kisses

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th March, 2013:

HAPPY EASTER KAT KAT, DADDY AND DELL

SIX YEARS LATER AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER. MY HOLIDAYS JUST AREN'T THE SAME. IT BREAKS MY HEART SUGA BEAR. ALWAYS KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH..............

grandma lit a candle on 18th March, 2013:

hi baby girl. I love and miss you so m hugs and kisses from grs uch. not a day goes by that I do not think of toy. you are in my prayers night. rocky and max are with you now. let them know how much I love and miss all of you. give all of you a group hug from me. we have daisy mae now. she torments the heck out of missy. she will even pee on tou like missy did. she really likes to pee on mommy.

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2013:

HAPPY NEW YEAR KAT KAT,

AS I LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS BANG ON POTS AND PANS AT THE STROKE OF MIDNIGHT, IT BRINGS MANY TEARS TO MY FACE KNOWING IN MY HEART YOU SHOULD BE OUTSIDE WITH THEM. I MISS YOU SO MUCH SUGA BEAR.

mommy lit a candle on 24th December, 2012:

Happy Christmas Eve Kat Kat,

Hope you liked the balloons Britt and I sent you for your b-day. We love and miss you so much.

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2012:

Happy Heavenly 16th Birthday Kat! ♥

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th December, 2012:

HI BABY GIRL, TODAY IS MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU, DADDY AND DELL. I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. HUGS AND KISSES

mommy lit a candle on 31st October, 2012:

Happy Halloween Kat Kat,

Today was one of your favorite holidays. I wonder what you would have dressed up as this year. Give lotts of love to Dell and daddy, i miss you guys so much.

mommy lit a candle on 5th October, 2012:

I love you Kat Kat

Fran Roccamo Distabile lit a candle on 19th July, 2012:

You are a beautiful Angel.I know you are in a beautiful place where there is no pain, only good things!! I am on the grieving mother's site with your mom. I lost my son 8 month's ago. It is wonderful to have a place where we can talk all we want about our Angels..Rest in Peace you sweet girl and keep watching over your family <3 xoxo

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th July, 2012:

Good morning princess, just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love and miss you. Hugs and kisses suga bear

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd June, 2012:

Love you suga bear

Kat Kat lit a candle on 13th May, 2012:

Dear Mr. Hallmark,It's me Kat Kat, I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear A rather strange idea, I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.... There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven. She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried. I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so. She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too, Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do? My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight. She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night. She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well. So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth She needs to be honored, and remembered too Just as the children of earth will do. Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest. Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.





MOMMY lit a candle on 25th April, 2012:

OMG HAVE I MISSED VISITING YOUR SITE. lAST YEAR WHEN REMEMBERED FOREVER WENT OFFLINE MY HEART WAS BROKEN, SPLIT IN HALF JUST LIKE THE DAY YOU DIED. THANKS TO SUNNY AND GAYLE WE ARE UP AND RUNNING, THANK YOU JESUS.............

I MISS YOU SO MUCH KATHRYN, AND AS I LOOK AT YOUR SITE IT BRINGS BACK SO MANY HAPPY MEMORIES. THOUGHTS I WILL CHERISH FOREVER.

Danielle Smerecky lit a candle on 15th December, 2011:

Hey Kat, I was just thinking about you today. I was watching an old movie and a preview for the cheetah girls came on. I thought of you because I remembered when the cheetah girls 2 movie was coming out you, Britt, Julie, Faith, and I were all sitting in your living room for like an hour waiting for the premiere to come on. We were even singing all of the songs ha-ha. Miss you Kat <3

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th November, 2011:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING KAT KAT, DADDY, DELL, TYSON, BLOSSOM AND DEJA. I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

mommy lit a candle on 9th October, 2011:

Hi Kat meat, mommy loves and misses you so much, sleep tight angel

Sunni, CArson City NV lit a candle on 9th September, 2011:

I light this candle for Kat Kat and her family....Rest in Peace little Angel...

mommy lit a candle on 24th August, 2011:

Hello sweet angel of mine. Missing you more and more everyday. I love you suga bear!!

mommy lit a candle on 2nd August, 2011:

I love you Kat Kat

Michelle lit a candle on 23rd June, 2011:

Hi Kat! Wow I havent been on here in awhile! I hope you are well and happy up in Heaven. We all miss you very much! Matthew said to me the other day how much he misses you. We put a bigger pool in the yard this year. I can just remember you swimming in our pool and never wanting to get out of it, even when the other kids were done. You should be here with us playing and having fun outside. Life is not fair!I wonder what you would look like right now? Julie has changed so much and so have Faith, Michael ,and matt. Britt is totally different too. Well, God Bless. We all miss you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th May, 2011:

HI SUGA BEAR,
TODAY IS MOTHER'S DAY AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER. I ENJOYED BEING YOUR MOM FOR THE 10 YEARS YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NOR WOULD I EVER WANT TO. LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 24th April, 2011:

Happy Easter!

mommy lit a candle on 29th March, 2011:

Hi Kat meat,

mommy just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you!

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 14th February, 2011:

Happy Valentines Day!

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th January, 2011:

GOOD MORNING PRINCESS, MOMMY JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH SHE LOVES AND MISSES YOU. HUGS AND KISSES SUGA BEAR

Barbara Johnson lit a candle on 10th January, 2011:

i am lighting this candle today because! when i think about the loss of your little girl it tears my heart up i hope that she had a great birthday in heaven with my mother!

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 25th December, 2010:

Good morning Kat! I wanted to stop by and wish you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy belated Birthday!

Beverly(Harley's Mom) lit a candle on 24th December, 2010:

HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY IN JHEAVEN SWEET ANGEL KAT,
Sweetheart I'm so sorry this greeting is a day late, I have been sick.
Hoping that all your new Angel Friends gave you a wonderful Birthday party.
My Sweet Harley used to love to bake cakes, so I hope he baked you a beautiful Birthday cake.
Please stay close to your Momma & Family, Christmas is almost here and they will need you to send them your Sweet Angel Kisses.

I know that all you Angels up there will have a beautiful Christmas celebration tomorrow.



Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 24th December, 2010:

Hello sweetheart..I here to wish you a Happy 14th Birthday in Heaven.

Here in Canada it is still the 23rd..I would never forget you!!
I bet your heavenly birthday was beautiful.
I know how hard it is for your mommy so stay close to her and wrap your Angel wings around here to let her know you are doing ok.

Rest Peacefully sweetie..I will be back on to say hello on Christmas day.

brittany (kats big sister) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

hey kat just stopping by to say happy 14th birthday! i miss you so much! theres not a day that goes by that i don't think about you or wish i could hug you.. i hope you still come around me,even though your not here i don't want you to leave my side. i love you kat and i hope your birthday in heaven is beautiful. love your sister britt..

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Happy 14th birthday Kat. Thinking of you and your Mom today. She sent me a Christmas card with your picture on it, how beautiful it is. Happy Birthday Angel.

Blake Summers mum Kelly lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Coming by to celebrate your 14th Kat Kat and to stand beside your mum in support. These days are very hard but your mums love shines brightly for you and never dims. She's one friend on here we cherish also. Love to you both from England xXx big hugs n kisses xXx

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Happy Birthday in Heaven Kat-Kat. Thinking of you & your mom today. Such a difficult time for us all.Hoping happy memories of birthdays past will bring her some peace. Sleep peacefully.
XOXO

mommy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:


Lord, light 14 beautiful candles
And sing Happy Birthday from me...
Kat's fourteenth Birthday in Heaven
And I wonder what her wish will be...

Tell her that I love her and miss her,
and I can't wait to see her smile...
Place a kiss upon her cheek
And hold her for a while...

Mommy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY KAT KAT,

ITS SO HARD TO BELIEVE YOU ARE A TEENAGER NOW. IN MY HEART YOU ARE STILL MY LITTLE SUGA BEAR. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY GIRL! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGA BEAR. LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES

Michelle lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Hello Miss Kat Kat!! I havent been on here in such a long time. Now I know why.... I was just reading some of the candles that have been written for you and I started to get choked up with a sad feeling. I hate that you are no longer here with us. I wonder what you would look like now and how the closeness of your friendship with Julie, Faith, Michael and Matt would have grown?? I miss your big hellos and ur pleasant smile. I miss u coming to my door early in the morning waiting to go somewhere or play with the kids. Julie always used you as her crutch. Well, she has finally grown out of her shyness(mostly) and has made alot of new friends while keeping close with old friends. your family has been through soo much. Your mom needs you to give her a message and give her strength through this holiday season and your birthday. It still doesnt seem real that u are gone. I can still see u getting off the school bus and walking home. My boys always say how nice u were to them. Faith loved playing with you. So much has changed in the past 3 years. We will always think of you and miss you. I think we try not to think of u too much because it is painful. Happy birthday in Heaven!! I know u are watching over us.We miss you!!!!!!

Lawrence Robinson lit a candle on 30th November, 2010:

Dear Kat, your smile always lit up a room and it saddens me to see that you are not with us. I always enjoyed watching tv with you and just spending time with you. I miss you and love you with all of my heart

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 22nd November, 2010:

Always thinking of you and your dear mum xXx

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 19th October, 2010:

~The Wisdom of God's Plan~


It’s sometimes very difficult
For us to understand
The wisdom and the love behind
The things that God has planned.
But we wouldn't have the rainbow
If we didn't have the rain;
We wouldn't know of pleasure
If we never tasted pain.
We wouldn't love the sunrise
If we hadn't felt the night;
And we wouldn't know our weakness
if we hadn't sensed God's might.
We couldn't have the springtime
Or the yellow daffodil
If we hadn't first experienced
The winter's frosty chill.
And though the brilliant sunshine
Is something God had made
He knew too much could parch our soul
So he created us some shade.
So God's given us a balance:
Enough joys to keep us glad,
Enough tears to keep us humble,
Enough good to balance bad.
And if you'll trust in Him you'll see
Though yesterday brought sorrow,
The clouds will part and dawn will bring
A happier tomorrow.

Pat (K enny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 2nd October, 2010:

Sending you a hug! xxx

big brother carl lit a candle on 12th September, 2010:

hey babygurl just want to tell you ilove as if you dont already know and im workin hard to do the next right thing and maybe even get a horse named humphry. well im gonna go gurl love you.

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 11th September, 2010:

Hi Kat Kat, Happy 3rd Angelversary. Thinking of you and your Mom. xxx

Karen Pelletier (Kristy's mom) lit a candle on 11th September, 2010:

Hey Kat Kat,

I light this candle for you today on September 11th, 2010. It has been 3 years since you passed little girl. We all miss you honey. Stay close to your beautiful mom and help her though out the day today and always. Love you sweetheart.

Laurie, wish I could give you a big HUG. I know today will be tough. Just know, we are all here for you and love you. I will light a real candle for Kat today!! Love you both and you are in my prayers!

Kristy's mom, Karen

Michelle McFarland lit a candle on 10th September, 2010:

God bless you Laurie and your family

karrie lit a candle on 20th August, 2010:

i wanna thank aunt laurie for sharing this very very sweet memorial site...kat kat honey i want you to know your momma comes to play quater bingo with us and your momma talks about you all the time she smiles when she speaks your name and sometimes wants to cry cause she misses you dearly...honey keep giving your momma signs your still with her always... my prayers and thoughts go out to your family and friends sweet child

Grandma & Pap lit a candle on 15th August, 2010:

kAT
jUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH WE LOVE AND MISS YOU, I LIGHT YOUR CANDLE every day at home for you, not a day goes by that we do not think about you. always and forever in our hearts
Grandma & Pap

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th August, 2010:

HI SUGA BEAR,JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU, WONDERING HOW YOU ARE DOING. IN ONE MONTH IT WILL BE YOUR THREE YEAR ANNIVERSARY. MOMMY IS PLANNING A MEMORIAL SERVICE FOR YOU LIKE I DO EVERY YEAR. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! I MISS YOUR HUGS AND KISSES, YOUR SMILE THAT COULD LIGHT UP A ROOM. WHAT I WOULD GIVE TO HEAR YOU SAY MOMMY I LOVE YOU AGAIN. I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING LOTS OF FUN WITH YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th June, 2010:

HI BABY GIRL, I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LIT YOU A CANDLE. THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU. MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH SUGA BEAR! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S GOIN ON THREE YEARS SINCE YOUR PASSING. IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY. MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN, THE EMPTYNESS IN MY STOMACH IS STILL THERE. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES LIL MAMA

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter lit a candle on 10th May, 2010:

Happy Mother's Day

A Kiss to you on Mother's Day
A hug from me to you.
I know that you are sad sometimes
I know that you are blue.
But keep my memory with you,
For memories never die:
I will be there with you mom,
When you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds,
In the birds that fill the air;
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.
You will feel me in the tenderness,
Of a baby's gentle touch;
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight' gentle hush.
When your heart is heavy,
And you feel that you are alone;
Just reach down deep inside of you,
For your heart is now my home.
I will always be with you,
I will never go away;
For I will live on in your heart,
Forever and a day.
I have a prayer for you now mommy,
I pray that you will hear.
God needed me here with him,
I have no pain or fear.
For I am an angel now you see,
I watch over you each night and day,
A little piece of heaven on earth,
Guiding you on your way.
But before I leave you and go back home,
I look at you and sigh,
And as I fly back to heaven,
I sing you a lull-a-bye.

Rest Peacefully..

Katheryn harvey(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 23rd April, 2010:

hey sweet little kat kat,
i just got my computer fixed...it has taken so long and i am so very glad that i can finally get on everyone's site once again. i hope you r having so much fun in heaven..i hope your mommy is doing well, haven't heard from her in a while...i love you so much kat kat...take care of your mommy and my little caleb for me...love you so much angel!!

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 4th April, 2010:

Happy Easter Little Angel-Thinking of you today and praying your mom finds comfort in your memories.

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 3rd April, 2010:

The Jelly Bean Poem

RED is for our love for you that will never sever…
for love is not measured by the time we had together…
but what’s in our hearts forever.... See More

GREEN is for memories that we always will treasure….
although time may pass…our memories will last
forever and ever and ever.

YELLOW is for Sunshine that you have given to us…
you brightened up our lives and made our world shine
and will continue to shine brilliantly for the rest of time.

ORANGE is for the candles flame we light in memory of you…
flame that glows so bright as we speak your name in prayer…
asking God to hold you close…until we join you there.

BLACK is for our grief from our broken shattered hearts
taking each day one at a time…as we keep your memory alive
life is different…we are different…but we CAN and WILL survive.

PURPLE is for tears we shed as we remember you…
precious memories you left behind…preserved deep inside…
you will always live on through our family…forever by our side.

WHITE is for our hope and faith in God above…
the promise of resurrection…knowing we will reunite…
above the clouds…over the rainbow…in His everlasting light.

PINK is for the signs you send from Heaven up above…
lighting our paths wherever we go…and whatever we may do…
Our precious loved one...we will always love...and always remember you.

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 29th March, 2010:

Darling girl I think of your dear mum and you so much. She is dear to me and I hope her rf family will always be there or her, as she is for us. You will be very proud of her darling xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th March, 2010:

LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR

Austin lucas's mommy lit a candle on 5th March, 2010:

Hi kat it has been a while i know. I just wanted to let you and your mom know i was thinking of you i hope you are having fun in heaven and staying close to your mom. Austin's baby brother has been keeping me busy so i have not had much time. I hope your mom is doing ok i'm sure she is she has you watching over her. I'm sorry i missed your b-day Hope you had Good 13 b-day in heaven I bet it was a big party. Happy late birthday sorry I know it's very late. But i hope to light you a candle again soon. just wanted to let you know i was think of you. rest in peace angel

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 24th February, 2010:

Just wanted to stop by and say Hi and let you know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers even though it has been ages since the last time I visited. Life is just so busy lately, but I wanted to take a moment to write to you and your mom and thank her for all her thoughts and prayers. The Christmas card she sent was beautiful and I think her from the bottom of my heart for thinking of us! I hope that you are having the time of your life and that your mom and rest of your family is doing well. Love Always, Heather

michelle lit a candle on 19th February, 2010:

Hi Kat Kat. We all miss you soo much. Watch over your mom she needs your strength. Send Your sister a message telling her to take care of your mom. God bless you up in Heaven!

mommy lit a candle on 18th February, 2010:

Hi baby girl,

mommy hasn't had her internet on for a month now, I miss visiting your site. Please don't think for one day that I have forgotten about you. I love you and I miss you so much. You are forever on my mind and will always remain in my heart. I love you suga bear!

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th January, 2010:

HI ANGEL,

MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH! YOU HAVE BEEN ON MY MIND ALOT LATELY. DURING THE TIME I WAS SICK AND IN THE HOSPITAL, I WAS PLACED IN THE ER ROOM NUMBER 3, YOU WERE IN ROOM 2 THE DAY YOU PASSED. IT WAS HARD SITTING IN THERE, ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK ABOUT YOU LYING ON THAT STRETCHER, HELPESSS AND I COULDN'T DO A DAMN THING TO SAVE YOU. YOUR IN GOD'S HANDS NOW AND I KNOW HE IS TAKING VERY GOOD CARE OF YOU. I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR!

Karen (kristy pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 9th January, 2010:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy Laurie,

Sorry I missed your 13th birthday sweetie. Things have been so rough lately. I just had surgery again on December 14th and a dear friend passed away a couple of days before Christmas. Her name is Ardy Levesque. She was so special to Kristy too. Kristy used to always call her Teddy. Kristy loved to hug her so tight, whenever she saw her. Ardy told my daughter Kristy about 1 year before Kristy died, "(only you Kristy, can call me Teddy, This will be our special thing together.)" Kristy loved her so much! Ardy was in her early 70's and like a grandmother to me and Kristy.

Her passing is so hard on me. Seems like this these days, the road is so rough for me.

I love you and your mommy so much! Thank her for me, for the beautiful Christmas card she sent me and the pictures she sent.

I love you both!

Love: Kristy's mom, Karen

michelle lit a candle on 6th January, 2010:

Thinking of you Kat. I am overwhelmed with sadness when I do so. I miss you and hope you had a great holiday season in Heaven.

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 1st January, 2010:

Hi Kat,
Stopping in to let you know that I'm thinking about you today.Hope your New Year in Heaven is extra special.My love to you always.
Laurie,
Hoping that this year brings many more joys than sorrows.My love to you always.
Anna

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 27th December, 2009:

I have been thinking of you over Christmas.... was at my mum n dad's. I hope you all had hope in your heart and joy for the time you had together xXx Much love coming over the water xXx

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 26th December, 2009:

Merry Christmas Kat-Kat. Thinking of you and your mommy today. I know how hard this is for her-such a bittersweet day.Sleep peacefully Princess and look after your mommy.
Love, Anna

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 25th December, 2009:

Merry Christmas Kat Kat!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 25th December, 2009:

Merry Christmas in Heaven Kat Kat!!

Beverly(Harley Walls Mom) lit a candle on 24th December, 2009:

Happy Birthday In Heaven Sweet Angel Kat, hoping that all of ur new Angel Friends gave u a beautiful b'day party.Please send ur Momma ur Sweet Angel Kisses and know that she loves and misses u every second of every day.
U will be reunited 1 day when God calls ur Momma home.
Hugs n Kisses 2 U Angel girl.
Love, Beverly xoxoxoxoxoxo

natasha; lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

hey kat kat i just want to tell yu happy 13th birthday.. even though your up in heaven we r still celebrating;; yu will never be forgotten and your always in our hearts and prayers;; miss yu happy birthday

Syrene (Dawson's Mom) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

First of all I want to tell you I'm sorry for not writing to you sooner. Happy Birthday sweetheart. I know that your having a wonderful time in Heaven. You and all of our children that have gone on to be with the Lord.

brittany lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

happy birthday kat kat. aw kat its deffinetly not the same without you here. theres not a day that goes by that i dont think about you or remember all our good times. you will always be my angel. most important thing is youll always be in my heart. im not the same without you. i try to be diffrent and its so hard because you were my modivation. i just wish things could have turned out diffrent than what they did. i just cant wait to see you again until then my memory of you is all i have. well kat kat i love you! happy 13th birthday big girl! time flies... your a teenager now. lol. you couldnt wait for this day... another thing hope your having fun with your little niece or nephew... i know you and daddy will take good care of them. i love you angel.. love your big sister.

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Happy Birthday Kat Kat! I know how hard these times tug at your Momma's heart strings. Christmas will soon be here which will bring an emptiness and a longing for the ones we miss. Your Mom sent me a beautiful remembrance card of you and Brittany's graduation card. How proud you must be of them both. I'm sending you all hug's and wishes for peacefull feelings this Christmas. xxx

Kate lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Happy Birthday Kat! I know you're laughing and playing and loving your birthday! I bet you laugh and play all the time! Marryka and Chyna miss you too. It's funny how much Marryka still looks like you. Me and my girls are so blessed to have spent time with you, Kat! I love you, Sweetie! Enjoy your day!

Maurice lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Laurie,

Your daughters site is beautiful. Looks like you invested alot of time and energy into it. Created with love, I like that baby girl!

Grandma and pap pap lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Hi Kathryn,

Happy 13th Birthday, we love and miss you so much. Your always in our thoughts and prayers. Love you!!!!!

Jenifer Burns lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

May you rest in peace and may your mother find peace here on earth without you. You are with God. I pray that your mother finds peace here on earth, so she can be happy here, until it is her time to to be with you and God.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 13th December, 2009:

Hello poppet I wanted to stop by to wish you and your mum so much good stuff at this time of year... but I know for her, for all of us it is a bitter sweet time.
I think of you so very much and I hope all the news is good news for her xXx Much Love xXx

Dina (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 8th December, 2009:

Thinking of you today..

Rest Peacefully.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 22nd November, 2009:

I think of you and your family sooo much. I haven't felt brilliant recently and so I haven't visited until I felt a bit stronger.... but you and your mum are in my heart always xXx

Michelle lit a candle on 15th November, 2009:

Rest in peace Kat. We miss you sooo much. The holidays are coming and it is sad you will not be here again. I hope all your holidays are beautiful up in heaven. Watch over us down here on Earth. Love ya.

Nicole Fierst lit a candle on 10th November, 2009:

what a beautiful little girl and with a big heart! i don't know you personally but through your mom you were a special part of her life! I just Pray for your mom and your family that God will continue to bless them each and everyday and give them strength and wisdom. Lord I lift this family up to you right now to wrap your loving arms around them and watch over them and protect them. in Jesus name Amen!

Dina (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 4th November, 2009:

You are all in my thoughts today.

Rest Peacefully.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 18th October, 2009:

Hello sweetie poppet......... just popping by as I wanted to say hello. You and your mum are in my thoughts often and she is a very courageous lady. I love you both and send you strength and peace from across the ocean xXx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 26th September, 2009:

How are you sweetheart? I was thinking of your very dear and brave mum...... and you. I wonder if you have met up with my children? It's hard poppet to be without you all, but together we mums will haang in there for each other when needed..... sending your mum hugs and strength xXx

michelle lit a candle on 17th September, 2009:

R.I.P We miss you Kat..

natasha lit a candle on 12th September, 2009:

hi kat kat..
your second year in heaven. we sure do miss you.. all the good times and the bad times you had. wish yu was still here with us. you know your mom would want a big hug. your going to be 12 or already are 12 this year... just want you to kno we miss you and your always and forever going to be in our hearts. love you so much..
♥natasha

Mommy lit a candle on 11th September, 2009:

Good morning baby girl,

At 8:19 am my world has forever changed. The beautiful baby girl I gave birth to 12 years ago was taken away from me way too soon. I will forever love and miss you. Angel hugs and kisses

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th September, 2009:

HI KAT KAT,

2ND YEAR IN HEAVEN TODAY, WOW BABY GIRL IT FEELS LIKE YOU DIED JUST YESTERDAY. MY HEART CRIES FOR YOU EACH AND EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE, TIME HAS NOT HEALED MY BROKEN HEART.

MOMMY HAD A MEMORIAL SERVICE FOR YOU TONIGHT AT THE CHURCH. IT WAS AWESOME. EVERYONE ENVITED CAME AND WE ALL SPOKE VERY HIGHLY OF YOU. UNCLE JACKIE PREACHED AND SAVANNA SING A VERY SPECIAL SONG FOR YOU. THERE WASN'T A DRY EYE IN THE ROOM.

MOMMY WILL POST PICTURES ON YOUR SITE VERY SOON FOR EVERYONE TO SEE THE MEMORIAL.

I LOVE YOU KAT KAT AND YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART.....

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 29th August, 2009:

Hi Sweetheart..
I'm so happy to see your mom is ok..Stay close to her!!
Your 2nd Angelversary is soon here..I know how hard it is for your mom these days as she re-lives your last days.

Always in my Heart.I will be back to light a special candle for you on the 11th.

Rest Peacefully.

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 20th August, 2009:

Hi Kat,
My thoughts are with you today and always.Take care little princess and look after your mommy.She really neeeds to feel you close by.

michelle lit a candle on 19th August, 2009:

HI kat. I know its been awhile since I have been on but, my computer is always acting up. I cant believe its going on 2 years since you passed away. Time is really flying. I am back in school and am working towards my bachelors degree in psychology. It has been hard but I am getting thru it. The kids are always asking about you and it brings tears to my eyes. They miss you alot. Life is not fair. I know you are well and watching over us. Keep us in your prayers. Maybe you can give Julie some motvation to come out of her shell. Love ya and miss ya.

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 15th August, 2009:

Thinking of you and your Mom. Wanted to let you know you will always be remembered in our hearts. xXx

Dina (Filomena's Daughter) lit a candle on 6th August, 2009:

Thinking of you all..Praying your mommy is ok.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 25th July, 2009:

Kat reach out to mum, and find a way to let us know all is well if you can............. xXx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 19th July, 2009:

Oye! Kat Kat - tell your mommie that we miss her and are worried for her. Watch over her lil sweetheart, the silence tells me she may need us..... and we are here.
Sending love and strength and positive energy xXx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 13th July, 2009:

GBFS Kat Kat and mom xXx

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 4th July, 2009:

Hi Kat,
What a great view you'll have of the fireworks tonight!!
Love to you always-your always in my thoughts.
Laurie,
I miss hearing from you- I hope all is well. Please reach out to us if you need something. We want to help. Thinking of you, and hoping your well.
Love, Anna

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 2nd July, 2009:

Dearest Laurie......... I am sending love and thoughts to you my dear friend...... hope all is well xXx

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 24th June, 2009:

Hi Kat, wanted to light you a candle to let you and your Mom that you are being thought of. I still watch Hannah Montana from time to time, thinking of you as I do. I can see now why you liked the show so much. Bless you sweet Angel. xoxo

matthew lit a candle on 16th June, 2009:

i miss katkat.i wish you were here for my birthday we had so much fun together.bye

Faith lit a candle on 16th June, 2009:

we love you and we miss you.we wish you were here and had so much fun playing with you.daniel misses you very much.love you and have peace.

Dina (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 10th June, 2009:

Hello sweet Angel,

Another uncle just passed away on June 7th...This is the third death in our family in the last 3 years...10 mths apart from one another to be exact...Just when we think our heavy grieving hearts are mending a little..someone else dies..and we continue with the grieving.
Pray for us sweety..Help us to heal.

Rest in peace..
one of our Uncle has a memorial on this site his name is Paolo Monno..pls visit him an light a candle for him..we need to keep his memory alive

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 7th June, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Just stopping in to let you and your mom know that your both being thought of today and always.
Laurie,
Hoping your during ok- it's been awhile since I 've heard from you.My thoughts and with you whatever your going through.

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 6th June, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy Laurie,

I wanted to come by tonight to tell you both how much you mean to me. I have not been on the memorial lately. I've been on Kristy's to light a candle for her, then turn it off. These past couple of weeks have been really tough. So many memories of Kristy's illness flood my mind, as the 2nd anniversary of her passing approaches on June 25th.

I wanted to let you and mommy know that I think of you every day. Your mommy along with so many others on this site has helped me so much!!! Some day I hope to meet in person your mommy and everyone else!!!

I love you both!!!

Kristy's mom, Karen

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 19th May, 2009:

This candle is for your mum Kat Kat..... I know she needs some strength and support. I am sending her some over the water and on the wind...... xXx

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 11th May, 2009:

Dear Kat,

Thinking of you and your beautiful mom on Mother's Day. I love you both so much!!



MOMMY lit a candle on 10th May, 2009:

Hi Kat Kat,

Today is Mother's Day and I miss you even more today than I did yesterday. Holidays haven't been the same since you left me, one thing that will never change is the love I have for you, Kat you will always hold a special place in my heart. I love you suga bear! Kiss daddy and bro Dell for me!

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 10th May, 2009:

Happy Mother's Day


~Dear Mr. Hallmark~


I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear

A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.

I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,

A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine

Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.

She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside

I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know

That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.

She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,

Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.

She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night

She plants flowers in my garden, there, my living memory dwells

She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth

I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth

She needs to be honored, and remembered too

Just as the children of earth will do

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best

I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.

Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me

Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 6th May, 2009:

Hi Kat,
I was scared I wasn't going to see your pretty face again!!I'm so glad that the site is back.I get so much comfort coming here to see all my Angels.
Stay close to your mom this weekend Kat. She's going to need you. I hope that the memories of Mother's Day past bring her some peace.May she feel your closeness and love, especially this weekend.My love to you both.
oXoXoxAnnaoXoX

Isaiah's Mommy lit a candle on 6th May, 2009:

Hi Kat I wanted to stop by and light you a candle and tell you what a wonderful mother you have...but I know you already know that. Make sure you stay close to her and surround her with your loving spirit. Hugs to you & your mom

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th April, 2009:

HI Kat Meat,

How's my baby girl doing today? Mommy loves and misses you so much! I'm already crying and I haven't said but a few words to you. It's still so very hard to write these candles to you.

I hate the summer months, everyone, including your friends are all outside riding their bikes and playing in their yards. You would be right out there with them having the most fun out of the day.

Next time I have to see that dentist and his lawyer I have a question I would like to ask them. First I want to know if they have children and if so can they ever imagine there life without one of them.

Kat Kat, mommy still can't accept you being gone. The pain of losing you doesn't go away. I don't think it ever will.

Thank you Kelly, Pat And Anna for sending me those hugs, I really need them. I have been in tears for weeks now and I can't seem to shake them. The hugs really brightened my day, thank you all so much! I love you guys!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 29th April, 2009:

Still here - I still feel a hug is needed..... I am thinking of you so often, especially hard when the sun shines and everyone else is enjoying life.... I know it will feel bittersweet. You are thought of little one, as is your family..... and cared for xXx

Kate lit a candle on 25th April, 2009:

Kat, I came by to say hi and see your smiling face! That's what I remember most...you were almost smiling or laughing. I think of you often, especially when I look at Marryka. She reminds me of you. I know you're looking out for your mom and sister...even when they don't know it. We miss you Kat.

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 24th April, 2009:

Just wanted to stop and light a candle for you all. I hope you know I am always thinking of you guys and I pray that you are doing well. Kat I pray you are keeping close to your mom too! Laura, thank you so much for the beautiful candles you lite for Kaylynn, your friendship means so much! Take care. Rest in Peace Kat!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 22nd April, 2009:

Dearest Kat Kat, The Summer is on it's way and I was thinking of Blake out on his bike..... Kenny fishing, and yourself..... I remember you loved to do that too.
May you be romping around having lots of wonderful times, but don't forget to drop by now and then to see mum, and let her know you're ok poppet. xXx

Dearest Laurie, I am thinking of you honey, and I hope you are remaining strong in your fight for justice and rebuilding your world little by little xXx GBFS sweetheart xXx

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 19th April, 2009:

Thinking of you all today..
♥Rest Peacefully♥

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 15th April, 2009:

To lose someone you love is hard to bear
To lose your child it is beyond compare
Whether the child is a daughter or son
Each one of them is a precious one

Your children can never be replaced
Every one of them has their own special place
Your heart is heavy it feels like lead
You don’t want to believe your child is dead

You don’t think the pain will ever go away
No matter what other people may say
No one knows just what to say to you
You need their help to see you through

Life it seems so unfair
You wish your child could still be there
Your memories fill your heart and head
You remember all the things they said

Life is for living and you must go on
You pretend each day they have not gone
One day, you will meet them once again
For now, we must learn to live through the pain

Just keep going.... and believe that one day we will feel less pain and we will feel like we are present in this life.... don't stop believing xXx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 13th April, 2009:

Hey honey, I know your mum is in need of some love and care at the moment, so thought I'd pop back to give her some this Easter....... Laurie, just lighting this candle for you. You give so much.... and you are such a wonderful friend and lady.... keep your face to the sunshine honey so you can feel her warmth. She is looking at you and sending you that love right back xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 12th April, 2009:

Happy Easter Princess,

Today just isn't the same without you. I miss you so much! I miss coloring the eggs with you, then having a easter hunt at grandma's house. I'm so lonely without you Kat Kat. Give daddy and Dell a big hug and kiss for me, I love and miss them too. Have lots of fun with Jesus and all the angels in Heaven. You will be on my mind all day! I love you suga bear!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 11th April, 2009:

Happy Easter dearest Kat Kat and your beautiful mummy Laurie..... it's never easy for us mums but the memories of happiness with our children has to be the focus, and Kat Kat I know you made your mum very happy indeed, and you still do. Thoughts of you keep her going when she feels like she is weakening. She is fighting for you and herself, and she is amzing Kat Kat. You must be very proud of her. xXx

Dearest Laurie, birthdays are only dates that pass these days, you know that.... but the best gifts I have these days are you and my other special friends on here. You all bless me with friendship, and support when it is needed. I can think of no better present than what you give me. I love you loads my dear friend xXx

Michelle lit a candle on 10th April, 2009:

Happy Easter Kat!!!! Eat all yhe chocolate bunnies you want this weekend. We all miss you.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 4th April, 2009:

Hello precious, I haven't been by in a while but you and your lovely mum reside in my thoughts. I am rooting for her and for you and for justice. I am sorry I missed the anniversaries of your brother and your dad.... so I send your mum an extra special strong hug and lots of love too.... xXx It never gets easier when these days come it is a can of worms open..... but your mum is a very courageous lady..... and I love her so much and respect her efforts.... xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st March, 2009:

Hello my suga bear,

Mommy loves and misses you so much. Thank you so much for visiting me in my dreams, I just wish those hugs you were giving me were real.

Kat Kat mommy saw the dentist for the first time since you died and it took every inch of my strength not to jump over the conference table and smack the living crap out of him. He just sat there and starred at me and Brittany. It was horrible, the dentist lawyer asked me to re-live the morning you died and while doing so I started to cry, after a few min the lawyer said let's take a 5 min recess, the dentist reaches over and touches my hand and tells me to take a deep breath that everything will be alright. I swear you were holding me back Kat, I looked at him and told him I don't think my life will ever be alright again. The nerve of him!

I love you baby girl and I will fight for you til the end! Hugs and kisses!

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 23rd March, 2009:

Happy 20th birthday Little Dell. I know your Mom still misses and Loves you so much, everyday. The love for our children never fades. Your Mom wondered if she would know you now... the answer is YES, she will know you from the warmth of your Love. You and Kat-Kat keep close to your Mom, I bet you two had fun trying to catch your birthday balloon together! Love Pat

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd March, 2009:

HI PRINCESS,

TODAY IS BROTHER DELL'S BIRTHDAY, MAKE SURE YOU GUYS LOOK OUT FOR THE BALLOONS. MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

MOMMY HASN'T BEEN BY TO LIGHT ANY CANDLES FOR YOU LATELY BUT I THINK OF YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY. I TALK TO YOU ON A DAILY BASIS AND STILL CRY EACH AND EVERY DAY FOR YOU.

IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND SIX MONTHS SINCE YOU PASSED AND MOMMY HOPES TO SEEK JUSTICE FOR YOU. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WILL BE IN COURT WITH US AND SO WILL YOUR DADDY. YOU GUYS HANG CLOSE TO ME AND HELP KEEP ME STRONG.

I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL THAT I'M MISSING

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th March, 2009:

Dearest Laurie,

Thinking of you, Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell always!!

I know yesterday was hard on you. Ralph's first angel anniversary in Heaven. Just know I am always here for you. Little Dell's birthday is coming up soon too. You all are very close to my heart and I love you!!

Laurie, I hope you are feeling better and I miss your lit candles for Kristy, but I completely understand about what is happening to you with your health and other things. I have not been on the memorial much lately. I am trying so hard to feel better and don't visit as often as I used to.

Laurie, I will keep you in my prayers as the trial date for Kat approaches. I love you with all of my heart and soul dear sister.

Please visit Kristy's memorial, if you can. I added some of Kristy's drawings in her photo section. I will try to add them to her actual main page section soon. I am so afraid that her whole memorial will erase on me again, so I have not been adding anything else. I still have so much that I would like to add to her memorial.

Kat Kat's memorial is beautiful. I love all the new things you added, especially the poems!!

I love you all!!!

Kristy's mom, Karen

Anna- Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 19th March, 2009:

Hi Kat,
I come by today to send you love and also to send hugs to your big brother Dell. Please give him a great big birthday kiss from me. My love to you both.You and your family are always in my heart and thoughts, especially your mommy.

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 17th March, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Happy St. Patty's Day. Just stopping in to wish you love and send some hugs to you and your mommy.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 12th March, 2009:

Hello little love I am lighting a candle for you today - I think of you and your beautiful mummy everyday and I want to send you a hug and a kiss on the wind.... xXx

Laurie,
I hope you are ok, I have been a little quiet of late, it's always a difficult time of year and I know you will understand that... Sending you all my love my dear friend xXx

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 6th March, 2009:

Hi sweetheart..

I'm just dropping by today to tell you that I was thinking about you today..You sure are a special Angel.
Stay close to your mommy..she really misses you so much!!

Rest in Peace sweet girl.

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 5th March, 2009:

A Penny from Heaven...
I found a penny today just lying on the ground. Thats not just a penny this little coin I found. Found pennies come from Heaven, that's what my Grandpa told me. He said, "Angels toss them down. When an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down. Sometimes just to cheer you up, to make a smile out of a frown. So don't pass by that penny, when your feeling blue. That's a penny from Heaven that an Angel tossed to you.

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 1st March, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Thinking of all my special angels today and wishing them lots of love and happiness.I'm sooo glad you came to see your mommy-I'm sure she really needed that.Hugs and kisses, Anna

michelle lit a candle on 25th February, 2009:

Michael said you were lucky not lucy. LOL. You know what i mean. Give your mom and Brit strength and courage to get thru all the hard times in life. Love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd February, 2009:

HI KAT KAT,

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME KNOW YOU WERE HERE WITH ME ON FEBRUARY 20TH AT 2:00 AM.

I WAS BAKING COOKIES FOR A FRIENDS FUNERAL, OUR COMMUNITY LOST A POLICE OFFICER, MR. LEE BURKE "KNOWN AS POO" ON FEBRUARY 17TH.

MY HOUSE WAS QUIET, I WAS LISTENING TO THE RADIO AND I JUST FINISHED UP ROLLING LADY LOCK DOUGH ON MY DINING ROOM TABLE. I WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN TO GRAB A TOWEL TO WIPE MY TABLE OFF AND SITTING DIRECTLY IN THE SPOT I WAS ROLLING THE DOUGH WAS A COFFIE MUG KAT KAT AND BRITTANY BOUGHT ME ONE YEAR FOR MOTHER'S DAY, THE CUP READS WORLD'S GREATEST MOMMY. I TOOK A DOUBLE LOOK AT IT AND WONDERED HOW THE HECK THAT MUG MADE IT TO MY TABLE, TEARS JUST STREAMED DOWN MY FACE AS I HELD THE CUP SO TIGHTLY, I YELLED THANK YOU KAT KAT, ARE YOU STILL HERE BABY, I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I KEPT CRYING OUT FOR HER BUT SHE NEVER RESPONDED. OH MY GOD I YELLED, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS WONDERFUL SURPRISE. I OFTEN WONDERED IF KAT CAME AROUND ANYMORE, IF SHE DID SHE NEVER LEFT ANY SIGNS, SATURDAY MORNING WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE SINCE MY BABY DIED. I AM SO GRATEFUL AND THANKFUL TO GOD FOR MAKING THAT DAY POSSIBLE.

LAST NIGHT I HAD A WONDERFUL DREAM ABOUT KAT KAT AND HER DADDY. IN THE DREAM HER DAD WAS HUGGING ME TELLING ME HOW MUCH HE MISSED ME, I REMEMBER HOLDING HIM SO TIGHTLY, I TOLD HIM I WANTED US TO GO HOME, HE RESPONDED ME TOO. KAT KAT WAS SLEEPING AND I TOLD HER DAD WE NEED TO WAKE HER UP BECAUSE SHE HAD BEEN SLEEPING FOR A VERY LONG TIME, I WANTED HER TO EAT AND DRINK SOMETHING. I WOKE KAT UP AND SHE SAID MOMMY, HI MOMMY AND GAVE ME A BIG HUG, SHE LOOKED INTO THE LIVING ROOM WHERE HER DAD WAS SITTING AND YELLED DADDY IS THAT YOU, SHE RAN INTO THE LIVING ROOM AND GAVE HIM A HUG TOO. I HANDED KAT A APPLE JUICE AND A FRUIT ROLLUP, SHICH WERE HER FAVORITE THING S TO EAT AND DRINK WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE. THEN I MADE HER A CORN DOG IN THE MICROWAVE, I WOKE UP SHORTLY AFTER THAT. THE DREAM FELT SO REAL AS I REMEMBER BOTH OF THEM HUGGING ME. THANK YOU GUYS, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! PLEASE VISIT ME MORE OFTEN. HUGS AND KISSES

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th February, 2009:

Hi sweet baby girl,

How is my suga bear doing today? I miss you so much Kat Kat.

Honey if you see Blake give him a big hug from his mommy, she really loves and misses him so much. today is his angel anniversary and he is very much loved and missed. His mom says to tell him greenish brown female sheep, she said he will know what you mean.

Today is a sad day for our community. Remember officer Poo, well honey he passed away today. Mommy is so sad, he was such a nice guy. Remember how he used to tease you when he saw you. Always smiling, always gave you a hug and told you to be good and get your butt out the street when you were riding your bike. I feel bad for his family too, he had a wife and 5 kids. R.I.P. Officer Poo!

I wish there was something I could do for his family during this sad time in their life. I remember what my life felt like when Shelley died, then you Kat, then your daddy. My stomach feels like it's in a knot like it did the day I lost all you guys.

I'll bet you saw him come thru the gates of Heaven this afternoon, and I could just picture the smile on your face when you seen him.

Mommy wants to find out his funeral arrangements and cook and bake some food and cookies for his family. It's aweful to lose someone then have to worry about feeding your family. No one feels like cooking, plus being so sad and depressed you don't feel hungry yet you know you have to eat to keep your strength up.

Give officer Poo a hug from mommy and Brittany when you see him ok sweetheart. And let him know alot of people will be here for his family if they need us. I love you suga bear!

Hugs And Kisses XOXOXO

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 17th February, 2009:

Today I light a candle for you and your very wonderful mother.... tomorrow I will weep and be sad.... for it is the Angelversay (thank you Dina) of Blake leaving us in his dreams, and I miss him.

There are moments in between times of despair that lift us up and keep us going and keep hope alive for a better day and life. Knowing of you and getting to know your very loving and caring mum lifts me to that point more often than before.

Tomorrow please dear Kat Kat, search out my boy and tell him that I asked you to give him a big hug from me in heaven and say to him "Greenish Brown Female Sheep".

He will understand completely what you mean.... he will wave his hand and giggle and say...."mothers!" with a big smile on his face and his chin wobbling as he tries to keep a straight face... and thank you little angel for having a mum like you do. xXx

Laurie, I will be wearing the gift you sent to me in England tomorrow.... so thoughtful as always and I want you to know you are in my thoughts also xXx

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 15th February, 2009:

Hi Princess Kat,
Happy Valentines Day, Little Angel.
I sent you a balloon and watched it fly up to heaven. I hope you received all the love that went with it. Hugs and kisses to you and your angel on earth mommy.
Love,Anna

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 14th February, 2009:

Happy Valentines Day Kat Kat! xoxo

Adriana (Felipe's Nana lit a candle on 11th February, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat.I stopped by to send you a bunch of kisses and hugs, I am sorry if I don't come here often but I think of you all the time this site became part of my life and my heart I have to tell you lil Felipe has a baby sister now, her name is Angelina I bet Felipito told you already. he's a big brother now. Tell your Mama I thank her so much for being HER, she is an inspiration to me. I want to send her some pictures of Angelina but I need her email address please. Mine is abagnara@gmail.com Thank you Laurie. And for you Kat Kat....more hugs and kisses.
Adriana (Felipe A. Arizpe's Nana)

Brittany lit a candle on 10th February, 2009:

Hey kat kat,and dad.. Im just coming past to say i love you guys,and hope everythings going well in heaven. Also a favor. Graduations coming up,and i want you guys to be there. Help me make it. I want to feel that you guys are there shining down. I promised myself I wouldn't give up. Well i miss you guys drearly..
come visit me.
..LOVE YOU!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 9th February, 2009:

Dear Laurie,

You are such a special mummy, and person. So loving and generous with everyone, even in the depth of your own suffering.... Thank you for the beautiful poem, and adapting it to fit Blake's loss.

We will meet one day, if not on this earth than I will seek you out in another life, because my dear friends on this site mean so much to me... and through our loss we have found something very special. xXx Maybe we are better people for what we have gone through, I don't know... but I am so glad to have you and the others in my life. xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th February, 2009:

Hi princess,

It's me mommy. I love you more than words can say, I love you more everyday. I've been working on your site again and I think it looks perfect just like you. Sometimes late at night while I'm working on your site, I picture you standing next to me with your arm on my shoulder smiling. I'd give anything to see you just one more time. Mommy needs closure, no last hug, kiss or final goodbye. Maybe one day you will come to me, I will be waiting with open arms. I love you so much.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 7th February, 2009:

Dearest Kat Kat and your wonderful caring mum Laurie,
It is always hard because sometimes there are moments it gets hard for us all... the aching and missing part for everyone can be as hard to bear as losing our own. This is because we care so much...

It is soon the anniversary of losing Blake so if I am a little quiet don't worry I will be back!!!!

I care very much about you, your mum and the other friends on this site.... if I am a little quiet that just means I care even more....... I hope you both know you are thought about every day and I send you a hug n love xXx

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 3rd February, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat,

Please thank your mommy for that special message she left on Kristy's memorial site. Please let her know that I am feeling better today. I think the antidepressants is helping me. I love you and your mommy so much!

God bless you my loving family!!

Kristy's mom, Karen

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 31st January, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat, I think of you and your Mom often, and worry on how she is coping. She has become very special to me. I can see what a wonderful Mom she is, and I know you are keeping close to her.

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th January, 2009:

HI baby girl,

Another lonely day without you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

It's hard to believe in less than 2 months will be a year your daddy joined you in Heaven.

Also your brother will be turning 20 years old in less than 2 months.

I know in my heart you all are together and doing fine, I just wished I didn't hurt so much, losing you all has changed my life so much. Some days are harder to bear than others, but for the most part I am doing well. God has been wonderful Kat Kat. If it weren't for God and my wonderful Memorial family and friends praying for me, I don't know where I would be today. I thank everyone for all your love and support. You guys mean the world to me, I Love You dearly from the bottem of my heart.

Well my suga bear I'm gonna visit your angel friends sites and let them know I am thinking about them too. I love you sweetheart. Night Night

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's Mom) lit a candle on 27th January, 2009:

Dearest angel Kat Kat,

Your site is beautiful little girl. Your mom has done a wonderful job re-doing it. I know how much work it is to create a beautiful site like yours. I am so sorry that I do not visit more. I will try to visit more often honey. I love you and your mommy so much!!!

Laurie, I am so sorry that I have not been on the Kat Kat's memorial lately. I still am not feeling well. My GI doctor put me on a medication, which I thought might stop my chest pains, but it doesn't. He said my acute Gastritis might be causing the chest pains. Me-- being on the medication now for 3 weeks has not stopped the chest pains. I have them about 5 to 6 times a week and they are excruciating. I feel like someone is stepping on my chest and I can't breathe. I break out into a sweat and feel dizzy. My heart feels like it fluttering also.

My family doctor told me that acute Gastitis would not cause chest pains so bad, that I think I am having a heart attack. My Hiatal Hernia is a sliding Hernia and it would not cause such severe chest pains also.

I had such bad chest pains, cold sweats, feeling like someone was crushing my chest on Sunday. I came so close to going to the emergency room again, but I did not because every time I go for chest pains, they send me home. These chest pains come about 5 to 6 times a week. I made an emergency appointment to my doctor yesterday. He knows about all the test I had done in the emergency room and the GI specialist, that I have been seeing and what he found. My heart has been ruled out as the cause. He said Gastritis WILL NOT cause such severe chest pains.

With him knowing that these chest pains started in September of last year and I am still having them numerous times a week, we sat and talked for about 30 minutes, as I explained my symtoms that I have been having. He was Kristy's doctor too, so he knows she has passed away. He is our family doctor. He talked to me about my feelings of loss for Kristy. As I sat there talking to him about how I am feeling, I couldn't control my emotions. I guess he could see what is wrong with me. I am easily distracted, have a hard time on concentrating and have been having memory loss too. Things that I can't even remember doing the day before. One day I put something away and when I needed it the next day, I could not remember where it was or even why I put it away. All I remember is holding it in my hands. I looked for it for about three hours and still could not find it. My husband Gary finally found it. When he told me where he had found it, then I remembered that I put it there. I also feel like if a situation comes up that is bothering me, I can't handle it and go somewhere to hide to get away from everyone and everything. Sometimes the chests pains come at that moment and sometimes they don't until about and hour later.

I am so afraid to go anywhere because of fear of having another chest pain attack in front of everyone.
He told me that he is pretty sure that I am having symtoms of depression with panic attacks. He called it a panic disorder because I have them several times a week. He thinks I should talk with a specialist about my feelings of loss of Kristy because the attacks will not go away, if I don't receive some type of counciling and get my feelings out. He said I need to talk to someone or it could get worst he said.

He prescibed me with an antidepressant. He also put me on a medicine to help with the panic attacks when they come. I am supposed to carry this on me at all times and take one small pill during an attack to stop the pain right away. It is a nerve pill.

My other two daughter's are not home most of the time and spend a lot of time away since Kristy's death. I feel like I lost all of my children at the same time. My days are filled with loneliness and sadness. Kristy and I were always together, so the seperation from her is still so very hard on me.

Well Laurie, sorry for this message. I don't mean to dump my problems on you or anyone else. I just need someone to talk to and I trust you and think of you as a sister. Some day I hope to meet up with you, so we can just talk!! I love you with all of my heart dear sister.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 26th January, 2009:

Hey Laurie, I have been thinking of you and yours so much lately. I wonder how you are coping and what is happening to the justice you were hoping to see? Let me know how you are doing sweetheart.
Lil Kat Kat, I hope you are close to your mummy, she needs to know you are there and help her to do what she needs to do..... xXx Thinking of you both and sending you big hugs and kisses from England xXx

Debi Dallimore ( Sean Dallimore's Mum ) lit a candle on 19th January, 2009:

Dear Laurie, i just wanted to thank you for visiting Sean's page and lighting a candle for him, i know you know how much it means (((hugs)))
Kat, your Mum is an amazing woman, thinking of others after going through so much heartache herself. I am sure you and your Daddy and your baby brother are all so proud of her. God bless you all xxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th January, 2009:

GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL,

MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH! KAT KAT I DON'T VISIT YOUR SITE AS OFTEN BUT YOU ARE NEVER FAR FROM MY MIND. I STILL CRY EVERYTIME I VISIT. I THINK ABOUT YOU DAILY AND I TRY TO DREAM OF YOU NIGHTLY.

I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY LIFE WOULD BE LIKE WITH YOU HERE WITH ME TODAY. IT'S SO HARD TO IMAGINE A FUTURE WITHOUT YOU. I STRUGGLE DAILY SUGA BEAR. YOUR FRIENDS MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO.

SOON MOMMY WANTS TO CLEAN YOUR ROOM AND DONATE THE REST OF YOUR CLOTHES AND TOYS TO THE SALVATION ARMY. I DRED EVERY MOMENT THINKING ABOUT YOU BEING GONE AND TO HAVE TO GO INTO YOUR ROOM BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES. I KNOW THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE IN NEED OF CLOTHES AND TOYS AND IN MY HEART YOU WOULD RATHER ME GIVE YOUR STUFF TO SOMEONE IN NEED RATHER THAN TOSS THEM IN THE TRASH. I'M GOING TO SEE WHAT JULIE AND FAITH WOULD LIKE TO HAVE BEFORE I GIVE THE STUFF AWAY. I HAVE A FEW PERSONAL ITEMS OF YOURS THAT I HOLD CLOSE TO MY HEART. PAP PAP HAS YOUR GUITAR AND ONCE I GET YOUR ROOM CLEANED OUT I'M GOING TO PUT IT BACK IN YOUR ROOM. I FOUND YOUR KARATE BELTS AND TEARS STREAMED DOWN MY FACE. I CAN CLEARLY REMEMBER THE DAYS YOU EARNED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM. I CAN PICTURE YOU SMILING AT ME AT PRACTICE AND WHEN YOU WOULD FINISH YOU WERE SO PROUD OF WHAT YOU ACCOMPLISHED THAT DAY. I WAS SO PROUD OF YOU TOO.

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU LEARNED SOME PRESSURE POINTS AND BRITTANY KEPT PICKING ON YOU AND SMACKED YOU AND YOU CAME RUNNING UPSTAIRS TO ME TELLING ME SHE HIT YOU. I TOLD YOU TO KICK HER BUTT, I SAID ALL THAT KARATE YOU KNOW GIVE HER A GOOD SMACK IN THE BUTT, YOU STOPPED CRYING AND SAID BUT MOMMY I CAN'T HIT HER I DON'T WANT TO HURT HER. SHE HURT YOU BUT IN YOUR HEART YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE MEANNESS TO HURT HER BACK. I ADMIRED YOU ALOT FOR THAT. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAID OR DID TO YOU, YOU ALWAYS IGNORED THEM. MOST KIDS WOULD BE PICKING A FIGHT BUT NOT YOU, YOU LOVED EVERYONE. I SEE WHY GOD NEEDED ANOTHER ANGEL. SWEETHEART YOU WERE THE BEST! I WISH THE WORLD WERE FULL OF WONDERFUL KIDS LIKE YOU.

KEVIN WAS HERE LAST NIGHT AND HE TALKED ABOUT YOU. HE SAID AUNT lAURIE I WANT TO SHOW KAT KAT I PEE ON THE POTTY. I SAID KEVIN HONEY SHE PROBABLY SAW YOU FROM HEAVEN. HE GOT A BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE AND SAID SHE WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ME. I GIGGLED AND TOLD HIM YOUR ABSOLUTELY RIGHT SHE IS VERY PROUD OF YOU. THEN 5 MIN LATER HE RAN IN THE BATHROOM AGAIN AND YELLED LOOK AT ME KAT KAT I'M POOPING ON THE POTTY TOO. I MUST HAVE LAUGHED AND CRIED FOR TEN MIN.
KEVIN MISSES YOU SO MUCH. HE ALWAYS SHARES HIS FOOD AND WHEN HE WAS EATING LAST NIGHT HE SAID HE WAS GOING TO SAVE A PIECE OF HIS CHICKEN FOR YOU AND GIVE IT TO YOU IN HEAVEN. TEARS POURED DOWN MY FACE. HE'S A LITTLE TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU AREN'T HERE, BUT IN HIS MIND HE KNOWS YOU ARE NOT VERY FAR AWAY. WE WERE WATCHING CAT IN THE HAT AND HE WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME, SO WE WERE LYING ON MY BED AND HE REACHED OVER AND TOUCHED MY FACE AND SAID DON'T CRY ANYMORE AUNT LAURIE EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE. ALL I COULD DO WAS HUG HIM. I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR.....

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 16th January, 2009:

Just wanted to say love and miss you,your gram and I talk every day about you some days we laugh some days we cry,you were such a happy little girl such a joy know, you are greatly missed. Aunt Mae

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 15th January, 2009:

Hello sweetheart.... I feel that your dear mummy is very quiet at the moment.... I know that means she is missing you even more. It is hard to live with the missing you physically Kat Kat, mummy is very brave and trys so hard. Sending you a big hug little lady... xXx

Dearest laurie, I now you won't be - but I hope you are ok and getting through this gut aching time of the year which is all about family life!!! Always a challenging time of year.... I am putting my arms around you now and sending you the biggest hug ever.... GBFS Kelly xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th January, 2009:

GOOD MORNING PRINCESS,

MOMMY WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH SHE LOVES AND MISSES YOU. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. HUGS AND KISSES SUGA BEAR!

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 7th January, 2009:

Hi Kat Kat, I watched the show Hannah Montana this weekend, and thought of you. I had never watched it before, but as it was coming on, the song your Mom placed on your site started playing. It dawned on me that you must of loved Hannah Montana. Such a funny show for young teens. Send your Mom lots of love. You've got the best of both worlds. xxx

Anna Mesoraca lit a candle on 6th January, 2009:

Laurie,
Thinking of you and hoping your as well as can be. I know how hard the last few weeks were. My best to you and your family.

Caryn(Jakes mummy) lit a candle on 4th January, 2009:

Thankyou for the nice message you left jake.

sorry its late but merry xmas and happy new year, i know kathryn is sat in heaven right now playing peek-a-boo with my jake and all the other babies and she has probably made such wonderul friends and met family she never had a chace to meet while she was alive and live in the knowledge that wherever she is she is making people smile and live in comfort knowing that although she has passed she hasnt gone completly for she will forever live on in every one of your children and your husband and yourself because from what i can tell she is a wonderful kind hearted girl who no matter what you couldnt bring down rest in peace sweet kathryn and to all we are thinking of you

Lots of Love Caryn(jakes mummy)

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2009:

HI BABY,

IT'S NOT QUITE 2009 YET, I'M SAD AND DEPRESSED AND DECIDED TO GO TO BED EARLY. I WANTED YOU AND YOUR DADDY AND BROTHER TO BE THE FIRST ONES I WISH A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

NEW YEARS EVE WAS A FAVORITE OF YOURS. REMEMBER HOW YOU WOULD RUN INTO THE KITCHEN AND GRAB POTS AND PANS AND SPOONS AND RUN OUT THE FRONT DOOR SCREAMING AND BANGING ON THE PANS? YOUR SMILE COULE LITE UP THE NEIGHBORHOOD. YOUR DADDY WOULD SHOOT HIS GUN IN THE AIR, OUR DOG DEJA WOULD RUN AND HIDE.

IT'S SO DIFFERENT NOT HAVING YOU GUYS HERE WITH ME. BRITTANY WENT TO HER FRIENDS HOUSE AND I'M ALL ALONE AS USUAL. HAPPY NEW YEAR, I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 31st December, 2008:

Let us be brave as we think beautiful thoughts of our loved ones.... have a Happy New Yr my dear friend as u can xXx

Joshy(Marjorie Webb's Grandson lit a candle on 31st December, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat,
Just wishing a happy new year I hope the Angels look after you and please look out for my nan

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb's daughter) lit a candle on 28th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
Just stopping by to light a candle for you and to hope you had an amazing Christmas in Heaven with all your angel
friends, did you get to see my mum and
give her a hug for me? Wishing you, your
brother and your dad a Heavenly New Year,I will be thinking of you x.
Laurie, hope you had a good Christmas, I
have been thinking of you and Brittany over the last few days, God bless xx

Beverly(HarleysMom) lit a candle on 26th December, 2008:

Merry Christmas In Heaven Angel Kat,also hope all UR Angel frinds gave U a great b-day party, I'm so sorry I was late wishing U a Happy Birthday, I have not been feeling well. Please watch over UR Momma & Family & let them feel UR presence. Goddnight n Sweet Dreams Angel Girl. xoxoxoxox

Isaiah's Mommy lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Merry Christmas in Heaven Kat, I know all you Angels are haivng the biggest celebration ever! Thinking of you and your family today, Hugs.

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

MERRY CHRISTMAS KATHRYN,

TODAY IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU, I MISS YOU SO MUCH! BE SURE TO VISIT US AND GIVE US SOME ANGELS HUGS AND KISSES.

I LOVE YOU SWEET ANGEL OF MINE. GIVE DADDY AND DELL LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES AND TELL THEM WE LOVE AND MISS THEM TOO.

Tammy(David Devenny) lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

just a wee candle to wish you and your family a merry christmas x

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's Mom) lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Merry Christmas in Heaven sweet little angel Kat Kat. I light this Christmas candle for you honey! God bless you sweetheart!

Laurie... I wanted to send you some Christmas blessings tonight. I love you from the bottom of my heart dear sister!

With love always, Kristy's mom ,Karen

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 24th December, 2008:

Hello sweetheart..Today is Christmas Eve.
I bet you had an awesome Birthday in Heaven.Well today I would like to send my love to you and your mommy & Brittany,I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year!!

I may not be able to get on the site tomorrow but I will try my best.
Rest Peacefully

cathy (ryans mummy) lit a candle on 24th December, 2008:

Hi kathryn, im so so sorry i didnt get on here yesterdasy for your birthday i had problems tryign to get in then i gave up im very sorry. I hope you had a excellent angel birthday and you are playign up there with baby ryan. Its xmas tomoz and i hope you spread your angel wings and fly to your mummy for the day, she loves you lots and lots and would love a visit from you. Thinking of you and baby ryan on xmas day. lots of hugs and kisses cathy,ryans mummy.xxxx

Cousin Kevin lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday Kat Kat, I love you and I miss you so much. Hope you eat cake and pizza with us today. Bye Bye Kat, see you later alligator.

Patrice lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday! I miss yu!! I wish yu was still here! luv yu!

brittany..kat kats sister lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

HAPPY BiRTHDAY KAT KAT!!Hey big girl your finally 12!Spending your birthday in heaven must be really awesome!I want you to know I think of you everyday,and to wake up today knowing its your birthday,and You weren't here to spend it with us was very heart breaking!You'r with God so thats all that matters.I miss you dearly,and you will always be in my heart.I pray for you every night,and asking God to keep watch of my angel.I love you kat.Watch over me.
Love your big sis!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

This candle is just for Brittany...... You are a wonderful sister and I am sending you a special kiss today too. xXx

Eric Dionne lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday Kat!

Just received an e-mail from my mom (Diane Laducer-Baker) and said your mom and her had become good friends. Holidays can be pretty hard for people that lost someone close to them. I think about my grandmother everyday and still miss her very much. I hope best wishes for your family during this holiday season. God Bless!

Anna Mesoraca lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday in heaven little princess.
My thoughts are with your mommy at this time.

Eunice Baker, Saint John, ND lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

My Prayers are sent to you with all the loss of your daugther Kathryn. What you are doing is very beautiful. May God Bless You

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's Mom) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN KAT KAT!!!

You, mommy and your sister Brittany are in my thoughts and prayers today. I know how difficult the day will be for your mommy and sister. Please send them some special hugs from heaven. I will be lighting a real candle today for you Kat Kat here at home sweetheart, in your memory. I send you my love always.

Thank you Laurie for the beautiful messages on Kristy's memorial. They are filled with love and understanding. I do not know what I would do without you and all of my new family here on this site.

My computer crashed again this past weekend and I had to get it restored over the weekend. This weekend has been tough with this snow storm also. Did you get some snow?

I send you all of my love always dear sister. I am going to try to send you a picture on your email, so look for it okay. Hopefully it works.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Good Morning suga bear,

Happy Birthday to you,cha cha cha, Happy Birthday to you, cha cha cha, Happy Birthday Dear Kat Kat, Happy Birthday To You, cha cha cha.

Happy 12th Birthday, I Love And Miss you so much!

Matt(Marjorie Webbs Grandson) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Hi Kat,

Happy 12th birthday in Heaven, hope you have a good one.

Hope you get to see my Nan up there, and tell her that I miss her. It was her birthday yesterday, and I hope she comes and says Happy Birthday to you.

Happy Birthday Kat,

MattX

kim waller caitlin mcguinness nanny lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

hey birthday girl
your second angel birthday and your 12 th birthday how cool is that,i bet you and daddy are having so much fun today in heaven i bet caitlin will be right there beside you today.i am sorry i have not been on fr a while sweetheart things have been hard for me i have not even been on caitlins site,but dont you think for one minute that doesnt mean i dont think of you and mummy all the time.
laurie i am thinking of you today sweetie.remember i am far away in england but i am always here if you need me you are very special to me remember that.love you take care love from kim xxxxxx

Rosa Milillo lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Kat Kat its your 12th Birthday and your second Birthday in Heaven with Jesus. Happy Birthday sweetheart. You are missed very much from all who love you here on earth and also from those that have never had the pleasure to meet you in person. I am sure my mom is hugging you in Heaven as she is watching over you and all of us that are still here.
A very big hug and kiss from all the Milillo's..............

Mario Castillo(Filomena Milillo's grandson) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday in Heaven Kat Kat!!

~Birthdays In Heaven~

Are there birthdays in Heaven?
Does the angel blow his horn?
Announcing to everybody
That this is the day you were born?

Can the stars be your balloons
And angel food your cake?
Presents wrapped in moonbeams
All the angels helped to make.

Birthdays meant so much to you
They were always a big deal
Birthday presents, lots of friends
And perhaps a special meal.

So I'll whisper a little prayer today
Asking everyone up above
To sing you a Happy Birthday song
And give you all my love.
~ Author unknown~

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Wishing you a Happy Birthday in Heaven..
Rest Peacefully Sweetheart!!

Here is a poem for you..

~A Birthday In Heaven~

I heard you crying yesterday
And felt your heart-sent love
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here)
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me
He told me with a wink
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think)

I’m getting lots of hugs from God
He’s really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat

Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of clowns up here
That make us laugh out loud

There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet…
The magic never ends

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings

We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts, surprise!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies

Giovanna lit a candle on 22nd December, 2008:

A special candol for a very special Angel in Heven on your 12 Birthday
and missing in your Moms arms to sing you Happy Birthday , but every beat you are present in her heart, a little Poem
fou You sweet Angel

ANGELS AROUN US

Angels surround us no matter where you go
Angels are around us don't you go
Angels will be strong for you
Angels will belong to you
Angels will survive for you and protect
you
no matter what you do
Angels will be there in time of need
And Angels will never leave as long as you beleive,
Your Beautiful Angel Kathryn is always
wolking beside You
Happy 12 Birthday Sweetheart in Heven
Please watch over you Mommy
She Misses You A lot
Please Pray for Her.....

MILILLO ' s lit a candle on 21st December, 2008:

Hello Kat, forgive us if we call you Kat. Remember us, we have become very good friends with your mom. We may not have met but you hold a special place in our hearts. Thank your mommy in having connected her on this very special site. As Christmas is fast approaching, it is hard to believe that 2 years have gone bye, wow how time flies. Remembering all the good during this very special occassion, it is hard to say Happy Birthday, nor Merry CHRISTMAS. I know that you are very well protected and loved by a lot of family, friends and strangers that have not met you. What a better way in having a celebration with all the other angels around you, and dont you forget our mother and relatives as well now.
It is without a doubt that someone so special deserves a big warm hug and kiss for your birthday in heaven, most of all a Very Merry Christmas and a prosperous New Year. Please give mom guidance and courage as she loves you with open arms and misses you more then ever. Bless you all and keep us strong.
Thank you and God bless.

Vince, Teresa and Michaella Milillo

{ Filomena' s family }

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb's daughter) lit a candle on 20th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
How are you doing sweet angel?
I hope you are having lots of Christmas
fun in heaven, be sure to say hello to
my Mum for me and give her a big hug.
I hear your birthday is the day after my
mums I wish you both the best birthdays
with lots of cake and fun, lots of love
to you on your 12th birthday Kat xx
Stay close to your mum, send her lots of
angel hugs down.
This is for you kat..

Remembering you this Christmas.

Sad are the herts that love you,
Silent the tears that fall.
Living our life without you,
Is the hardest part of all.
Missing you is the heartache,
That will never go away,
Not only now at Christmas,
But every single day.

Miss you always.

Laurie, thinking of you always, my thoughts will be with you on the 23rd. x

Pat [Kenny's Mom] lit a candle on 19th December, 2008:

This candle is the light of love. As we enter this holiday season, day by day we cherish the special place in our hearts that will always be reserved for you. We thank you for the gift your living brought to each of us.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th December, 2008:

Dearest Kat Kat and mommy Laurie,

You are both on my mind at this moment and I wanted to come by and light a candle for you both.

Kat Kat, I am so sorry to hear that your site disappeared on mommy again. I feel so bad for your mommy Kat Kat. I know you will help her make it as beautiful as it was before. I love you dear little girl and I know your birthday is coming up soon. Happy 12th birthday in Heaven sweet angel!

Laurie, I want to thank you for the beautiful Christmas card and picture of Kat Kat and Brittany. I sent your card out today.

I feel so bad that Kat Kat's memorial erased on you again. All of your hard work gone in an instant. I have stopped working on Kristy's site because I am afraid it will erase again on me.

I send you my love always dear sister. Thank you always for your love and support. May God always bless you!

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 17th December, 2008:

Dearest KatKat,

Your site is looking Beautiful!!Your mommy is working hard to get it to where it was.
Stay close to her Angel.

Rest In Peace!!

michelle lit a candle on 15th December, 2008:

Hello Kat. The holidays are here and we wish you were here. Michael is always saying he misses you.His birthday was on the 12th and we had a party for him on the 13th. Him, Matthew, Daniel, and Angelo let balloons up to the sky for you. They hope you got them. It is so sweethow he always includes you in everything he does. Julies birthday is on the 18th, we will say a pray for you. Happy birthday and Merry Christmas up in Heaven. Miss you!!!

heather (Kaylynn Tremelling's Aunt) lit a candle on 15th December, 2008:

Wanted to stop by and light a candle today and say HI! Kat I hope you are having the time of your life in heaven taking care of all the other little angels. I also hope you are taking care of your mom...she love you so very much and I know how much she misses you! Hope you have found a friendship with Kaylynn also and that you are both doing well! Her 1 year anniversary is coming up...please help her feed her family with all the strength in the world because we are defiantly going to need it. God bless you all! Laura, I hope and pray that you are finding strength to get though the days with a smile on your face! I have a very huge favor to ask of you, could you please contact me when you get a chance?

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th December, 2008:

Hi Sweetheart,

Mommy stopped by to tell you thank you for the yellow balloon you left for me outside our front door last night. The balloon was sitting there for hours and the wind was blowing and it never blew away. I can' figure out where it came from other than you leaving it there for me.

Today is mommy's 40th Birthday and I would give anything to have you visit me today. On my b-day the year before you died I was spending my day alone, I remember crying because no one remembered my b-day but grandma, and daddy didn't spend it with me, I was so upset, I remember telling you I felt so all alone, you said MOmmy, your not alone, you have me, I'm not going anywhere, and now I really feel alone, I don't even have you now to celebrate it with me. I bought a cake and I'm making a ham dinner for me and Britt and a couple of her friends, grandma is supposed to stop by too. It's not the same, I miss you so much Kat Kat. I love you suga bear!

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,

It's me Mommy, I was working on your site and the damn thing erased on me. I am almost sick to my stomach. I am so sorry baby, all the long hours of hard work I put into it! Hopefully I can get it all back, I will try sweetheart! I love you!

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb's)daughterl lit a candle on 10th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat and Laurie,
Just wanted to say hi, and to light a candle to let you both know you are in
my thoughts and prayers all the time.
God Bless xx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 8th December, 2008:

Stopping by to send you both all my love and thoughts..... I hope you are bearing up Laurie... and little one rest peacefully xXx

michael lit a candle on 4th December, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, I hope you feel better.We all miss you and want you back.We really miss you. And your mom misses you too. So does Brittney. We reaaly want you back.Love Michael

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 28th November, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and Laurie,

I am so sorry I did not come by to wish you a blessed thanksgiving yesterday. It was a really bad day yesterday. I lit a candle for Kristy, then turned my computer off. I thought about you and your mom thought. I love you both so much!

Thank you so much Laurie for the beautiful candle you lit for Kristy yesterday and the message you wrote. It means so much to me and Gary. We love you dear sister. May God always bless you Laurie, for all of your love you give us each and every day.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

Wishing you all a Blessed Thanksgiving Day !!

Rest Peacefully Kat Kat..
♥♥ Dina


One shining candle of love to say
May God bless you in every way

May God keep you always safe
Within His own redeeming grace

And may the glow from this candle of love
Shine always upon your face

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving day

natasha lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

hey kat kat.!this is tasha. i met you on britts 16th birthday. i just wantd to say that your mom speaks highly of you and how much they miss you.i wish i could of met you before her party you sound so sweet and you was very funny at her birthday party. i wanted to say happy thanksgiving and you r goin to be missed.. britt and your mom talk about you everyday and i feel like i knew you forever..well happy thanksgiving and hope you have a wonderful time in heaven this years for christmas.!

with love
tasha♥

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

Hi Kat kat. Just want to wish you and your family a happy thanksgiving. stay close to them kat. you and your family are always in my thoughts.

Haileys Mommy lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

Good Morning Kat Kat,
I wanted to stop and wish you and your family a Happy Turkey day and wonderful. Don't you guys eat too much Turkey and pie up there. Take care of your family sweetie. Love ya.

Pat {Kenny's Mom} lit a candle on 25th November, 2008:

Dear Kat, I hope you've been watching all the wonderful things your Mom has been doing. I went to the Post Office to get my mail, inside was the most wonderful present. 2 cards, one for Thanksgiving, and the other a rememoriance card your Mom had made us all about you. It has a beautiful verse written on the front and a picture of you on the inside. This is a treasure that I will keep forever. Last year no one told me Happy Thanksgiving because Kenny passed the day before, I was glad because it was not a happy one. About one week later, my youngest niece Mackenzie brought me a card that she had made at school. It had a turkey that she had colored. She said she wanted me to have it, everyone should get at least one Happy Thanksgiving. I've been anxious about Thanksgiving this year. It is better though coming a week later than last year, and once again I am blessed to recieve such a wonderful card that I will cherish forever. Thank you so much Laurie, Brittany, and you to Kat Kat. You have touched my heart. xoxo

Lorraine (Marjorie Webb's daughter) lit a candle on 25th November, 2008:

Hi Kat and Laurie,
I wanted to light a candle and to say
thank you to Laurie for the beautiful
things you sent me in the post. I was
very touched, you are a very special person.
Kat, stay close to your mom and let her
know that you are watching over her.
Hope you having a great time in heaven,
enjoy yourself, have great thanksgiving
and christmas, God Bless x

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 20th November, 2008:

Thinking of you all today!!

God Bless!!
Rest peacefully

Dear Laurie:
Thank you so much for your continued love & support..It sure has been a very difficult year for us all.It's great to know the everybody cares about eachothers sorrow..

Laurie can you pls email me your new phone number..to dinacastillo@shaw.ca

Pat [Kenny Doyle's Mom] lit a candle on 18th November, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, The love your Mom has for you shows so much in the beautiful website she has created for you and your Dad. We still need so much to do for our children, even when we no longer have them with us. We learn to cherish the little things, because we learn that they are really the huge things after all. A simple laugh, a smile or a hug, how we miss them so.
Laurie, thank you for always being there for me, I think of you often. Please have you hands checked to see why they have been hurting. Take care. xoxo

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb,s daughter) lit a candle on 18th November, 2008:

Hi there Kat Kat,
Just wanted to stop by and light a candle for you, and to tell you and your
mum that you both are in my thoughts and
prayers.
Kat stay close and watch over your mum.
Laurie, take care, lots of love coming your way

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th November, 2008:

HI Kat Kat,

Wow I only typed your name and I'm already starting to cry. How's mommy's big girl doing? I miss you so much! The holiday's are just around the corner and I wish you were here to help celebrate them with me. Brittany wants to put up the Christmas tree and just the thought of it makes me cry. I know how much you loved decorating the tree each year. Last year was your first Christmas in Heaven and I bought you a pink tree with pink, white and purple lights, all your favorite colors. It was so hard decorating the tree without you.

Oh Kat Kat, why isn't the pain getting any easier. Mommy would give anything to be able to hold you in my arms again. I miss you so much! Help give me strength, I'm so lost, so lonely all the time. I love you suga bear! Night Night baby, Sleep Tight, I'll be thinking about you tonight!

Love, Hugs and Kisses

MOMMY

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 16th November, 2008:

Dear little Kat, It is one of those times when I thank heaven that you have brought your wonderful mummy into my life. I would wish for her sake we could have met in another way, but our shared grief brings us together. She is a brave and loving lady who I respect and admire so much. Will you visit her in her dreams and hold her soul close to yours until you meet again... oh and if you see my Blake - tickle him like crazy... and say these words for me please... Greenish Brown Female Sheep.... He will know who the message is from! xXx Sending you and your mum my love little one.

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 10th November, 2008:

Dear Kat kat,

I just want you to know sweet Angel That I am thinking of you and your mommy today,It's been awhile since I spoke to her and Pray that everything is ok with her...Stay close to her.

Rest Peacefully..
God Bless!!
With Love: Dina

Faith Rydzak lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

Hey kat kat we all miss you,and we wish you were here.I wish you were here with,us have thanksgiving with your family,and chrismas.I guess i will see you in heaven in a couple years.Lori,and Britt love you.See you in heaven.

Michelle Rydzak lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

Hey Kit Kat. Halloween was fun. I know you were here with us. I have some pictures to send your mom. Of course Julie was a creepy costume again this year. You could not tell it was her. Your sister had fun scaring people walking by. Well I know you are well talk to ya soon.

Lorraine ( Marjorie Webbs daughter ) lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

Hi Kat,
Just wanted to stop by and light a candle for you, hope you had a good
time in heaven for halloween and firework night.
God Bless you sweetheart xx
Laurie, I hope you are well, and that
you are finding some peace for yourself.
I think of kat and you often and i love
your words and poems of comfort.
God Bless you xx

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 3rd November, 2008:

Hope all is well with you and your mommy! Hope you had a great halloween in heaven also! It has been awhile since I last lite a candle, but not a day goes by that I don't think of you all! I hope that things are going good for all of you and always know my thoughts and prayers are with you!

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN kathryn! I hope that you have had a good one. Stay close to your mom kathryn. and have fun in heaven.

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN SUGA BEAR

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th October, 2008:

Hello angel,

Tomorrow is Happy Halloween, one of your favorite times of the year. You loved to trick or treat for candy. Every year we would have so much fun together. Last Halloween was very hard on mommy, you died just one month before it and I was in so much pain all I could do was sit in the dark on our living room floor and cry my heart out. I could hear the kids outside having fun, and it tore me up even more when I would hear them laughing. You, Julie and Faith were dressing up as triplets. I'm so sorry you didn't get to join them last year, or any year to come.

Mommy decided I needed to make a change this year, I know how badly you wanted to give out candy last year, you mentioned you wanted to give out candy for the first hour then trick or treat the second hour. This year mommy is going to give out candly for you. Wow was is so hard on me in the grocery store picking out the candy you liked to eat. I cried while I was in the store and ofcourse on the drive home. Part of me doesn't want to give out candy because it makes me sad knowing you aren't here to help, but the other half of me feels I need to do this for you, so please be here with me tomorrow.

I'll bet you will visit in your angel costume, dressed just as beautiful as you always were, only now you have real wings and can fly! How cool that must be!

I love and miss you so much, I'm crying to hard right now, I'll write you more later, I love you suga bear!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 24th October, 2008:

Hi Kat,
It's been some time since I have been oh here, but don't worry I haven't forgotten you or your mom. You guys are like my Angel family. I am just getting prepared for Hailey's little sister to be born here in a few weeks. The lord has blessed us with another beautiful baby and we really need all you Angel's to keep your wings around her and keep her safe. We are having a hard enough time with our baby Hailey not physically being here with us and could not bare any more hurt. Well princess I hope you have a wonderful weekend and please continue to stay close and comfort your mommy.

Laurie, Thank you for the poem. I hope this note finds you doing well or as best as possible. We are doing ok and hanging in there. Have a wonderful weekend. Love, Hailey's Mommy.

Melissa Vincent-Culp lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

I wanted you to know that I truly admire your strength, you may feel that you aren't that strong, but I can see it in your words when you commented on my mother's site. I want to thank you too for the kind things you said and the poem you left. Its all true. God Bless you, your family, and your angels.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 21st October, 2008:

Hello sweetheart.... just passing by to make sure you are at peace and thought of, and mummy is coping ok. I think about your very special loving mum so often... in her pain she is so giving to others... You were a very blessed and lucky girl to have her chosen to be your mum here on earth. She is fighting hard for all the right reasons for you and for herself... send her a hug from me and tell her she is thought about and sent love xXx

Debi ( Sean Dallimore's Mummy ) lit a candle on 20th October, 2008:

Laurie, thankyou for the note you left on Sean's site, you are an amazing woman, you have suffered so much grief and yet you still lend a helping hand to others, thankyou (((hugs)))

Kat, you Mum is an amazing woman, you must have been a very special young lady, who is now a very special Angel God bless xxx

Pat [Kenny Doyle's Mom} lit a candle on 20th October, 2008:

Dear Kat, I want to thank your Mom for the poem she placed on Kenny's site. It was much needed words of support. Having rough day's. Tuesday will be 11 months that Kenny has been gone. Seems like yesterday in one way, forever in another. I'm sure your Mom feels the same. Stay close to her, and send her lot's of Heavenly Love.

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 17th October, 2008:

Hello sweet Angel,
I'm thinking about you today..It's been awhile since I lit a candle for you..I Pray that Your mommy is doing ok..I have not talked to her in so long.Life is so difficult for all of us..I am thankful we are here for eachother to talk to..It sure helps letting your feelings out...
Rest peacefully sweet girl!!

This is a poem for you Laurie..

~~A Blessing~~

It seems that God sends blessings
In very mysterious ways.
He always finds the perfect time
To brighten all our days.

He finds someone to be our friend,
Someone who really cares,
A friend to fill the lonely hours;
An answer to all our prayers.

He blesses us all with laughter
And the gift of understanding,
To brighten up the lives of those
Who's needs seem so demanding.

The Lord, He blessed my heart
With many a wonderful friend.
I thank you, Lord, most humbly
For the happiness they lend.

with Love: Dina

Mommy lit a candle on 17th October, 2008:

Hello my sweet angel,

I can't help but to think about you and wonder what you are doing tonight. I miss you so damn much! Life just isn't the same without you, the way I feel I don't think my life will ever be right again.

I look at all of your friends, they are growing up so fast. I will never know the lady you were becoming. Oh my God, it is so hard on me Kat Kat. I am having such a hard time writing you this candle, tears just flow from my eyes.

Halloween is just around the corner. I wonder what you would have dressed up as this year. Last year you, Julie and Faith were going to dress up like triplets. I will never forget last Halloween. I sat on the floor in the living room in the dark while the kids trick or treated. I just sat here alone and cried my heart out. This year is just as hard. Brittany wants to give out candy, I can't Kat. I miss you so much!!!!!!

Mommy is thinking about trading her car in. The last time we were at the Dodge dealership we were together. Remember you wanted me to get that van because it had a dvd player in it. You begged me to buy it lol. Then grandma bought you your own portable dvd player for your birthday. It's still in the box, never been opened. I don't have the heart to open it and use it in the car.

Kat Kat, mommy needs your strength. Please pray for me. Some days I feel like I am losing it. Without God and the power of prayer I don't know where I would be today. I get sad days like today and all I do is cry.

In my heart I know you are doing great. I pray everyday you and your brother and daddy are all together. Kat, please give mommy a sign you are around once in a while.

I love you suga bear! Night Night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite! You would respond, I won't!

ERIN lit a candle on 7th October, 2008:

AS I LIGHT THIS CANDLE I AM PRAYING FOR U AND UR FAMILY MAY GOD BLESS U ALL

Felipe Arizpe's Nana lit a candle on 6th October, 2008:

Hi beautiful girl,
I would like for u to tell your mommy how nice she is...she lighted a candle for my lil Flip, thank you so much , at the same time I want to tell her how sorry I am for her losses, Iknow that pain, but you beautiful angel have to stay very close to her to make her stronger every day, I know is really hard for her. I wish I could have the magic words for all the Moms in this Memorial web site and be able to take each one their pain away, but there is not such a thing so we just have to pray and stay very close to God and ask him to help all of us to make this sad journey a little bit easier until we all get together again with our babies.
I am so truly sorry....and thank you again, your words meant a lot to me.
Adriana (Felipe Arizpe's Nana)

Natalie lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

Kat-Kat,

Hi my name is Natalie, and im one of Brittany's friends. And I'm writing to you to tell you that even though I never met you, I just wanted you to know that your mom and Bittany talk about you very highly, and tell me that you were a very special person to them. And once again even though I dont know you I would like you to know that I atttended your memorial, and it was a very special occasion. Everyone there that knew you seemed to feel very personaly connected to you in some sort of way. Even i felt like i knew you just because of everyone sharing all the special memories they had with you. And i know how it is for your mom and Brittany because a couple years back I lost both of my Grandmothers one year after the other, and i know its hard to lose the ones you love, and you still think about them all the time. So just because you are gone ot does not mean you aree forgotten. <3

Caryn (jakes mummy) lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

i would like to thank your mummy for the message she wrpte im always thinking of you sweet angel and its sad to know you never had a chance at life and would also like to ask your mummy how she made your site look so beautiful for i would love to do the same to my sons site

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and dear sister Laurie,

Oh, how I have missed you both. My internet is back on and it feels so good to be able to come to the site again.

The move was very difficult to make. It was an emotional move. It was so hard to pack up Kristy's things. I did take pictures of her room before we packed up her things. It was especially hard on the last day were were there.

Laurie, thank you so much for the beautiful birthday cards you sent me on my email. You have touch my heart completely. Thank you so much dear sister and thank you also for the beautiful poem you wrote on Kristy's site. I love it. God has sent you to me.

I do not know what I would do without you and all of my dear friends here on this site. You and they are all my family now and I love you all. Thank you for always being here for me and I will always be here for you too. I love you dear sister. Hopefully some day we will all be able to meet in person. That would be a dream come true.

I am sending you so hugs tonight with this message. May God always bless you dear sister.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Lorraine ( Marjorie Webbs daughter ) lit a candle on 2nd October, 2008:

Dear Laurie,
Thank you for visiting my mums site and lighting a candle for her.
Me and my sister visited Kathryn's site
today, we were both moved to tears. We are both mums and we both really feel for you and your older daughter.
The site is beautiful and a lovely tribute to kathryn and her dad.
God bless you laurie we will keep you in
our prayers and in our hearts.
Kathryn and ralph sleep tight and god bless to both of you xx

siobhan (david deveenys cousin) lit a candle on 1st October, 2008:

dearest kat, i just want to light this candle for you sweetie x im thinking of your mommy my heart breaks for her, look over your mommy and stay close to her, give her all the strength she needs babe x loads of love and hugs
siobhan x x x x

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 26th September, 2008:

Sending you and your mummy a big hug.... I know mummy is struggling so much every day is hard.... She will get there and she is doing you proud little lady... xXX Kelly

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 24th September, 2008:

Laurie Keep the faith and don't let the intense time overwhelm you. Take small steps one by one.... she hasn't left you forever.... when the time is meant to be you will reunited. Live a life with her as your inspiration and blessing. Good energy never dies. One of my son's friends told me that. xXx Sending you a big hug. Chin up lovely.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 21st September, 2008:

Dear little one.... how very loved and cherished you are and always will be. You must be very proud of your mum for her courage and strength. She wanted to honor you... and Kathryn she did, and does... every time she speaks of you, it is with such love.
Love like that spans any time, distance, hurdle and never ever dies. You will never be forgotten while she is your mum and your champion. xXx Kelly

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 20th September, 2008:

Hi Kat,
I just wanted to come by today and let you know I was thinking of you and your Momma. I know you guys had a birthday party recently for baby Isaiah, I bet you guys had a ball. Well little girl I am thinking of you and I hope you have a wonderful weekend and give your momma a visit, she needs you. Love Yvonne.

Laurie,
Hi I am sorry it has been so long, but this life we live is anything but easy. I just wanted to stop by and see how you were doing. I hope you are well. Talk to you soon. Your friend, Yvonne

michelle lit a candle on 20th September, 2008:

Hello Girly. Your mom had a great memorial walk for you. It was hard for all of us, but your are surley missed. Ihad a hard time talking about you and Julie finally got some of her emotions out. Even though it happened after the ceremony, she ended up at the hospital. She had a panic attack. I knew that day was coming, she keeps everything so bottled up. She seems fine now. The doctors want to keep an eye on her. Faith and Summer cried the whole memorial, and Michael cried all night. I think the fact you are gone has finally hit them hard and realize this is not going to go away. Michael misses you soo much. He drew pictures of you and gave them to your mom. I know that helped him alot that night to do this for you. Well, I am going to bed now. Rest in Peace.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 16th September, 2008:

You did something wonderful and positive for Kat Kat Laurie. She will be very proud of you. Not everyone grieves the same, so try not to be too dissapointed, the people who came to support you will show you she is not forgotten, and the people who didn't come missed some great cakes!!!! The only thing that matters is the spirit behind the gesture between you and your daughter. Priceless! Well done brave lady... Love to you xXx Kelly

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 13th September, 2008:

Dear Kat & mummy... I have put a special photo for you both on Blake's page! Check out "Latest Images". Love Kelly xXx

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

Hi beautiful! I just wanted to let your mommy know that I'm thinking about her today, on the 1 year anniversary of your angel date. I'm also thinking about you, and praying that you are happy and having fun up there in heaven. I send lots of hugs and kisses your way, sweetheart. Love you lots, and remember to stay close to mommy, always.

mommy lit a candle on 11th September, 2008:

HI SWEETHEART, IT'S ME MOMMY.

I'm getting ready to leave for your candle light vigil. I finally finished all the cookies and almost have everything packed and ready to go. Mommy is so nervous. I can't wait til 5:30. I will update everyone later. I love you suga bear!

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 11th September, 2008:

Just wanted to stop by and light a candle for you on your 1 year anniversary! 1 year ago you became a guardian angel for your mommy, be sure to stick close to her and help her though this day! She love and misses you so very much, but I am sure you know that! Laura, stay strong, Kat is healthy and happy and is on top of the world! I tried sending you an e-mail yesterday, but not sure if it worked. I am going to give you my home e-mail, maybe that will work better. hedder52@comcast.net. May God Bless you and help you stay strong though this day! Love you, Heather

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th September, 2008:

Hi suga bear, it's me mommy. Time is going by so fast baby. In just 4 more days will mark your 1year anniversary. It feels like it was just yesterday you died. My heart still feels the same. I have a empty feeling in my stomach that never goes away. I love and miss you so much!

Mommy is getting everything ready for your Memorial walk on Thursday. Mike printed out the flyers and Diane printed the bulletins. I am so thankful to have them in my life. Everything turned out so beautiful. Mommy is going to put them on your site very soon so everyone can see them. Michelle, Julie, Faith, Michael, Mathew, Natalie, Tasha, Patrice and Myself made the most beautiful angel paperclips. We are going to give everyone who comes to your Memorial one. I think you were around us when we were making them, I could feel your presence.

We all miss you so much Kat Kat. Mommy was able to get a flyer to your school so Dr. Skezes could get a notice out to the 6th grade students. I would love for all of your friends to be able to come. I won't bake the cookine until Wednesday, I want them to be nice and fresh for Thursday. The girls from Brittany's cell group will be baking cookies also. I think that is very nice of them to participate.

Guess what baby girl. Michael is going to sing at your service. Remember when we went to Shelley's funeral and he sang for her and you said wow mommy, he is so awesome, do you think he would sing at my wedding? And I told you he probably would. Little did I know he would be singing at your funeral. When Brittany called him and asked him to come to the memorial service, he said without a doubt he would sing for you. I cried with such happy tears baby. I just want everything to turn out so perfect.

I hate not being able to do anything for you. I want this memorial service to be so perfect. I thank God for Blessing me to be able to get everything organized. Let's pray it doesn't rain!

Thank You Kat Kat for coming into my dreams, I had 2 dreams of you this past week. You were alot younger in the dreams. I dreamed of daddy also. It was nice waking up with the two of you on my mind.

I love you with all my heart, night, night sweet baby girl! Tons of hugs and kisses!

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons's Mom) lit a candle on 6th September, 2008:

Hey sweetheart, miss you and love you.I just wanted to say goodnight our sweet angels.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 5th September, 2008:

Dearest Kat Kat and your lovely mummy....
Just stopping by to let you know we are all getting ready to share Kat Kat's anniversary with you in spirit..
We will all mark her day in some way, and be there for you both in our hearts and minds xXx Much Love Kelly

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 31st August, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you both. I know that September 11th is coming up soon and I wish I could be with your mommy on that day. I heard about the crusade your mommy is planning for you. I wish I could be there. You are such a special little girl and I know how much your mommy loves you!! Please rest in peace sweet angel!!

Laurie,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you so much lately. I know Katheryn's anniversary of her passing is coming up soon. I will be lighting a candle for her on Sept 11. Always know you are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish I could be with you in this very difficult time. I am sending some love and hugs your way tonight. God bless you my dear sister.

Kristy's mom, Karen

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 28th August, 2008:

Hello there tonight beautiful little lady, and your mum.
I am so happy your mum has found a way to honor you Kat Kat. We put on three charity concerts in Blake's memory and raised Five Thousand Pounds (about$10,000) for a charity that helps epileptics stop having seizures. Something called a vagus nerve implant. We were very proud that we did that to honor him and help someone else's child not to die. On September 11th - I am going to hold a candle lit vigil for you in England out of respect for you and your courageous mum. I hope that helps mummy know that there is someone rooting for you both and showing support somehow too. That you are not forgotten. Perhaps we can film it and send mummy the film... we will try to do something special and good on that day for you and mummy too. Keep smiling down on her as this anniversary comes closer little sweetheart. xXx Kelly

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th August, 2008:

Hello my suga bear,

Mommy loves and misses you so much.

Michelle and I are going to plan a candle light vigil for you, we were discussing some ideas today on where we want to have your crusade.

I want your angel date to be very special Kat Kat, I have to tell the world how much you are loved and missed. Mommy is going to advertise in the local news paper, plus we are going to put flyers in our neighborhood doors, I want everyone who knew and loved you to come out and help us remember you. I have to call your school tomorrow and see if Dr. Skeezis can send flyers out in school to all your friends. I was even thinking of asking Sylvanna to sing at the gathering. She sounds so wonderful Kat. I'm sure you heard her sing at the summer concert. When I saw her mom at the concert she told me how much Savanna still missed you. She has pictures of you guys up on her wall, she looks at them at night when she goes to bed.

I know it's going to be hard on everyone especially me, I cry everytime I think about you. I feel in my heart I have to have something for you in your honor, I'm excited yet nervous, I just pray everything works out the way we plan it to.

Mommy is going to bake your favorite cookies and have light refreshments for all our guests. I hope to video record everything and take lots of pictures. I also want to buy a banner and have everyone sign it and color it for you like we did on your birthday.

Kat Kat you will never be forgotten, I will love and cherish you forever! Night Night my suga bear!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 24th August, 2008:

Just checking in dear Kat and your mummy. You are on my minds every day, and I hope your brave mummy gets to succeed in her efforts to seek the truth and justice. She is some mum to have on this world or the next. I send you a kiss with my Blake Kat Kat, and I send your mum my love and a hug Kelly xXx

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 19th August, 2008:

Dearest Angel Kat Kat,

I wish I could physically be there to join your mommy and all your friends on Sept 11th for your Angel anniversary Crusade..Please know sweetheart I will be there in Spirit.
Rest peacefully..

Laurie:I was so happy to hear your voice on my answering machine when I got home last night,I will call you today.I Pray that you are doing ok.
With Love:♥ Dina

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 17th August, 2008:

Good Morning Big Girl,
I just wanted to stop by on this day to say hi and to wish you and your family in Heaven and here on earth a beutiful day. I hope your family is well. God Bless

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th August, 2008:


My dearest angel Kat and your beautiful mommy Laurie,

I want to come by tonight to send you some love. I have not been on the site very often. It is just so hard sometimes.

I think of you both all the time and hope mommy is doing okay. I know September 11 is coming and I have been thinking alot about you and mommy. I love you both with all my heart.

I love you sis!! Kristy's mom, Karen


Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 16th August, 2008:

Hi Laurie, I know you are suffering for the moment. I wish I could wave a magic wand for all of us. It is something we have to live with everyday. I hope one day I understand more of Kat's story. I do know you are hurting so much, and I am with you in spirit dear friend. Keep strong and just get through each day.. Kelly xXx

Pat {Kenny's Mom} lit a candle on 15th August, 2008:

Thinking of you and your Mom. As the same with Kevin and his cat, we were not done playing with young's either. Blessed will be the day when we can play with our children again.

Austin Lucas Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 13th August, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat I was Think about you just as I was All the other angels. I hope that you are doing well in heaven and having lots of fun. Stay close to your Mom kat and Keep coming to see her. I know that she needs to know your around. send your mommy down lots of hugs. Rest In peace kat kat.

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th August, 2008:

My Dearest Kathryn,

Today like many others I love and miss you more than yesterday and all the days that followed. My heart breaks, my tears flow as I write you this candle.

Kat Kat, mommy is hoping that real soon I can write on your page what happened to you. But due to legal matters I can't talk about it right now. I want the world to know how you died, but now isn't the time to tell.

I wanted to share a story with everyone who reads your candles. I babysit my nephew Kevin, he is 2 1/2 years old. He always talks about Kat Kat. Some days I have found him talking to her. I'll ask him, Kevin honey, who are you talking to? He will respond Kat Kat. Of course I start crying, he tells me don't cry aunt Laurie, Kat Kat's in Heaven with Jesus.

A couple weeks ago Kevin's cat died, the first thing he says is did my cat go to Heaven to be with Kat Kat and Jesus? I told him yes she did. He said "But I wasn't done playing with her". It broke my heart, but I told him his kitty cat will visit him just like Kat Kat does. A couple days ago Kevin was talking to Kat Kat again and he said she brought his kitty down to see him. Keep in mind he is only 2yrs old. Is this his imagination or is he really talking with them?

Kat finally visited me in my dreams over the weekend, she was a few years younger in my dream, but I remember seeing her and talking to her. I was so happy when I woke up. I have missed her so much and to finally dream of her was a very Blessed night!

Brittany, grandma and I went school shopping, it was so hard not having you there. I can't imagine the rest of my life without you. Every year before school started you would get so excited because you loved to pick out your school supplies. As I was walking down the isle of Wal Mart I had tears in my eyes.

God I miss you so much Kat. This is the first time we didn't go to Kennywood together. Mommy couldn't go with out you. I told Brittany I was thinking about going and riding the Steel Phantom in your honor. You know I don't ride nuch especially roller coasters, but I wanted to ride it for you, you waited many years to get tall enough to ride it and once you rode it for the first time last year, you loved it! Brittany said, "mom" I don't think that's a good idea, you'll either have a heart attack or vomit all over everyone. I laughed, although she is right!!!!!

To each and everone of my friends on this Memorial Site, I want you all to know I love you guys, God has Blessed me with the best friends in the entire world, you all are like family to me. I am so honored and grateful to have you in my life! Thank you for all your love and support, together we will get through this heartache one day at a time! I love you with all my heart! God Bless each and every one of you!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 8th August, 2008:

Thinking of you with love today sweet Angel Kat Kat...

Laurie:I Pray you are doing ok

God Bless !!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 6th August, 2008:

Left a tribute to you and your lovely mummy Kat tonight. You are loved so much by her. What a mother she is... hang in the Laurie - Sending you love & strength Kelly xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

Hey suga bear,

mommy just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love and miss you! You are my everything!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 3rd August, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat... I know your mum has to take some time out from visiting the site... it hurts when we are reminded just what we have lost sometimes more than it helps.... I do exactly the same when it all gets too much to bear. Your mum feels so alone, but you know what Kat?... She isn't, because I know you are close... and so are we. Her friends here care very much and want to send her strength and love whenever she needs it. We all have good days and bad and I think that will always be the case... But help your mum find the peace inside her hurting soul just to help her get through at the moment... I know she needs that.

Laurie, We are here for you- sisters in arms - we will help each other get through some how. Try to remember that there will be some good days ahead. Maybe the bad outweigh them for the moment but don't lose sight of that belief. A day will come when we can accept the loss with a lighter heart, when the love simply outweighs the loss. Sending you love from the UK xXx Kelly.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 1st August, 2008:

Dear Angel Katkat,

I'm thinking of you always and Praying that things will work out for your mommy...Stay close to her sweetheart.

Rest in Peace..

With Love: Dina

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 30th July, 2008:

jUST WANTED TO SAY HOW MUCH WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU BUT i!m SURE YOU KNOW THAT, MISSED YOU SO MUCH AT OUR 4TH COOK OUT BUT i KNOW YOU WERE HERE WITH US ALL, RUNNING AND PLAYING WITH THE KIDS AND HAVING A GREAT TIME. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 26th July, 2008:

Hi Kat,
It has been a while since I have been on your site, just wanted to come by and check in on you and your family. I am sure you are doing wondrful up there in Heaven, but things down here on earth are not quite a pleasent. Well little girl keep up the good work and keep giving youe family the love and strength they need to get by in this creul world. Take care little lady.

michelle lit a candle on 25th July, 2008:


Hi Kat. I have been thinking of you alot lately, I hope you are healthy and happy. It has been weird this summer without you. Julie is bored. I still cant beleive you are gone. It has been hard to deal with your passing, it should never have happened. I know you are with your daddy and the 2 of you are happy. Isensed the 2 of you on my steps 2 times so I know you are together. You looked extremely happy. You smiled from ear to ear. Julie is going to volleyball camp again this year. I thought it was so great that you went with her for support last year. Your were a good friend. I know you will be with her again this year in spirit watching her. Watch over your family and come visit me. Love ya.

Pat {Kenny's Mom} lit a candle on 23rd July, 2008:

Thinking of you and your Mom. I know it's been a while since I lit you a candle, I've been pretty down also. Laurie, your dream - nightmare, I think is that part of you wishes you was with Kat instead of Ralph. Not to sound mean... Kenny's Dad never had much of anything to do with him as he was growing up. I wanted him to, tried many times. Kenny started a relationship back up with him when he was 17. Two weeks ago they found a mass in the front part of his brain. The first thing I though was, sad to say, that's not fair that he will get to see Kenny first. I felt jealous. Don't know if this is normal, or if I'm crazy.
Ralph IS in Heaven with Kat. We sometimes forget that God is our Father. As you know, there isn't anything our children could of done, how ever terrible, that we would not have forgiven them. We may not like what they've done, but still love them completely. This is the way God loves us. I know that when Ralph got to the door, his Father did't think twice about opening it and welcome his son Home. Wish there was something I could do to help you feel a little more at ease, my dear. I know how much you hurt. I am told that if we listen with our heart instead of our ears, we can hear them saying how much they love us.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 22nd July, 2008:

Dear Kat kat:
It's been a while since I have been her to light a candle for you,I have had some rough days..Kat watch over you mommy sweetheart,she really misses you,I know what she meens when she says she misses you so much more everyday,Grieving is hard..I pray for her everyday,I Pray she will find the strength that she needs.


~Reaching Out~

My heart is reaching out to you,
For what you’re going through;
I’m thinking of you frequently
And praying for you, too.

If there’s something I can do,
Anything at all,
Think of me thinking of you,
And don’t hesitate to call.


MOMMY lit a candle on 21st July, 2008:

Hello my suga bear,

These past few days have been very hard on me. I miss you so much and all I been doing is crying like crazy. I miss everything about you. I'd give anything to hear you tell me you love me! Kat Kat when does it get easier. Two more months will be your first anniversary, I can't believe it's been a year already. I miss you just the same as if it were yesterday!

I think Julie misses you alot too. She texts mommy almost everyday, I think she kinda feels close to you by keeping in touch with me. I think it's wonderful how she talks to me now.

I think about how tall you would be right now. I know you have to be so beautiful, you were beautiful before you died, I can only imagine the young lady you are turning into.

I miss watching you grow up. It hurts me so much Kat. You are everything, my world! I feel shattered, my heart is broken, why did you leave me baby girl?

Last night mommy had the strangest dream. I dreamed daddy kidnapped you and had someone fly with you to another state. He wouldn't tell me where he took you. I was talking with him and I told him how scared you must be without me and how much I missed you. I was heart broken that he would take you from me and never let me see you again. I began crying and my alarm went off for work. It seemed so real Kat. Although I never saw you in my dream, yet I felt horrible knowing I would never see you again. What's this mean Kat? I can't figure it out. I pray daddy is in Heaven with you. I know how much you love your daddy, it would kill me if he wasn't with you.

I try to have peace and pray to God that daddy made it into Heaven with you. I miss daddy alot too. Some days I get very angry at him for leaving me here to grieve all alone. My heart understands why he wanted to be with you. Missing you is an aweful feeling. Missing the both of you feels even worse.

I remember how I felt when your brother lil Dell was born, the dr's told me he could not survive without his kidneys. I was devestated! It took many years of crying to accept his death. I still miss him. I have accepted his death and was able to move forward, It's so hard to accept yours! I miss you so much!

I pray you, daddy and lil Dell are all together watching over us. I love you all more than anything in this world, and I would give anything to have you all back.

Tons of hugs and kisses! I love you!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Dear Laurie just checking in to let you know I feel your pain and wish I could something to make it go away! If only we could eh? Sending you strength and sending you a hug from England xXx Kelly

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 15th July, 2008:

Dear Laurie, I hope your life takes a moment to upturn, you surely do deserve it. You are so kind and caring to all others on this site - I hope it's now your turn for life to deal you a kinder deck! I just wanted to check in to let you know you and Kat and your loved ones are in my thoughts. xXx Kelly. Keep your chin up!

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th July, 2008:

Good morning princess

Today is no different than any other day, mommy loves and misses you so much. My life is hard without you, just when I think I'm feeling better I start missing you more. My life will never feel complete again. Knowing that you are happy and safe in the arms of Jesus is what gets me through each day. I'll see you again suga bear! I love you Kat

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 9th July, 2008:

Hey Guys,
I am sorry it has been so long since I have been on, please don't think I have forgotten about you guys. life has just been crazy lately, we are still fighting hard to find out what happened to our baby. I hope all is well with you guys. As you may alredy know from Hailey, I am going to have another baby in December. I am scared, but excited at the same time. Well I hope you and your family are well. love you.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 7th July, 2008:

Dear Kat kat,

you are a very special little girl that holds a spot in my Heart..

Rest in Peace sweety..

Dear laurie: thank you so much for your continued love & support it means so much to me..i hope everything is going ok.I Pray that things will work out in the end for you with your housing situation..
Please keep us in your Prayers ..tomorrow we weill say our last goodbyes to our dear Uncle Paolo..
He will be missed..

God Bless !!

with Love : Dina

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 3rd July, 2008:

Wanted to stop by and light a candle for you today to let you know that I think of you and your mommy so often. It has been awhile since my last visit, but not a day goes by that I don't think of you both. Sometimes it is easier to just stay away I guess! I pray that you are all doing ok and that things are getting easier for your mom. Stay close and thanks for taking care of Kaylynn, I know you are being a great friend to her! Love, Heather. ps~happy 4th of July!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 3rd July, 2008:

Good Morning sweet Angel Kat Kat,

I am asking for extra prayers from you all in Heaven,we lost another important family member,My mom's brother Paulo has joined you all in Heaven..He died yesterday of a major Heart attack..I don't know how we will cope with another loss.My mom's death is still so fresh in my Heart and Mind.

Pray For Us Honey..

with Love: Dina

Syrene (Dawson's Mom) lit a candle on 3rd July, 2008:

Hey there angel. I just wanted to let you know that I didn't forget about you. I just got out of the hospital. I know that you and Dawson are having a great time. Miss & love ys lots

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st July, 2008:

Hello my suga bear, mommy loves and misses you so much. I wonder what you have been up to? Today is Brittany's birthday, please visit her and give her lots of angel hugs and kisses.

Life has been so hard without you. I miss you so much Kat Kat. Mommy wishes you would come and visit me, I hope you haven't forgotten about me.

I love you with all my heart, night night angel! I love you

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 29th June, 2008:

hi Kat Kat I hope You, Your Brother, and dad are having fun up in heaven. I just wanted to let you and your mommy know i was thinking of you. tell her i said thank you so much for the fathers day poem she put on Austin web page. Rest in peace kat kat. stay close to your mommy.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 26th June, 2008:

Hey Laurie, I think we are all struggling for the moment. Thank Goodness we have each other... I just wanted to let you know you are being thought of every day. A very tough time just now... I know you find it very hard... I wish there was someway of making it easier for you, Karen and Pat... Dina and myself. Life's lessons are so hard. There must be light at the end of the tunnel for you someday - keep going towards it honey. It's there somewhere. When you find it - give me a whistle! Thank you for the beautiful poem you wrote on Blake's site. It was so kind of you to think of others when you are needing comfort so badly too. Bless you. Love Kelly xXx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 24th June, 2008:

Dear Little Kat, sending you & mummy a big hug. I know she misses you so very much. Help her feel you are close by... and give her an angel hug. xXx Kelly

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd June, 2008:

HEY KAT MEAT, I SURE MISS YOU! NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE. MOMMY STILL CAN'T ACCEPT YOUR PASSING. IT'S BEEN 9 MONTHS ALREADY SINCE YOU RECEIVED YOUR ANGEL WINGS. TIME IS GOING BY SO FAST, YET I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE.

I LOOK AT HOW TALL JULIE AND PETEY ARE GETTING AND I CAN'T HELP TO WONDER HOW TALL YOU WOULD BE RIGHT NOW. I OFTEN WONDER WOULD YOU BE TALL LIKE YOUR DADDY OR SHORT LIKE MOMMY. YOUR FEET WERE ALREADY BIGGER THAN MINE SO IT'S HARD TO SAY. ARE YOU GROWING IN HEAVEN? I GUESS I WON'T KNOW UNTIL IT'S MY TURN TO GET THERE.

I THINK ABOUT DADDY ALOT LATELY TOO. I WONDER WHAT YOU GUYS BEEN UP TO. I'LL BET LIL DELL IS JUST AS HANSOME AS HE CAN BE. HE'S 19 NOW YOU KNOW?

I LOVE YOU GUYS WITH ALL MY HEART.

kim caitlin mcguinness's nanny lit a candle on 20th June, 2008:

HELLO SWEET ANGEL KAT
SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON YOUR SITE FOR A WHILE IVE BEEN ON HOLIDAY.SAY HI TO YOUR DADDY FOR ME AND ASK GOD TO HELP MUMMY FIND LIFE A LOT MRE EASIER TO COPE WITH,I PRAY FOR YOUR MUMMY ALL THE TIME AND ASK GOD TO GIVE HER A BREAK AND BRING HER SOME HAPPINESS IN HER LIFE FOR A CHANGE INSTEAD OF SO MUCH SADNESS.
HI LAURIE ,HOPE YOU ARE KEEPING WELL SWEETHEART,SENDING LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU AS ALWAYS
KIM XXX

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 18th June, 2008:

Hi Laurie... words are not enough sometimes I know... When the heart has that perpetual ache, they seem so empty. You have more strength and courage than you know..... always blessings never losses. You will get to a better place where you feel less pain, it may wash over you and come and go.... but there will be moments in there of peace and laughter little by little. You have loved and been loved. Try and let that thought comfort you in these difficult days. Kat was surrounded by great love it seems to me. That is something no one can take away - not even death. Sending you my arms to surround you with support and strength, and a wish from far away to keep going... keep going... you are doing so well. Thinking of you Laurie, Kat and your family. This candle though is for you. They are at peace... and you are struggling... I think Kat, Ralph and Dell will not mind if you get the tribute you so deserve tonight... Kelly xXx

mommy lit a candle on 17th June, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat, It's me your mummy! Wow have I missed you alot lately. I can't seem to shake this feeling of emptyness. Yesterday was father's day, I hope you and daddy had a great day together. Give daddy and lil Dell a big hug and kiss from me and tell them I love them too. Night Night suga bear! I love you

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 14th June, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and your special mommy Laurie,

I just want to let you both know how much I love you tonight. You both are always on my mind and in my heart. I light this late night candle for you both tonight. With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 13th June, 2008:

Hi beautiful. Just thinking of you and mommy today. I hope you are ok, and I pray for ongoing strength for your mom. I send lots of love your way.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 12th June, 2008:

Dear Angels Kat Kat ,Ralph and Dell

I am thinking of you all and Praying your family is doing ok..
God Bless !!

with love: Dina

brittany lit a candle on 10th June, 2008:

hey kat kat and ralph.!I havent been on here in awhile,but I wanted to come pass,and say hello,and to tell you guys that i love you.!hope you guys are doing well.I miss you guys dearly.!watch over me.
love britt

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 10th June, 2008:

Dear Kat, I have thought about you and your mum every day. I know these anniversaries don't help how much she misses you all. I know mummy is in pain and lonely. Laurie you are putting so much into Kat's site, it must both be a comfort and yet hurt you. Just to let you know you and your loved ones are thought about and if you can remember how blessed you felt - try to hold that thought. Blessings never losses.... Hope you feel some peace in your heart soon dear lady... you surely deserve it! Much love xXx Kelly.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 8th June, 2008:

Rest in Peace...

Thinking of you all,
with love: Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th June, 2008:

Hello Kat Meat, Mommy misses you so much! Today is your daddy's birthday, please give him a hug and kiss from me and wish him the best birthday ever. I love and miss you both so much!

Kathy Bayer lit a candle on 5th June, 2008:

I think of you often and of all the fun we shared. Every Sunday, I light a candle for you at church, praying that you are happy. We will miss you at Kennywood this year, but we will ride the Phantom's Revenge just for you!! Your friend, Kathy

faith lit a candle on 4th June, 2008:

Hi!kat kat I really miss you. I cant stop thinking about you. And we have are swimming pool out.And all you have to do is ask.




Love Faith

matthew lit a candle on 4th June, 2008:

Kat we have are pool out. I know you cant use it. But ask if you can. love you

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 31st May, 2008:

Dear Kat kat,
I'm just letting you know that I have not forgotten about you,You are in my thoughts and my Prayers always!!
Rest in Peace..

Dear laurie: I hope you are doing well..I am so proud of your stength..
God Bless,

Dina

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 30th May, 2008:

Hi Guys,
I just wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking of you both and your (momma and wife). They say that as the days go on without our loved ones here with us it gets easier, I am still waiting for it to be easier. You guys are such special people to be choosen so early by God to enjoy already what so many people down here wonder and envision every day. You guys don't have to deal with lifes struggles and cruelties any more. We all can't wait to join you in that wonderful kindom above. Much love to you both and your loving family. XOXOX Hailey Bear's Momma

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 28th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

It has been a couple of days since I visited your site, but I think of you always. Your mom lit the most beautiful candle for Kristy yesterday. She is so amazing. I love her with all my heart. Rest in Peace sweet angel.

Laurie, yesterday was a hard day, but it was also beautiful at the same time. I spent a good part of the day at the cemetery. St Joseph cemetery staff sent us a letter in the mail. They told us that there was going to be a Remembrance Mass for all who had died and was buried there between Memorial Day of 2007 to Memorial Day of 2008. They wrote to us, to tell us that Kristy was going to be remembered during the Mass on Memorial Day. It was such a beautiful Mass, as the priest talked about our loved ones and how Memorial Day means so much more than just the military and us, remembering the fallen soldiers who served our country. It means so much to everyone, who has lost someone so special in their lives. The Mass was also for all the people that have died, who has served our country. I feel so honored that the staff of St. Joseph Cemetery and others would remember Kristy in this way. It was a very emotional day. Tears came for me and so many others, as the priest talked about out loved ones in such a loving way.

Thank you so much Laurie, for your love. The days are hard, but I know in my heart that Kristy will help us through this difficult time.

I added some new things to Kristy's site and it makes me cry, but I want to make it perfect for her. Thank you so much for the beautiful poem you wrote on her site also. Words cannot tell you how much I appreciate all your caring love. I am always here for you too. Always remember that. You are my family and I love you with all my heart. God bless you always!! Your sis, Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 26th May, 2008:

Hi Angel,today is 7 mths since my mom passed away,I miss her so much,please give her a hug and kiss for me..
Rest in peace...

Lauris :today I recieved your card in the mail with the beautiful cross,I love it!!
what a perfect day to get in the mail,today is my mom's 7 month that she has joined Jesus in Heaven,i miss her more than anything,Thank you so much for all your love & support,I don't know what I would do without all the support I get from you and Karen..I love you guys..Take care and as always,
God Bless you !!
with love: Dina

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 25th May, 2008:

Hi Angel,
I was thinking of you with love today,I hope your having fun in heaven with all your Angel friends..
Rest in peace...

Love :Dina

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 23rd May, 2008:

I wanted to stop and light a candle for you and your mommy today! Thinking of you both so often and hoping that your mom is managing things right now. Visit her often sweetheart, she needs to know you are there! All my love to you both, Heather

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd May, 2008:

Good morning princess, mommy just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Give daddy and Dell a hug and kiss from me, I miss them too!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 20th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just want to let you and mommy know I am thinking of you. I have not been on the site too much lately. I am so afraid that everything will erase on me every time I work on it and it is so hard to visit the site sometimes. I think of you both everyday though.

Laurie, just want to let you know I think of you every day. I wish I could go see you. I been having a very hard time lately. I need so much to talk to someone. I feel so alone sometimes. I know I have Gary, but sometimes I can't even talk to him. Some times I feel like giving up but I won't because I have my other children to think about and I would never do anything to hurt them. I don't know what it is lately. Maybe it's the anniversary of Kristy's passing is coming up too soon. I don't know. I wish so bad that I lived closer to you, so I could go see you. You are always there for me and I feel closer to you and others on this site, than I do with my own family. By family, I am talking about my --mother, sister and brothers--. I am not talking about Gary and my other daughters. Gary and my girls are always there for me. I wish I could talk to my mom and she lives just down the street.

So many dates are coming up. When we found out that Kristy was sick. Everything happened all within 1 month. We found out she was sick on Memorial day weekend and she died 4 weeks later. It all happened too fast for Kristy and us. Finding out she had this horrible disease was so tough itself, then losing her from it. I can't even control my tears, as I write this to you.

Laurie, I'm sorry. I will stop writing about this. I am asking for prayers, I guess. That is all we can do is pray for help and for healing from the loss of our children. I hope and pray that we will meet someday. With love, your sis, Karen

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 19th May, 2008:

Hey Kat. I was just thinking of you. I have been pretty down lately and just can't get myself out of it. I hope you are healthy and well. Most of all I hope you are happy. Love ya.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 18th May, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
I was thinking about you this morning,the weather has been so beautiful,I can see you swinging on heavens golden swings..keep close to your mommy sweetheart.

Laurie:You are doing a fantastic job on your page,I have copied it and saved it into a word document for you ,as I promised I would do for you..
God Bless!!

with Love: Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th May, 2008:

Hello sweetheart, mommy is so happy to be able to visit your site again. I have missed you like crazy. I pray you daddy and little Dell are having the best time ever. Life is hard without you Kat. I still find myself crying everyday for you. I was just talking with Michelle yesterday and I mentioned to her I was afraid I would forget what you looked like, or forget your voice or how beautiful your lovely face was. I hope I never forget those things, you are very special to me and you will always be a part of me, even in Heaven.

Kat Kat, I get so lonely at times, I need to start going out more and meeting new people. I live such a boring life, sitting at home all I do is cry. Mommy joined a gym and I have been working out, I try to go everyday. You would be so proud of me. I find riding the bike helps to release some stress. I been feeling pretty good lately. I think I even lost a few pounds.

Kevin was here today for a couple hours and he was talking about you. I wonder did you visit him and play with him. He's getting so big. So handsome! I pray I will be able to watch him grow up, I will never get the chance to watch you grow up, you should see how tall Petey is getting. Sam too! They are growing like weeds. Julie and Faith are turning into little ladies, it's amazing how everyone has changed in just 8 months. I can't believe it's been 8 months since you passed. It feels like it just happened yesterday.

I wish I could light a candle for you without crying. I wish you could show me in my dreams what you do everyday. Do you actually visit without us knowing? I wonder how your daddy is doing too? I really miss him alot. Two weeks before daddy died we had a fun evening together. Daddy was very silly yet talked like he had some sence. We talked about Britt and I moving to Nevada with him. He was so happy when I told him we would move with him and help make his dreams of building his dome houses come true. He kept hugging me and kissing me telling me how happy I made him. Then two weeks later daddy dies. I don't understand it Kat Kat. I know how badly daddy wanted to be with you, he had such a hard time dealing with your death as we all did. Now I am faced to deal with your death and daddy's. It is so hard living my life without you guys. God has been wonderful to me, I have so much strength and courage, more now than before. yet the thought of losing the two of you still tears me apart. I miss you so much! Well suga bear mommy is going to so to sleep, It's been a long day, I love you so much! Night Night!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I am lighting this special candle tonight for you all. I send you all my love tonight.

Laurie, I want to thank you so much for everything! I am so proud to call you my sister. You have touched my life in so many ways. I am so happy your Internet is being hooked up tomorrow. I missed you so much. My thoughts and prayers are with you tonight, as I light this special candle for you too. I love you sis! God Bless your adorable, loving heart. Your sis, Karen

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 14th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

It is very late tonight and I have a hard time to sleep. It has been a rough couple of days for me. I am so happy your mommy will have the Internet back soon. We all love and miss her so much. I was so happy to hear from her the other day, by her email she sent me. Please take care of mommy with your prayers Kat Kat. She is so special to so many of us. I send you all my love tonight, as I light this candle for you, your daddy Ralph, your brother Dell and your special mommy, whom we all love and cherish. God bless! With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 14th May, 2008:

Hi Katkat,

I want you to know that I spoke to your mommy on the phone yesterday,we talked for a long time,I am so glad she is doing ok,she really misses you so much,I promised her that I would light a candle for you to tell you that she loves you so much,her internet should be ready on Thursday so she will be able to see all the love that people sent to you and her..
I bet you really made all the Angel Mother's feel so special on mother's day in Heaven,I am sure you made them all smile..well sweety I will come and see you again tomorrow..
Rest in Peace,
with Love:Dina

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 13th May, 2008:

Hey Guys,
It has been a while since I have been on here. But i am always thinking fo you and your momma. I know this past weekend has been hard, it was hard for me too. Well stay close to your Momma and your family. Love you guys. XOXOXO for you both and my Hailey Bear.

Pat {Kenny's mom} lit a candle on 12th May, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat. I wanted to wish your Mom a happy Mothers Day. I wish that her internet was working, because I know she would be on your site alot today. She misses you so. Sending her our love.

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine.
Except I could not find a card from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know.
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night,
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
Kat Sorry I have not been to you site to light you a candle in a while.I want you to know i'm thinking of you and your mommmy let her know i said happy mother's day

Michelle lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

Hey Kat. I hope you are well and watching over us all here in the Port. I know your mom seems to be doing better. I hope you are well also. God Bless!!!!!!!!!!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 10th May, 2008:

I am thinking of you all. Please help mommy through this difficult time.

Laurie-- I send you my love and I want to let you know I am thinking of you today and especially tomorrow on mother's day. Just know we are praying for you. I hope and pray you are okay. Kristy's mom, Karen

kim caitlin mcguinness's nanny lit a candle on 10th May, 2008:

hi angel
thinking of you always
watch over mummy sweetheart she misses you guys so very much
love kim x

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 8th May, 2008:

Hi Kat, sorry it's been so long, but I want you to know that I think of you always. I hope mom is hanging in there. I wish all of us lived closer together so we could help each other get through each day. Please Kat, take care of mommy, and send some joy her way. Love you bunches.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 6th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell,

Just want to let you all know I am thinking of you. I send you all my love.

Laurie, I want to let you know that I am thinking of you so much lately. I have not heard from you in a while and I hope you are doing okay. I sent you something in the mail. I hope you recieved it. Just know that we all love you so much.

Kat's site is so beautiful. I know she is right by your side. I send you my love always. God bless you. Your sis, Karen

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 6th May, 2008:

Hey Guys,
Just wanted o come by and check in on you. I hope you are finding ways to comfort your family on their daily journeys becuase everyday seems to be a new journey and a new struggle. I know you guys are doing what is best becuase you have the best guidance of all. I love you guys.

Laurie, How are you. I hope you are doing ok with your journey, which is one I can't even imagine, I always ask myself does it get worse than this, then I think of you and I am thankful for what I have left. I hope you got my card my friend. Stay in touch. Love your friend Yvonne

Myleigh's Mom lit a candle on 5th May, 2008:

Hi Kat-Kat, i wanted stop by to say hi. im so sorry for not being on for a long time. Myleighs website is closed, it tried to open it up but for some reason it wont let me. but will you tell her i love her with all of my heart and miss her so much. and heres a candle for you your daddy and your brother. i never stopped thinking about you and your family. my mom got married on saturday. it was a very nice day. she got married outside. it was supppose to snow, but it didnt. it was sunny all of that day. i know myleigh was all around us. my mom used her color in her wedding. it was yellow and dresses were yellow in her honor. give mommy angel kisses from up above, she really needs them right now. so watch over her and help her be strong. until next time...........god bless you, daddy and brother

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 4th May, 2008:

Just want to stop by tonight to light this candle for you all. I have not heard form mommy in a while. I pray she is okay. Laurie, I send you my love. Karen

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 1st May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and baby Dell,

Just want to let you all know I am thinking of you. I send you my love.

Laurie, I send you all my love too. I hope you are doing okay. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. With love. Karen

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 30th April, 2008:

Hi Kat I just wanted to let you and your family know i'm thinking of you. I hope You and Your Dad are having a Wonderful time in heaven Kat. If you Could Thank your mommy for the poems she has put on Austin Page. Rest In peace angel your always In my thoughts And Prayers.

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

Good morning princess, mommy loves and misses you more and more everyday. I have been working on your site and I hope and pray you like it. I try to match the graphics to your wonderful personality, Thank God I have found some really pretty things on the internet for you and your daddy.

Things have been going ok down here, I have been feeling alot better lately, the power of prayer is wonderful! I couldn't get through this without God and all my friends and new family.

I think about you and daddy all the time, the earm weather is here and I see alot of people out on there motorcycles and I think back to when daddy and I rode together. I really enjoyed riding the bike with him. I remember how excited you were the day daddy bought his bike, he took you to the store and bought you your very own helmet and you were so extremely happy. I still remember the smile you had on your face. I was scared about you getting on the bike with daddy because you were so young, but he assured me he would not let anything happen to you. I remember you guys were gone for quite some time, I began to worry, then here you guys come, you had a smile on your face that whole day. You came running in the house, mommy guess what , "what Kat Kat" I fell asleep riding on daddy's bike, I said what! Daddy came in behind you, Kat Kat you weren't supposed to tell mommy that now she'll never let you get on the bike again. A man driving next to daddy yelled over to him, hey man, your little girl is sleeping on the back of your bike, daddy said he almost had a heart attack when he turned around, he wondered why you got so quiet back there. Thank God someone told daddy, he could have lost you going around a corner. I can laugh about that now, but when it first happened I was so scared for your safety. You always did fall asleep riding in the car, never I imagined you falling asleep on daddy's bike.

I love you so much Kat Kat, we had so much to look forward to in life, I know you are happy and enjoying the wonderful life with Jesus, I just miss you so much. I can't believe it's been 7 months already since you passed. It still feels like it was yesterday. I pray you, daddy and lil Dell are all together watching over us, we love you and will always miss you.

faith rydzak lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

I really miss you kat I think about you everyday I just miss you I wish you can come back and play with me but I dont want to bother you your in peace and I love you I want you to come back hope you have peace love ya.

rosie lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

hello just coming to say hello hope your ok up there god bless rosie x x x x

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

I want to light this candle for you all tonight and to tell you I am thinking of you. Laurie, you are in my thoughts and prayers tonight. I love you with all my heart. Karen

michelle lit a candle on 27th April, 2008:

hello Kat. Today was Julie and Faiths cousin Cammerons communion. I could stopto think of you in the church. I thought about Faith making her comunion next week and started to tear up. There are 3 times in your life you wear white, baptisim, communion, and your wedding. I was thinking time goes sooo fast and Faith will be at the church for her wedding the next time I see her wearing a white gown. Then I thought you should have had the chance to do all of these things. I wish I could have saved you and did more for you on the day you passed. If I could have believe me I would have. I miss you. I lite this candle for you to celebrate your life. Love you........

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 25th April, 2008:

Wanted to stop by today and light a candle for you and your family to let you know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you! It has been awhile since I last visited, things have been tough and I think I am just trying to turn myself off, but I hope and pray that things are going ok for your mom and dad and I pray that you and Kaylynn are great friends! Your mom has done an exceptional job creating this beautiful site for you, one day I to wish to do the same for my niece Kaylynn. God has chosen some of the most beautiful angels to grace his presence and I pray that you are taking care of your mom and dad and helping them though each and ever day with out you! God Bless You All. Love~Heather

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 25th April, 2008:

Hi kat kat I like your webpage your mommy just keeps doing more and more to it. I hope You are doing good in heaven and having fun with your dad and brother. Stay close to your mom and your sister kat kat I know they miss you so very much. I just wanted to let you all know i was thinking of you Rest In Peace Kat, Dell and Ralph. Sweet dreams.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 24th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell,

As I look through you memorial site again today, I see so much love for all of you. I light this candle for you all with love in my heart.

Laurie, I want to let you know that you are always on my mind. This memorial is so beautiful. The poems, graphics, new pictures and your special words for your loved ones bring tears to my eyes. I know how much you miss and love them. I miss Kristy so much. I want to let you know that this Saturday, I am planting flowers for Kristy at her grave-site. I promised that I would put them on her memorial for you to see and I will. You are always on my mind and in my heart. Thank you so much for all the love you send me. God bless you! I love you! Karen

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 24th April, 2008:

Hey Kat. I just looked at the new memorial picture your mom did for you. It is a wonderful site. I really miss ya. I just cant believe you are gone. It just doesnt seem fair. You should be out playing with Julie and Faith and enjoying life. I hope you can see and hear all of the prayers for you and your family. Love ya.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 23rd April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and baby Dell,

Just want to let you know I am thinking of you all.

Laurie, I hope everything is okay. You are always very close to my heart. I love you with all my heart. Your sis, Karen

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 22nd April, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I just wanted to stop by and light you a special candle to let you know that i think of you and your mommy always. I'm sorry that i haven't visited your site very often--i haven't been feeling very well. Laurie i hope that you are doing well. You are always in my thoughts and prayers--I love you like a sister--please keep me in your prayers, i am such a nervous wreck--I hope everything goes well this time. Sweet kat kat please tell my sweet caleb i love him so much. Sweet dreams little angel.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 21st April, 2008:

Dear Angel Kat Kat,
I am thinking of you today,as I do very often,i want you to know honey that you hold a special place in my heart..

Rest peacefully !!
Stay Close to your Daddy in Heaven..

with Love : Dina..
Laurie:I hope you are doing ok,i think about you so much,you sure do have a lot of strength and courage..May God continue to give you your strength !!

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 21st April, 2008:

Hi Kat kat. I'm sorry i have not been to visit you in a while. I sure hope you are having fun in heaven with your Dad and Brother. I hope all of you are staying close to your mom and helping her stay strong because she needs you guys. Rest In peace Kat. Just wanting to let you know i'm thinking of you

Love,
Linsey

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th April, 2008:

Hello everyone!

Just want to light this candle for you all tonight. I love you all!

Laurie, Thank you so much for all the candles you light for Kristy. I read your last candle and your right. I am so anxious to plant flowers near Kristy and to keep her area of the cemetery beautiful. I feel in my heart that this is the only thing that I can do for her and I want it to be perfect. I pray for her every day to and that is also so important. I know in my heart, she prays for me too. I pray for you and your wonderful family everyday. I don't know what I would do without you. You are family and always will be. We are feeling better from being sick. Gary and I both have been having some bad days though. Next month is May, and June is coming. There are so many memories of these two months for us. These two months that are a nightmare. It is when it all started for us and Kristy. Kristy started to get sick in May. I remember just like it was yesterday, how it all started. So many dates of seeing doctors. Her first time in the hospital. I still have a hard time to look at the hospital where I brought her, when she was admitted the first time. I have a hard time to look at an ambulance because she was rushed to another hospital in an ambulance, as her dad and I followed the ambulance at 2:00 Am in the morning. So many dates of fighting with insurance company to let them know she needed surgery right away. Feeling in my heart that they did not even care. The surgery date itself, and the most horrible week in Kristy's life and ours. I just wish I did not have to go through these months and I wish I could skip over them into July. I am sure you feel the same way about September. I know it is going to be hard on us, but I know in my heart that Kristy will help us. Kat Kat will help you when September comes too. Just know I will keep you in my prayers. God will help us. I promise, when I plant Kristy's flowers, I will add them to her memorial so you can see them. Thank you so much for your love. It means so much to me. I love you sis! Karen

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 17th April, 2008:

Hey guys just wanted to come by and Thank you for all the blessings from up above and for caring for my Princess. Thank you for you protection and guidance. God bless you both and your family. Love You

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 17th April, 2008:


Dear Angel Kathryn,
I am thinking of you today sweetie..
Rest In Peace..
God Bless You all !!

Dear Laurie:I Pray that you are doing well..Here is a poem for you..

Angel Wishes!

I'm sending you loving Angel wishes,
for beautiful blessings to come your way.
And for you to have peace and tranquillity,
as you travel through your life each day.

May all of your days be filled with love;
your nights be filled with wonderful dreams.
And may hope and faith be your strength,
no matter how impossible something seems.

I wish for you happiness and laughter,
and for good health to always be with you.
May you find your wealth in the gifts of love,
yet, enough money to see your way through.

These Angel wishes I am sending to you,
are because you are so very special to me.
They come to you filled with God's love,
for your life to be everything you wish it to be.
with love:Dina

michelle lit a candle on 16th April, 2008:

Hey Kat. The kids have been busy playing softball, baseball, and with Tamburitzans. I hope this will keep their mionds off of you this summert. It will be difficult without you. They have been asking to go to the wavepool already. I cant stop to think that the last time we were there you came with us. I hope you are doing lots of swimming in heaven. Love ya.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Dell and Ralph,

Well my computer is working alright today so I right away came to your memorial to light a candle for you before it starts to act up. I think of you all every day. I love you.

Laurie, how are you doing. I think about you always and you are always in my prayers. Always know that you can count on me for anything. Please take care. I love you always. Karen

michelle lit a candle on 15th April, 2008:

miss you Kat. I find myself trying not to think of you. When I do I get pretty sad and cry. I still picture you the morning you died. I cant get that image out of my head. It didnt seem real. I hope you are watching over your friends and family and are healthy and happy. God bless.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and Little Dell,

I am so sorry for not visiting your site for a while. My computer is acting up for some reason. Here is a candle for you all. I have not forgot about you.

Laurie, I am so sorry. My computer is not working very good. I hope it is not breaking down on me. Gary was on it last night, trying to figure out what might be wrong with it. Hopefully it is not a virus. I worked on Kristy's site very late last night and everything that I added was not saved and I lost it. I am so happy that her hole site was not erased. I have been thinking about you and everyone else. I have not forgotten about you all. You are always on my mind. Thank you so much for the latest candle you lit for Kristy. I will keep trying to visit the site, if my computer lets me. I might have to take it in to be checked. I love you so much sis. Please hang in there. With love, Karen

Caryn(Jakes Mummy) lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

thank you very much for the wonderful messages you leave my son jake im so touched i hope your daughter is playing with my son jake in heaven waiting for us to join them and i hope she is happy and looking down on you and your family

i think of kathryn all the time and how happy she must be but also at how sad she must feel having to have left earth and every one she loved behind
rest in peace sweet girl

love caryn

Dina lit a candle on 12th April, 2008:

good morning Angel,I'm just dropping by to let you know you are in my thoughts today..
God Bless you !!

Laurie:The updates on the page look great !!!

I hope you are ok..
with Love :Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 11th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Dell and Ralph,

I want to let you know I am thinking of you tonight.

Laurie--- I just read your last email you sent us. I know it is so tough on you. My heart was with you today at Ralph's funeral. I will keep you in my prayers for the other things you talked about in your email. Remember, you are not alone. I love you with all my heart. With love, your sis, Karen

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 10th April, 2008:

To my dear Angel Kathryn,I want to apologize for not visiting your saite for a few days,I want you to know that even though I don't visit your site,I think of you all the time,you hold a special place in my heart sweetie,I have had a rough couple of days,my mom's page somehow lost half of the pictures and memories that I have been working on for the past 4 months,I have spent so many hours on it the past couple of days..Sweetie I would like to ask you to Pray for your mommy,she is going through some hard days,Pray that she has a good sleep tonight,so she has the strength to pay her final goodbye to your daddy,she really loved him so much..

Dear : Laurie here is a prayer for you,I pray for you tonight to have strength tomorrow,I will be thinking about you,I will light a special candle for you at home..
God Bless you !!

Prayer For A Financial Blessing:

Eternal Father,
Please open the window of heaven And pour us out a financial blessing, so great that there isn't enough room for us to receive it all.
We pray that You would bless us indeed, Enlarge our territories, that Your hand will be with us to keep us safe from evil. That we may not cause pain. Thank You heavenly Father for granting our request
AMEN...

The Rydzak's lit a candle on 9th April, 2008:

Hello kat. Please watch over your mom and give her some strength and guidance. Life has been real hard for her this year. I keep telling her it can only get better. I believe that God will take good care of her. God gives back what he receives. God knows what is going on and will help. Taked care up in heaven.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 9th April, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I wanted to stop by and light you and your daddy a candle--to let you both know that you both are always in my thoughts. Laurie, I know that it's been a while since i talked to you--but you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you so much and hope that you are feeling a little better. You are always in my prayers. I love you and God Bless! Sweet Dreams little kat kat. I hope you are having so much fun playing with my little angel.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th April, 2008:

Another candle lit for you all with love. Laurie-- I wanted to tell you earlier when I lit a candle for Ralph, Kat Kat and baby Dell, but I forgot. I will be thinking of you on April 10. Just know you have special friends around the world, who will be thinking of you on this hard day and always. I left a special tribute for you in the tribute section of this memorial that you have created for your loving family. God bless you! I love you! Karen

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 8th April, 2008:

Hello Kat. We all miss you. Julie, Faith, Michael, and Matt are playing softball and baseball this year. It is going to be a hard summer for them so I am getting them involved so that they keep busy. I asked Julie if she wants to go to volleyball camp this year and she said she didnt know. I think it will be hard for her since you went almost every day with her last year. Even tho you didnt play it was a big comfort for her to have you there to watch. You know how quiet and shy she is, she always needs a close friend near by to make her feel more outgoing. I hope she does go this year. I think she will have fun. I remember when you always showed up 1 hour early to leave with her. I thought you were crazy.lol Faith is making her communion on May 4th. I hope you are there to see her and pray with her and for her. Love ya, Michelle

MOMMY lit a candle on 7th April, 2008:

Hello Ralph and Kat Kat. I've had a few bad days, I have missed you guys so much lately. I love you with all my heart. Sweet dreams!

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 7th April, 2008:

hi guys just thinking about you both,miss seeing you, with summer coming and all the cook outs it just won!t be the same with out you, but you will always be with us in our hearts
lots of love to you both

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 6th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph, and baby Dell,

I light this candle for you tonight. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you all. Dear Laurie, I want to let you know that yesterday, I thought of you and your precious family that has passed. I sat in Church, as I said prayers for you too, and your family. I know in my heart that God will help you. I know He will help me. You have been on my mind a lot lately. Just know I am here for you when ever you need to talk. I love you with all my heart. God bless you my sis. With love, Karen

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 5th April, 2008:

Hey Guys just wanted to stop by before bed tonight and tell you both I love you and I am thinking of you. Sleep tight and please kiss my baby for me. Love you

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

good morning Angel,
I light this candle for you all to let you know you are in my thoughts and continue to be in my prayers...

with so much love :Dina

Mommy lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

Hello sweetheart, mommy loves you and misses you so much. Not a day goes by I don't cry out for you. When your daddy left us to be with you the other part of my heart went with him. I feel so lost without you guys here. I try to keep a positive outlook on my life, the day God calls me home will be such a special day for all of us. I can't wait to see everyone. I love you Ralph, please take care of our little girl. Bring her down to see me as often as you can. Some days I miss you more than others, but you both will always have a place in my heart. I think about you everyday, I wonder what you guys are doing. Have lots of fun and please don't forget about all of us down here. good night my love, my suga bear, sleep tight, I love you!

Mommy lit a candle on 2nd April, 2008:

Good afternoon Ralph and Kat Kat. I wanted to stop by and let you guys know I am thinking about you. I miss you both so much.

Grandma says she had a dream about you and you told her you were coming to visit me, I haven't seen or felt your presence yet. I would love for you to visit me Kat.

Michelle said You and daddy came to visit her the other day. Wow I wish you would come and see me, I miss you so much.

In my heart I know the two of you are together, daddy probably has you living out in the country, the two of you are probably fishing right at this very moment. Have lots of fun in Heaven and please don't forget about us down here. I love you both so much!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 2nd April, 2008:

Sweetheart - You have the most wonderful loving and giving mum. She needs some strength to help her through. If you can you need to wrap her in your arms and your love from above... she needs to feel you and your daddy are close by her until she feels stronger. We will all do our best to help. Maybe together we can all pull each other through... that is obviously why we had you children in our lives to teach us to love unconditionally, and to be better people - to lose you taught us to understand and be there for another person in pain. Laurie - thank you for your beautiful thoughts and prayer for us... together we will make this easier. Kelly xXx

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

dear Kathryn,
I am thinking of you tonight,I was looking at the picture your mommy sent me with you and your sister,It brought me to tears...what a beautiful little girl,I know your mommy is going through so much saddness right now,I wish I could be there to give her a big hug,I hope you and your daddy are holding hands together in Heaven as you both look at all the wonders..I could onlt imagine,
sweetie maybe you could come into mommy's dreams and give her a big hug,she really needs some comfort right now,i am so worried about her,I cannot imagine what she is going through..but I Pray so much for her Honey..I pray everyday that your mommy will be allright..

I love you all so much..
God Bless !!

Laurie;Thank you so much for the candles you write for my mom,I know you are not doing so well right now,and find it very wonderful of you to take the time to light them..
Please try to rest,you really need to rest your mind,I pray for your healing,
i think of you everyday..

rich denise lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

hi kathryn
just want to say that we miss you and
love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

Hello Ralph and Kat Kat, I'm really missing you guys alot today. I pray you both visit me in my dreams tonight. I love you!

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 30th March, 2008:

Hello Kat. Faith just had her birthday party and it was strange you not being there. I hope you were there in spirit.We all really miss you. Julie, Faith ,Michael and Matt have been playing with Kevin. Trying to keep him busy and keep your mom occupied. It has been hard on her, but I know she will start to get better with time. I hope you are happy and with family and friends.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 30th March, 2008:

Hi sweet angel Kathryn,
Tonight I light this candle for you and your daddy,I'm sorry i have not been on for a few days sweetheart,but know that i thimk of you everyday,I also think about your mommy and pray that she is slowly healing..kathryn my daughter Angela lit a candle for you today as well,she wanted to share her love with you your daddy and your beautiful Mom... you will all be forever in out thoughts ..and in our Prayers..
I love you all so much..

love ; Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 29th March, 2008:

I want to let you know that I am thinking of you all. You are so very close to my heart. Laurie-- I am checking in on you. I hope you are feeling better today. My heart is always close to you. I love you sis! Karen

Caryn(Jake Dunns mummy) lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

I thank you for the wonderful messages you leave for my son jake it nice to know that people are so kind i hope kathryn is having fun in heaven with all the babies and my son jake she seems like a wonderful little girl

Rest in piece kat kat

T ammy lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

Just poped by to say hi and to send some love to your mommy x

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

Hello guys, just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love and miss you. This past week has been so sad, my days are filled with such grief. I love you both very much, I pray for you to visit me everyday. I really need to feel your presence. Night Night, I love you

lisa ( caitlin mcguinness,s auntie ) lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

may god be with you , watch over your mummy darling girl . you must be so proud of her ., xxxx

Holly lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

I`m sorry for your loss. How hard it must be for you and your family. Now little kat kat has her daddy holding her hand up in heaven. I will add him to our prayers.You know to email me anytime. God bless kat kat her daddy and your family.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I light this late night candle for you sweetheart and I also light it for your dad. Thank you little girl for sharing your mom with me. She is my strength. Laurie-- I want to tell you before I go to bed that I am thinking of you tonight. I have had a really hard day today and being sick doesn't help matters. I think about you and your losses and I feel so helpless to help you. I want to let you know that you have been my rock, my strength. I know you are hurting so bad, but yet you are there for me and my loss. I just wish I could do something for you. I want you to know that you can count on me dear sister. I said a special prayer for you today near Kristy, at her grave. I know in my heart that Jesus heard me. I have read one of the candles that was lit by Blakes mom for Kat Kat and Ralph. She also is in so much pain. She is also beautiful inside and out as you are. She lights such beautiful candles for Kristy. I thank her so much too, for lighting a candle for Kat Kat, Ralph and YOU! You my special sister, deserve so many candles lit for you. Kenny's mom also is so wonderful. It's amazing how many beautiful caring people we have met on this site. Thank you so much Laurie! I can't imagine life without you now. You are my best friend. God bless your big beautiful heart. I love you! Your sis, Karen

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Hey Guys you look so happy in this picture. I bet you guys are having the time of your lives up in Heaven. Well don't have too much fun and forget about us down here who are so sad and so lost and so depressed that nothing really matters much anymore except for the day we join you all in Gods kingdom. Please take care of your family down here they miss you and need terribly more than ever right now. This pain is way toooo much for loved ones to endure. Take care and please provide guidance to those who hurt. Love you guys.

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Good night Ralph and Kat Kat, please visit me in my dreams tonight, I would love to have a big hug from the both of you. I have been so sad, my heart aches for you. I have been so blessed with new friends who have become my family. They pray for us and express all there love and concern to us daily. that is such a wonderful feeling. I don't know what I would do without my new family.

I love each and everyone of you, please know you all will always be part of my life, I will love and cherish you forever. May God bless Us All!

I definately feel the power of prayer, I hope each and every one of you can feel God's power as well. I pray for you daily, just like I pray for myself. I love you guys, thank you for being a part of my life!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and Ralph,

I want to stop by and light this candle for you both tonight. You are both in my thoughts every day. Laurie-- I read your last candle for Kristy. You said that you have visions of Kat Kat and her dad holding hands and looking down at you. Please hold on to those visions. They must be trying to help you in some way. Wow, that is something very special. You are very special! I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are an inspiration to all of us. I know it. Please take care. I love you with all my heart. Good night sweet sister! Your sis, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Hi guys, just wanted to stop by and say goodnight, I love you!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 25th March, 2008:

Hi Angel Kat Kat..
I am just stopping by to say hi to you and your daddy,
I hope you are both happy in Heaven with Jesus and all the other Angels..I think of you all so much,I pray that your mommy is better..I will call her again this week...
Rest in the arms of Jesus sweetie...

with love: Dina

Dear laurie,I hope you feel all the powerful Prayers everyone has for you..you surely are a very special lady..God Bless you

mommy lit a candle on 25th March, 2008:

Hey you guys, hope you are having a wonderful reunion, I want you both to know I love and miss you very much. Take care of my baby Ralph, one day we will all be together again. Forever in my heart, I love you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th March, 2008:

Happy Easter Ralph and Kat Kat, I pray you guys had a wonderful celebration with Jesus this year. I missed you both so much today. I didn't do anything but sleep the entire day, I'm so sad and depressed, I wished we had more time together. I love you both. Night Night, sleep tight, I love you.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 23rd March, 2008:

Happy Easter Kat and Ralph!!!!!!! We love you. Enjoy this day and bring comfort and Healing to the rest of your family for you are missed. Love Haiey's Mommy and Daddy.

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd March, 2008:

Good morning Ralph and Kat Kat, just wanted to wish you both a Happy Easter. I love you!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 23rd March, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat and Ralph,
I'm lighting this candle to wish you both a very special Easter sunday. Please come down this Easter sunday and let laurie feel both of your spirits--I know it would mean so much to her if she could feel that both of you were there with her this easter sunday and always. Sleep sweetly little kat kat and rest in peace ralph.

Kris Ashley's Mom lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat

I know it has been a while. I am so sorry about your dad sweetie, but atlest you have him with you. Now your Mommy is going to need twice the hugs. Help her through this she is a sweet and wonderful person. If there is ANYTHING I can do for your mom I am here. You and your dad rest in peace sweetie.. Be moms strength as well

Sweet Dreams

Kris

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

Wow Kat now you have your daddy to be with you now. But you know what that means, now you both need to be with Mommy more than ever. Gosh your mommy has a journey ahead of her now. It just makes your reunion that much more special though. I hear good things come to those who wait. well I hope you all enjoy Hailey's birthday party today, we will be thinking of all of you guys today and always. Love you guys.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

Hi Ralph, and Kat Kat, as I sit here tonight in tears I think back to all of the happy memories we have had together and I miss you guys so much. From the very first day we met, from the day Kat Kat was born, til today, we climbed so many mountains together and always found our way home to each other, Ralph I can't understand why you left us, I know you were in so much pain after Kat Kat died, so was I, I struggled each day just like you did. I missed her so much and now I am left to struggle with your death. Ralph you were the love of my life, I didn't want things to end like this, I can't even say goodbye to you.I pray you are in heaven with Kat Kat. Please look after our little girl and bring her down to see me. I want to see both of you in my dreams, please help me keep the strength to survive without you too. Ralph all these years I tried to get you to stop drinking and you would never listen, for the first time in your life you are sober and living the good life you deserve. No more sickness, you are finally free of all illness. I know Kat Kat was so happy to see you, I can picture her with her hand on her hip, standing at the gates of Heaven, tapping her foot, saying "Daddy what are you doing here" then she jumps into your arms and gives you the biggest hug possible. Please take care of her, give her lots of hugs and kisses from me, and Kat take care of daddy and give him lots of hugs and kisses from me too. Ralph I thought we were dealing with Kat's death together, now I am left to deal with it alone. I love you both, please stay close by, until we meet again I will always love you!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

I am lighting this candle for Kat Kat and Ralph this morning. You and daddy are on my mind today. May you both rest in peace.

Laurie-- I am so heartbroken by your email you sent me. Always know that you are not alone. Jesus is so close to you. I know it's very hard at this very difficult time. Please don't lose faith. Today is Good Friday, please look at the crucifix and embrace the cross. Jesus will help you. Always remember that God is so merciful and He is a forgiving God. Please have trust in His mercy. God knew Ralph's heart and his pain at the time of his passing and God is so merciful and trusting. Please lean on to that hope that God is merciful towards his loving children. Laurie-- I love you with all my heart. Please stay strong and you are not alone. My heart aches to be with you right now to comfort and hug you, and cry with you if need be. You are so special. Please lean on to Jesus. He is right by your side. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you. You are in my prayers daily. I love you sis! Sent with so much love and understanding. Karen

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat. I know in my heart that your daddy has joined you up there. I don't think mommy has anything to worry about. Even if Ralph sinned in life, I know he was forgiven of those sins, and allowed to enter heaven to be with his precious little girl. God is very forgiving. Please stay close to mommy right now. Please give her the strength to get through every day. I can't even imagine the pain she feels. Little angel Kat, you need to now be a big girl, and be brave for mommy. Thank you sweetheart. I send hugs and kisses into heaven for you and daddy.

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

Hi Ralph and Kat Kat, I miss you guys so much. Kat please look after your daddy. He really needs you. He missed you so much, now I believe the two of you are together, please look after us, we need you! I love you both!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

Hey girl just wanted to come by and say hi and let you know I am thinking of you and Mommy. I hope you guys have a Happy Easter up there. Love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th March, 2008:

Good morning Ralph and Kat Kat I love you! I miss you so much!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 20th March, 2008:

Dear Kathryn,

I am lighting this candle for you,your Daddy,and your mommy..my heart aches for your mom sweetie,I had a long conversation with her on the phone last night,We talked so much about your life,your love,your smiles,your friends,I felt so much closer to you sweetheart.I wish I could give you a big hug right now,Your mommy and I talked about how special it would be to see you in our dreams..Please honey come to see your mommy,and if it's not too much to ask,come and see me to.And kat kat please ask my mom to come with you..it would really make us feel so wonderful.

Laurie:I am so glad we connected last night,it really meant so much to me to hear your voice,I pray you are staying strong..
I found a nice poem ..I hope it helps,
********

The Balm Of God's Love _____________________

When we lose someone we love
The loss seems too great to bear
God sends us friends to comfort us
To show that He deeply cares

But in the dark hours of the night
When there’s nobody else around
When we feel the saddest and loneliest
It’s there God’s love can be found

It’s like a soothing, healing balm
To soothe our broken hearts
The healing oil poured over us
That flows into every part

We can rest secure in God’s love
And know He’s by our side
He holds us when we feel as though
A part of us has died

We can know that God will listen
When we just want to talk
And when we feel we need to cry
We can share it with the Lord

For He is always waiting there
Ready with arms open wide
As we pour out the hurt within
He pours His love inside

Our Father above loves us so much
And will never leave us alone
He will not forsake us in our need
To face this on our own

He comforts us and strengthens us
And rubs us with His balm
And as the dawn breaks through the night
We’ll awake in His loving arms.
***********
I love you guys !!


MOMMY lit a candle on 19th March, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat. I love you. I pray you and daddy look after us. we love you so much.

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 19th March, 2008:

Dear Sweet Angel Kat Kat,
I just read about the very sad news about your Daddy passing away,My heart goes out to your Mommy...May you both rest in the arms of Jesus...

Laurie :words cannot describe how I feel right now..I really wish i was there with you to comfort you ,hug you ,cry with you...I am so very sorry for this loss..but Laurie you must stay strong sweetie...There is a reason for everything..
I love you so much Laurie,I will call you,I really want to be there for you..

God Bless you
with love and condolences:Dina Castillo

emily<3 lit a candle on 19th March, 2008:

hi, do u remember me? im emily i have lit a candle for your daughter kat-kat not too long ago. i just wanted to drop by and say that every night when i prayed for my grandmom and my aunt,now your daughter is in my prayers. Just like last night when i prayed for my aunt and grandmom I remembered that cute little girl my age is in heaven and living happily with my prayers
P.S-i prayed for my grandmom and aunt to help protect her with god and to babysit her and her brother when god is buisy. i think god is buisy a lot so if you are worried dont be, trust me they will keep my word. i will be back soon bye.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 18th March, 2008:

Hey Kat,
Happy late St Patricks day. I hope you little Angels played all day long. Your mommy sent me a picture of you and your sister, you guys look so beautiful. You guys have a big day coming up here on sunday. I know you guys will be having the times of your life. Please send some joy our way, cause we really miss you guys. Love you and please kiss my baby for me.

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th March, 2008:

Good morning princess, Just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love you!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 18th March, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I just wanted to stop by to let you know that I am always thinking about you sweet little girl and am always sending you all of my love. Laurie, I hope you are feeling better. Thanks for all of the beautiful candles that you have lit for caleb--I feel so blessed to know that with you and all of the other mom's i have met on this site, My son's spirit will never die. I am doing ok--just really nervous--i had an ultrasound at five weeks--they really couldn't tell much because it was still early so i am going to have another ultrasound at 8wks on March 24th--please pray that everything will go PERFECT this time--my husband and I have decided whether this baby makes it or not--we're done--this is the last time we will try for another blessed baby. We've realized that we can't take it emotionally or physically anymore,. So please pray that this baby will be perfectly healthy. I love and miss you so much laurie--I hope and pray you are doing well. Rest in peace sweet angel kat kat.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to light this candle for you before I go and teach my CCD class at 6:00 PM. It is almost 6:00 PM now so it will be quick. I love you! Laurie--- I want to let you know that you have 2 packages coming in the mail. I sent them out today. I was going to mail them both together in the same padded envelope but they both would not fit. So look for them both OK! I have to go but I'll talk to you later. God bless, I love you! Your sis, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

Good morning princess, just wanted to stop by and tell you I love you!

grandma & pap pap lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

Hello Kathryn, your favorite holiday is coming up and grandma is going to buy you something for mommy to put next to your urn, we love and miss you so much Kathryn. Easter won't be the same without you, I miss buying your basket stuff and your Easter outfit. You always loved to dress up real pretty. I'll bet you are a top star up in Heaven. Be sure to visit us we love and miss you so much. This is the first year we won't be having a Easter egg hunt, you loved searching for the eggs, and when you found them you were always excited to open them, even if it was just a piece of candy in the egg you were happy. One thing about you, the smallest of the smallest always made you happy. Love you Kathryn, and pap pap says Hi, he loves you too!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to send you some love on this special Palm Sunday. Have a Blessed Palm Sunday Kat Kat. You and mommy are always on my mind. Laurie, I want to wish you a Blessed Palm Sunday too. Thank you so much for the last candle you lit for Kristy and all the others. Your words about the balloons just brightened my day. I wish I could be there with you to help you let them go. Take pictures if you can as they go up. I would love to see them on Kat Kat's site. I am so glad your feeling better. I still have my bad cough but I feel better otherwise. You are amazing. What a beautiful new family I have. Kat Kat and Kristy are smiling up in Heaven. I know they are happy. Their spending Easter with Jesus this year. I love you sis. Thank you so much for brightening my day. With love, Karen

Emily(Nancy Delaneys Niece) lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

MY mom was right your daughter is a little angel. I stopped by to see her pictures and say hi I`m 10 years old I lost my aunt and grandmom this year so I know how you feel I will tell them to look after her up in heaven.I will stop by to say hi to kat kat and help keep her memory alive!I think she looks so cute in all of her pictures the bunny ones are my favorite. Well, kat kats mommy I will stop in again soon to say hi to your little angel.
Emma(Holly Goodwins daughter)

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

Good Morning Miss Kat,
Just wanted to stop before church and say hey. I hope you guys are having fun up there playing in the Holy water and sending some our way, waking everyone up to let us know how much fun you are having. Your mommy is so sweet, she sent me a beautiful card and Guardian Angel pin, and some kind words of healing. I just have one request, Please make next monday a special day for my Hailey, it will be her first birthday. Thank you Kat, I know you will anyways. Well I have to run a get ready for church. Love you, Yvonne

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I am so sorry for not visiting your site in a while. I have been so sick too. I want to light this candle for you today as I light them at home for you. You and mommy are always in my heart. Laurie--- I am so glad to hear you are feeling better too. It is not fun being so sick. I still have my very bad cough and my back hurts so bad today but at least I can get up and do some things around the house. I am going to try to mail you something for Easter but it probably won't get there in time. You will probably get the Easter card in time, but not the Package. The post office is closed and I will not be able to get it out until Monday. If I wouldn't have been sick, it would have been sent out by now. I'm sorry. I think of you daily. You are always in my heart. I love you so much sis. I am so glad you feel better. Sent with such love, Karen

Holly lit a candle on 15th March, 2008:

I could never imagine what it is like to lose a child.I will keep her in my prayers.She is such a beautiful little girl I could never imagine how beautiful she is now with her angel wings.You and your family will be in our prayers as well.I am Nancy delaneys sister I will ask her and my mother to look for your daughter up in heaven and give her a big hug and a kiss for you.I have emailed you if you need to talk I am here for you as well.

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th March, 2008:

Hi baby girl, I Love you and miss you so much. I wonder what you are doing. Mommy feels better today, still sick but I can function now. Wow Kat was I sick since Monday. I'm glad you dont get sick anymore. I pray I never get this sick again. I wonder were you sitting here next to me when I couldn't sleep at night? I remember when you would get sick you would tell me "Mommy you take such good care of me" That meant alot to me Kat Kat. I'm so emotional lately, I cry about everything. I just miss you so much. I miss you so much it hurts. I love you Kat Kat.

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 14th March, 2008:

HI ANGEL JUST WANT TO LET YOU AND YOUR MOMMY KNOW I'M THINKING OF YOU. I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING FUN IN HEAVEN KAT KAT. STAY CLOSE TO YOUR MOM.


LAURIE I HOPE THAT YOU ARE DOING OK AND I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS.



Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 13th March, 2008:

It has been awhile but I wanted to take a minute to stop by and light a candle for you to let you know that I think of you and your mommy everyday. You are never far from my thoughts and prayers and will always be a part of my heart. You mommy leaves such great messages to Kaylynn and I truly appreciate each and ever one of them. God Bless You All! Heather

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 13th March, 2008:

Hi Angel Kat,
Tonight I light this candle for you to let you and your mommy know that i recieved a beautiful card and a wonderful keepsake,and best of all an Easter picture card of you and your sister..I really Loved everything..
Now I can see you everyday right here at home...please watch over me and my family..
Laurie:Thanks a million for your Love,thoughts and Prayers...I loved all the things you sent to me.
God Bless you !!
With Love:Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 12th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to light this candle for you and tell you and mommy I am thinking of you both. Laurie, I am praying that you feel better soon. I am also sick with some kind of virus. I have been sick since Monday. I have not been on the memorial to much. My thoughts are with you and take care sis. Karen

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 12th March, 2008:

Hi Angel Kat,
I just droppped by to send some Love..
I hope your mommy feels better soon..
Rest Peacefully..
With Love :Dina

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 12th March, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I wanted to light you a very special candle tonight to send you all of my love. You are always and forever in my thoughts. I love you sweetie. Laurie, I hope and pray that you are feeling better and doing well. I miss talking with you--I haven't been able to get on the site very often--Hannah has been a handful and i have been getting her ready for preschool. But you and kat kat both have been in my thoughts so much. God bless you both.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 11th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I light this candle for you tonight in memory of you. You and mommy are always on my mind. Tell mommy thank you for me for the beautiful gift she sent us. I just received it in the mail today. Your mommy is so special. Not just for me, I know she is so special to a lot of grieving moms and dads on this site. She is a true gift from God. Sent from Heaven above. Please stay close to her. She needs your love so much. I know you watch over your mom. You are just as special as she is. I love you both so much. God Bless Both Your Sweet Hearts. Auntie Karen

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Hi kat kat I hope you are having fun in heaven. I just wanted to stop by to light you a candle. Stay close to your mom. send Her down some Hugs. Rest In Peace angel.

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Good Morning Princess, Mommy loves you so much, I know you already know that but I like to tell you everyday anyways. Come and visit me suga bear, I need you! Love you, miss you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Hi Kat, mommy loves you so much. I had a hard day today thinking about you. Wish we were together suga bear. Night night, sweet dreams angel.

Caryn(Jake Dunns mummy) lit a candle on 9th March, 2008:

Dear Kathryn i would like to thank you mummy for the wonderful messages she has left for my son jake i apologise i havent left you a message but i wish you to know you are always in my thoughts at this sad time and hope you are happy where you are and to let your mummy know you are wathcing over her althought your not here in person you always will be in spirit and i do apologise i never know what to say even though i know what it feels like although it must be harder for you mummy getting to know you longer than some of us did

Rest in piece beautiful

Love Caryn(Jakes mummy)

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th March, 2008:

Good morning princess, I love you! Baby Kevin was here on the weekend and he kept talking about you. He asked if he could go in your room and play with you. He misses you too. I said to him Kat can't play with you anymore she's in Heaven, and he remembers and says I know she's with Jesus. I got tears in my eyes. It was nice having Kevin over. You should see how good he's talking now, I know how much you loved him. Keep an eye on him from Heaven ok baby? I miss you so much Kat.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat,
Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you while I am on duty. Just wanted to light this candle for you so you will continue to shine brightly. Love you

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Good morning Angel,
I want to light this candle for you before I head out to my mom's gravesite.
I guess everyone in Heaven are getting ready for Easter,it must be beautiful up there,Honey can you please give my mom a hug for me.And Kat just make sure you let your mommy know you are ok.She misses you so much.
well I will see you later sweetie.
Laurie:you are always in my thoughts,I think of you guys all the time.I really hope we will meet one day,I think we were sent to eachother.
with love:Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Hi baby, I saw one of your friends today and I can't remember his name but you rode the bus with him, he said Hi Kat's mom, I really miss Kat Kat, I said I know me too! Your friends still think of you, I think that's a great feeling to know how much you are loved. I know I miss you so much, I think about you all the time. I would give anything just to hear you tell me you loved me. Kat this is so hard living my life without you. I will never stop loving you!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to let you know I love you. You and your mommy are always close to my heart. I am so grateful for your mommy's love. She amazing.

Laurie, I left a tribute on Kat's site in the tribute section. Here is a prayer for you. You are always in my heart.


God of life, there are days when the burdens we carry chafe our shoulders and wear us down; when the road seems dreary and endless, the skies gray and threatening; when our lives have no music in them and our hearts are lonely, and our souls have lost their courage. Flood the path with light, we beseech you; turn our eyes to where the skies are full of promise. Amen

I love you Laurie. Thank you so much sis! Karen

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 7th March, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat,
I've beem talking to your mommy alot and I know she misses you soooo much. She has you by her side keeping her strong though. There is no other way to explain her strength. I know my Hailey is staying strong up there becuase she has so many big girls watching over her. i'm sure you all just surround her with love and joy, cause everyone down here did. Well Kat Kat, continue to keep mommy strong, she is a wonderful lady and a wonderful mommy. She needs you to come and tell her you are ok though. That would make her feel 100 times better if you did that. Well take care and sleep tight. Love you

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 7th March, 2008:

Hey sweet Angel,
Just wanted to let you know that i think of you so much sweetie--I hope my little Caleb isn't giving you any problems. I miss and love you both. Laurie, I hope and pray that you are doing well, it seems like we all have been trying to deal with our loss in our own way--there seems to be times when we all seem to struggle--I just wanted to let you know that i am always here if you need me. I love you so much laurie. You and kat kat are forever in my thoughts and prayers.

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th March, 2008:

Good morning Kat, I love you! Have a great day playing in Heaven!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I am so sorry for not visiting your site these past couple of days but you and mommy have never left my mind. Last night I wanted to light this candle for you but I went to bed very early because I had a very bad day and I needed some peace. You see, I never told your mommy this. I have a bad hearing loss and I wear hearing aides. I have been noticing my hearing was getting worst this past year but I kind of pushed it into the background and didn't think about it. I went to get a new hearing test done yesterday and my hearing has gotten a lot worst. It went from the serious stage to the profound stage. I was told that in about 5 years or a little more, hearing aides will not help me anymore and I would need surgery to put implants in my ears to help me hear a little bit. I am so scared. I struggle a lot today to hear sounds around me. Kristy's dad told me last night as I was crying, that he would always be with me to help me when my hearing is at that point but I am still so scared. I don't want to be a burden on anyone. I'm just so tired. I know mommy has given me her phone number and I want so bad to talk to her but I have to take out my hearing aides to talk on the phone. They cause a ringing sound as my ear is near the earpiece and I struggle to hear the other person talk on the other side of the line. I know your mommy's pain of feeling that it is her fault you died. She says if only she cancelled your appointment you would be here today. Believe me, I know what she feels. If Kristy's dad and I would not have brought her to the hospital for her surgery, she would still be with us. For how long, I am not sure. Without the surgery she would have lived maybe a year or a little more. Her arteries were closing down in her throat and her brain was not getting any blood. I feel so awful sometimes. I blame myself too for Kristy's death but I know in my heart that the surgery was needed. She would have died without it. It would just been a matter of time. I think of your mommy and know she lost you and your brother and I don't know what to say to her sometimes because she lost 2 children. Her grief must be so intense. I think about Kristy and how so afraid she must have been before her surgery but she never said one word to us about her fear. She accepted her sickness and carried her cross willingly. I pray that I can carry my cross as she did without complaint. I know in my heart that God feels my pain and He will help me through these new trials. I will say what Kristy would say, " I accept my cross for the conversion of sinners." I ask for your prayers Kat Kat, to help me carry my cross. I know Jesus will help me. Please let your mommy know I pray for her healing daily. I know how much she misses you. Please let her know she is not to blame for your passing. She was doing what a mother does for her child. Loving you with all of her heart. God is very close to your mommy. I know God sees her pain. Laurie, God is always there. Please lean on Him for strength. I don't know what I would do without Him. I know He is grieving along with me for the loss of my beautiful child. He is grieving along with you with the loss of your precious angel Kat Kat. He loves you both so much. I love you so much Laurie, You are my angel sent from God. Please take care of yourself. Love your sis, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

hello suga bear, just wanted to say good morning and I love you!

Kris Ashley's Mom lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

Hey Kat KAt

Just wanted to come by and say hello!! I hope you and Ashley are having fun in heaven. look up to her as a big sister she would have been a great one. Your mom and I have so much in common when it comes to our girls. We both love you so much and miss you equally as much. We both struggle to go on without you, but both you and Ash seem to make sure we do. Hang in there Laurie I know too well what you are going through. You have become a very dear friend to me with all the kind words to Ash and the beautiful emails sent to me. One way I am sure we will be able to help eachother through this.

Hang in there laurie and Sweet dreams Kat Kat

Sweet dreams
xxxooo

Kris

Isaiah's Mommy lit a candle on 4th March, 2008:

Hi Kat, I just wanted to stop by and say Hi and that I have been thinking of you. My daughter will soon be 10, when I look at her I think of you and how much your mommy misses you. Rest in peace Kat Kat!

Giovanna Lore lit a candle on 4th March, 2008:

Good Evening Little Angel missed you for a couple of days
Kathryn I wanted you to know Mommy and Me became part of the family, she wrote me a beautiful letter she was glad to hear from me, she needs a lot of Love
and good friends to. Kathryn I will be away for awhile I wont forget you or Mommy, I will light real candols in Italy for You , Whe will be visiting a lot of churches You and Mommy will be close to my heart
Love You Please take care of Mommy she Loves You and Miss You a Lot. Please
watch over her
LOve You Giovanna

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th March, 2008:

Hello beautiful little princess, how is my wonderful little girl doing today? Mommy misses you so much Kat. I sit here sometimes looking at your pictures and just cry. My life is so empty without you. Yesterday I saw your best friend Petey playing outside and I thought about you and how much you enjoyed playing with him. Normaly when Petey would see me he would say "Laurie can Kat come out and play". I actually waited on him to ask me that. All of your friends miss you so much, you were such a loving, caring friend to all of them. I never knew anyone in my life who considered everyone their best friend like you did. The weather was nice today and you would have been outside either riding your bike or your heelies with Julie, Faith and Petey.

Kat Kat I am so sorry you had to leave me. I can't write this candle without crying a river. My God I would give anything to have you back. I feel so much at blame for what happened to you. If mommy had canceled your appt that day you would still be here with me. Once your case is settled I am going to share your story with everyone. I love you so much, stay close to me baby. I'm going to bed now, Night Night, don't let the bed bugs bite!

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd March, 2008:

Good morning my angel, Mommy loves you so much. Have a wonderful day sweetheart. I'll be thinking about you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd March, 2008:

Hello beautiful, mommy wanted to stop by and tell you she loves you so much. I think about you every minute of every day. You are forever in my heart. Night Night princess!

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd March, 2008:

Goodnight my angel, I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st March, 2008:

Good morning angel, another day gone by and I still miss you as much as I miss the day you went to Heaven. I love you Kat Kat. Have a fun day! Love Mommy

Aubree's mommy "Dee" lit a candle on 1st March, 2008:

Just wanted to say hello and we are thinking about you!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 1st March, 2008:

Hey Angel Baby,
I hope you are taking care of your family down here and your fellow Angel babies up there. I know you are and I know you are doing a good job at it. That is why you sent my Hailey to your mommy to tell your mommy you both were ok . I love you Kat. Please give my beautiful baby our love.

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th February, 2008:

Good morning princess, I love you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th February, 2008:

Hi suga bear, I just wanted to tell you goodnight, I love you and miss you so much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th February, 2008:

Good morning Kat, Just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love and miss you! Hugs and kisses suga bear!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 28th February, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat,
Just a quick note to say I am thinking about you and your mommy. I hope you are all doing ok. I heard you guys played in the Angel feathers today. Well thank you for sending my Hailey to your mommy in her dream so that your mommy could tell us she is ok. That is so cool. I just wish she would come to me. Well little one it's just about lights out for me. Sleep tight. Love you , Yvonne

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th February, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat, How's my princess this evening? I don't feel so good today, I had a bad day missing you and crying out for you earlier. I started thinking about you and Shelley. I miss Shelley alot also. It was a year in January she passed. Death of my loved ones has hit me so hard lately, I miss you guys so much. Some days I find myself questioning myself if you were real or not. Some days I feel like I'm just having a nightmare and I will wake up soon and you will be here at home with me. Then other days reality hits and I know you are gone, but in my heart I can't let you go. Everything is a constant reminder of you. I don't like to grocery shop anymore, I hate going to the mall, I just don't like to do anything anymore. Each time I listen to music I get very sad, I yell at Brittany to turn the radio off, I hate watching tv, I see previews of your favorite shows, that makes me depressed. I wish I could be happy for you being in Heaven, but as long as we are not together I don't feel happy, I'm sad all the time. Kat Kat you touched so many lives the 10 years you were alive, I want to do something in your honor, I'm not sure what yet, but I want to honor you somehow. It's been 5 months since the last time you told me you loved me, no more hugs, no more kisses, I'm lost Kat and I don't know what to do about it. I loved being your mommy, God why did you take her from me? I miss your smiling face, I miss the excitement on your face each day you would come home from school. You would run up to me, and yell mommy!!!! I remember how happy you would get when you were allowed to have a sleep over with Julie and Faith, you would hug me and say oh thank you mommy, I promise we'll be good. God has taken all of my happiness and joy away from me. I won't be able to watch you grow up to be a beautiful woman. No graduation, no college, no marriage, no children, God how I looked forward to all of that. Heck you were so happy to be turning 11, you said "MOMMY" I'm almost a pre teen, I laughed when you told me that. I said Kat, what does that mean, "you stated now I don't have to go to bed when It's still daylight out side. I remember the funny look you had on your face when you told me that. I miss you Kat Kat, mommy can't wait to see you in Heaven! Until then please visit me and pray for me. I love you Kat, Goodnight sweetheart, goodnight!

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th February, 2008:

Hi baby, how's my princess doing tonight? I miss you so much Kat. I tried to go to sleep earlier but I couldn't rest. I keep thinking about you. Kat when I start feeling sad like this I wish God would take me there with you guys. My life here is so incomplete. Brittany has been acting up alot lately and I just don't feel like I have much to live for anymore. It's obvious she doesn't need me, the only thing happy to see me anymore is your doggie Deja. She still gets excited when I leave the room for a few minutes then come back in, you would think I was gone all day. Kat Kat I pray everyday for some type of happiness, I pray for me, and all the other wonderful people on the website, I just don't know if anyone's prayers are being answered. My life consists of prayer, work and sleep. I don't have any enjoyment, no fun, no laughter in my life. Kat I start feeling sorry for myself, then I get angry because you are not here. I just don't know what to do anymore. I miss my little girl so much. Here is a poem for you Kat Kat.


When times seem too hard to bear & I l feel like giving up
I vision your beautiful face, the twinkle of your eyes and things of such
The bond we created from my womb to the day you were born
Is a mother and daughter bind that can never be torn
With the strength and guidance of God and the blessings he pours down from above
I want to be the best mom I can be to you and embrace you with all my love
You are as precious as a flower and as gorgeous as a rose
You have been specially made to the very tip of your nose
You are as sweet as honey; such an innocent young child
You are brighter than any star in the sky every time you smile
I want you to be proud of who you are and strive to be the best
Put forth your efforts to achieve your goals and let God do the rest
I will always be your mother first, but I'm also your friend
Your are the most precious gift, that I've ever been given, even til the end. I love you so much. Love Mommy

Grandma & PaP PaP lit a candle on 27th February, 2008:

Hi Kathryn, we wanted to stop by and visit your site. Thinking about you and wondering what you are doing up in that great big sky. We love and miss you very much. Night Night Kat, love you always.

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th February, 2008:

Hi Kat, sorry I havent't visited your site, I haven't had much rest these past few days and I worked yesterday then came home and went to bed. I am so tired and I have no energy. How's my baby doing today? I miss you more and more everyday. Love you suga bear.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 26th February, 2008:

Hey Kat,
I just wanted to say hello this evening and let you know once again what a wonderful insperation your mommy is and I know she is driven by you little girl.. She loves you so much the more love she has for you the more peoples lives she touches. Taht is incredable. Well little girl please give my baby some love from her mommy and daddy, we miss her like crazy. Sleep tight Angel, Love you. Yvonne

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 26th February, 2008:

Hi kat kat just wanted to let you know i'm think of you. hope you are doing well in heaven. Thank your mommy for the poems for me. Keep watching over your mom kat. Rest In peace Angel

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th February, 2008:

Kat Kat I love you baby!

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th February, 2008:

Hello princess, I just wanted to tell you I love you. Night Night suga bear!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 24th February, 2008:

Goodmorning Sweetie...Just popping by to say Hi..I hope your having fun with all your Angel friends..

Hi Laurie,Thank you so much for the lovely poems you added to my mom's page I just LOVE them...
thinking of you guys always...
God Bless !!
with Love: Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th February, 2008:

Hi baby, it's me mommy. I'm having a sad night as usual. I really wish I could understand why God needed you. every day that you are gone seems to get harder and harder on me. Kat please talk to God and ask him if he could help me understand. I miss you so much. I know you need to move on with your life, I feel as though you have moved on, mommy doesn't feel your presence anymore. Baby Kevin used to talk to you all the time, he doesn't see or hear you anymore either. I understand if you have moved on, I just don't think I will ever be able to move forward in my life. Please visit me soon Kat, I love you sweetheart, goodnight.

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd February, 2008:

Hi princess, just thinking about you. I love you suga bear. Have a fun day, don't forget to visit often. Love you baby.

Mommy lit a candle on 23rd February, 2008:

Hi Kat, I just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Night Night baby.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 23rd February, 2008:

Hi Kat and Laurie, sorry I haven't been here in awhile, but I think of you both every day. I hope Kat that your staying close to mommy. I love you guys more than you know.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd February, 2008:

Hi baby, How's my girl doing today? Just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd February, 2008:

Hi Kat, mommy was just sitting here thinking about how happy you made my life. I remember when I first found out I was pregnant with you, I was so happy. Two months into my pregnancy I also found out I was a diabetic, I worried about you like crazy, I prayed for you health and safety every day. The day you arrived was one of the happiest days of my life. I was so blessed to have you here with me. Kat Kat I am a proud mommy, you brought so much love and joy into my life. I never thought God was going to call you home so soon. I thought I had you for a lifetime. I love you so much Kathryn, I am so sad you are gone. I miss you terribly. Please come and see me, I need to feel your presence, please Kat.

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 21st February, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat Hope you are doing go in heaven. I know you are having fun playing in heaven Kat with all those angels. stay Close to your mom Kat Help her to stay strong. rest in peace kat

Isaiah's Mommy~Melissa lit a candle on 21st February, 2008:

Hi Kat-Kat, I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I was thinking of you and your mommy today. Watch over your family in everything they do, you know you have the best view. I know you are having fun with all the other children in the house of our Lord, but our hearts still hurt not understanding why. One day we will all meet again.

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st February, 2008:

Hi Kat meat, mommy wanted to stop by before I go to bed, I love you princess. Night Night, sleep tight

JACKIE(KALUB KOLTEN GEHRKE'S MOMMY) lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

HI THERE KALTHRYN. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? HOPEFULLY GOOD. HOW ARE THINGS GOING FOR YOU IN HEAVEN? I WANTED TO STOP BY AND LIGHT THIS CANDLE FOR YOU AND YOUR MOMMY! STAY CLOSE TO MOMMY AS SHE STILL NEEDS YOU AROUND HER. TELL MY KALUB HELLO AND I LOVE AND MISS HIM SO MUCH FOR ME PLEASE. THANKS KAT...TELL MOMMY I HOPE SHE IS DOING WELL ALSO. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER
LOVE JACKIE

Giovanna Lore Filomena Sister lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Good Morning Little Angel
Didnt forget you, I guess we all go thought bad days, But we know you are all watching us ,from Heven above,
Our daily Prayers goes with You and your Mom that misses you and loves you a lot,I would like to Thank your Beautiful Mommy for the beautiful Memorial Page and the music that goes with it.I enjoyed to go throught it with all my heart and of coarse very sad at the same time, Thank You very much Laurie for being our friend and visiting my Beautiful Sister Filomena's Memorial page,God Bless You.
Please take care have a wonderful Day that is what Kathryn would like You to have a good day, she is very close to your heart as olways forever,

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Hi Sweetheart..i 'm just thinking of you tonight..and your mommy too,i hope she is doing ok.
I have been feeling sad these past few days..I really need you and the other Angels to help me through this saddness..
easter is coming soon and my mom loved Easter..i bet you loved it too sweetie..well this year you will be together with my mom and all your Angel friends in heaven..
i think of you so much Kat Kat..
with Love always:Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Hi Baby, I wanted to visit your site before I went to sleep tonight. Bed time for me is always hard on me. Every night before bed you would come to my room and ask me if you could sleep with me. I still wait for you to come to my room and ask. You always told me "Mommy I have such nice dreams when I sleep with you" I will never forget those words Kat. I keep replaying them in my mind. I would give anything to hear your voice right now. Being in Heaven with God I'll bet you have the best dreams ever. Love you more than life Kat. You will always be my suggy, woogie, boogie, woogie, suggie, woogy boogie bear. I think that's how many times I used to say that to you. It's been so long. Love you princess. Night Night sleep tight!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I'm sorry i haven't visited your site in a while, I had a really bad case of bronchitis and couldn't get out of bed. I am feeling a little better-the dr's sent me home with some breathing treatments so i am doing a little better. I love you so much sweetie and I hope your mommy is doing well. Sleep sweetly angel.

JACKIE(KALUB'S MOMMY) lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

HI SWEET GIRL, I WANTED TO STOP BY AND LIGHT THIS CANDLE FOR YOU TODAY...I HOPE YOUR DOING WELL IN HEAVEN, WHICH IM SURE YOU AND ALL THE ANGELS ARE...YOUR PROBABLY PLAYING WITH MY KALUB HUH? WELL TELL HIM HI AND I LOVE HIM, FROM HIS MOMMY. THANK YOU SWEETIE.
WELL HAVE A GOOD DAY!
LOVE JACKIE

myleigh's mommy lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

just wanted to say good morning to you and your brother del. i hope you have a wonderful day.

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

Hi Kat, I miss you so much. I was going thru some papers in the basement and found some papers you wrote on, I cried as I was reading your writing. One letter you were apologizing for something and I took your ds from you, by writing the letter you were hoping to get the game back. I couldn't believe how sincere you sounded in the letter. I wished you had given that to me when you wrote it. I feel so bad now. I always loved you Kat, I hope you know that. I hope you took the love and memories back to Heaven with you. You are my baby girl, you will always be my baby, I love you Kat Kat.



michelle lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

Hey Kat. We miss you. The other day the boys were playing tic tac toe and kept saying it was Kat Kats turn. I dont know if you were there or if they just wanted you to be there playing, but it was strange. I hope you are happy. Every dream I have about you, you want to leave earth and go to heaven. You seemed happier in heaven. I hope you are well. God Bless

Myleigh's mom Raelyn lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

im lighting this candle for you kat-kat.the strangest thing happened to me lastnight. i drempt of you. all i remember is seeing a lil girl and someone came up to me and said it was kat-kat. i dont know if you angels are telling me that you are doing ok or what, but it was a good feeling when i got up this morning. i know now that you are looking after myleigh. i thank you for that with all my heart. tell myleigh that i love her and that everything will be ok. until next time. love always

clare!! hadens mummy!! lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

heyyyy! sowi aint wrote in ages! bin busy nd had loads on my mind! were all gud this end nealy 14 weeks preg alredi! hope ur doin gud up there n mummys doin well to! luv clare xx

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

hello Beautiful i hope you are staying close to your mommy she needs you so much. I know your mommy Miss and love bunches So if you could Send her some hugs with your beautiful angels and send her down one from me.
Rest in peace kat kat

Laurie I hope you are doing better. You and Kat are always in my thoughts and prayers.

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

Good morning princess, I am still missing you so much. I pray today will be a better day for everybody. I love you suga bear.

Giovanna Lore Filomena Milillo Sister lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

I am lighting this special candol for
your Precious Angel in Heven
Trust In God;
Give them the wisdom to know, which way
to carry on.
In Jesus'name, Amen.
Please take care, have a good day.

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

Hi sweetie..
just dropping by tonight to let you know I am thinking of you again..I found this beautiful poem for your Mom to kinda let her know what it's like in heaven..Here it is...

When God Opens Heaven's Gates


When God opens Heaven's gates
As we cross that gulf so wide,
The arms of Jesus open
As our soul will there abide.
When God opens heaven's gates
We'll see beauty all around,
Our loved ones, too, will greet us,
As we leave this earth behind.
When God opens Heaven's gates
There'll be singing angels there,
The awesome peace and joyfulness
Will permeate the air.
As God opens Heaven's gates
And His Light takes place of day,
Jesus welcomes us forever
As the ones who found "The Way."

I am so sure you found the way sweetheart you are a perfect Angel,I'm sure you are having a great time in Heaven..I try hard to follow my Faith and hope that I will also find The Way so I can finally be with all of you in Heaven..
Until then Kat Kat...I will continue to have you and your mommy im=n my thoughts and Prayers..I know together we will keep eachother strong.
Dear laurie :I wish I could be there for you in person,Yes We are so Blessed to have a big loving family..I don't know what I would do if I did not..But Laurie please know we think of you as one of our family and together we will overcome our Grief...
with so much Love and Care: Dina


MOMMY lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

Hi Princess, The shrine mommy put together for you next to your urn looks beautiful. I hope you like all the stuff I collected for you since you passed. I will take a picture of it and put it on your site so everyone can see it too. I miss you so much Kat. You will always have a special place in my heart. I love you...

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

Good morning baby girl, I love you very much. Have fun playing with all the angels.

Giovanna Lore lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

To You All the family of the Beautiful
Little Angel Kathryn very sorry for the big loss,May you all find her precenze in your hearts forever,
Anather beautiful Angel Waiting at Gods gate in open arms when whe all meet again My prayers are with you all
I am Filomena Milillo sister and thanks
for visiting my beloved Sister beautiful
Page.
P.S. I love Kat,page and music
very beautiful Take care

Tammy lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

hi kathryn just thouht i would stop by and say hello to you and your mommy hope she is doing well think of you"s offten x

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

Good morning princess, I love you so much! Have a fun day!

HAILEYS MOMMY lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

Hey Kat,
Just thinking of you and your family. I hope you and Hailey are up there having fun with cupid today spreading your love all around Heaven. Take care little Mama amd watch out for your mommy and daddy. I love your page it is beautiful. Give my sweet baby a hug and kiss from her mommy and daddy who miss her dearly. Hailey's Mommy.

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

Hello my sweet princess, just stopping by before I go to bed. I love you baby, night night.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I light this very special Valentine's day Candle for you sweet Angel. Happy Valentine's Day sweety. Thank mommy for the very special Valentine e-card she sent me this morning. She is a very special friend. Love you Kat Kat, Auntie Karen

Mommy lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Hi Princess, Happy Valentines Day! Another holiday without you. I love and miss you so much. Your school bus would be arriving here in a few min, you would run home so happy and excited to show me all the candy and valentines day cards the other students would give you. You would always point out the boys you liked and how special their cards were to you. I can picture the smile on your face. It makes me so sad, I will never see you smile again. I'm so sorry Kat, God knows I would give anything to have you back. Mommy bought you a valentine pin and a teddy bear. You would love it! I put them on the table with all your other things. I'd love for you to visit me today, even if it's just for a minute. I miss you so much Kat Kat. I love you more than life!

michelle lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Hey Kat. Happy Hearts day!!!! Me, Julie, Faith , and daniel lit a candle at church last week for you. I hope you can hear all the prayers that are being said for you. i miss ya.Love ya.

Daddy lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Well Sweetheart, it's St. Valentine's Day.I know your mine because you took my heart with you when you left.I know you would have come home from school today with loads of little cards, and you'd tell me all about each kid that gave one to you, in your own happy smiling way.I'm sorry that I don't get on site as often as I would like to.I wonder if people think you came into the world by immaculate conception!But we know that mine was this first face you saw,that I named you after my sister,your aunt and godmother;or that we were as tight as ticks on a hound.Thank you for your love Baby Kat;we'll be hooking up again one day for sure.I miss you something terrible.All my love,Daddy

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY KAT KAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Hi sweetie,
I just wanted to drop by and light a candle for you...It's valentine's day tomorrow..I just want to send my big hugs & kisses up to you...
I'm sure my mom will give you tons of love..she loved Valentine's

with Love:Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th February, 2008:

Hi Princess, thinking of you and missing you like crazy. I love you suga bear!

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th February, 2008:

Good morning my beautiful princess, just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. I'm so happy to be back online. Love you bunches!

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th February, 2008:

Hey suga bear, mommy loves and misses you so much. I am so happy to be able to visit your site again. I pray you are having a wonderful time in Heaven playing with all of the kids. Please look after all the little ones until their mommy's and daddy's can be there with them. I know how much you love kids, especially babies. I love you kat night night, sweet dreams my princess.

MOMMY lit a candle on 12th February, 2008:

Hello princess, mommy is back! I missed visiting your site so much these past few days. I cried each day I couldn't write something to you. I love you so much Kat Kat.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 11th February, 2008:

Hi kat kat just stoping by to let you know i'm thinking of you. I hope you are having fun in heaven. Stay close to your mom Kat She miss you so much. send her lots of hugs.
Rest In Peace kat.

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 10th February, 2008:

Hi Kat kat,
I just wanted to stop by and say Hi to you..It's been a while since I stopped by...I just want you to know that I think of you all time..

Play with all the angels in Heaven sweetie..

with love : Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 9th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just want to tell you I love you. I have been looking at your site again today and it is so beautiful. Mommy has done a really beautiful job on your site. You must be so proud of her. Please stay close to her. She needs you so much. I hope she gets her internet working again. I miss her. I love you Kat Kat and your beautiful mom Laurie. Good night sweetheart! Aunt Karen

Austin's Mommy lit a candle on 8th February, 2008:

hi kat I just wanted to stop by and light you a candle and let you know i'm think of you. Send your mommy lots of hugs kat......
Rest in peace beautiful angel

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 7th February, 2008:

Hey beautiful girl, Thinking about you every day, and wishing you were here with all of us. We will always love you, and have a void where you should be.

michelle lit a candle on 7th February, 2008:

Hello. I will be lighting a candle for you on sunday at church. Faith is making her communion this year and this is the start of many sundays at church. She is excited. She has picked out the prettiest white dress with a purple sash. You would have loved it. Michael asked about you yesterday. He misses you. He wanted to know if he was going to die. I wanted to cry for him, and you. I miss you like a daughter. Hope you are well and happy.

Aunt katheryn lit a candle on 7th February, 2008:

Just wanted to let you and mommy know that i am thinking about you both so very much, I hope your mommy is doing well. I love you angel.

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th February, 2008:

Good morning Kat Kat, have a wonderful fun day, I love you suga bear!

Austin's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

Hi Kat sorry i have not lit you a candle in a while. I hope that you are doing well and are having fun up in heaven. Stay close to Your mom Kat. Rest in peace.

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

Good night my angel baby! I love and miss you very miss! Sweet dreams Kat Kat.

Tammy (David Devenny) lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

Just thought i would stop by and light a candle for you and say hello to your mommy i think of her often hope she is keeping well love and kisses to all who miss you x

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat, It is such a beautiful day outside today. I know the first thing you would have done after school was asked if you can go out and play with your friends. Kat, Julie is having such a hard time dealing with your death. Please visit her in her sleep and let her know your doing ok. I know she misses you like everyone else does, she just can't express her feelings like we can. Please help her along Kat. Faith misses you alot too. Michelle said Faith talks about you all the time. So do the boys, especially lil Michael. We all love and miss you so much Kat. It's still hard to believe you are gone. Mommy doesn't have a dry eye, I cry for you everyday. I know you are healthy and happy, having the best time of your life, yet by you not being here with me I feel so lost without you. I raised you for ten years, you were my life, then I wake up one morning and you are gone. I hate feeling so sad Kat. I love you baby. stay close to me baby.

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th February, 2008:

Good morning princess. I love you so much!

joy shannon lit a candle on 4th February, 2008:

im sorry for your lose and i wish your family the best..you are in my prayers

caitlin mcguinness s nannyk lit a candle on 3rd February, 2008:

hi princess,
hows my special girl doing ,i hope you are having so much fun in heaven with all your new angel friends,but remember to visit mummy as much as you can in her dreams sweetheart ,give her lots of lovely hugs and kisses so it feels so real and she remembers them in the morning it will make her so very happy.you were such a beautiful girl kat you brought so much joy to so many people in your short life .
hi laurie i hope you are doing well sweetheart,i think of you always and wish i could give you a big hug,keep strong i am sending you lots of love as always
love kim xxxx

Kris (Ashley Stuarts Mom)) lit a candle on 3rd February, 2008:

Hey Kat

Just wanted to make sure you knew I was thinking of you. I am lighting this candle for you so you know you are a special girl. I know your mommy misses you and she knows I miss Ashley as well. I hope the two of you have met. If you need anything you ask her, she will take good care of you until you and your mommy can be together again.

Sweet dreams Beautiful
xxxooo
Kris

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd February, 2008:

Good morning princess, I tried all day yesterday to visit your site and the page would not come up. I was so depressed, I never went a whole day without visiting you. I love you baby.

matthew lit a candle on 2nd February, 2008:

I love you kat,I want you to have peace
Love matthew

michael lit a candle on 2nd February, 2008:

I love you Kat, and miss you very much. I feel bad that you are gone.

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 1st February, 2008:

To a little girl lost so sad, so blue, so true.
You were too young to say good bye it's hard for sure.
You were a stranger to me.
You touched my heart so strong so long.
God has you in his keeping, angels watch over you as you rest and play all day.
The choice is yours, you are free from this world of sorrows and strife.
Earth is sometimes like a jail but love gives you roots to grow and God gives you wings to soar.
Use them well, little girl so well loved down here and up above.
A little girl lost to us on earth but God has one he has in his arms now free from worldly life.

Be free of your pain and sorrows. No more tomorrows only forevers

Sleep Tight Sweetie...always thinking of you.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 1st February, 2008:

Hey sweet Angel kat kat,
We all love and miss you so very much. Please stay close to your mom--she is missing you so very much. Please come and give her some angel hugs and kisses. Please watch over my Caleb sweetie--I am missing him so much as well. I love you Angel, Sweet Dreams.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 31st January, 2008:

hello princess,thinking of you and mummy all the time,it has been so cold down here kat,hope you are sitting on a lovely big fluffy pink cloud keeping warm in heaven.watch over your mummy and send her some special angel love.
xxxxxx

Karen (Kristy's mom) lit a candle on 31st January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Hi honey!
I'm lighting this candle before I go to bed for the night. Tell mommy that I sent her a little something in the mail. She is my hero! I love you! Karen

Tammy(David Devenny) lit a candle on 30th January, 2008:

just wanted to say good morrning kat hope everyones well always in my thoughts xx

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th January, 2008:

Hello princess, mommy wanted to visit your site before I left for work this morning but the power in the neighborhood was off. The wind was blowing 60 mph when I woke up. Boy is it cold outside. I love you suga bear. Have lots of fun with all of your angel friends.

Rosa (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 30th January, 2008:

Prayer for Trust in Jesus

O Christ Jesus,
when all is darkness
and we feel our weakness and helplessness,
give us the sense of Your presence,
Your love, and Your strength.
Help us to have perfect trust
in Your protecting love
and strengthening power,
so that nothing may frighten or worry us,
for, living close to You,
we shall see Your hand,
Your purpose, Your will through all things.

Kris (Ashley's Mom) lit a candle on 29th January, 2008:

Hey Kathryn

I just wanted you to know I was thinking about you. Keep close to your mom. She is real special. Sweet Dreams!

Love kris

Karen (Kristy's mom) lit a candle on 29th January, 2008:

Hello Angel,

I have a chance to light this candle tonight for my precious girl Kat Kat. I feel better today but things are still the same. I pray to God to help us everyday. Tell mommy thank you for me for the beautiful card she sent me. I will treasure it always. I have kept everything she sent me and always will. Your mommy did a wonderful job on your site since last time I saw it a couple of days ago. You are special and I know mommy loves you so much. I will try to visit your site daily. I love you and your mommy so much. Please give Kristy a hug for me. Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th January, 2008:

Hello princess, I miss you so much! Pray for me honey. I love you more than life itself. I need to hear from you Kat, Please come and visit me.

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th January, 2008:

Hi Kat, mommy loves you so much, I worked on your site again today. I am so sorry I lost some of your pictures. I thought I saved everything but I didn't. I hope you like the site, it's not as long as the last one but I think It's beautiful like you. Night Night princess, I love you.

Karen (Kristy's mom) lit a candle on 27th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to thank you for your help. I feel a little better tonight but something is happening in my life right now that seems to be out of my control. Sometimes I feel like my family is falling apart. We all miss Kristy so much and we all need help to heal. I pray that things will get better soon. Laurie.... thank you for the most wonderful candle you lit the other day for Kristy. Words cannot express my feelings about your words you wrote to me. It made me cry but it also gave me hope. I need someone special like you to help me. Please understand, if I don't visit Kat Kat's site for the next couple of day's. My family and I need to really talk a lot about our feelings about Kristy's loss. You see, when Kristy died, her sisters saw everything. They saw their sister die in front of their eyes for a whole week. It was so traumatic for them also. I think that we, as a family need time to talk and learn about each others feelings and each others needs. I will let you know how things go. Please, if you respond to this lit candle, please write me an email. My daughters look on Kristy's site often. I'm afraid they might think that I'm writing about them. I love them so much and I would not want them to think that I am writing about them. Please understand. I don't know what I would do with out you. God sent you to me. I know he did. I love you Laurie like a sister. I want to also send you my condolences for your aunt Maggie. I also want to tell you to keep strong. You are my lifeline in my grief and I hope I can help you too. Kat Kat will help you. Hold onto her because she's there right next to you. I'm also so sorry to see that Kat Kat's site erased again. It was so beautiful. I'm sure you'll make it just as beautiful as I was before. I will try to write an email to you soon. With love, Karen

Anna ,Filomena Milillo's daughter lit a candle on 27th January, 2008:

I light this candle for you tonight, you and your family will be in our prayers.

James lit a candle on 27th January, 2008:

Dear Kathryn, Hello there, you don't know me but your mom visited my son's site and wrote a beautiful candle for him. I wanted to thank her, she has encouraged me to move forward. My son is 20, he got to live just a few more years than you did. My son loved everyone, he was such a good kid, even under the peer pressure he lived through each day he never turned to drugs or alcohol. If you see James Jr. please give him a hug from his father. I never had the chance to say goodbye. He was killed in Iraq serving his country. Thank You Laurie for everything. your daughter is beautiful, thanks for sharing her site with me. Love James

AUSTIN LUCAS'S MOMMY lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:

HI KAT I WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET YOU AND YOUR MOM KNOW I'M THINK OF YOU BOTH. I ALSO HOPE YOU BOTH ARE DOING WELL. I HOPE YOU AND YOUR BROTHER ARE HAVING FUN IN HEAVEN. HERE IS YOUR CANDLE KAT STAY CLOSE TO YOUR MOMMY I HOPE YOU ARE SENDING HER LOTS OF HUGS. REST IN PEACE KAT.

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:

Good morning my princess, I love you so much. I miss you Kat.

siobhan (david devnny) lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:

Dear kathryn just lighting a candle for you sweetheart,and for all your family and friends,you are such a lucky girl having a great mommy with a BIG heart!!just want to thank her for all the lovely messages we have received on davids site!lots of love and kisses x x x x

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:

what a beautiful little girl..you have done an amazing job on her page.Thank you so much for visiting my mom's page,she sure was a wonderful mom and I miss her more than anything Thank you for keeping us in your prayers..I too will keep you all in my daily prayers.
together we will help eachother heal and try to make the best of our days.
May God Bless you and your Family..
Love :Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 25th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Well, sorry I have not been on your site in a couple of days. Something has been happening at home and sometimes I feel I can't handle it. I try not to loose faith so much but then something else happens to make me feel like what's the sense, things are not getting any better. Kat Kat, I need your help. Please go to God and tell Him I need his help. I know you can help me Kat Kat. Please pray for me honey. Tell mommy that I will let her know what going on soon. I will send her an email when I feel I can talk about it. I love you guys. Please say a prayer for me. Karen

Marryka lit a candle on 25th January, 2008:

Dear Kat,

I wanted to send you another note. I miss you so much. I wish you never left. We all love you...and Brittany and Aunt Laurie. I can't wait to play with you again.

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

Good morning princess, have a wonderful day, I love you with all my heart.

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

Good night baby girl, I Love you

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

Hey sweet angel, just wanted to let you know that i love and miss you so much!

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd January, 2008:

Hi angel, thinking of you, I love you and miss you so much. Hugs and kisses

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 23rd January, 2008:

hello beautiful angel.i think of you all the time and pray that you are at peace in heaven and having so much fun.it is such a cold day today sweetheart so snuggle up with all your angel friends on a big fluffy cloud and keep warm.
send mummy some of that special angel love from heaven and visit her in her dreams and give her a big kiss she misses you so much
love always kim xxx

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 22nd January, 2008:

Dearest Kat Kat,

Oh little girl, I'm so sad today. I think of you and my Kristy and how much we would give anything in our lives to have you back. Your mommy misses you so much and Kristy is always in my heart. Today, I am very emotional because, I am so Prolife and today is the annual Prolife March in Washington D.C. It is a sad day, but also a wonderful day too. I see all these teenagers getting ready to march and It gives me hope for the future for these innocent babies. Last year, I went to the prolife march on the bus and it was so powerful and made me feel so much hope, when I stood near all those teens and watched them cheer for the safety of each and every unborn. I think about all those babies being killed every day and my heart aches. We lost our children and wish they were still with us and all these babies are killed, like their life doesn't matter. I know that a lot of these mothers of these babies don't realize what they are doing. They are confused and scared. (I blame the abortion doctors.) They can't say, they don't know what they are doing, because they do. Please pray for them to have a conversion of heart. They see and know it is so wrong. Kat Kat, you are in Heaven. Saints are very powerful in Heaven. Please pray for all these unborn babies so they will live. You can change the world from Heaven. I know it. Team up with Kristy and pray for them. I love you little girl. You and your mommy have changed my life. You have given me so much hope and love in my most difficult times in my life. God bless you and your beautiful mommy. With love, Karen

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 22nd January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I read mommy's candle she lit for you and I feel for her right now. I wish I could give her a hug right now. It is always hard when some one close to us dies, especially after the death of our own child. Tell mommy that she is always in my prayers. I will pray for your beautiful Aunt Maggie. I lost an Aunt a couple of years ago. She died of cancer too. My prayers are with you Laurie tonight. You are a special friend and I love you like a sister. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Love you! Karen

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, I pray that you are staying close to Mommy now, and always. I wish all of us were not asked to bear the burden of losing our children. For some reason, a reason we may never understand, that is God's will. He makes the plans for us even before we are born. And I do believe that we were chosen for a reason. Not a bad reason, but somehow God wants to test our faith. I do believe that God will not hand us something that we cannot handle. Although many days, it seems like we are losing our minds. Sweet Kat, I wish I held the answers, but only God knows what the plan is. I do know that you are in a happy place, helping to raise our babies, and for that, I do have some peace. I know that your mommy would give anything to have one more minute with you, and she will, when the time is right, she will have you in her arms for eternity. Kathryn, please always stay close to mom, and let her know you are not gone. Laurie, hang in there, and I love you and Kat more than you will ever know.

Tammy(David Devenny"s girlfriend) lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

just thought i would light a candle to let your mommy know im always thinking of her and you and everyone who misses you i can see you were a very special little girl who is loved and missed very much and i know you will be looking down on your mommy and everyone and keeping them safe sweet dreams xx

Mommy lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Hi kat It's your mama, missing you like crazy. I love you baby, night night, sweet dreams princess.

Marryka lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Hi, Kat. Me and Chyna love you. I wish you weren't gone. I really miss you.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 20th January, 2008:

Hello kat just stoping by to light you a candle and let you know i'm thinking of you. Rest In Peace Kat*

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th January, 2008:

Good morning Princess, I love you

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 20th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I just want to let you know that I am thinking of you and your mom. I hope she's feeling better. My day today was better. I still cry every day because I yearn to be with Kristy. Your mom knows the feeling. Tell mommy, I love her and thinking of her always. Your special friend, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th January, 2008:

Good morning princess, I love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th January, 2008:

Hi baby, just wanted to tell you goodnight and I love you very much. Sweet dreams princess.

Heather Tegtmeier (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Just wanted to light a candle for Kat today to let you all know that I think of you often and pray that things are getting better for you! God Bless you all! Love, Heather

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

morning princess,hope you are having a lovely day in gods garden,have fun sweetheart.
laurie thinking of you and hoping you are well,keep strong honey,remember one day at a time xxxx

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
We all miss you so very much, please send some peace and comfort to all of us. We are all missing our little angels so much. I love you angel. Sweet dreams sweetie.

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Goodnight princess, I love you so much

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th January, 2008:

Hi baby, I love you.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 17th January, 2008:

I love you sweet angel. I hope you are having all kinds of fun in Heaven. I hope my sweet Caleb is being good for you. Sweet dreams Angel.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 16th January, 2008:

hello princess,such a special girl in life and now a very special angel in heaven for all our little angels to look up to.
keep shining beautiful girl .sending you lots of love and kisses
kim xxxxxxx

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 16th January, 2008:

My dear little angel, I want to light this candle and tell you goodnight. Tell mommy that I am thinking of her always. I will try to visit more often. I feel a little better tonight. I love you little girl! Karen

Austin Lucas's mommy(Linsey) lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

kat I wanted to light this candle for you and your brother Dell. I hope that you both are doing well. and having fun with the angels. you both staying close to your mommy. If you could thank your mommy for taking her time to light austin a camdle. Tell her i'm so very grateful.

HUGS*

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

Good morning baby girl, have a fun day. I love you. Protect us baby, miss you bunches.

grandma & pap pap lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

Hi Kathryn, just wanted to stop by and say hello, we love you and miss you very much. I pray you are resting in peace with Baba, Pap Pap and Little Dell. Give them a hug for us ok? We love you.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

Hey baby, I hope you are staying close to mommy. I am so sad that she is having such a hard time right now,I wish that I could help. Just take good care of her from above. I know you will. I'm so sorry that I haven't visited in a couple days, but know you and mommy are never far from my heart. Love you honey.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 14th January, 2008:

thinking of you precious angel kat.watch over mummy and send her some special angel love and sprinkle her with some special angel happiness.
love you precious
love kim xxxxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th January, 2008:

Hi Kat, How's my suga bear? Mommy loves and misses you so much. I hope you like the graphics I added to your site. I know you love High School Musical, I found a few pics for you. Love you baby girl!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 14th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I'm lighting this candle as I think of you and your mommy. She has helped me so much. Kat Kat, I know that in your heart, that you didn't want to leave your special mommy and she is hurting so much. Just know sweetheart, that I will always be there to help her for you. She will never feel alone in her grief for you. I promise, she will always have someone to talk to. You, little girl, are so special like your mommy. Please help mommy when she needs it most. I pray for her every day. I know you do too. God Bless Your Little Heart! Love you, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

Hi baby girl, I love you so much. Mommy misses you like crazy. Have a good day baby, hugs and kisses, xoxoxoxo

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

Hello princess, mommy is wondering what you are doing tonight. Kathryn I want to tell you I really appreciate you coming to visit me. I don't want you to think mommy ignores you when you visit baby, I just can't see you when you are here. I would never ingnore you, I love you more than life itself. I'd give anything to hug you one more time. I love you kat kat. sweet dreams

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

Hey sweet Angel,
Just wanted to let you know that I love and miss you. Your short life has been such a testimony to all of us, you have been such a blessing to all of us. I love you sweetie.

Austin's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 12th January, 2008:

Hey Kat hope you are doing well. stay close to your mommy. And have fun with the angel. Well I was just think of you and wanted to light you Candle

HUGS*

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 12th January, 2008:

Hey sunshine, just thinking about you today, like always. Love you honey.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 12th January, 2008:

My Dear Kathryn,

I want to let you know that I am thinking about you tonight. You and all these beautiful children who have passed on to a better place. You and my Kristy are with Jesus. This is all of our goal in life. To able to go to Heaven to be united with our precious children forever. Tell mommy that I thank her for all her love. She is so special. I think about you and your mommy every day. Please stay close to her. Help her in her most difficult times. I love you little girl! Tell mommy I love her too. Karen

kelvin(willie mae garner grandson) lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

just wanted to say hello kathryn, and to tell your mom thanks so much for all her candles and GOD BLESS.

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

I Love You Princess

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

Goodnight princess, i love you

Grandma&Pap Pap lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

Hi Kathryn, We really miss you very much. I wished you were here to spend my birthday with me, my day just didn't seem the same without you. I know you were here with me in spirit, just wans't the same. Pap Pap and I think about you all the time. we love you.

Tammy(David Devenny"s girlfriend) lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

hope you dont mind sweetheart just wanted to light a we candle for you and you mommy she has been very nice in thinking of us all at this hard time just wanted to thank her for all the the kind messages she has left and to let her know i think of her and your family often x

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

hi princess kat,been thinking about you a lot,can you do me a big favour sweetie and visit your mommy in her dreams so she can feel you close to her,she is having such a bad time and she has been so very brave giving your friends some of your toys so they can have thier own memories of you,it was such a lovely thing to do you must be so proud of her.it is so hard for the people left behind kat,they miss you so much.
lots of love to you angel
kim xxxxx

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

I love you kat kat. I hope my sweet Caleb is being a good little angel for you--I wonder if he's started crawling yet--How i wish i could have seen all of his "firsts". I know you are taking such good care of him for me. Please come and visit your mommy, she misses you so very much--we all do. I love you so much sweet Angel.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Sorry I haven't been on your memorial in a couple of days. I have been having a really hard time lately. I left you a beautiful tribute just a little earlier in your tributes section. Tell mommy that I hope she is feeling better today. I read one or her latest candles she lit for you and I wish I was there to give her a big hug. Tell mommy we all hurt for her too, from the loss of you honey. Please stay close to her. She needs you honey. Love Kristy's mom

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th January, 2008:

Hi Kat, How's my baby girl doing today? I really miss you alot. Yesterday was grandma's birthday and it felt so strange not having you there to celebrate with us. I know you were there in spirit. It's almost 4 months since you passed and I still cry everyday for you. Some days it's easier than others, but I still miss you like crazy. I sit in silence alot and wonder what you are doing, I wonder can you actually see me and still visit me. It would be so wonderful to see your beautiful face and be able to hug you one last time. That's all I want is to be able to do those two things. We never had the chance to say goodbye, and I think that's alot of the reason why I feel so terrible. I love you more than life itself, I would give up my life if it meant I could bring you back. I love you baby girl, I pray you are happy and have found all of our family and friends there in Heaven. Give them all hugs and kisses for me ok? If you see Shelley tell her how much I love and miss her too ok? Bye for now baby girl. I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th January, 2008:

Good Morning Kat Kat, Mommy loves you very much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th January, 2008:

Good night princess, I love you

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 8th January, 2008:

Hey Sweetheart just stopping by before I go to bed to tell you Good-nite. You & Dawson don't stay up to late. Love you guys very much. Love. Syrene

Austin* Lucas's*Mommy lit a candle on 7th January, 2008:

Hi Kat I just wanted stop by and light you a candle I hope you are watching over your mommy and Send her lots of hugs And one from if you Could. I Hope you are Having fun with all the angels Kat.*HUGS*

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 7th January, 2008:

Goodnight angel- I'll see you tomorrow. Give mommy angel hugs and kisses. I send all my love to you both.

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Hi princess, thinking about you all day long, I'm wondering what Heaven is like, I'll bet is is so beautiful there. I can picture you smiling and having fun with all the other kids. You probably have so many new friends, just don't forget about all your old friends here, they love and miss you very much. I love you baby girl, have lots of fun! Mommy loves you

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat, mommy loves you very much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Good night princess I love you

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Hey Sweetheart, So Sorry I haven't visited for awhile. I have been a little busy. I just wanted to stop and say Hi. We all love and miss you very much. You have a wonderful Mom. Did you know she sent my a card because I lost my brother on Dec 30, 2007. I love you Baby girl Syrene

Myleigh's Mommy lit a candle on 5th January, 2008:

Im lighting this candle for you, Kathryn. Well i hope you've met my baby girl Myleigh. Youre mommy sent us a pretty ordiments for our christmas tree. There was one of you and one with Myleigh's name on it. Your mom is a very special person in our lives. That was very nice of her to do that for us. You and her are brought up all the time when me and mom are on here or if we are sitting around. Well send your mom some angel kisses from you and Myleigh. She would love that. God Bless you and your mom.

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th January, 2008:

Hello princess, Mommy loves and misses you so much. Kevin is at our house this weekend and he remembers You went to heaven to be with Jesus. I was hoping you would visit and he would talk to you but so far he hasn't seen you. Please visit us often baby, I really miss you alot. I had a wonderful dream about Kristy and her Mother Karen last night, I would give anything for you to come and visit me like she visited her mommy in my dream. the dream felt so real. I know in my heart you are here with me in spirit, I just need a little boost every once in a while. I'm definately making changes in my life, I hope you will be proud of me. Remember when you wanted to become a scientist and invent a cough medicine that didn't taste yucky? I'm thinking about going to college, not sure what I want to be yet but I definately want to be able to make a difference in someone's life. What ever I choose to do please be with me and never leave my side. Always stay close to me as I need to feel your presence. Kat I deal with your death everyday, some days I feel as though I just exist, others really arent that bad. I love and miss you suga bear!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 5th January, 2008:

THE SERENITY PRAYER

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him forever in the next.
Amen

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths.
~~~Proverbs 3:5-6~~

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 4th January, 2008:

Hey sweet angel,

Please come and visit your mommy for a little bit--she really misses you so much-please give her some comfort. We love you sweet angel.

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th January, 2008:

Hello princess, Another lonely day without you. I went to the drive thru pharmacy tonight and this was the first time I drove thru it since you passed. Remember how you always like to get my prescriptions for me thru your window, well I pulled up a little too far so I had plenty of room for you to open your window and get them for me. I realized you weren't there in the back seat to get them for me and I had to back up. I sat there real quiet for a few minutes, you were always so excited to do things for me. My eyes filled with tears as I drove off. I miss you so much Kat. I love you princess, night night.

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

Hi Kat, mommy misses you. I wish you were here. I Love You Suga Bear.

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

Hi princess, I'm off to work, I love you and I miss you very much. Talk to you later suga bear.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat, sorry I did not light a candle for you yesterday. I was so depressed and did not look on my computer for a while. My whole website of Kristy erased on me again.I wanted to cry so bad. Thank your mommy for me for helping me. I have learned to copy my wording but can't figure out how to copy the pictures. It will be a slow process. Laurie, thank you so much for the email you sent this morning. You are so wonderful. Wish I could give you a big hug!!!! Love you! Karen

Aunt katheryn lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

REMEMBERING

Go ahead and mention my child.
The one that died, you know.
Don't worry about hurting me further.
The depth of my pain doesn't show.

Don't worry about making me cry.
I'm already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing
The tears that I try to hide.

I'm hurt when you just keep silent.
Pretending she didn't exist.
I'd rather you mention my child,
Knowing that she has been missed.

You asked me how I was doing.
I say "pretty good" or "fine".
But healing is something ongoing.
I feel it will take a lifetime.

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Hi Kat, I miss you so much. Mommy has no motivation baby, please help me get motivated each day. All I do is work and sleep, I need to feel your presence, when you visit me leave me a sign baby. I love you very much.

Austin's mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Hey kat I just wanted to stop by and light you a candle I hope you had a good new year and are having fun playing with Austin and all the other Angels. Look After your mommy kat she miss you lots



*hugs*

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Good morning princess, I love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Hey pretty girl, mommy is sorry but I couldn't clean your room today. there are too many memories in there and I had such a hard time sitting on your bed. I promise I will get to it soon. Alot of your friends would like to have something that belonged to you, and I understand that it's just I'm still having a hard time seperating myself from your things. I love you suga bear.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

THE GRIEVING MOTHER



MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat, How's my baby girl doing today? Mommy misses you so much. I'm going to clean up your room today and give your friends some of your things. It's very hard for mommy to touch your things so please be with me when I do this ok. I don't know what to keep and what to give away. Let me know what to give away, I love you baby.

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

I love you Kat Meat.

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY! Mommy loves you very much.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat, I wish you were with us. I hope and pray that mommy has a better new year. I know it will be hard on her to be without you. She loves you so much. Please stay close to her heart. I love you honey! Laurie, I pray for a better new year for you. May Jesus help you to heal. My thoughts are with you and Kat. Thank you so much for your love. You are a special woman and you have litterly touched my heart. I love you!! Karen

siobhan lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

happy new year kathryn, ive just lit a candle for my cousin david devenny and im lighting one for you! you were a gorgeous girl and can see how much you were loved and missed by your family! all the best to everyone who reads this msg! its so hard losing someone you love so much! x x x

hadens mummy lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

hello princess. wow new year is going to be s hard for mummy with you not being in her arms. i hope you have fun up there with all the other perfect angel children and babies! visit mummy tonight at midnight and give her abig hug at the heart and a kiss on the cheak so she nos your with her. love hugs and kissies aunti clare x

Katheryn lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Hey sweet kat kat,
Sorry i haven't visited your site in a while--I've been missing my sweet Caleb so much--we all feel so alone in our grief--like everyone else has moved on with their lives--and we're here still here trying to make sense of it all and pick up the pieces of our broken lives without our sweet angels. I love you sweetie--please bring tons of blessings to your mommy for this new year--she is such a wonderful, sweet lady., she deserves some blessings this new year--and when you bring them to her--let her know that they are from you. I love you angel--Always and Forever!

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Hello Kat Meat, how's my baby doing tonight? Mommy misses you so much, I wish you could give me a hug right now. Visit me in my dreams baby, I love you, night night.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Love you honey, forever. Just thinking about you and mommy.

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

I love you suga bear

Caryn Bainbridge(jake dunns mummy) lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

im so sorry to hear bout your beautiful daughter kathryn and i thank you for your kind words, but you must not blame yourself for what happened to her because you werent to know but from what i can tell she was a wonderful little girl and you must always remember that although she isnt here in person she is in spirit and will always be with you and will be waiting till you are together, it must be harder for you because you watched her grow into the most beautiful person i never got that chance i would give everything in this world to have my son back but i cant but i will always remember the good times and how much he loved me and i loved him may you little one rest in peace and she is forever in my thoughts

Kris Stuart lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

Thank You for your kind words in my timme of sorrow as well. It seems both of our angels are watching over us. The pain we share is unimaginable, and the thought of being without them even worse. I hope your angle is at peace and i hope mine can watch over her

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

Hi suga bear, mommy misses you so much. I sit here every night in front of this computer starring at your pictures, I don't know what else to do. You were my life, I miss taking care of you. I Remember all the fun times we had, I don't know how much longer I can go on feeling this way. I want to come to Heaven with you. Life is so unfare. I never knew I could cry so many tears. I love you baby.

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

MISSING YOU BABY GIRL! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

Hi princess, thinking of you always. I miss you sooooo much! Have as much fun as you possibly can, there are so many children there for you to play with. I know you love each and every one of them. Mommy will see you later aligator.

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

Hi Kat Kat, mommy had such a hard time this evening. I decided to clean the dining room and you had alot of your things in there on the table. Everything I touched made me cry. I miss you so much. I couldn't finish cleaning the room. I need your strength Kat, I love you more than life itself.

Austins Lucas Mommy lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

Hey Kat, I just wanted to say hi and hope you will have a happy new year playing with all the other Angels. Please watch over your Mommy.
Here is your candle ANGEL.

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th December, 2007:

Good morning Kat Kat, just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you.

Mommy lit a candle on 28th December, 2007:

good night my angel, I love you

Mommy lit a candle on 27th December, 2007:

I LOVE YOU KAT KAT, I MISS YOU SO MUCH

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 27th December, 2007:

HI KATHRYN, MERRY CHRISTMAS HOPE EVERYTHING WENT WELL UP THERE WITH YOU ALL DID YOU SEE MY CASSAN I HOPE YOU KISSED HIM FOR ME. I HOPE YOU GOT ALL THE PRESENTS YOU WANTED. SORRY YOU COULDN'T SPEND IT WITH YOUR MOMMY SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND SHE NEEDS ALOT OF SUPPORT CAN YOU ASK JESUS TO GIVE HER LOTS OF STRENGTH AND HELP HER UNDER STAND WHY.I LOVE YOU GUY'S SO MUCH

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

I LOVE YOU KAT KAT

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

Hi baby girl, I'll bet you are so tired from all the playing you did in Heaven yesterday. Mommy really missed you! I can still picture your smile from last Christmas, you were so excited over every present you recieved. You loved everything even the wrapping paper made you smile. Mommy is still having a hard time dealing with you passing. It doesn't feel real. Some days I think you are on a vacation at aunt Kathryn's and other days you are out playing with Julie, Faith, Michael, Mathew, Petey, Cathy, all your friends. I think it hits me more at night time, every night you would come to my room and ask me if you could sleep with me, I still wait for you! I love you Kat Kat.

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

Good morning Kat, mommy wanted to visit your site before she went to work this morning. I love you more than anything in this world. hugs and kisses princess.

Katheryn lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

Hey sweetie,
I hope you had a wonderful christmas with Jesus this year. We all missed you so much though. I hope my sweet Caleb was good for you. I love you angel.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

I hope you are having a great time at Jesus' birthday party honey. I love you forever.

cathy, ryans mummy lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

hi kathryn, happy christmas, i hope you spent the day with your mum and family and i know they miss you so much and you can watch them from your special cloud. Merry christmas to all your family. god bless you all and kat you take care of them as you are there special angel.xxxx

Mommy lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Loving Father, help us to remember the birth
of Jesus, that we may share in the song of the angels,
the gladness of the shepherds,
and the worship of the wise men.
Close the door of hate and
open the door of love all over the world.
Let kindness come with every gift and
good desires with every greeting.
Deliver us from evil by the blessing
which Christ brings, and teach us to
be merry with clear hearts.
May the Christmas morning make us happy
to be Thy children, and the Christmas evening
bring us to our beds with grateful thoughts,
forgiving and forgiven, for Jesus' sake. Amen!

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

merry christmas kat,thinking of you and family today and everday,have fun playing with all your angel friends ,lots of love and kisses
kim xxxxx

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel girl,
Merry christmas, I hope you, Caleb and Brayden are having an awesome christmas with Jesus this year. I love you sweetie.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

"And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night.
And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them; and they were sore afraid.
And the angel said unto them, Fear not;for, behold I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.
For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord.
And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger."
For all the heartache we have been through this year, let us never forget the true meaning of this day. Merry Christmas, Love always, Chris

LYNETTE GARNER lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

MERRY CHRISTMAS KATHERYN. PLEASE GIVE MY MAMA WILLIE MAE A HUG FOR ME AND LET HER KNOW THAT I LOVE VERY MUCH

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Merry Christmas Kathryn, this is our first Christmas in 11 years we are spending it apart. Mommy misses your bright, fun smile, I keep asking God why? Baby I am so sad without you. I feel helpless, there is nothing I can do for you, I'm your mother, it's my job to take care of you, now I can't even see you smile anymore. It's killing me Kat, help me Kat, I can't do this alone anymore. Mommy loves you so much, please visit me in my dreams. Tell Jesus Mommy said Happy Birthday.

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th December, 2007:

Good morning Kat, Mommy's very dear friend Chris bought the Hannah Montana cd for you and put your favorite song on your site. I called her last night and thanked her. She is such a nice person. She told me she had to buy the song and put it on your site for your birthday. I miss you so much baby. Please visit me on Christmas. I love you baby girl. Merry Christmas

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 24th December, 2007:

Happy Birthday Kat I know it's a day late. Hope you had a great one. I hope you and Dawson didn't stay up to late. Don't forget to tell your mom that you love her she misses you very much sweetheart. Love your good friend Syrene.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Hey sweetie I just had to light you a candle and tell you Happy Birthday! Send your mommy lots of hugs and love she needs you.

Megan lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Dar kat-kat I miss you so much.I take a minute every day to think of you.I whish you never died .I cry almost every day.I hope you come back some day. I hope you never forget me.I love you so much.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

happy birthday kat,sweet angel,mommy has been busy getting your party ready and everybody is so excited ,everybody wants to celebrate your birthday to show how much they love you and miss you.i know you will be there kat with all your friends and be ready to catch all those balloons ,
laurie ,i am thinking of you sweetheart ,be strong and most of all enjoy kat's special day.
love kim xxxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGA BEAR! MOMMY IS SO EXCITED! I MADE YOUR FAVORITE COOKIES FOR THE PARTY, I BAKED UNTIL 4:00 THIS MORNING. I HAVE TO GET READY TO PICK UP YOUR CAKE, SO YOU GET READY FOR THE PARTY AND WE ALL HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE. I LOVE YOU KAT KAT

Chris lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Happy birthday Kat Kat. We are going to have a great day remembering you. Laurie, the poem is beautiful.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Hello Kat Kat, mommy put a poem in the Daily News for you today for your birthday tomorrow. I put a picture of your beautiful smile above the picture. It turned out so nice. I had a real hard time writing the poem for you, it took me two hours to find the right words to say. For anyone who visits Kat's site regularly you will find the poem on the bottem of the page. I Love you and I hate not being able to celebrate your birthday here with me. It breaks my heart. I pray you and God can give me the strength to get thru the day tomorrow. I love you baby girl.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Good morning Kat Kat, One more day til your birthday, Mommy can't wait! I Love You sweetheart.

Sam bostic lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Dear Kathryn

I know we never met , but I light this candle in your behalf. It seems you've touched peoples lives in a special way. God Bless You.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Hello my sweet baby girl, I Miss you so much. Mommy went out today and had a birthday banner made for you so we can hang it up at the party on Sunday. everyone can sign it and mommy is going to have it laminated afterwards. It's six foot long, I can't wait to decorate it for you. I want to hang it on the wall in your room. Baby Kevin is coming over tonight, I hope you come and visit him like you did before. You made my day by talking to him, we asked him Kevin who are you talking to he said Kat Kat, I said where's Kat Kat he said right there. He pointed right next to me. I was so happy baby. Mommy loves you

Austin Lucas Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Kathryn I hope that you have a Good Christmas and a Happy birthday. Please watch over your mommy she will need you help her stay strong. Here is your candle sweetie

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Hi baby just thinking about you, I Love you. Two days til your birthday, Mommy can't wait!

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Hey baby girl, so many people love you sweetie, all the love and concern they write on your site is very comforting to mommy. I'm glad mommy met them, they are all wonderful people who hurt just like mommy does, we all understand and feel the same pain. Knowing that you all are in Heaven and looking after each other is a wonderful piece of mind. Love you suga bear.

clare(hadens mummy) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

hello kat kat. How are you today? Wow nealy christmas! This is one of the times of year year it feels really empty at home. So make sure you stay close to mummy over this time!

Give your mummys heart a big hug from inside. Mae sure you give her one from me aswell to say thank you for being there. She will proberly get fed up of me soon because im having another baby and im worrying like mad!

Can you do one little think for me please princess, can you go to god and ask him not to take Hadens brother or sister away from his Mummy and Daddy. We couldnt bare to have another baby took away from us. Im sure you understand!

Anyway take care of yourself and have a geat christmas up there! Hope you get lots of presents that you love and loads of wolly knitted jumpers(to keep you warm) from those nannys that had to leave there grandchildren.

talk to you soon lots of love hugs and kissies Hadens mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Austin Lucas's Mommy(Linsey) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Thank you so much for the poems. I did have some on Austin page but it seem like everytime i get so far every thing comes off of it. Thank you for being so kind. and please be strong.
(thumperandpooh20 @yahoo.com)

Kathryn
here is a candle for you. I hope you are watching over your mommy cause she needs you to help her be strong.

michelle gilham chloe maries mummy lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

hi kat kat you are such a lovely little girl and i know you will keep my baby girl safe ,god blesss sweetie, xxxx
i am so sorry to all th family i know how you are feeling i lost my little girl to cotdeath in september at the age of 5mnths my email adress is if you have msn its shelly_1986 @hotmail.co.uk or michellehester86 @aol.com
god bless keep safe and look after one another

Katheryn lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Hey little angel girl,
I am so excited about your birthday party--I know you will have so much fun. Sweet Angel--come and visit your mommy, she misses you so much--Your mommy is such a wonderful person--she deserves to be happy--please let her know that it's ok for her to be happy--kat kat your mommy is a beautiful soul--I know she will be blessed so much for helping us all through our grief. We all love and miss you kat kat. Thanks for watching over my Caleb for me. I love you sweetie!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Dear Kathryn, Another bright candle for a special girl. Can you do me a favor? Please team up with Kristy up there in Heaven and pray for me and my family so we will have a safe trip traveling to North Carolina for Christmas. It's so far away from Bristol CT. Thank you so much sweetheart. I will keep you and mommy in my prayers this Christmas and always. Love you!! Oh yea, if I don't have a chance to tell you tommorrow before I leave, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Wish I could go to your party!!!

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

hello special girl
i am thinking of you today,you see my son jack is 11 today he is the same age as you.you must have both grown up liking the same things ,i think you are both very much alike in many ways.
your mummy has planned a beautiful party for your birthday and all your friends are going to send you balloons up to heaven,so you be ready to catch them all kat and have a lovely time in heaven playing with them all .
lots of love from kim
caitlins nanny xxxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

Hey Kat, I'm getting ready for bed, hopefully I'll sleep tonight, if not come and visit me, I could sure use a hug. Mommy is so lonely without you. Kat you always made mommy feel good even when I was having a bd day, you always brought a smile to my face. I was talking with Brittany about your party and I asked her if she was going to dance that sexy granny dance at your party for you, she busted out laughing. Your sexy granny dance always made us all laugh. Kat in my heart I know you are with me, but I guess I'm feeling selfish I want you here instead of with God. I don't have the heart to give any of your things away, I don't know what to do with them. It breaks my heart everytime I go into your room. Tell me what to do Kat. All I know is I cry for you all the time, when does the pain get easier? I feel like I'm falling apart, I feel like a lost puppy trying to find his way back home. I Love you Kat Kat, come and visit me in my dreams tonight, let the dream feel real. Night Night princess, my suga bear, I Love you, you would say I love you more.

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

HI KAT JUST THINKING OF YOU AND MOMMY AND WANTED YOU GUYS TO KNOW I LOVE YOU. MY E-MAIL IS CASSABERI@YAHOO.COM

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

Hey sweet girl, just want to tell you that I love you. I have a picture of you on my Christmas tree. It brings beautiful happiness to such a sad tree. Your picture is right next to Kristy's ornament that your mommy sent me. You are such a special girl. Tell mommy thank you for me in her dreams tonight.

Mommy lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Hello princess, mommy loves you.

clare--haden's mummy lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

I dont no gotta do a test on friday!!n goin p to the cemetry on sat so will hopfuly av gd news den n cn tell the mummy in law then..... that ill chear her up! shes always proper upset wen we go up. think its cuz she ws dere wen he ws born n kept sayion she felt guilty cuz she had a perfect girl at 40 yet im 16 and lost 1. Anny waizzz happy christmas hope ou have a good 1 clare xx

Austin Lucas's mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Hi katheryn I wanted to light you a candle. Keep watching over your mommy.

Daddy lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Daddy lit a candle for his angel. I LOVE YOU KAT MEAT

Mommy lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Hi Kathryn, Mommy cried for you today several times. You were such a good girl, I wished I had more time with you. I am so lonely without you. I can't look at your pictures without crying. Have you been by to see me? I love you, You are the best in my world!

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
On cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes
And all of your cares
I'll even remind you
To please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
You still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
Above all the crowd

Keep trying each moment
To stay in His grace
I came here before you
To help set your place

You don't have to be
perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue the climb

To my family and friends
Please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way

I love you all dearly
Now don't shed a tear
Cause I'm spending my
Christmas with Jesus this year

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel,

We all miss you so much, i hope that my sweet Caleb is being good for you--I bet he is getting so big and growing up so fast--how i miss him so much--but i know that you are taking good care of him for me sweet kat kat. Can you give him tons of kisses for me--if he were in my arms i wouldn't stop kissing him--so i'll send my love to you and you can give it to him for me. I love you angel--come down and give your mommy a big angel hug--she misses you so much. Love you angel.

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

Good night my sweet princess, mommy added alot of birthday images to your site today, I hope you like them all. They are very beautiful just like you are. Five more days til your birthday celebration. People all around the world are going to release balloons to you, mommy is so excited. Night Night angel. Mommy loves you

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

Hey Kat. Julies birthday is tomorrow. How weird it will be without you here. She is having a small party on Saturday. You know you would have been the firdt on her list to invite. I know she misses you very much, but she will not show it. Since you have passes she has given her DS to Faith and has not put on her Heelys. You guys always played your Ds games together non stop. And she had to have Heelys so you 2 could ride together on the street. I wish you were here. See you later.

Julie lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Mommy lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Hello my beautiful princess, Mommy misses you. I just heard some kids outside walking home from school and for a quick minute I thought oh wow Kat Kat's home. My God I'd give anything to have you walk thru that door. My life is very hard without you Kat. Check on me from time to time ok? Hey guess who just stopped by, Julie and Michael. they brought me some birthday cake from Michael's birthday party. I know they missed you at the party. Every one of your friends misses you very much. Make sure you visit your friends too ok baby girl. I love you

brittany lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

hey kat its your big sister!just comming through to say hi and i love you!miss you dearly!.<3watch over me baby girl..hope to see you in my dreams.

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel,
Just wanted to let you know that i'm thinking about you and your mommy so much today. I love you both very much. God bless!

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Thank you once again for all the poems you put on my little mans page. I Love Kathryn page I know that you had to of put a lot of work in too it. I hope that you are doing OK.

A Mothers Crown
Heaven lit up with His mighty presence,
as all the Angels looked down.
Today the Lord was placing the jewels
in all the mothers crowns.
As he held up a golden crown,
as all the Mothers looked on.
He said in His gentle voice,
"I just want to explain each stone"
He held the first gem in His hand
but the radiance couldn't match His own.
For He was the light of Heaven,
reflecting off each of the stones.
"The first gem"He said, "is an emerald,
and it's for endurance alone,
for all the nights you waited up
for your children to come home.
For all the nights by their bedside,
you stayed till the fever went down.
For nursing every little wound,
I add this emerald to your crown".
"A ruby, I'll place by the emerald,
for leading your child in the right way.
For if you hadn't taught them about Me,
they wouldn't be here with you today.
For always being right there,
through all life's important events.
I give you a sapphire stone,
"For untying the strings that held them,
when they grew up and left home.
I give you this one for courage".
Then the Lord added an amethyst stone.
"I'll place a stone of garnet," He said.
"For all the times you spend on your knees,
when you asked Me to take care of your children,
and then for having faith in Me."
"I have a pearl for every little sacrifice
that you made without them knowing.
For all the times you went without,
to keep them happy, healthy, and growing".
"And last of all i have a diamond,
the greatest of all gems,
for those Mother's who lost their children
when they came home to heaven before them".
"This is the most precious stone.
For i know just how you felt...
I too lost a child of my own."
After the lord placed the last jewel in,
He said,"Heavens is now complete.
For every mother has her crown of jewels,
and all her children at her feet".
~~Author unknown~~


Kathryn, here is a candle for you!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Hey Kathryn, I was thinking about you and your mommy. Here is a candle for the both of you. God Bless You Little girl in Heaven. Your friend forever.

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel,

Could you come down and give your mommy a big angel hug and kiss--she's really missing you so much right now. Christmas is the season of miracles. Could you send a miracle her way, a little sign to show her how much you love her. I wish so much that i could take all of her pain away. We love and miss you kat kat. I hope you are having fun soaring with the angels--can you tell Caleb that i love and miss him so much for me--I want him to really know how much he was and is loved. Thanks kat kat.

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Sorry I lite a candle in the wrong spot. hi Kat. Just wanted to lite a candle for you. I hope mommy is ok love always.

brittany{your big sister} lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

hey sweetie its your big sister.i was thinking about you today.i had to let you know!your birthdays comming up and where going to celebrate it in your memory.where having it at the church by our house.i was singing to you this morning.do you remember that song by mariah carey we used to sing?.we used to crack up because we couldn't sing,but we had a great time!even though we had some rough times we still had smiles on our faces by the end of the night.its hard kat and its still so very new.all i think of is you.theres not a moment that goes by that i don't.i look at the clock when it says 3:20 each day and hope you come through that door and give me a big hug!i miss you kat and i love you

Mommy lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

Good Morning Kat Kat, Mommy misses you soooo much, 8 more days til your birthday party, mommy can't wait. I love you.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

Dearest Kathryn, Here is another lit candle for you sweetheart. I know that you and my Kristy are together in Heaven. Jesus must be so happy with you guys in Heaven. Such beautiful souls. Good night sweet girl.

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

Hey pretty girl, my birthday was very sad today, I really wished you were here to help keep me company. I missed you all day, I will miss you always. I love you Kat Kat. Night Night

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

Hi Kat Kat, Here is another candle for you sweety. Please help your mommy honey. God Bless You Honey.

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

Good Morning Kat Meat, Just wanted to tell you I Love You.

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

Hi sweet angel,

If you only knew how many of us miss you more and more as the days go by, I'm sure our love for you would fill the Heavens and back. We all miss you so much kat kat--Your mommy misses you so much too. You will be with us always! We love you sweetheart. Sleep ever so tightly in the Arms of Jesus, for you were such a special gift to us all--and this world will not be the same without you. Love you angel!

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

Hey beautiful girl. Your Mommy is the most amazing woman on this planet!! Do you know she sent me the most beautiful ornaments today. I am so proud to have the picture of you and Brittany on my refrigerator- now every time I go into my kitchen, I can look at you, and think of you. I am so honored to have that. You are such a special young lady, and will live in my heart forever. Give your momma a kiss for me. I am so eternally grateful for her. Love you Kat Kat

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Hey big girl, wish you were here, mommy is missing you so much. I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Hi princess, just wanted to tell you goodnight, mommy loves you sweetheart! Sleep tight,

brittany lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Hey kat its britt..i was just comming through to say hi and i love you!i think about you on a daily basis.theres not a day that goes bye that your not on my mind.i had a pretty hard time the other day while i was sitting in the car.as you could probably have see.its hard kat.it doesnt get any easier.i hope it does.well baby sis come see me in my dreams i love you and always will!!

Mommy lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Hi suga bear, remember the day you said to me "Mommy how come you don't call me your suga bear anymore" I said because your my "suggy, woogy, boogie, woogy, suggy, woogy, boogie bear" You smiled real big and hugged me. I miss you.

grandma& aunt Mae lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

hey Kat
grandma and I talk every day,and your name comes up as always,we love you and miss you so much, we all had so many good times together,just not long enough we all think about you ,every day there is something to remind us of you,cleaning the china closet, the fancy glass you and Britt brought me for my birthday filled with my favorite jelly beans, you are always with us in our hearts forever.

mommy lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

Good morning Kat Kat, just wanted to tell you I love you.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

Hey baby Kat, we all miss you, and I pray that you can give your mommy the strength to get through every day. I know you just want her to be happy. She misses you so very deeply. Tuck her into bed tonight, and give her a kiss on the forehead, and whisper that you love her in her ear. Love you so very much kat. Sleep well baby girl.

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

Hey sweet Angel,
I hope and pray that you are enjoying the beautiful views of Heaven. Come down and give your mommy a kiss--she really misses you and needs one from you right now. Love you sweet Angel!

mommy lit a candle on 11th December, 2007:

Hi Kat, It's me your mommy. My morning started out I was missing you and crying, wishing you were here. I'm having a hard time Kat, I don't know how I can keep going on without you. My days are getting longer and harder to deal with. I know you always told me you never liked to see me cry, I cry everyday, and when I try to think of all of our good times together I cry even more. I miss you very much and I feel like I will never be right again. I walk around feeling like I have a hole in my stomach, the empty feeling, a feeling as though you just died, it still hurts really bad kat. Talking to this computer doesn't make me feel any better, I don't know what to do anymore. My life is so sad and lonely, I know you are in heaven and moving on with your life, I can't seem to move on with mine. You will forever be in my heart, I love you unconditionally. What do I do Kat?

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 11th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel,

Your mommy loves and misses you so very much. Can you whisper a prayer for her to let her know that you are always near her--how we all miss our little ones so much. I hope you are enjoying the beauties of Heaven sweet girl--but we would all rather have you here with us. Like your mommy, I too wish that i just had a moment with my sweet Caleb, and no matter how much we wish that could happen, i fear that wishing is all that we have left. I love you angel, the Lord truly took the best when he took you, brayden and my Caleb--maybe God took all of you so soon because Heaven was getting to be a lonely place and God needed all of you to make it so beautiful. All of our hopes and dreams died with you all--how i pray that one day we might all have hope once again. Kat kat, your memory will live in all of us--there is so much love here--How I wish so much that God would have allowed all of our little ones to experience it. God Bless all of you--We will continue to struggle to survive until we are blessed to be with you once again. We love you!

mommy lit a candle on 10th December, 2007:

Hi big girl, mommy put an ad in the paper for you for your birthday, I can't wait for you to see it. I Love You and Miss you very much!

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 10th December, 2007:

hi Kat just thinking of you and your mom and wanted to light a candle for you. stay sweet and kiss my little Cassan for me love always

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 9th December, 2007:

hi kat
just want to tell you that you are missed so very much by so many people, you left so many broken hearts behind.i wish i had the privledge to have known you,but i feel that i have learned so much about the special little girl you were from your mummy.
watch over mummy xxxxx

Denise Slater lit a candle on 9th December, 2007:

God bless you Kathryn x x

Mommy lit a candle on 8th December, 2007:

Hi sweet baby girl, mommy bought you high school musical stuff for your birthday party. I was in the store and started crying while I was in line, I wished so much you were here with me. I can imagine the smile on your face, you would have been so happy to pick out your party stuff. I am lost without you baby girl. Mommy Loves you!

Mommy lit a candle on 8th December, 2007:

Hi Kat, I finally put up the Christmas tree. Boy was that hard as I cried the whole time. Wait til you see it! It's a pink tree decorated with purple lights. Mommy knows how much you love the colors pink and purple so this year OUR tree is decorated in your honor. I pray you come to visit and bring all your angel friends with you. Love you sweetie.

Daddy lit a candle on 7th December, 2007:

Hi Sweet Kat Meat,it's snowing like crazy today and it reminded me of how much you loved to play in the most minute amount that would fall.In fact you had a talent for extracting the maximum amount of joy from the smallest sources.You were truly the master of the moment.I wanted to thank you for the privilege of the opportunity to learn how to be a Dad to a wonderful intelligent, and loving little girl. I missed out on that with your big sister Poppi,and trying to raise big brute brothers like yours is WAY different than nurturing a fragile rose without thorns. Which is what you always will be to me. It wasn't easy for me, but I was learning;and we never thought there was a need to hurry.Can you do me a favor Kat? Ask the "Boss" to help you keep an eye on me;I haven't been doing too well since you've gone, and I should get to the doc's one of these days, but you know me.I have promises to keep to you and myself and I just don't want to stop til I get'm done. See ya later alligator,Endless Love,Daddy

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 6th December, 2007:

hi angel,
thinking about you and hoping you are having a great time in heaven.stay close to mummy sweetheart so she knows you are there and sprinkle her with some happiness
xxxxxxxx

mommy lit a candle on 6th December, 2007:

Hey suga bear, I have planned your birthday party, we are having a party for you on December 23, 2007! What a celebration it will be! Mommy talked with all your friends and they said they will be honored to come. I'm gonna buy you a big cake, ice cream, pop, chips and PIZZA! Your favorite! I'm going to give everyone a balloon and after we sing Happy Birthday to you, we are going to release a balloon to you in Heaven. Mommy can't wait to celebrate your special day. We talked about having a party for you before you died, I'm so sorry you passed before your 11th B-Day. Oh I also bought treat bags, my very dear friend Kim sent me some money to help make this day possible for you. THANKS KIM! I Love You sweetheart. You will be so happy to see all your friends here at one time! I also invited family and some of your friends family, everyone loved you so I want everyone to come to your party. When I was shopping for your party today it felt like it did when we went shopping together and you always wanted everything you seen. I hope you like everything I picked out. I love you baby girl.

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 6th December, 2007:

Laurie,

I just wanted to light a candle for kathryn. You and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers. I wish so much that I could help to take all of our pain away--it just never gets easier does it? People keep telling me that the pain will ease, but obviously they have never lost a child. I just wanted to let you know that you have given me so much strength in the words that you write on Caleb's site. May the Lord Bless you for helping others. I will be thinking of you during the holidays--I know that it's a hard time for all of us. It truly comforts me to know that Caleb is in Heaven with so many wonderful little angels. Sleep sweetly in the Arms of Jesus little kathryn



Mommy lit a candle on 5th December, 2007:

How's my big girl doing? I just sit here and cry Kat, wondering what you are doing. I wish we could sit down together and just talk, remember how you would sit on my lap, you used to play with my ear and my hair. Each day that you are gone I realize you aren't coming back. We didn't get to say goodbye. I miss you so much! I wonder if your hair grew back? I'm so sorry Dr. Panella had to do the autopsy on you, we needed to know how you died. Ten year old children just don't die. If God would only tell me why you had to die at such a young age I probably could accept your death. But I can't accept God's decisions. Pray for me Kat. Maybe you could show me in my sleep why you had to die. I'd love to know what you do everyday. I look at your pictures everyday, your smile makes me cry, you were always a happy girl, your in heaven now and I should be happy for you, but I'm not, I'm sad and lonely without you. I love you Kat.

Joseph lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

Beautiful tribute for Kathryn. A lot of hard work has gone into this, Kathryn would be proud! My thoughts are with you!

brittany[kats big sister] lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

hi kat its your big sister britt.im just stopping through to show you love and to let you know i love you and think about you non stop!.i wonder how your doing and if your ok?.i pray that you are.i miss you dearly and im lost without you.i dont really show it,but inside i hurt and my hearts broken into millions of pieces.You where my little shadow i just never payed attention to how special you really where.Now that your gone i am beside myself.You not only looked up to me,but you wanted to be just like me.i cried when i heard you put makeup on when you where on your bus to just look like me.I never knew how much i ment to you,and now i cant hug you nor let you know how much i appreciated you.I'm a changed person now kat.And i see how precious life really is and your not guranteed tomorrow.Kathryn i miss you and i cant wait to see you again and be with you forever!Well im about to go to sleep and get up for school in the morning.I'm still allergic to mornings..lol.Remember i used to sneez every morning?.Good times kat.Well i love you bunches..watch over me baby sister.<3 <3
YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND i'LL NEVER FORGET YOU!!

Camille Meadows lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

Kat u were a great friend even when we watch high school musical 2. that night was the last time i saw u.just wait till im old ill see u in the wonderful world. i share the saddness with the world.u were my best friend and u were like a sister to me.when i was sad i thight of the times we shared. those times will never be forgotten even if i meet zac efron.i make sure to tell him of a special one who cared for him. it makes me so sad u left me here alone in this world alone. i miss u so much.i need u.i'll try to hold my tears in ,but its hard.i miss u,i miss seein u and ur family.i had to many people leave me and u just came and left me.i remember th wild-nnouts we watch together at ur house,how we shared the laughs.its just not easy to let u go.i hope god sends me something to show me ur still there.i miss u ill never forget u, ur always in my heart. i love u.peace and love.

Denise Slater lit a candle on 3rd December, 2007:

Hi Kat Hope that you are having a peaceful sleep princess. Your Mommy did a really nice thing today when she left a message on my cousins page (David Devenny). Although she is obviously still in a lot of pain from not having you in her life, she still took time out to think of us - she is a very special lady (but Im sure you know that).
You were such a gorgeous girl Kat and I felt so sad reading your pages - it just brought home to me again how unfair life is sometimes - how can such a wee cutie, an innocemt wee girl be taken away - it just doesnt make sense. Maybe one day it will all become clear when we make the same journey that you have.
I need to ask you to do something very special for me - I need you to give your mum the strength to carry on, to smile again. She will never ever forget you, and nor would anyone want or expect her to, but she is a special lady who deserves some time away from her pain. I need you and your brother to get together and give her the strength to put up your Christmas tree - then every time she looks at it, she will see you both. you are both her little angels now x x
Sleep tight little lady x x x

Grandma lit a candle on 3rd December, 2007:

Hi Kathryn, grandma misses you very much. Hope your having lotts of fun in Heaven with all the other children.

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 3rd December, 2007:

Hey Kat. Its me again. I needed to let you know what Michael said to me today. I asked him if he could have 1 thing for Xmas what would it be. He said he wanted to have super powers so he could fly. Then he could fly to heaven and play with you and his dog Magnum again. I thought he was so precious to say this. He does miss you. This candle was lit for you from Michael.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

hi kat,
hope you are having the bestest time in heaven sweetheart,you know heaven gained such a beautiful angel when you got there but there are so many people that are sad because you left them so very quickly that they never got the chance to say goodbye,i know that you are so busy with all your new angel friends but watch over your family kat because they are missing you so very much and they are finding it hard without you,you need to guide them kat so that they find some comfort and peace,
bye for now xxxxxx

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

Hey Kat. I miss you. The kids really miss you. Julie has kept everything inside has yet to show any emotion. I worry about her. I still catch myself telling the kids to go ask you to play. They dont have anyone their age around to play with. They are bored. I hope you can see and hear all the prayers everyone has written to you. Faith really is lost without you. Michael is always saying he misses you and feels bad for you. It has been a hard year. Iwill always remember your hellos. Bless you.

Beverly(Harleys Mom) lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

Hello Angel Kathryn,
It has been awile since I have visited U, hope U had a Happy Thanksgiving with all your new Angel Friends. Please watch over your Family, these holidays are a very sad and lonely time of year. You are loved and missed every minute of every day, one day you will all be reunited and what a long, awaited glorious day that will be.
Let your Momma feel your presence and send her your Sweet Angel Kisses.
Hugs n Kisses Angel Kathryn
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

Kristy Beasley lit a candle on 30th November, 2007:

God Bless you and your family

Zoe Caitlin McGuinness mummy lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:


Hi Laurie
What a beautiful tribute to your daughter. The pictures of her are lovely. It must have taken you ages.
Kat Kat looked like she lived life to the full and had lots of good times with you and your family. Its such a tragic thing to happen. A child of 10 that you have loved has been taken away from you.
If you believe in God then you must believe she is in heaven. I believe that's where Caitlin in now.
I spend lots of time at the cemetery talking to Caitlin. I know its very hard for you but try to be strong.
God Bless Kat, you were very loved, and it makes me so sad to know you were taken away from your Mummy.
I will keep you in my prayers

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:


thinking of you on thanksgiving,laurie i know you are finding it hard,but be strong your beautiful kat isn't that far from you,close your eyes and you will see her face ,her love is all around you,your kat would want you to go on as a family and be closer than ever for her.your kat wants you to be happy for her she wants to look down from heaven with a smile on her face knowing that her family is united and closer than ever.
sweet angel kathryn stay close to your family they need you .

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:

thinking of you sweetheart

Raelene Cutright lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:

U left a beautiful message on my sons page (justin Cutright)and I wanted to say thank you for that. Ur loss is so new, so fresh... Im so sorry for you. I was in tears reading the beautiful poetry u have posted on Kat's page...I hope u do not mind if I borrow some of it.. it all speaks from my heart as a momma as well as it does for you and other parents who have lost a child. I created a myspace page for my son at www.myspace.com/ justin_cutright, plz come visit us and add urself as a friend. I would like to stay in touch with you!
God bless u my dear... my heart and soul cries for you and the pain u are going through. Words can never describe any of it...life will never be the same... we will never be US again. Im so sorry for us...sorry for all mommas and daddys who must endure this. :(
with warmth n love,
raelene cutright-akgul

grandma & Aunt Mae lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

just wanted to say love you and miss you,grandma &I were talking about you today,did a little laughing at all the good time we had with you and a lot of crying we miss you so much,Sarah& I didn!t go to the pumpkin farm this year,not the same with out you, she missis you a lot to
love Aunt Mae & grandma

Linda lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

I have enjoyed your poems and placed one on the site for my son. Johnnie Soares, I am still working on it.Merry Christmas

travieso.betty@yahoo.com lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

babygirl blessed was your famliy for all your smiles,love, and joy you have given.

Mommy lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

Hi Kat, Mommy is so sad, I wish I could have one last hug, just 5 more minutes with you to tell you how much I love you and how much I enjoyed being your mummy. Never had I imagined you leaving me! I'm planning a Birthday Party for you, I know how much you wanted to have a bunch of friends get together this year and party like It's hot. If it cost me my last dollar you best believe mommy is celebrating your 11th Birthday with everyone you loved. I look at your pictures every day sometimes several times a day and I can remember all the times we shared together. You are very special to me, just because you earned your wings in heaven doesn't mean you will be forgotten. I hold you very close to my heart and Kat when you died you took a piece of me with you. I hurt and I grieve constantly, you always hated to see me cry or be upset about something, sweetheart I'm sorry I cry all the time. It's just that I miss having you around and not being able to ever see you again is killing me. I pray to God to take me in my sleep, if heaven is so beautiful and that's where you and the rest of my family live then I need to be there too. God is a wonderful God, I don't know why he needed you at such a young age, but I feel cheated, I feel like I didn't deserve you and that's why he took you from me. Whatever his reasons are I have a hard time accepting them. We had a wonderful future ahead of us, so many things we didn't get to do as mother and daughter. I miss combing your hair and braiding it like you liked it with the beads in it. I miss hearing you call my name. I miss everything about you. I don't know when God will call me home to be with you guys but until that day happens I will love and miss you forever. You were my life, I devoted my all to you and Brittany, losing you I feel like I have nothing worth living for. Brittany will survive either way, she's doing well, back to her normal self, I'm the one having a hard time. If one of your jobs in heaven is to look after me, please send your love and let me know when you are here. I feel like you forgot about me, you would come around all the time, ever since I told you to go to the light and be with God, I haven't heard from you. Please don't forget about me Kat Kat. I will never forget about you. I love you cadillac jack!

Tara (Sue Smith Brown memorial) lit a candle on 27th November, 2007:

I am heartbroken for your loss of your precious little girl. Kathryn sounds like an amazing person!! And she has such a wonderful family. May she rest in peace and her spirit run free. God Bless you all. I look forward to meeting her someday! Peace.

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 26th November, 2007:

Laurie,
Thank you so much for the sweet note to caleb--it means so much. I'm truly glad to know that Caleb has kat kat up there in Heaven to watch after Him. It gives me such peace to know that He is not alone. Thank you so much for your kind words. I pray that God will Help you as you go through this horrible time--thank you so much for helping me through this trying time--I just wish that i could be of more comfort to you and your family. May God Bless you!





Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 25th November, 2007:

A candle for Tyson, and Katherine. I know she is happy to have her doggie with her, and they are running around heaven's green pastures. With Love, Chris

caitlin mcguinness s Auntie lit a candle on 24th November, 2007:

Hi Kathryn
Thinking of you darling . You are such a beautiful girl . xx You must be a beautiful angel. God only takes the best. I have been looking on your site and your mummy is so proud of you darling .Watch over your family , they need your guidance. xxxxxxxxxx sleep tight angel xxx
Laurie- thinking of you , i will pray
that you find peace .you have a beautiful angel . God bless you and your family and may Kathryn rest in peace

Mommy lit a candle on 22nd November, 2007:

Happy Thanksgiving Kathryn, It's very hard for me to give thanks today, my special angel was taken from me way too soon and I find myself sitting home crying. I miss you and not having you here with me is killing me. Grandma invited me and Britt but I'm staying home It's better for me to be by myself today. I will be thinking of you and praying you are having a wonderful time in Heaven. I Love you Kat kat....

Tyler Jones Mommy lit a candle on 20th November, 2007:

Thank you for your kind words. I don't understand why God picked people like you and me to carry these burdens, but he has. I pray for you and your family.

Calebs Harvey's Mom lit a candle on 19th November, 2007:

Laurie,

Thank you so much for the wonderful poem you left on my little baby boys site. it was so beautiful. It's so comforting to know how many beautiful little angels there are up in Heaven to take care of Caleb. You are in my thoughts and prayers. May the Lord bless you for your kindness.

grandma & pap pap lit a candle on 19th November, 2007:

love and miss you every day, hugs and kisses go your way always in our hearts love grandma and pap pap

Amy Lollo lit a candle on 17th November, 2007:

DeaR, Kat-Kat
i love you with all my heart
i kno that i did not c you that much i wish that i could have...GoD better take good care of you <3
and ms. laury im sorry that i was not thare 4 you if i would of known all this i would of ran away just to be there 4 all of you,, i so sorry that it ended that way.. i miss you sooo much
god bless you and your family
love always and 4ever Amy

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 17th November, 2007:

Laurie, the website is beautiful. I feel like I know little Kathryn just from the times I have visited. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

The Barbour Family lit a candle on 15th November, 2007:

Kat Kat,

Though we didn't have the priveledge of knowing you for very long - you touched the lives of our Family. You were such a sunny little girl who always had a smile on your face. You were so patient and sweet with our little children - they really loved playing with you. Your light will continue to shine through your Family. Their love for you was evident and your wonderful effect on people will live on forever. We wish peace and healing hearts on your Family and pray they know that you are continuing to spread your joy in a greater place.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 15th November, 2007:

god bless you laurie ,you have your own pain for your beautiful angel ,and yet you comfort others who are going through the same,i wish i had answers to why i really do ,our caitlin suffered all her little life due to medical negligence,but we still didnt know she was going to die,it was so sudden just like your kat.i believe they were taken by god because he needed them more in heaven,and i know that is hard for us to believe but they are in a better place now ,i hope our caits meets your kat in heaven because kat seems such a lovely girl.
i know how you feel laurie i really do there is just a big hole in your heart that wont close,but be strong you are not alone,
god bless you
kim

Michelle Rydzak lit a candle on 14th November, 2007:

Hey Kat. I have been looking for some videos and pictures of you for your mom. man it has been hard to find. But I have successfully found some. It was really hard to watch the videos. It was from Michaels birthday last Christmas. It was hard to watch. I have been having a hard time with your passing. Because you were so young and because I look at my own kids and pray that they live a long , healthy life. I wish you could have had this. I can still see you this past summer braiding Julies hair on the front porch. I felt like a second mom to you, maybe thats why this has been so hard. I have known you for almost 10 years and you were a prt of my familys every day life. Sometimes I know I was in a bad mood, strict, mean,and I hope this didnt bother you. It bothers me now. I treated like one of my children. If you did wrong I yelled, if you did good I praised you. I hope you have only good memories of me and my family. I have only good of you. This has been hard for Julie. She misses you and is lost without you. She has a hard time w/showing her feelings. Well you should know that.lol. This has been hard to write. I cant stop crying for you and your family. I hope your are at peace. Until we meet again. Love ya.

Mike Schmitt lit a candle on 13th November, 2007:

Laurie, even though I knew Kathryn for a short period of time, she will be remembered as a person who was enjoying life. It is unexplainable and difficult to know why this happened. Her spirit will surely last and she certainly will be remembered.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 12th November, 2007:

A candle for a beautiful girl. Thank you for being such a source of strenth and inspiration to me, and other bereaved parents. You are a special soul. May god bless you, and hold you, until we are with our angels again.

clare lit a candle on 12th November, 2007:

Thank you so much for lighting a candle for my little boy. I no the pain you are going through, even though i got to spend no time with my little one i love him all the same. Now there both beautiful angels sending there love to us. keep your chin up you wouldnt want her to see you cry, all she wants is to see you happy.

Michael Panella lit a candle on 9th November, 2007:

The greatest gift we can give to one another is love. It is obvious that Kathryn gave this gift to all she met.
I am very sorry for your loss. Keep Kathryn always in your heart and let her example of love guide you and be of comfort to you.

Faith Rydzak lit a candle on 6th November, 2007:

Dear Kat, I miss you so much. I have prayed for you. you'll be the princess still. Amen.

Kate, Chyna, and Marryka lit a candle on 5th November, 2007:

We think of you everyday. Chyna understands where you are, but Marryka wants to come see you. She talks about you to everyone. The girls love you very much, and so do I. Watch over your mom and sister...they need you. We miss you, Kat!

Aunt Mae & uncle andy lit a candle on 2nd November, 2007:


Kat
love and miss you so much, we had so many good times and such fun together.you will always be with us in our hearts.

Peggy Finif lit a candle on 2nd November, 2007:

To mommy and Daddy of Kat Kat,
I dont know you but my heart goes out to you.A child is a very special gift from god,but sometimes God needs them back.Just remember the beautiful times you had together because our loved ones are only lent to us.You will be together again in Gods house.MY very deepest sympathy for your family.
Im a friens of Mae Bokin.
Peggy Finif

The Faulds Family lit a candle on 31st October, 2007:

Dear Kat Kat:

We just want you to know how much we miss you and wish you were here with us today. Your sadly missed. There are times we feel we are in a bad dream, but then reality hits. You were such a wonderful friend to all of us. Your smile made us realize life is too short not to smile. Your smile completely lit the room with love. We love you very very much and we think of you all of the time. You are in our hearts forever. May God keep you in his tender care and bless you with loving memories you had here on Earth. When you look down below from heaven you will see overwhelming love for you and how much you are truely missed. Take care. May God Bless You always. Hugs and kisses.

With LOVE always and forever,

Michael, Agnes, Elysia, and Anthony

YOUR BIG SiSTER lit a candle on 30th October, 2007:

HEY KAT KAT!I'M MiSSiNG YOU M0RE AND M0RE EVERYDAY!I FEEL THAT YOUR WiTH ME EVERY MOMENT i CRY WEAP OR SHEAD A TEAR..i CAN'T STAND THE FACT THAT i CAN'T SEE YOU N0R GiVE YOU A HUG!YOU WHERE MY 0THER HALF AND N0W i FEEL CRUSHED!i MiSS YOU LiTTLE SiSTER AND i L0VE YOU!!!!JUST THiNKiNG ABOUT YOU KAT AND YOU'LL ALWAYS BE iN MY HEART!!

Striffler Family Funeral Homes lit a candle on 29th October, 2007:

Your family has our deepest sympathies. We will keep Kat-Kat in our hearts and prayers. From the entire staff of Striffler Family Funeral Homes.

Gramma Shirley lit a candle on 28th October, 2007:

Gramma Shirley has lit a candle for you dear Kathryn Marie. It's light will shine in this house so that we can feel you here every day and evening. We love and miss you so much.

Beverly(Harley Walls Mom) lit a candle on 28th October, 2007:

Sweet Angel Kat Kat,
You are such a beautiful little Angel that is loved and missed every second of every day. Please watch over Mommy, Daddy and Family, let them feel your presence. They know you are safe in God's home and one day you will all be reunited. Hope you have met my Sweet Harley up there. Hugs n Kisses to you Angel Girl. xox

Mommy lit a candle on 27th October, 2007:

Raising a child takes more than just years, it takes understanding, laughter, and tears. But when you count all of the joys it can bring, raising a child is a wonderful thing. Thank you Kat Kat for 10 wonderful years. I Love You!

Matt and michael Rydzak ages 3 and 5 lit a candle on 25th October, 2007:

We miss you Kat.We want to wish you happy hallooween and happy holidays and especially happy birthday. We miss you. We wish you could come back to us. We really, really, really, really miss you. Michael and matt

Beverly(Harley Walls Mom) lit a candle on 25th October, 2007:

My prayers and condolences are with you for the loss of your beloved Kathryn. I share your pain as I lost my 21 year old son, Harley due to a car accident. "The worse loss in life is the loss of a child." Treasure the memories you have of your lives together, for no one can take them away. Kat Kat will 4 ever live on in all who know and love her. May God Bless You.

grandma lit a candle on 22nd March, 2014:

hi kat. I want you to give your brother dell a big hug and kiss for me. sing him happy birthday. I miss all of you so much. wish you were all still here. love xoxo

grandma lit a candle on 25th December, 2013:

hi kat. merry Christmas and a belated happy birthday. grandma has been so sick. this is the first ive been able to light your candle. you know I would never forget you. tell missy, rocky, max, and chrystal merry Christmas and give a big group hug and kisses from me. I love and miss all of you so much.

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 12th September, 2013:

hi kat. as you saw, and we all know you were there mommy had another beautiful memorial for you yesterday. I know you were happy and proud of her for the rememberance. love you. grandma

grandma and pappap lit a candle on 11th September, 2013:

hi sweetie. its been six long years now sinced you passed. god needed a angel and rose for his garden, and picked the best of all in you. we all just wish he could of waited, because you were our special angel and rose. we love you and miss you so much. rest in peace kitkat. your spirit is always with us. love you

grandma lit a candle on 5th September, 2013:

hi kat. grandma here again. missing you as always. I know you are around all of us. how is missy, rocky, and max? I know you are taking care of them for me. some day we will all be together. give missy an extra hug for me and let her know I love and miss all of you so much. love and kisses.

grandma lit a candle on 30th July, 2013:

hi kat. missy is with you now. I know shes probably scared. please take good care of her for me. tell her how much I love her and miss her so much already. she loved you and her brothers rocky and max. they are all with you now. believe me grandma loves and misses all of you, and wishes all of you were still here. love and kisses.

grandma lit a candle on 1st June, 2013:

hi baby girl. thinking about you as usual. I know you watch over all of us. I feel your presence a lot. I wish you were still here. I guess god needed his secial angel. you are that special angel. hug hug kiss kiss. love you.

grandma lit a candle on 8th April, 2013:

hi kat. thinking of you and rocky and max. tell them hello for me and a big group hug and kisses too. I still find it hard to believe you are not here. I know you love you.

grandm lit a candle on 30th March, 2013:

hi katwant to let you know I was thinking of you as always. want to wish you a happy easter. remember how you and britt use to look for the easter eggs from the easterbunny. every year one egg used to be you could not find. I always got a kick out of that and also miss it. I love you and I miss you so much. love you. grandma

grandma lit a candle on 27th February, 2013:

hi baby girl

i guess i should say teengirl. we all miss you so much. i know you have rocky a nd max by you. group hug time.
really like daisy. she likes to pee on your mom. at least missy quit her peeing. i know you are here still withus. my dolls keep moving

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th December, 2012:

MERRY CHRISTMAS KAT KAT, DADDY AND DELL,

I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH. GIVE JESUS A HUG FOR ME AND TELL HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd December, 2012:

HAPPY SWEET 16 KAT KAT, I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BABY GIRL TURNED 16 TODAY. AS WITH EVERY BIRTHDAY THE PAST 5 yrs YOU HAVE SPENT YOUR SPECIAL DAY WITH JESUS.I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU ARE IN A SAFER PLACE, WITH ALL THE EVIL THINGS HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD YOU ARE SAFE WITH JESUS, BUT SOME HOW I FEEL SELFISH AND WANT YOU HERE WITH ME. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING, YOU GAVE ME SO MUCH , LOVE AND JOY THROUGH OUT THE 10YRS I WAS BLESSED TO HAVE YOU. I MISS YOUR SMILE, YOUR SILLY PERSONALITY, YOUR WARM HUGS AND KISSES. OH GOD IF ONLY I COULD HAVE SAID GOODBYE. MY LIFE HAS FOREVER CHANGED. NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK OF YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUGA BEAR, MOMMY LOVES AND MISSSES YOU SO MUCH. LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DAY WE ARE UNITED AGAIN.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd December, 2012:

TOMORROW IS YOUR SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY, AND FOR THE PAST 5YRS YOU HAVE CELEBRATED YOUR SPECIAL DAY WITH JESUS. I WISH SO BADLY YOU WERE HERE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd November, 2012:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING KAT KAT, GIVE DADDY AND DELL ALL MY LOVE, MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY, PLEASE VISIT ME TODAY, I NEED TO FEEL YOUR PRESENCE. I'VE BEEN VERY DEPRESSED AND SAD LATELY. REALLY MISSING YOU. LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANY AND EVERYTHING

mommy lit a candle on 23rd October, 2012:

good morning suga bear, just stopping by to tell you how much i love and miss you, hugs and kisses

mommy lit a candle on 2nd October, 2012:

Hi suga bear,

It's so nice to be able to visit your site. I miss and love you so much.

Andrea Judkins lit a candle on 19th July, 2012:

What an amazing site! What an amazing memorial. What an amazing beautiful angel you have to be so very proud of! Many blessings for peace comfort and love with you your family and your precious angel! From one Angel mother to another.. You should be very proud of this! It's beautiful and so sentimental. I'm so glad we had the chance to become friends, but wish under different circumstances. Blessings!

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th June, 2012:

Loving and missing you more and more everyday

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd May, 2012:

GOOD MORNING SUGA BEAR, JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS YOU.

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 25th April, 2012:

GBFS Kat Kat - Laurie and and family..... little miracles can happen xXx Lovely to know your mum feels close by once more xXx Biggest Hugs to you all xXx

Cindy Okert lit a candle on 19th December, 2011:

As your 15th birthday approaches, your family will celebrate your life on earth, while you celebrate in heaven with daddy. Mommy always keeps your spirit alive here, and you and daddy watch over her and keep her near. Love and miss you...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT-KAT.

Susie,Syd & Cammi lit a candle on 14th December, 2011:

Thinking of you & your precious smile :)
God Bless.

mommy lit a candle on 31st October, 2011:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN KAT KAT, TODAY IS YOUR 4TH HALLOWEEN IN HEAVEN. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WONDER IF YOU WOULD HAVE DRESSED UP THIS YEAR AND WENT TRICK OR TREATING WITH YOUR FRIENDS. GIVE DADDY AND LIL DELL A BIG HUG FROM ME, I LOVE AND MISS THEM TOOOOOO

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th September, 2011:

HI SWEET ANGEL,

TODAY IS YOUR 4YR ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN. WOW TIME IS GOING BY SO FAST, IN MY HEART IT STILL FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH SUGA BEAR. NOT A DAY GOES BY I DONT THINK OF YOU. I INVITED FAMILY AND FRIENDS OVER AND WE ARE GOING TO CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE. I BOUGHT A BEAUTIFUL CAKE, 50 PINK AND PURPLE BALLOONS AND PLENTY OF FOOD FOR EVERYONE. I KNOW YOU WILL BE HERE WITH US IN SPIRIT. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH KAT KAT, HUGS AND KISSES BABY GIRL!

Diane Angel-Katie Cassidy lit a candle on 6th September, 2011:

Kat Kat ~ Always Loved ~ Remembered ~ Never Forgotten!!
Thoughts & Prayers!!

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy+ lit a candle on 8th August, 2011:

Kat just wanted to stop by and say how much we love and miss you

Patty Reece lit a candle on 28th June, 2011:

I am so sorry for your loss Your daughter Kathryn is beautiful. Again I am s sorry

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 11th June, 2011:

Just popping by lil Kat Kat to say hello to you and mom too - love you guys and think of you very often xXx

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 1st May, 2011:

Kat just wanted to say how much we all love and miss you the gang was all here for Easter all the kids running around laughing and yelling it was hard not seeing you in the middle of them all,
love you much

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 8th April, 2011:

Hi kat Just wanted to stop by let you and your mom know I'm thinking of You R.I.P
HUGS**

Mommy lit a candle on 3rd March, 2011:

Good morning baby girl,

Mommy misses you so much. Not a day goes by I don't think about you. I often wonder what our lives would be like if you were still here. You would have grown into such a beautiful young lady. I miss your smile, your laughter, the way you brightened a room when you walked in one. I'll see you again In Heaven suga bear, I love you!!!!!

Becky Bowen Plake & Family lit a candle on 31st January, 2011:

Laurie, I can't express how much I feel for you. This website is a beautiful momentum of your beautiful daughter Kat . May she rest in peace forever and watch over you and your family.

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 12th January, 2011:

Hi Beautiful Angel..It has been a while since I lit a candle for you here on this site..please know you are never far from my thoughts..you hold a very special place in my Heart.

Rest Peacfully

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2011:

HAPPY NEW YEAR KAT KAT

SENDING YOU LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES

Mommy lit a candle on 24th December, 2010:

Merry Christmas Suga Bear

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 24th December, 2010:

I WILL BE THERE
Sharon J. Bryant
Mom, tomorrow I will be there
Though you may not see
I'll smile and remember
The last Christmas, with you and me
Don't be sad mom
I'm never far away
Your heart has a hidden sight
My memory will always stay
I watched as you touched the ornaments
Sometimes a tear was shed as you did
I touched you gently on your shoulder
And on tiptoes I proudly stood
I'm only gone for a little while mom
I'm waiting for the day to be
When God calls out your name mom
We'll be together, just you wait and see
But until that time comes
Carry on as you did when I was there
I tell the angels how much I love you
There are angels here everywhere!
I stand behind you some days
When I know that you are sad
I want you to be happy mom
It would make my heart so glad
So on this Christmas Eve, Mom
Think of me as I will be thinking of you
And touch that special ornament
That I once made for you
I love you mom and dad, also
I know you know I do
And I'll be waiting here for you
When your earthly life is through.

natalie morton lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

hey kat kat just stopping by to say happy 14th birthday!!we miss and love you. love natalie ..

Glenn R Ackermann lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

May you rest comfortably in the arms of God!

Sharon lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

We miss you. You are a beautiful little girl. I really enjoyed watching you play and being a mentor to Paige. Happy Birthday.Love and Kisses
Grandma Sharon

Mommy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Kat Kat, Happy Birthday to you. I love you suga bear!

Patience Zupan-Thomas lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Happy Birthday! Watch over your mommy and your family.

grandma and pap pap lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Happy Birthday Kat Kat,

We love and miss you so much. Mommy is getting you a cake and balloons tomorrow. You keep a good eye out for those balloons. Love you, miss you

Jenifer lit a candle on 23rd December, 2010:

Happy Birthday. Watch over your Mom and family...they really miss you.

GRANDMA & PAP PAP lit a candle on 12th December, 2010:

HI KITTTEN I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH; YOUR A TEENAGER NOW. YOU PROBALLY HAVE A BUNCH OF BOYFRIENDS WITH YOUR PRETTY SELF. LOVE, GRANDMA

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th November, 2010:

HI SUGA BEAR,

ANOTHER LONELY HOLIDAY WITHOUT YOU, I MISS YOU SO MUCH KAT KAT. NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF. GIVE EVERYONE A BIG HUG AND KISS FROM ME AND TELL EVERYONE I LOVE AND MISS THEM TO.

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st October, 2010:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN KAT KAT,

ANOTHER SAD HOLIDAY WITHOUT YOU. I REMEMBER HOW MUCH YOU ENJOYED TRICK OR TREATING. ITS STILL SO SAD NOT HAVING YOU HERE WITH ME. I WONDER WHAT COSTUME YOU WOULD WEAR THIS YEAR. MOMMY WAS GOING TO GIVE OUT CANDY THIS YEAR BUT I JUST DON'T HAVE IT IN ME. AS MUCH AS I ENJOY ALL THE LITTLE KIDS AND THEIR COSTUMES I MISS YOU SO MUCH I HATE SEEING EVERYONE HAVING THE FUN YOU SHOULD BE HAVING HERE WITH ME.

MY LIFE JUST ISN'T THE SAME KAT KAT. HOW MANY YEARS WILL IT TAKE TO NOT MISS YOU SO MUCH. I KNOW YOU ARE IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE, BUT I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. HUGS AND KISSES SUGA BEAR

Cassandra Edwards Cassan's mom lit a candle on 10th October, 2010:

Hello Kat how are things in heaven? Just stopped by to say hi and to let you know I think of you often!!! I love you always. Kiss my Cassan for me..

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 25th September, 2010:

hey kat kat,
i just wanted to stop by and tell you that you and your mommy r always on my mind... i just wanted to tell you how much you r missed and how much in your short life you have impacted everyone around you...sending all my love to you kat kat!!

laurie,
i hope and pray that you r doing well, i know we have seemed to lose touch but you and kat kat have never been far from my thoughts...i love you and send you all of my love..

Sue Turner lit a candle on 12th September, 2010:

Even though we didn't get to know each other very well, I know you were a very special little girl & you were loved very dearly. You will not be forgotten.

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th September, 2010:

HI SUGA BEAR,
TODAY IS YOUR 3YR ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. MOMMY IS HAVING A MEMORIAL SERVICE FOR YOU. A FRIEND OF MOMMY'S NAMED PASTOR TIM CALDWELL IS GOING TO LEAD OUR PRAYER. SAVANNA AND MICHAEL ARE GOING TO SING. BRITTANY WROTE A POEM SHE WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE. YOUR FRIEND SAVANNA OPENED A FACE BOOK PAGE FOR YOU AND SHE CREATED AN EVENT FOR OUR SERVICE. THERE ARE 41 KIDS WHO KNEW YOU COMING, ALONG WITH OTHER FRIENDS AND FAMILY. BABY GIRL I DON'T KNOW WHERE WE WILL PUT EVERYONE, BUT IF WE HAVE TO HAVE OUR STREET SHUT DOWN FOR A COUPLE HOURS THEN THAT'S WHAT WE WILL HAVE TO DO. IM SO GRATEFUL FOR EVERYONE'S HELP KAT KAT. I BEEN WORKING SO HARD ON PLANNING THIS DAY FOR YOU AND IT JUST BREAKS MY HEART I HAVE TO PLAN A CELEBRATION OF YOU BEING IN HEAVEN AND NOT HERE ON EARTH WITH ME. IN MY HEART I KNOW GOD IS TAKING VERY GOOD CARE OR YOU, BUT IM SELFISH, I WOULD RATHER HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME INSTEAD. I WOULD THINK BY NOW IT WOULD GET EASIER MISSING YOU BUT IT SEEMS TO GET HARDER FOR ME. KAT KAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH, IT HURTS ME SO BAD TO RELIVE THIS DAY EVERY YEAR. IF I KNEW WHAT I KNOW TODAY I WOULD HAVE NEVER TAKEN YOU TO THAT DENTIST. I WILL NEVER KNOW THE YOUNG LADY YOU WERE TURNING INTO. IT DOESN'T SEEM FARE BABY GIRL. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, PLEASE VISIT ME TODAY DURING YOUR MEMORIAL SERVICE AND LET US FEEL YOUR PRESENCE. I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 10th September, 2010:

Hi Kat! I know its been awhile since I.ve been here but you and your mom are never far from my thoughts.I know Saturday will be a difficult day for your mom and I just wanted you both to know that my thoughts will be with you.I know it will be a very emotional day for her but I hope that sweet memories of you will lift her heart and bring a smile to her face.Sleep peacefully Kat-Kat and let your mommy know that your always with her, she needs that!!

Sandy (Geraldine's dtr) lit a candle on 21st August, 2010:

Thinking of you today on what would've been Mom's 80th BD....time seems to be flying--yet stopped at certain points. My thoughts and prayers are with you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th August, 2010:

HI SUGE BEAR,

MOMMY JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL, HUGS AND KISSES, SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

Aunt Mae lit a candle on 9th August, 2010:

hey Kat
just wanted to say how much we all miss and love you this is really a hard time for us,we had a cook out for the 4th of july.missed your beautiful smiling face running and playing with sarah and all the kids. love you

Your Big Brother Carl lit a candle on 9th July, 2010:

hey mama i know i have never got here to light you a candle but i have not been right but today i can say that i'm doing better than i have. i know you know i love you and miss you with all over my being.i'm right a union song for you and dad.the song is also a rap song which you know isnt me. Are you taking care of him? tell him i love him and miss him to and "i'll see him later on down the road." i love you mama.

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 26th May, 2010:

Sending you hug's and kisses.

Anna- Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 9th May, 2010:

Hi Kat-Stopping by to say hi to you and always to wish your mommy a Happy Mothers DAy.Look after her and give her the strength to go on.Some days are so difficult. I hope thoughts of you will brighten her day and bring her some peace.My love to you both, Always.

Linsey Austin Lucas's MOmmy lit a candle on 5th April, 2010:

hi Kat Just wanted to stop by and tell you happy easter I hope you are having fun in heaven with your dad and bother. Rest in peace angel. Just want you to know i was thinking of you and your mommy

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th April, 2010:

HAPPY EASTER, I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.........

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 2nd April, 2010:


~Good Friday Prayer~

O Jesus, Who by reason of Thy burning love for us
hast willed to be crucified
and to shed Thy Most Precious Blood
for the redemption and salvation of our souls,
look down upon us here gathered together
in remembrance of Thy most sorrowful Passion and Death,
fully trusting in Thy mercy;
cleanse us from sin by Thy grace,
sanctify our toil,
give unto us and unto all those who are dear to us our
daily bread,
sweeten our sufferings,
bless our families,
and to the nations so sorely afflicted,
grant Thy peace,
which is the only true peace,
so that by obeying Thy commandments
we may come at last to the glory of heaven.

Amen.

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th March, 2010:

THINKING OF YOU SUGA BEAR, WISHING YOU WERE HERE. I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. DADDY'S 2ND ANNIVERSARY PASSED AND SO DID LIL DELL'S 21ST BIRTHDAY. I CAN'T BELIEVE MY SON IS 21 NOW. I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART. HUGS AND KISSES. MOMMY LOVES YOU X0X0X0X0

michelle lit a candle on 9th March, 2010:

Thinking of you Kit Kat!!!!

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 26th February, 2010:

Thinking of you all..


Rest Peacefully

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 23rd February, 2010:

Little lady you are in my thoughts as is your mummy and sister. Love to you all xXx

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 18th February, 2010:

Little poppet I am coming by to visit you on the 5th Angelversary of Blake. I know there are many tears to come, but there are so many blessings too.... your mum is one ofmy blessings as you were and always will be hers xXx Love to you both xXx

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 2nd February, 2010:

Thinking of you today sweet Girl


Rest Peacefully

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 11th January, 2010:

'God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.'
Thinking of you and your Mom.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 8th January, 2010:

Thinking of you today sweetheart..


Rest Peacefully

Sharon lit a candle on 1st January, 2010:

I always thought of you as one of my little ones. Paige loved to play with you. She just had her 13th BD on 12/13. You two were partners in crime.Lots of love and kisses. Just another Grammy

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th December, 2009:

I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR

michelle lit a candle on 27th December, 2009:

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Kat!! I hope you had a great birthday and holiday up in Heaven!!! We miss u soo much.. Sorry I havent been on here too much lately, but I have been busy. I do think of you often though. God Bless you Kat.

Mommy lit a candle on 25th December, 2009:

Merry Christmas Kat Kat,Daddy and Dell,

We've shared our hearts, full of holiday cheer and shopped for presents for loved ones this year. The house is dressed up with garland and lights, The sparkle that shine through the holiday nights.

but even with all this holiday bliss, there's someone we lost and terrible miss. And as this Christmas day is near
we wish with all our hearts you were here.

Your living your life wa up past the stars, Some where past Jupitar, Saturn And Mars. Your spending your Christmas in Heaven, you see, as i slept last night a dream came to me.

You were standing before me happy and well, You said to me I have something to tell, Heaven is more wonderous than you would ever believe, It's the greatest of gifts I could ever receive.

I'd like for you all to remember the good, you know that I'd be there only if I could. So don't feel so bad mommy that I'm not there, we had so many memories you can share.

As you gather together I'm sure you'll find, the gifts deep within you that I left behind. Each one is unique and wrapped brightly in love, they shine in your hearts as I shine from above.

Lorraine (Marjorie Webbs Daughter) lit a candle on 25th December, 2009:

Hi Kat, Just wanted to stop by to wish you Merry Christmas and to say have a
Special Christmas Day in Heaven with all
your Angel friends and family.
Stay close to your lovely mum and sister
and help them through this difficult time of year.
Laurie, thank you so much for your lovely card and gift you really are a very special lady xxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th December, 2009:

MERRY CHRISTMAS SUGA BEAR,

HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU, YOUR BROTHER DELL AND YOUR DADDY. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!

Michelle Mason (Chloe marie Gilhams Mummy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

hey ya all i hope you are keeping strong on this sad day,i know its hard and i miss my lil girl lots too happy birthday katkat hope your looking down on us all with your little angels
if any one wants to contact me my email address has changed its now michellemason23 @hotmail.co.uk
god bless you all

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Happy Birthday in Heaven sweetheart!!

Rest Peacefully

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY-KAT!!
Wishing you birthday blessings on this most special birthday.No longer a "tween" but a full fledged teenager.What an exciting time for you.I hope the Heavens show you an extra special day, for an extra specail girl.Happy Birthday, Princess.

Laurie,
Please know that those of us here would never forget your little girl.All we have are our memories and we will always help keep those alive.Thats what gets us through these most difficult days.Hang in there-we all must, as hard as it is sometimes.Thinking of you both, today and always.
Anna

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

GOOD MORNING SUGA BEAR,

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY

SENDING YOU LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES

Blake Summers Mum lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Dearest Kat Kat - we are wishing you such a wonderful birthday for your thirteenth and your new home in heaven. I know it is Christmas all over the world but your mum will be looking up at the brightest stars and in the sky for a small glimpse of her beautiful girl. Let her know you are happy in heaven and hug her so she feels you are close by..... xXx Love you little one

Laurie..... dear Laurie..... I know girl..... I know. Get through it with the blessings in mind before all else! She lived and she was here and she brought all that fun with her. She takes your love with her and so she will be wrapped around with it forever.. as are you. Until you meet again when it it your time to do so remember the love. It is still there xXx Love to you and your family from across the water xXx GBFS Kelly xXx

cathy (Ryans mummy) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Happy 13th birthday kat kat. Hope you are having a good birthday up there with other angels. Your mummy is a special lady and i hope you are watching over her on this hard day. Give your mummy the strength to get through today and on xmas day. Big hugs to you and to yor mummy laurie.xxxxx

Maurice lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

Dear Kathryn,

You don't know me, but I met your mom 2 1/2 years ago at the memorial Service that was held at the hospital for all the people who lost someone during the last six months of the year. Your mom and I became friends and I lost contact with her. I just so happened to find your Memorial site and thought I would take a chance and see if this was you. I'm glad to find you again. What better timing than to visit you on your Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL

What a celebration you all will be having in Heaven. I think about your mom and I pray she is hanging in there. Your story really touched my heart and I wished I could take your mothers pain away, I would do it in a heart beat. Your mom was very comforting to me and she seemed like a nice, caring lady.

Laurie, if you are reading this candle I just want you to know you have been in my thoughts and prayers since December 07. I pray you are doing well and have moved forward in your life.

I am divorced and have moved forward with my life as well. I would love to see you and catch up on lost time. Do you remember where I work? If so please call my office so I can talk with you. I'm very private with my personal info or I would leave it on this site. Not sure who views it, but I would love to see you.

Take care baby girl, and please call as soon as posssible.

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY SUGA BEAR

AS I SIT HERE AND LIGHT THIS CANDLE FOR YOU, TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACE. WHAT I WOULD GIVE TO SEE YOU ONE LAST TIME, TO HUG YOU, HOLD YOU, I'D PROBABLY NEVER LET YOU GO. MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE 13 ALREADY. TIME HAS GONE BY SO FAST, YET THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU IS STILL THERE. WHEN WILL MY PAIN GO AWAY KAT?

MOMMY BOUGHT YOU A CAKE AND SOME OF OUR FRIENDS ARE COMING OVER AND WE ARE GOING TO RELEASE BALLOONS TO YOU.

I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. REMEMBER I USED TO CALL YOU MY SUGGY WOOGY BOOGY WOOGY SUGGA WOOGY BOOGY BEAR. ANGEL HUGS AND KISSES SUGA BEAR

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 22nd December, 2009:

You are in my thoughts today..

Rest Peacefully

MOMMY lit a candle on 12th December, 2009:

HI KAT,

MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH. YOUR BIRTHDAY AND CHRISTMAS IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER AND I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY KNOWING YOU WON'T BE HERE TO CELEBRATE. I WILL LOVE AND HONOR YOUR SPECIAL DAY AS IF YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SUGA BEAR

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 27th November, 2009:

Happy Thanksgiving my dear lovelies xXx Thinking of you all in love and sending you strength xXx

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 20th November, 2009:

Gonna be alot of balloon's headed your way tomorrow in honor of Kenny's second year Angelversary. I am sending a birthday balloon up for little Austin, a belated birthday balloon up for Blake, a pink one up for Ashley, and one for Kat and Kristy. Hope you all have fun catching them.

Matthew Rydzak lit a candle on 15th November, 2009:

Rest in peace Kathryn!!

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 10th November, 2009:

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MOMMY lit a candle on 1st November, 2009:

HI SUGA BEAR,

TODAY IS THE DAY AFTER HALLOWEEN AND I'M GLAD I WAS ABLE TO STOP BY AND LIGHT THIS CANDLE FOR YOU. MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH. YESTERDAY I LEFT HOME FOR A WHILE, EVERYONE WAS WALKING AROUND WITH THERE KIDS HAVING A WONDERRFUL TIME TRICK OR TREATING AND ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE DRESSED UP AS THIS YEAR.

MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS FILLED WITH SUCH SADNESS, TIME HAS NOT GOTTEN EASIER, IF ANYTHING I FEEL WORSE AS EACH DAY PASSES BY.

TO ALL MY MEMORIAL FRIENDS, I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTEM OF MY HEART FOR VISITING MY LITTLE GIRL. IT MEANS ALOT TO ME TO KNOW YOU ALL LOVE AND CARE ABOUT HER. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!

pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 27th September, 2009:

"ALWAYS" always love, always remember, always keep your heart open, always be thankful for the time you had even if it was for a little while "ALWAYS"

Angie (Baby Austin Hagan) lit a candle on 22nd September, 2009:

Hi Laurie, I havent heard from you in awhile. I can't believe it's already been 2 years. Baby Austin will be 2 November 14th. I just can't believe it. If I could get your e-mail address again and get back in contact with you. I hope you and your family are doing the best that you can. I'm sorry it's been so long.
Love,
Angie and Tommy

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 12th September, 2009:

Hello darling Kat Kat........ two years and your mum will feel like it is just one long day xXx Sleep sweetly our little angel and stay close to mum xXx

Laurie, I am sending you love and a big hug. I have been worried but I am so glad to see you are here. Let us know your news and Pat and I have left messages on facebook for you also xXx I know it will be as tough as ever, so I won't say things that won't mean much in your sadness.... you know we are here for you and thought and spirit. Keep going honey xXx Kelly

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 11th September, 2009:

Thinking of you today on your 2nd Angelversary...

Rest Peacefully sweet Angel.
God Bless!!

I can't wait to see the pictures of your memorial service,I bet it was unforgetable.
Stay close to your mommy.

Anna-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 11th September, 2009:

Hi Kat,
I know how hard this day is for your mommy.Please look after those left behind. They miss you so much- my heart aches for your mommy.Send her special angel kisses as she has to face this day, which we all know will be so very difficult.My love to you and your mommy.xOxOxO

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 10th September, 2009:

Hi Kat, 2 year Angel date is tomorrow. I am thinking of you and your Mom. Sending you lots of love and kisses.

Beverly(Harley Walls Mom) lit a candle on 24th August, 2009:

Sweet Angel Kat,
It has been so long since I have visited you, I have not forgotten you Sweet Angel it's just that it is so hard to have to visit our babies on a memorial website.
Stay close to your Momma and send her your Sweet Angel Kisses.
Goodnight n Sweet Dreams Precious Angel

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 20th August, 2009:

Hi Kat. The big Hannah Montana movie is out now! Everyone say's that it is real funny. I hope your Mom is doing ok, I have been alittle worried about her. Stay close to her and send her lots of love. xoxo

Austin Lucas's mommy lit a candle on 18th August, 2009:

Hi kat kat it has been a while I just wanted to let you know i have not forgot about you. I think of you and your mom all time. I'm 4months preg. I'm due in december and i'm having another baby boy. anyways I hope that you are having fun in heaven stay close to your mommy kat. rest in peace.

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th August, 2009:

HI PRINCESS,

I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LIT A CANDLE FOR YOU, BUT THERE IS NEVER A MOMENT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU. KAT KAT, MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU, THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I MISS ABOUT YOU. IN LESS THAN A MONTH YOU WOULD BE GOING TO FOUNDERS HALL, THE SCHOOL WHERE ALL THE TEENAGERS GO.I LOOK AT PETEY AND HOW BIG HE'S GOTTEN AND I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU WOULD BE RIGHT NOW. IT'S NOT FAIR I WON'T GET TO WATCH YOU GROW UP INTO THE YOUNG LADY YOU WAITED SO LONG FOR. REMEMBER I PROMISED YOU I WOULD GET YOU A CELL PHONE WHEN YOU TURNED 13, WELL THIS IS THE YEAR YOU WOULD BE GETTING IT. IT'S SO HARD TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU, I STRUGGLE WITH YOU BEING GONE EVERYDAY.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING ME THAT BLACK AND YELLOW BUTTERFLY, I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT CAME FROM YOU. I LOVED IT AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL.

I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS FOR VISITING YOUR SITE, YOU GUYS ARE WONDERFUL PEOPLE. I HAVEN'T HAD MY INTERNET ON AND TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY I GOT TO LIGHT KAT KAT A CANDLE. EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, I LOVE YOU ALL LIKE FAMILY! GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU, I LOVE YOU! TAKE CARE

BRITTANY GRADUATED KAT KAT, I AM SO PROUD OF HER. SHE HAD A ROUGH 11TH AND 12TH GRADE SCHOOL YEAR. WHEN YOU DIED THEN DADDY DIED IT REALLY TOOK A TOLL ON BRIT'S GRADES IN HIGH SCHOOL. SHE ACTUALLY WANTED TO QUIT AND LATER GET HER GED, BUT SHE DIDN'T, SHE HUNG IN THERE AND GOT HER DIPLOMA. WE'RE HAVING A GRAD PARTY FOR HER AUG 23RD, I'M HOPING YOU, DADDY AND DELL WILL BE THERE WITH US IN SPIRITS.

DADDY CAME TO VISIT BRITTANY IN A DREAM AND TOLD HER HE WANTED TO TAKE PICTURES OF ME AND HER TO GIVE TO YOU IN HEAVEN, DADDY SAID YOU WANTED SOME PICS OF US TO HANG ON YOUR WALL IN YOUR BEDROOM IN HEAVEN, BRITTANY SAID THE DREAM SEEMED SO REAL, DADDY TOLD BRITTANY HOW PROUD OF HER HE WAS AND HE DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HER QUIT SCHOOL. THE DREAM INSPIRED BRITTANY TO MOVE FORWARD IN A POSITIVE WAY AND SHE DID. BE VERY PROUD OF HER KAT KAT.

I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR, I KEEP YOU CLOSE TO MY HEART. HUGS AND KISSES BABY GIRL.

Dina (Filomena's Daughter) lit a candle on 26th July, 2009:

Thinking of you all this day..It's been awhile since I have heard from your mommy..I Pray she is ok.

Stay close to her sweetheart.

Laurie,
If there is anything I can do my dear friend-Please ask.
It's been so long since I heard from you.
Call me if you need to talk
604 820-8520.

With Love:Dina

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 24th July, 2009:

Kat, Thinking of you and hoping all is well with your mommy. We're all very worried about her as she has been so quiet.
My love to you both, little princess.

Karen ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 18th July, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat and mom Laurie,

I wanted to come by tonight to let you both know that I am thinking of you. It has been a while since I heard from your mom. I hope and pray she is alright. I love her so much!!

I'm always here for you Laurie, if you need me!!

Sending you both so many hugs tonight.

xxxxx

With love always, Kristy's mom, Karen

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 6th July, 2009:

When I look up from my pillow
I dream you are there with me
Though you are far away
I know you'll always be near to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me

I look around me
And feel you are ever so close to me
Each tear that flows from my eye
Brings back memories of you to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me

I was wrong, I will cry
I will love you till the day I die
You were all, you alone and no one else
You were meant for me

When morning comes again
I have the loneliness you left me
Each day drags by
Until finally my time descends on me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you're there with me

xXx Sending you and your mum all my love - I hope you are ok xXx

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 3rd July, 2009:

The Lord answered, "The girl, My lamb,
shall return to My flock, for She has
done her duty: I did not put My lamb
with your flock to lose her, but to retrieve another lost lamb."

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 24th June, 2009:

Laurie I am worried because I don't see you on here or hear from you anymore.

If you need anything please let me or the others who care for you know. We can help. Love and thoughts for you and yours coming from over the water . Love you lots xXx

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 24th June, 2009:

Thinking of you all today..
You are never far from my thoughts..You will always have a special place in my Heart. ♥God Bless♥

MICHAEL lit a candle on 16th June, 2009:

i miss you very much.i wish you were here with me and give me piggy back rideshave a nice peacful sleep.

michelle lit a candle on 11th June, 2009:

Hello Kat Kat. I am finally able to get on your site. I think of you often. Julie really needs you and your friendship support right now. She is shyer than ever. She quit softball this year because of a comment another girl made to her. I was soo mad. I told her she cant let people walk on her and make her quit something she was good at and loved to do. She was learning fast pitch softball this year and made a mistake when running to the bases, so the girl called her retarded. She cried soo hard. You know its hard for her to stand up for herself. I knew if you were there she would have stuck up for herself and would still be on the team. I told her everyone on that team made mistakes, but she takes everything to heart. I hate that that girl made her quit. I want to scream. We all really miss you. It is strange around here. There arent really any kids for Julie, Faith, Michael,and Matthew to play with. Petey is out there. Him and Danielle are not the same. We never see them. I keep thinking of the summer before you died, and how we went to the wave pool. What a fun day. Life is so strange with you gone. I hope you have a pool up in Heaven. I am back in school. I was going for psychology but it is too depressing so I am going into teaching. I am going for my certificate first then my bachelors. Well, send love to my kids and give Julie some strength. I am chokong up just writing this. I do miss your sunny ways. We need that now. Love you, Michelle

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 8th June, 2009:

Hello little one. Your mum and you and your family are held in my thoughts so very often. I hope mum is fighting on and she is well..... sending you both love and strength xXx

Dina (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 7th June, 2009:

Thinking of you today Dear Kat Kat..Praying that your mommy is doing ok..It's been a while since I have been on to light a candle for you..But I want you to know that you are never far from my heart.

Rest Peacefully.
God Bless

Anna- Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 21st May, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Just stopping by to let you and your mommy know that your both in my thoughts and heart, today and everyday.
Love, Anna

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 15th May, 2009:

I was thinking of you today. You have been very quiet dear friend, and I wonder if you are ok or finding things a little hard right now...... I am here for you... my aol email is down right now so you can reach me on mssunnydaye@mac.com but let me know you are ok or not. I am always here if you need to offload xXx Sending you energy, love and strength dear friend xXx

Kat Kat Hope you are helping mummy and watching over her and your sister xXx

brittany lit a candle on 11th May, 2009:

hey kat,just stopping by to say i love you. Wondering if you got the balloon we released to you. Hope you're doing well. Life isn't the same. I think about you everyday. Wishing you were here. Grandma got the gift that you wanted to give mommy for mothers day. She loved it. Well i love you kat. Watch over me..

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 10th May, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Hoping that your mommy can feel you near her today. What a difficult day this will be but I hope that she can find some memories of you that will give her some peace and a reason to smile, at least once today.

Laurie,
Please know that I'm here- I know how much you'll struggle today. My heart is with you and I'm sending a big hug your way.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 10th May, 2009:

Hi honey..... I know you are watching over mummy - especially on days like this. She is a wonderful mummy always, and is fighting for you, for herself. She has such courage but then you know that.

I know you will be hurting on Mother's Day Laurie, but good energy never dies and you are surrounded by hers................ Happy Mother's day with your other special girl, and sending you strength and love honey xXx

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 6th May, 2009:

Good morning sweetheart..

I am so glad the site is back up..just a few days of it not working made me realize just how important this site is to me and I'm sure it is to all.
stay close to your mommy princess..
Rest peacefully
Love:Dina

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 6th May, 2009:

I am so happy that the site is back up, a scary time there ....... I am just popping by to let you and your mum know you are thought of and never forgotten. If the site goes down again, mummy can contact me on facebook as Sunny Daye xXx

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 29th April, 2009:

Dear Kat and Ralph, Thinking of you both on this "perfect day for fishing". Wonering if you are catching whales there in Heaven. :) Keep close to your Mom and send her strength through these troubling days. She loves and misses you both so much. And the next thunderstorm that passes by, reave the engine a little so that Laurie knows. Sending you hugs. Love Pat

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 28th April, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Thinking about you and your mom and hoping she's feeling a little better today. The warm weather seems to open a whole new door of grieving and I just want you and your mommy to know that I'm here and I understand.I'm sending a big hug your way and another for your mommy.Shine down on her Kat, she needs to feel you close by.
xx-Love,Anna-xx

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 25th April, 2009:

I am here in thought today.... I don't know why but I felt that your mum needs to know we are close by in some way and sending her love and strength....... we are here and I am putting my arms around mum in thought to send her a hug xXx

Mommy lit a candle on 23rd April, 2009:

Hello my precious princess,

Mommy loves and misses you so much! these past few days have been very sad for mommy and all I've been doing is crying. I read the candle Kelly wrote to you about the summer fast approaching, and yes she is right you would be outside riding your bike, playing with Petey,Julie,Faith,Michael and Mathew.

On my way to work in the mornings I see the kids walking to the bus stop and all I can think about is you walking right with them. It breaks my heart you don't walk out that front door with me, like you have for the past 5 years.

It just tears me to pieces thinking about everything we won't be able to do anymore. I miss everything about you Kat Kat.

I want to thank everyone for lighting candles for Kat Kat faithfully like you do. I love you guys and I appreciate you more than you will ever know!

Night Night my suga bear, I love you

Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 21st April, 2009:

Thinking of you on this warm, sunny day and hoping that your having a great time up in Heaven.What a great playground there must be for God's littlest Angels.Hugs and kisses to you and your mom. My thoughts are never far from all my Angels and their families here on Earth.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 17th April, 2009:

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in other's eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I know that I am not the only one who wears shoes like these
There are many pairs in this world.
Some women are like me and ache daily as they try to walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so that they don't hurt quite so much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No one deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet,because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am today
I am a woman who will forever walk in the shoes of a mother who has lost a child.

xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th April, 2009:

Hi angel,

Mommy wanted to stop by tonight and tell you how much I love and miss you. Hugs and kisses sweetheart, night night!

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 13th April, 2009:

Dear angel Kat Kat and mommy,

You both are on my mind tonight with love on this Easter Day. HAPPY EASTER IN HEAVEN KAT KAT. Sending up to you, so much love and hugs tonight little girl. God bless you little princess!

Laurie, Thank you so much for the beautiful candle you lit for Kristy today, this Easter day!! Your wonderful poem about the Easter bunny and the colored eggs was such a joy to read. When I read your candle that you lit for Kristy earlier, and Blake's mom's candle, you both have touched my heart today in so many ways. This morning, I had a hard time to get out of bed. I did not want to face the day and laid there and cried. When I came to light an Easter Candle for Kristy on her site today, I saw your candle that you lit for her. You gave me so much joy today and helped me want to face the day. Thank you so much Laurie as always!! Thank you!!

How are you doing? I hope you are feeling better and I hope you had a blessed Easter. I know how hard the holidays are on all of us! You and Kat Kat have been on my mind today and always in my heart.

I love you both dear sis.

Kristy's mom, Karen



Anna-Anthony's Mom lit a candle on 11th April, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Stopping in to wish you the best Easter that Heaven can provide.I bet the Easter Bunny goes up to see all the little angels and gives them extra special gifts.That is my wish for you this Easter, Kat.Can you give Anthony an Easter kiss for me and his girls? I know they miss him so much and I'm sure he misses them as well. My love to you always Kat.{{{HUGS}}}

Laurie,
How are you?? I've been thinking about you and Kat a lot lately.The holidays are so hard and I know how you must be hurting. I pray for you and justice for Kat.I know you'll get the justice that you so desperately need and deserve.Hang in there and know that you have friends who care deeply and are always by your side. Love, Anna

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th April, 2009:

Hello my suga bear,

Mommy loves and misses you so much. Easter is approaching and I know how much you loved shopping for a easter outfit and dressing up real pretty for easter dinner. The look on your face when you would find your basket easter morning each year was priceless. Baby girl, I know we won't have those moments together anymore but I want you to know every moment we shared together was very special to me and I will never forget you.

I have been so depressed lately,some days it drives me crazy thinking about how I will live the rest of my life without you. God has been very good to me and without God and the wonderful power of prayer, mommy doesn't know where I would be today. Some days I wished I'd just die and come into Heaven with you, then I think about Brittany and Deja and wonder what there lives would be like here without me. I try to look at your death as you being in a much better place, living in a world of love and peace. It's got to be beautiful there.

my life can be very challenging here missing you like I do. I look at other kids your age and get jealous, I ask myself why, why my baby? I would never wish death on anyone, but deep in my mind I need to know why, why you?

Kat Kat I think back to how perfect you were, you loved everyone and there wasn't nothing in this world you wouldn't do for someone. I see why God wanted you back. You were so innocent and pure, not a bad bone in your body. As the saying goes God only takes the best and angels are hard to find and sweetheart you were one of the best.

Everyone I talk to about you remembers how you were always smiling, even when you were having a bad day, you never let it show. It just doesn't seem fair.

I just wished we had more time together. I never got to tell you goodbye, I never prepared myself for losing you. Children shouldn't die before their parents. You and God have a plan and I have to learn to accept that but it's so hard.

All your life I protected you, I nourished you, loved you and kept you safe. I feel like I let you down baby girl. Mommy is so sorry. I just want justice for you so badly.

You were a wonderful friend to everybody who knew you and we have nothing but good to remember you by. Sweet dreams my princess, I LOVE YOU

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 6th April, 2009:

Hello sweet Angel..
It's been awhile since I've been on to light a candle for you,I pray that things are going ok with your mommy.

You are never far from my Heart sweety.
Stay close to your mom.
Rest Peacefully

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 31st March, 2009:

My niece Shelly wrote this candle for Kenny quite some time ago. I wanted to place it on your site in honor of your Mom. Hoping we all find our little treasures and happiness in our new lives.
You came to me in a dream two nights ago. You and your mom were both there. You had one day to come from Heaven and appear in a physical form. You walked with your mom, hugged her, and spent time with her. You told her that you are always with her and see what she is going through. You spent the day with her helping her to find "little treasures in life" as you called them. You both looked for these treasures together because you said it was important that she find the things that make her happy in life. You told her to find her own little treasures each day, because you want to see that she is happy and to realize that you have not really left her.

Austin Lucas's mommy lit a candle on 25th March, 2009:

hi kat just wanted to let you and your mom know that i was thinking of you both. I hope you had fun at your brother birthday party in heaven. Stay close to your mom kat. rest in peace and i hope that you have sweet dreams tonight.

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 22nd March, 2009:

Today I would like to wish Little Dell a Happy 20th Birthday in Heaven..

Rest Peacefully sweet boy...

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd March, 2009:

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY LIL DELL,

MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN 20 YEARS SINCE YOU PASSED. I WONDER IF YOU LOOK LIKE MOMMY OR YOUR DADDY. I PRAY WHEN I GET TO HEAVEN I WILL KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IT WOULD BE A NICE SURPRISE IF I COULD FEEL YOUR PRESENCE TODAY. I LOVE YOU MY SON. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. MAKE SURE YOU CATCH YOUR BIRTHDAY BALLOON, I LOVE YOU

Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 19th March, 2009:

This candle is for Dale. Today is his first anniversary in Heaven.
As I listened to the thunderstorm slowly moving by, the rumble turned to Harley's a puttin through the sky. when the bikers rolled by, my heart burst from pride, for when they were on earth, we rode side by side. Now they ride through Heaven with wings upon their backs. Must be the greatest honor to be wearing Heaven's patch! As the thunderstorm moved on across the darkened sky, I saw my friends a smiling and waving me goodbye...for now.

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 19th March, 2009:

You are all very close to my Heart!!

Rest Peacefully..


~Hugs From Heaven~

When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.

If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.

If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.

If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.

If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.

So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.




Pat (Kenny's Mom) lit a candle on 15th March, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat, I light this candle in honor of all the beautiful memories you left all those who love you. You will always be remembered :)
Laura, that fishing Angel is working, we have been catching big ones! Thanks again for the special gift.

MOMMY lit a candle on 7th March, 2009:

Good morning princess,

Mommy stopped by to tell you how much I love and Miss you. You are my everything sweetheart! Give daddy and Dell a big hug and kiss from me. Love yah suga bear!

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 6th March, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy Laurie,

I'm thinking of you both tonight and you both are always very close to my heart. Kat Kat send mommy some angel kisses in her dreams tonight little angel.

Laurie, thank you for your email about your hospital stay. I hope you are feeling better now. How scary all this must have been on you. Wish I could have been with you to hold your hand through it all. I love you so much sis.

With love always, Kristy's mom, Karen

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 2nd March, 2009:

Hello little darling..... your mummy is so sweet.... I wear my angel pin every day I go to work on stage especially..... it means so much to me...... I am glad she felt you near and it made her happy for a little while. We need those moments darling..... xXx

Laurie I hope to see you on facebook and show you photos and stuff so you can get to know us a little more xXx

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 27th February, 2009:

Thinking of you all today..

You hold a very special place in my Heart!!
Rest Peacefully..God Bless..

Laurie,I was reading your candle to Kat Kat about the mug on the table..I am soo Happy for you..It's so wonderful when things like that happen..It just lets us know that our loved ones are around us all the time.
I miss talking to you...I hope you are doing well.

michelle lit a candle on 25th February, 2009:

Hi KIt Kat. A day does not go by without me thinking of you. JUlie really took your candle vigil hard, but with time she seems to be getting better. She also keeps in touch with your mom which I know helps her alot. Michael is always missing you. He feels so bad for you and that u r not here. It is hard for him to understand. Him and Matt ask about you all the time. Michael has taken your death very hard. I know he was younger than you but he really enjoyed playing with you and his sisters and brother. I know those memories will be with him forever. I try not to focus on you too much. I hate to have to face the reality of you being gone. You were a big part of my families life. Michael told me the other day that you were lucy, I said why/ He said because you never get sick in heaven, He is a smaart kid. He also has told me he has seen you in our house. If it is u leave a sign. I will pray for u always and for your family. Until we meet again. Love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pat (Kenny Doyle's Mom) lit a candle on 18th February, 2009:

Children are a reflection of their parent's. Kat you must of been such a sweet and loving person, because you have the greatest Mommy. I recieved a fishing Angel from her, she said it reminded her of Kenny. It means so much to be blessed with such wonderful friends. You and Blake, Kristy, Austin all have a special place in my heart. You will always be remembered. Send your Mom the biggest hug from me. xoxo

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 17th February, 2009:

Hi sweet Angel Kat Kat..

I'm sorry sweety for not coming on your site to light a candle for you..everytime I attempted to come to your page,It would just say page cannot be displayed..There are so many glitches on this site that are so frustrating.
Sweety I still see your beautiful face here at home everyday..Right next to Kristy Pelletier..You hold a very special place in my Heart...Stay close to your Mommy.
Rest Peacefully..

Dear Laurie,
How are you?..It's been so long since we have talked..Would you pls re send me your new phone number..It was accidently erased from my answering machine..I realy would love to talk to you.
I Pray that your life is a litte better..I still miss my mom more than anything...She is a big part of my days.

I hope to talk to you soon my Dear Friend.
God Bless!!
With Love:Dina

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th February, 2009:

Dearest Kat Kat,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY IN HEAVEN SWEET GIRL.

Thinking of you and your beautiful mom on this day and always!!

Love you both too!!

Kristy's mom, Karen

Brittany lit a candle on 14th February, 2009:

hey kat!Just wanted to come by and say happy valentines day,and I LOVE YOU!!!
Love your big sister brittany.<3

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th February, 2009:

HELLO PRINCESS,

HAPPY ST. VALENTINES DAY. MOMMY BOUGHT YOU A CUTE LITTLE TEDDY BEAR THAT SAYS I MISS YOU ON IT. GIVE DADDY AND DELL A BIG HUG FROM ME, I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS.

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 10th February, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat,

Your mom is so special to me. I went to check my mail and there was a beautiful package from your mommy. A special Speedy Recovery Angel Pin. Kat Kat-- please send her down some angel kisses for me. It is really something I needed at a very difficult time.

Laurie--I love you so much!! I feel like you and everyone else on this site is all I have in my life to talk to about my feelings of loss. A lot of my friends over here hardly do not approach me anymore. They either don't know what to say to me or try to avoid me all together. I feel it from my own family too.

One lady who came to talk to me on Sunday said to me. We all have problems. This lady had surgery on her leg in September of last year. What she said is true but, this is nothing compared to the loss of a child or family member and trying to live each and every waking minute without them and she will not know what it is like unless it happens to her. I hope she never has to find out about this kind of pain.

I love you and Kat Kat so much. You are both my loving family. I think of you everyday!!

Love: Kristy's mom Karen

Anna- Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 9th February, 2009:

Just dropping in to say hi little princess. Your mom sent me some angels she made for your walk. They are very special to me and I can see how much love went into making them.I hope you and Anthony have met. He'll take great care of you.Thinking of you and your mommy, always.
Love You, little angel

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th February, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat,

Wow, your site is beautiful!! Your mommy has worked so hard on it and it shows!! I can see so much love here! It is beautiful just like you little angel! God bless you!

Laurie, I wanted to come by today to tell you how much you touched my heart with the poem you wrote on Kristy's site. I love you from the bottom of my heart dear sister. You are a gift to me and all of us. I do not know what I would do without you and all of my new family here on this site.

Someday Laurie, I hope we meet in person, so I can hug you so tight. I love you dear sister!!

Kristy's mom, Karen

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 8th February, 2009:

Hi kat just want to let you and your mommy to know i'm thinking of you both. hope you both are doing well. Have fun in heaven kat. rest in peace

Anna mesoraca-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 4th February, 2009:

Hi Kat,
Thinking of you today and wondering if it snows in Heaven? If it does, I bet your having a great time up there!! Did you find Anthony? He'd love to make a snowman with you!!
Take care of your mommy-she thinks of you constantly.Her faith amazes me!!!
Bye for now Little Angel

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo`s Daughter) lit a candle on 1st February, 2009:

Hi sweet Angel..

I think of you so often..I`m sorry i have not been on to light a candle for you in awhile..Sweetheart you are never far from my thoughts & Prayers..you are a part of our family.

I love you sweet girl..
God Bless!!
Rest Peacefully.

Anna Mesoraca-Anthonys Mom lit a candle on 30th January, 2009:

Good Morning, Kat,
Wanted to stop by and say hi. Thinking about you and all the wonderful angels with you.Stay close to your family and friends up there-they will take care of you and protect you always.Anthony's great with little girls-I'm sure he's up there taking care of you, playing silly games just like he did with his girls when he was with us.Thinking of you always little princess.
Love,Anna
Laurie,
Thinking of you and hoping your OK. I'm always avaiable if you ever need anything.Absolutely anything.Stay strong and know that you have many friends here that care deeply for you and Kat.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 29th January, 2009:

I just wanted you to know that you are always in my heart Kat. Life may get busy, but you stay with me every day. I love you lots.

Lorraine Humphries(Marjorie Webbs Daughter) lit a candle on 26th January, 2009:

+ . . * + * * . + * .*.++
. * + * JUST * + .
+ . . * + . + * . * +
* . + *SHOWING .* + .
+ . . * + . + * . * + .
+ , *SOME. + * LUV+ *
+ . . * + . + * . * + .*
.TO * * + . * THIS.* .
. * + * * + . *+ *
+ ..ANGEL.. * + . +
+ ....* + . + * . *
Sending You Lots of Love and Hugs Today.XxXxX

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th January, 2009:

HI KAT MEAT,

MOMMY HAS BEEN WORKING ON YOUR SITE AND I FINALLY FEEL IS IS PERFECT JUST LIKE YOU WERE AND ALWAYS WILL BE. I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY, I OFTEN LAY AWAKE AT NIGHT AND WONDER WHEN THIS HEARTACHE WILL GO AWAY. I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR, HUGS AND KISSES TO THE ONES I AM MISSING!

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's Mom) lit a candle on 19th January, 2009:

Dearest Kat Kat,

What a beautiful memorial for you Kat Kat!!!! Mom did a beautiful job again. I know how hard it is to work on a memorial and when it all erases on us, we feel so discouraged and upset. Kat Kat, your mommy is something else! She loves you so much! You and your mommy is so very dear to my heart! I send you my love always little girl!

Laurie, thank you for the beautiful poem on Kristy's site. You are a gift that God has sent to me.

Kat's site is beautiful!! I love all of the new photos of her and graphics. Thank you for adding the imikimi pictures I made for you, in memory of Kat Kat and of her 12th birthday. I read your beautiful poems and words about that awful morning on September 11, 2007 when Kat Kat passed. I know how difficult that day was for you and afterwards. It is still today, very difficult to live each day without our precious children by our sides.

Laurie, I just wanted to let you know that I will always be here for you. Remember, you are never alone!! I love you dear sister. You are always in my heart and prayers!

With love always, your sis and Kristy's mom, Karen

Michelle lit a candle on 18th January, 2009:

Hello Kat. We all think of you everyday and miss you.


Laurie thank you for the clothes, Faith is wearing the shirts as night shirts. I hope you are well. Keep in touch. I have not seen you in awhile.

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb's daughter) lit a candle on 15th January, 2009:

Hi Kat Kat,
Just coming by to light a candle for you sweetheart and to say hello. I hope
you are having a great time in Heaven
with all the other angels and your daddy and brother. Stay close to your
mum Kat, send her some angel hugs and
let her know you are close xx.
Lots of love angel, sweet dreams xx

Dear Laurie,
I hope you are well, thank you for your
lovely candle you posted on my mums site. Kathryns site is looking lovely,
you have worked really hard to get everything back in.
Laurie, please know you are always in mine and my family's thoughts and I send
you a big hug, God bless xx

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's Mom) lit a candle on 13th January, 2009:

Dear Laurie and Kat Kat,

I wanted to come by today to send you both some love and hugs and to tell you that I am doing okay.

The doctor said I have acute gastritis and the lining of my stomach is very inflamed. Three biopsies were taken but I have not heard the results yet. Hopefully this is good news. The doctor said this is what might be causing my chest pains.

I also have a Hiatal Hernia. The top part of my stomach went up through my diaphram and into my chest cavity. I am still having chest pains.

He put me on a medication that's called Sucralfate for the inflamed stomach. This medicine is so powerful. It had been making me very sick to my stomach for 4 days, when I first started the medicine. I could not even keep a cup of coffee down. I also gave me such bad backaches. It is getting better though. I guess I just need to get used to the medicine.

I have not been on the site at all this week. Today I am feeling better.

I send you my love always dear sister.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 8th January, 2009:

Thinking of you all today...thank you for your continued love & support to us all.

Always in my Prayers..
God Bless!!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 7th January, 2009:

Hello sweetie, I know you will be watching over your mummy. She is not alone, but feels lonely.... Kat Kat she needs you to help her get through. xXx

Dearest Laurie,
It changes so much I know. It is a different world we must live in now, but we will do it honey.... somehow. You are feeling so alone right now but I will be sending you something soon as it is finished and I hope you will know you are never really alone while we are your friends... you have so much love to give yet, don't think for one moment that she is not watching over you. xXx

Karen Pelletier (Kristy Pelletier's Mom) lit a candle on 5th January, 2009:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just wanted to let you and mommy know I am thinking of you both. I am so sorry I don't visit much lately. I still am not feeling well. I love you little girl.

Laurie, I am being admitted to the hospital tomorrow for some tests. I will let you know how things go. Please keep me in your prayers.

I love you both!!

Your sis, Karen

Michelle lit a candle on 3rd January, 2009:

I hope you had a great holiday season in Heaven and a great birthday. I know God made sure you were well taken cars of and made happy. I was thinking of you ata wedding last week and I teared up during the parents dance. i wish you could have had that experience. Maybe you will in heaven. We all miss you. Julie and Michaels birthdays were weird without you and the holidays just seemed strange. I dont know, maybe because I am just getting older. I miss joking with you and I aleays picture you with my kids playing out front. Everyday you got off your bus Mike amd Matt would scream for you to come play. You said hi but kept walking. I know because they were annoying little boys. You always came over later though. Julie seems to be doing better. I think with alot of time she will do well. She will always be your friend no matter what. Michael is always saying he feels bad for you and misses you. Ihe makes me think of you too then I get alump in my throat. Well, I will talk to you later. Keep N eye on your mom. I have not seen or talked to her in awhile. Love ya like a daughter.

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 31st December, 2008:

Thinking of you all and wishing you all a very Blessed New Year!!

Rest Peacefully!!

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb's) daughter lit a candle on 31st December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
How are you doing, did you have a wonderful christmas in Heaven?
I wanted to stop by and light a candle
for you and to wish you, your dad and
baby brother a blessed New Year up there
in Heaven with all your angel friends.
Stay close to your mum.
God bless little angel xx
Laurie, hope you are ok, sending you lots of New Year love, hope 2009 will be
a good year for all of us xx
Thinking of you xx

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th December, 2008:

HEY SUGA BEAR,

HOW'S MOMMY'S BIG GIRL DOING THIS EVENING? I'M JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU, WONDERING WHAT YOU ARE DOING? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY GIRL.

MOMMY IS SO HAPPY TO HAVE HAD YOU FOR 10 1/2 YEARS, I REALLY ENJOYED BEING YOUR MOMMY. I'M SORRY OUR TIME WAS CUT SO SHORT, PLEASE KNOW I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART. THAT NECKLACE MOMMY GAVE YOU WHEN YOU PASSED, THE ONE WITH THE HEART AND KEY ATTACHED TO IT, THAT IS THE KEY TO MY HEART KATHRYN AND WHEN YOU DIED YOU TOOK A PIECE OF MY HEART WITH YOU. I'LL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN, WHAT A WONDERFUL CELEBRATION THAT WILL BE!

I LOVE YOU, PLEASE VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS. I KNOW YOU ARE WITH GOD AND HE IS TAKING VERY GOOD CARE OF YOU, BUT AS A MOTHER I AM WORRIED ABOUT YOU, DO YOU MISS ME? DO YOU THINK ABOUT ME? OR HAVE YOU JUST MOVED ON? I DON'T FEEL YOUR PRESENCE ANYMORE, PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME KAT KAT!!!!!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 26th December, 2008:

Merry Christmas Kat. I hope you enjoyed celebrating Jesus's birthday party with all the other angels. Thinking of you and your family. Love, Hailey's Mommy.

brittany lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

HEY BABY SiSTER&&DAD.MERRY CHRiSTMAS TO0 YOU!H0PE CHRiSTMAS iN HEAVEN iS GREAT!i LOVE,AND MiSS YOU GUYS LiKE CRAZY!N0T A DAY G0ES BY THAT i DONT THiNK OF YOU OR SAY i PRAY F0R YOU GUYS.WATCH OVER ME.GUiDE ME iN THE RiGHT DiRECTiON.LOVE YOU!

GRANDMA & PAP PAP lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

MERRY CHRISTMAS KATHRYN,

WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. AS WE OPEN OUR PRESENTS TODAY WE WILL BE THINKING OF YOU AND REMEMBERING THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE YOU WOULD ALWAYS HAVE ON YOUR FACE. BE SURE TO VISIT US AND GIVE US LOTS OF ANGEL KISSES.

HAVE LOTS OF FUN IN HEAVEN WITH ALL OUR FAMILY WHO HAS PASSED ON TO BE WITH YOU. BE SURE TO GIVE DADDY AND YOUR BROTHER DELL OUR LOVE.

MISSING YOU SWEETHEART,

LOVE GRANDMA AND PAP PAP

Anna Mesoraca lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Merry Christmas to you in heaven and I pray that your family found at least some peace in sharing your memories today.

Lorraine(Marjorie Webbs daughter) lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Hi Sweet Angel Kat Kat,
A candle lit with lots of love,
For a special angel in Heaven above,
Its sent with a hug, and is sealed
with love.
Kat wishing you a lovely Christmas in
Heaven, hope you gets lots and lots of
presents angel xx

Laurie and Brittany, thinking of you both today. God Bless x

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Happy Christmas Eve Suga Bear,

Mommy is so happy to read all the wonderful candles our loved ones lit for you on your birthday.

I want to thank everyone who lit a candle for Kathryn on her birthday. My heart has been touched in so many ways. You guys are more family to me then my own family is, and I thank you all from the bottem of my heart.

If it weren't for my Memorial family my daughter's site wouldn't be what is is today. You all have shown so much love and devotion, One day I personally hope to thank easc and every one of you in person. I love you GUYS!

Kat Kat I love and miss you so much! Merry Christmas in Heaven my suga bear!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 24th December, 2008:

To all my dear friends in loss on this site I wish you all a peaceful time in your hearts and minds. It is always a challenge for us isn't it? I send you the gifts of strength to endure and joy in your hearts to remember that good energy and love never dies and therefore our precious ones have become immortal in our hearts and minds.

Peace to you all my dear friends. Kelly xXx

Aunt Katheryn Caleb's Mommy lit a candle on 24th December, 2008:

Laurie,

I tried to get on kat kat's site to wish her a happy birthday today with the link that you sent--and it wouldn't work--it said error--site not found. I was so excited when i saw that you had sent me a link to kat kat's site because i haven't been able to get on anyones site including caleb's since my computer crashed. I hate that the link wouldn't work. Could you please let kat kat know that i send her all of my love on this her very special birthday in heaven. Please let her know how much we all love her and how she is ALWAYS in all of our thoughts and prayers. I love you sweet lil angel kat kat. God Bless you Laurie--I send both you and kat kat so much love.

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday Kat! Wanted to stop by and wish you a blessed day! I hope that you are having a fantastic birthday in heaven and getting to celebrate till your hearts content! I also wanted to light a candle for your family and specially for your mom..she is a great person and has helped me very much and I know she needs your strength today and over the holidays. I wish you all a Very Merry Christmas and the Happiest New Year possible. Love always, Heather

Natalie lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT KAT!!! I write to you every once in a while, and like I always say I never met you, but I really would have liked to!!! It's really sad that you can't be here today, but we're still gonna celebrate your birthday in honor of you!!!
Well Luv ya!
And hope you have a great Birthday!

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,

Mommy is so happy to see all the wonderful candles our friends have lit for you. I am in tears reading them all. Kat these people are very special to mommy and I pray you have met and hugged each and everyone of there family members in Heaven.

I love you baby girl, I just got home from work and I'm going to get your cake and balloons. Happy Birthday My Sweet Angel. I love you so much!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Kat Kat Happy Birdie two ewes happy birthday two ewes happy birthday - it's your mirth day - Happy Birdie two ewes.... LOL. My children would laugh their socks off when I would mess with the song Kat. The thought though is for you to be remembered on your special day, and for mummy to know that she is not alone and you are both cared about to be here today.

Laurie, We are here for you as much as Kat Kat - I think you know we all feel what you are feeling, we all know that longing. Be brave dear friend. She is watching over you I am sure.... and will feel your love as we feel your despair. xXx Big hugs for you both today xXx Happy Birthday beautiful.... Kelly

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Iwanted to wish my winter birthday girl a happy birthday we all miss you so much,you and Sarah liked to save your birthday present from me untill summer,we would all go out for the day, we had such great times together your little cousin Sarah misses you a lot we talk about all the things we did together, you will all ways be in our hearts and prayers
Happy Birthday Kat

Giovanna lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday
Little Angel in Heven
Merry Christmas to All our beloved Angels in Heven

Grandma and Pap lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

I ask Jesus to give you a big hug for me and wish you a Happy 12th Birthday We love you and miss you Grandma and Pap

Pat [Kenny's Mom] lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday Kat Kat! On Birthdays, we often think of gifts recieved, instead of those given. What a beautiful gift to your Mommy, having such a bundle of joy for her Christmas present 12 years ago. The gift of LOVE. The best gift of all.

Josh(Marjorie Webb's Grandson) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
Happy 12th birthday In Heaven.
We are going to let a balloon go for you in a minute,I hope you catch it.
I hope you have a great party today with all your Angel friends and your dad.
Have a great day Kat Kat xx

Lorraine(marjorie webb's daughter) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy 12th Birthday Kat Kat.
Sweet angel here's hoping you have a
wonderful birthday, full of love and fun. Me and my sons are going to let a
balloon off for you in a minute, look
out for a silver balloon with Birthday
Girl written all over it, it is filled
with lots of love and hugs for you from
us here in Crawley, England.
Please give my mum a cuddle for me, it was her birthday yesterday, Laurie thank
you for your lovely candle.
Kat have the best party today, enjoy with your dad and all your friends, stay
real close to your mum, she needs you
sweetheart.
Lots of birthday love x

Mommy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY KAT KAT,

OH HOW MY HEART ACHES TO BE WITH YOU. TODAY SHOULD BE A HAPPY DAY, A CELEBRATION OF YOUR LIFE, YET I AM FORCED TO CELEBRATE WITHOUT YOU. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK.

AS SAD AS TODAY IS FOR ME I WILL KEEP MY HEAD UP HIGH AND TRY TO ENJOY YOUR SPECIAL DAY. I DO ASK GOD TO PLEASE GIVE YOU HUGS AND KISSES FOR ME, HUG YOU VERY TIGHT AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS YOU.

MOMMY AND BRITTANY ARE GOING TO RELEASE BALLOONS TO YOU SO YOU GET READY TO CATCH THEM, OK BABY? I ALSO ORDERED YOU A CAKE, REMEMBER WHEN WE WOULD SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, YOU WOULD ALWAYS ADD CHA CHA CHA TO THE SONG, WELL BEST BELIEVE WE ARE GOING TO SING IT JUST LIKE YOU LIKED IT.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KAT KAT, MOMMY WILL WRITE MORE LATER AS I AM CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW I CAN'T SEE WHAT I AM TYPING.

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY SUGA BEAR

Feleeza Castillo(Filomena Milillo's grandaughter) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat..

I want to wish you a very Happy & Blessed Birthday in Heaven

Angela Castillo(Filomena Milillo's granddaughter) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Happy Birthday in Heaven Kat Kat!!


~Today is my Birthday~

Today is my birthday
Celebrate my life with you
And remember the good times
Not the bad and
Do not be sad;
Look up towards the sun
And catch every ray of light
Upon your cheek.
For I am there with you.
Today is my birthday
Be happy for me
I lived short, but full
I had the pleasure of love
And the joy of my family.
Do not be sad
Look up towards the stars
And catch each twinkle
In your heart.
For I am there with you

Today is my birthday
My legacy is not wealth
Or mighty belongings,
My legacy is you and your life.
Spend it wisely and carefully
Guard it always
Do not be sad
Feel the wind on your face
And in your hair
And know that I loved you
For I am there with you in your laughter
And in your hearts.

Today is my birthday
Learn to live again without me,
Take my strength with you
For you are not alone.
Do not be sad
Feel the rain on your face
Feel all life's treasures and
Know that you are alive!
At each step of the way
I will help you
For I am with you always
Until we meet again.

Today is my birthday...
Author Unknown

michelle lit a candle on 23rd December, 2008:

Hey Kat. I am wishing you a happy birthday up there in heaven. We all miss you. God bless.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 21st December, 2008:

Sweetheart, You will be watching over your beautiful mummy this Christmas for she created you and I know how loving and caring she is.... therefore I know you will be with her. I am sending you a hug and I am sending mummy a gift in the post, it won't get there for Christmas but soon after. GBFS Kat Kat xXx

Laurie, I will be lighting her a candle on her birthday you can bet on that. You are never alone whilst we are friends.... and if other people are not there lean on me and your friends here. Keep your chin up lovely lady and I will see you one day to give you the hug I am sending you now. xXx

Diane Laducer Baker lit a candle on 20th December, 2008:

Hi Kat. I light this candle for you birthday. Your mom had become a very dear friend to my family. I recieved a Christmas card with an ornament for our Myleigh.Your mama needs to feel you near her at this time. Give her a sign. She misses and loves you very much. Happy, happy Birthday, baby. Love a very dear friend.

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th December, 2008:

Good morning princess,

Mommy is sorry your site disappeared on you, I a working very hard to re build it. I hope you like all the changes I made. I love and miss you so much sweety!

I don't have much Christmas spirit, I still haven't shopped for anyone. It's just not the same without you suga bear.

Your birthday is coming up and I can't believe you are turning 12 already. I miss you so much!

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 17th December, 2008:

Hi kat sorry i have not been online alot I have just been miss my little man alot. I hope that you are having fun In heaven with all your angel friends. Your birthday is coming soon I bet you there is going to be such a big party in heaven for you I hope that you have fun at it. I know this time of year has to be hard for your mommy so you stay close to her kat and help her stay strong. Well i just wanted you to know i was thinking of you and your mommy. Rest in peace kat.

Lorraine ( Marjorie Webbs daughter ) lit a candle on 17th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
I wanted to light this candle for you to
say have a lovely Christmas in heaven with all the other angels, and your brother and daddy, God Bles Sweetheart.
Laurie, thank you for my Christmas card,
you should receive my card in the next
few days, I love the angel keepsake it
is beautiful, thank you so much.
The photo of Kat Kat and Britanny is lovely thank you for sending it to me.
I hope you have a lovely Christmas and
a happy New Year, lets hope it is a good one. Take care, will be thinking of
you x

jackie rainger lit a candle on 15th December, 2008:

Dear Kathryn. I wanted to stop by and light a candle for you, your baby brother and your daddy. I have you all and your dear mummy in my thoughts. Loads of love for a beautiful angel.
Hugs xx
Jackie, Douglas Raingers mummy.
xxxxx

Lorraine(Marjorie Webbs daughter) lit a candle on 15th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,
Just wanted to say hello and light a
candle for you, your site looks beautiful you mum has worked really hard, I really feel for her I know how
she felt our site has crashed a few times, it is so frustrating.
I hope you are having lots of fun in heaven, I bet it is so pretty up there.
Stay close to your mum and sister.
Laurie, happy 40th birthday for yesterday, I am so sorry I didn't know,
you are a very special person and you dont deserve to celebrate on your own.
So sending you lots of birthday hugs from me and my family.
Love what you have done on Kats site, it
is lovely, you have done a great job.
Take care, Bless you all xx

mommy lit a candle on 15th December, 2008:

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th December, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat,

It's me Mommy, I was working on your site and the damn thing erased on me. I am almost sick to my stomach. I am so sorry baby, all the long hours of hard work I put into it! Hopefully I can get it all back, I will try sweetheart! I love you!

Dina Castillo(Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 12th December, 2008:

Hi sweetheart,

Please give your mommy the strength to put your page together again.I feel so bad that it has erased once again.I know how your mommy is feeling.I wish I still had a copy of your page saved to my computer,but my computer crashed and I lost all my saved documents.

stay close to your mommy Angel..

Rest Peacfeully.
Love: Dina

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 11th December, 2008:

Hi angel! Just stopping by to tell you that I love you, and I'm so sorry that I haven't been around in awhile. I hope mommy is hanging in there. I think of you, and her, every day. I love you both so much. I'm sending hugs and kisses your way angel Kathryn. XOXO

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th December, 2008:

Good morning suga bear,

Mommy just can't stop thinking about you. I miss you so much! I put the Christmas tree up a couple days ago and as I was decorating it all I could do was cry thinking about you and how much fun you had decorating it each year. I found some decorations you made in school a few years ago, I just sobbed!

Nothing seems the same without you. This will be my second Christmas without you and it hurts just the same as the first.

I don't have much of a Christmas spirit, I haven't shopped for Brittany yet, I just don't have any desire. I used to love Christmas shopping, I would find you the cutest gifts and no matter what I bought you, you would open it and say oh mommy I just love it! The smile n your face could light up a room.

Your birthday is coming up and I am so depressed about that too. You will be turning 12. Do you remember me telling you I would buy you a cell phone when you turned 12 or 13. I keep thinking about that for some reason. I know how badly you wanted one, I'm so sorry I didn't get it for you when you asked me for it. I just thought at the time you were too young and you might lose it somewhere.

Mommy heard a song the other day called Butterfly Kisses, it made me think of you and I was crying the entire time the song played. The song talks about a daddy and his little girl, she goes through different stages of her life and towards the end of the song the dad is about to walk her down the isle, and I started thinking I will never have the opportunity to watch you grow up, nor watch you get married. I'd give anything to have you back!

Kat Kat I can't visit your site without crying uncontrollably, I am so sorry baby, I wish I were stronger!

I added some new pictures and poems to your site, I hope you like them, especially the one where you are riding the motorcycle. Daddy would have loved that one too. I pray you guys are all together, watching over us. I love you will all my heart! I'll write more later baby! Hugs and Kisses

Matthew lit a candle on 4th December, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, We really want you to come down. Now you are with Jesus. Are you with our dog Magnum? Love Matthew

Grandma & Aunt Mae lit a candle on 28th November, 2008:

Grandma and I were talking today,and your name came up as it always does,it is such a sad time for every one,with you not here you loved the holidays in fact you loved every thing and every one you were such a happy little girl always smiling you were a great joy.
Always in our hearts

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 28th November, 2008:

Happy Thanksgiving Laurie This candle is for you because I know this will be hard for you xXx

Natalie lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

Hey Kat!
This is Natalie.
I wrote to you before, but I'm writing to you today to tell you Happy Thanksgiving!
Other than that I just want you to know, my Aunt Mer just passed away, and if you see her up there let her know that me and everyone else in the family love and miss her just as much as everyone misses you!

brittany..kats big sister lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

hey baby sis,just coming past to tell you happy thanksgiving!I l0ve you alot,and i hope thanksgiving in heaven is wonderful.Wish i could be with you.Tell daddy the same.Come see us today guys.We love you!Visit me in my dreams.
..love brittany

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING KAT KAT, DELL, AND DADDY. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH! TODAY IS THE FIRST HOLIDAY BEING CELEBRATED WITHOUT DADDY. I FEEL SO ALL ALONE GUYS. I WOULD RATHER SPEND MY DAY IN BED BUT GRANDMA WANTS US TO COME OVER FOR DINNER. YOU GUYS BE SURE TO PAY US A VISIT. I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXO

Lorraine(Marjorie Webb's daughter) lit a candle on 27th November, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,
Just stopping by to light a candle for you and to wish you a lovely Thanksgiving in heaven, I hope you have
a wonderful time with all your new friends, God Bless sweetie, look out for
your mum xx
Laurie, hope you are having a good thanksgiving and I want you to know me and my family are thinking of you.
Best wishes to you and all your lovely
friends on this site and your daughter
Brittany x

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 25th November, 2008:

Dearest Laurie..... I recieved my card and lovely tribute to Kat Kat in the post today - in England!!! Wow! I was so touched by the gesture. We don't celebrate Thanksgiving in the UK but I have heard it is a very special time for you. May I wish you a very special thanksgiving where the good memories outweigh the bad, and you remember lots of joyful ones.... Sending you a huge hug my friend xXx

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 23rd November, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy,

I wanted to come by tonight Laurie to thank you for the beautiful picture memorial of Kat Kat and the Thanksgiving card that you sent in the mail. I recieved them this morning.

Laurie, thank you for the beautiful candles you always light for Kristy. They mean so much to me. You have touched my heart in so many ways. You and Kat are a part of my family and I thank God for sending you to me.

Christmas will be hard. This year we are going to spend a quiet Christmas at home. No traveling! I want you to know that you will be in my thoughts. I will try to send Christmas cards this year. I think last year, I sent some cards to a few people. My heart was not into it last year. I will try to send some this year.

I love you both so much Laurie and thank you always for everything. I love you dear sister!

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

michelle lit a candle on 20th November, 2008:

Hey Kat. The kids were talking about you today, and it is so weird to think you are gone. I think of you with the kids and it all doesnt seem real. I still think of you as being around. Then I think did you exist? Of course you did. It is just a strange feeling. I want to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving up in Heaven. I know you will have a great day with all of your family. Keep an eye on your family down here. We all miss you.

Giovanna Filomena Milillo sister lit a candle on 18th November, 2008:

Good morning Beautiful Angel
it as been awhile,dropping by light this very special candols ,and Praying
for your Beautiful Mom , that God grant
her Lots of Love and Happiness in her Life, Please always watch over Her,
You Where her Beautiful Baby Girl
that now she cant hold You in her arms.but very close to her heart where you will olway will be, and in our prayers,
Those whom we love go out of sight,
But never out of mind;
They are cherished in the hearts
Of those they leave behind.

Debi ( Sean Dallimore's Mummy ) lit a candle on 17th November, 2008:

Just passing through Kat to leave you my love, and also for your dear Dad and precious brother. Be with your Mom Kat, i know you all are every single day. Give her the strength she needs each day xxxGod bless xxx

Austins Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 16th November, 2008:

Hi kat I hope that you are having a wonderful time in heaven. I hope you have fun at Austin party He is getting be such a big angel. I just wanted to let you and mommy know that i'm think of you both. Rest in peace kat

Pat [Kenny Doyle's Mom] lit a candle on 10th November, 2008:

Dear Kat, Thinking of you and your Mom today. Hoping she is doing well. She placed a poem about courage to go on, on Kenny's page that I read everyday. I wanted to thank her for that. Send her lot's of Heavenly Kisses. I know how much she misses you every day. xoxo

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 8th November, 2008:

Hey little angel... your mummy is in my thoughts - as are you and I wanted to stop by to let you both know....

Laurie - you are quiet! I hope you are coping and know that your friends are here if you need us xXX

Matthew lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

I miss you Kat Kat. I hope you come back again. Sometimes I see you on the steps . Sometimes we all miss you. I will see you again in Heaven.

cathy, ryan franklins mummy lit a candle on 7th November, 2008:

hi kat kat i hope you and ryan are playing together up in heaven. you will always be missed and loved forever by your family and i know your mummy will meet you again one day and will give you so many big hugs. laurie i hope you are ok ive tried mailing you but to no success please contact me on cathyrcr@hotmail.co.uk i hope you are ok as i know the pain doesnt go away.much love. cathyxxxxxx

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 5th November, 2008:

Hi kat Just want to let you know i'm thinking of you and your mommy. Stay close to her. I hope that you are having fun in heaven. Rest in peace kat.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 1st November, 2008:

Happy Halloween Lil Angel xXx

Pat [Kenny's Mom] lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

Happy Halloween. No tricks, only treats in Heaven!

Michelle Rydzak lit a candle on 31st October, 2008:

Hey girly. I was just reading your moms letter to you and a lump was in my throat. You should be here with us. I hope you are around tomorrow when the kids go out to trick or treat. JUlie is going as the girl from thr movie Grudge, Faith is a sexy vampire, Michael is a pirate and Matt is a ninja. They will surely miss you again this year. All Faith talked about before you died is going out with you and Julie last year. They are so sad without you. I know you will be with them dressed up in some crazy outfit. Life is so weird. I still picture you coming over all the time and walking to the BP with the kids for a treat. Life is unfair. Ido miss you. I hope you are well. Love ya.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 29th October, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Boy, it has been a while little girl since I visited your memorial. Aunt Karen has not been feeling well again lately. I think of you and mommy all the time though. I send you my love Kat Kat always.

Laurie, I am so sorry I have not been on Kat's site in a while. I just don't feel right lately. My stomach and chest pains are back and when they come, I have a hard time to breathe. I had some blood work done again and it turns out that there is something wrong with my liver. My doctor said maybe the ducts in my liver have been affected. There is either Gallstones in my liver ducts, that the surgeon did not see during my surgery on September 10th, which is causing the pain or the infected gallbladder caused an infection in my liver. I am in the process of seeing a GI specialist to find out what is still wrong with me.

I read one of your candles to Kat, where you wrote about you fingers, hands, arms up to your elbow are numb. Please Laurie, make an appointment to see your doctor. This is how we found out Kristy was so sick. I am not saying this is what is wrong with you, but these feelings ARE NOT NORMAL!!! Please see your doctor. You know I love you sis!!!

Thank you so much for the beautiful poems on Kristy's memorial site. On her tributes section and candles lit section. You are a dear sister and loving friend.

I will try to visit Kat's site more often, when I am feeling okay. I love you both so much.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Lorraine ( Marjorie Webbs daughter ) lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

Dear Kathryn,
Just wanted to light this candle for you
and your mum, to let you both know that
we are all thinking of you.
Kat, keep watching over your mum she needs you to do that.
Laurie God Bless, Take care of yourself,
you are an amazing person and I hope in
time I can be as strong as you x

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 22nd October, 2008:

Sorry I have not been able to light you a candle Kat My computer has been broke and i'm hoping to have it running soon. I hope you are having fun in heaven stay close to your mom. and thank her for me for light austin candles and the poems. Rest in peace kat and have sweet dreams tonight.

Lorraine ( Marjorie Webbs daughter ) lit a candle on 20th October, 2008:

Hi sweet angel Kathryn,
Just wanted to light this candle for you
and to let you know that me and my whole
family have you and your mum in our hearts and prayers. God Bless xx
Laurie, a really big thank you for the
lovely poem you left on my mum's site,
it was beautiful and it was very much
needed by myself and my whole family, we
are all really struggling at the moment.
We are finding it difficult as it gets
nearer to christimas and it will be mums
70th birthday on 22nd December, we are trying to be strong, but it is so hard.
Your poem was a real tonic, bless you for that, you are a very special lady.
You and your family are in our hearts and prayers, god bless you

Mommy lit a candle on 20th October, 2008:

Hello suga bear,

Mommy misses you so much. My heart is empty, oh what I would give to see your beautiful smiling face just one last time. But who am I kidding, one time would not be enough!

I've been thinking about daddy alot lately. He actually visits me in my dreams. I wish you would visit with him. He comes alone, sometimes I just wake up remembering his face.

Pap Pap has been visiting me alot lately too. It's really nice to talk to him and wake up as if we were actually visiting each other. He passed away back in 1988, I miss him and Baba alot. She passed away in 1997, you were only 7 months old at the time. I keep my faith and know in my heart Baba And Pap are very close by to you. I also believe lil Dell is with you guys. It's so sad but mommy never got to see lil Dell or even hold him in the hospital when he died. I pray when I get to Heaven I will know who he is. I can't wait to be with everyone.

Life here without you is very challenging. I pray I can hang around long enough to see Brittany graduate high school, go off to college, get married and have children. When it's my time to come home I pray you, Dell, daddy, Baba and Pap all come down to get me. What a celebration that will be. I will finally get to meet Jesus and hopefully ask him alot of questions.

I get very jealous knowing you and daddy are together and I am left here. I do realize it is not my time yet, but I can't help to feel the need to be with you. Kat I can't describe the pain I feel each and everyday not having you here. I've shed so many tears, I never cried this much before. Please come around as often as you can, let me feel your presence. And please visit me in my dreams. I could sure use a big hug from you and I miss you telling me everyday how much you loved me!

I know my life will never be whole again, but Kat, please talk to God for me and ask him to please give me happiness again. I'm always so sad and depressed.

I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now, I wouldn't let you go this time. You've been gone 13 months now and It still doesn't feel real.

I love you with all my heart, night night suga bear!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 17th October, 2008:

Dearest Laurie, I am so sorry you are struggling so hard right now. I am putting my arms around you right now to hold you in my heart and thoughts. I wish I could be there to comfort you, but I am so far away I can only send my heart on the wind... I know how this feels, there are still moments when all of us feel the same, and that's why it is good to have each other's support. Keep trying to get through each day... just one at a time.... xXx I am sending Kat a big hug to pass on to you in your dreams when she comes to visit you... Kelly xXx

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th October, 2008:

Dear Kathryn and mommy Laurie,

I wanted to come by tonight Laurie to thank you for the beautiful message you wrote on Kristy's site. What you wrote means so much to me.

Today is a very difficult day for me. Tomorrow (October 18) would have been Kristy's 23rd birthday. I went to the store and bought Kristy a beautiful little angel statue to put here with her cherished things. I want to buy a gift for her every-year. I know in my heart, how much she would love it.

I also been having some really bad stomach pains again. I have been to my doctor and he sent me in for more blood work. He is checking my Liver.

I also messed up my right middle finger, as I was washing a little bit of paint out of the rug that Gary spilled. My middle finger on my right hand popped out of place and was badly disfigured. I went to the emergency room last Saturday. My finger is not broken but the ligaments in my finger is badly damaged. I might have to wear this splint on my finger and hand for 6 months. I am scheduled to see a bone specialist to figure out how to straighten my finger back out. Seems like so many things are working against me and my family this past year and a half.

I just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me and how much you help me. I wish we could just sit down and talk face to face. Hopefully some day this will happen.

Thank you for releasing a balloon tomorrow for Kristy's birthday. You are an amazing friend Laurie. I love you so much. I do not know what I would do without you and everyone else here on this site. I thank God everyday for my special dear friends here.

I am sending you so many hugs always my dear sister.

With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

sister brittany lit a candle on 16th October, 2008:

hey kat just coming past to say hello,and i love you!hope your doing well..i miss you very much and cant wait to see you again.I have some good days but others i dred.watch over me angel..
love you

T ammy(David Devennys girlfriend ) lit a candle on 7th October, 2008:

hi kat just wanted to light a candle to let your mommy know am always thinking of her i hope she is doing ok i know she will always miss you and i know you will always watch over her x

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 6th October, 2008:

Hello little angel, I hope you are keeping your lovely mummy company as she misses you so much. I am sending you both love and thoughts xXx

Dear Laurie, I think of you every day... I hope you are feeling more positive and feeling the love everyone sends you and your Kat.
A hard week for me this week. My youngest son Kyle's 20th birthday anniversary tomorrow... I know I will have an emotional day myself... you see, for all the days that we get by and we cope, there is always these anniversaries to get through, no matter how strong we are! I send you all my love and the hope that I believe we will one day be reunited with our cherished loved ones when the time is right. Keep that thought close honey. xXx Kelly

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

Good morning angel,

Wow do I miss you! Yesterday was Kevin's 3rd Birthday party. We celebrated at Chuckee Cheese. Nina had Mia's party there also. All I could do was think about you and how much fun you would have had playing with all the kids. I could have cried at any given moment.

Mommy saw a friend there she went to school with. It was so hard on me to hold back my tears as I was telling him the story of what happened to you.

Kat Kat you will always be a very special part of my life I will always remember you and tell the story of what happened to you.

Kevin had such a great time. He was smiling from ear to ear. I feel as though you were there with us in spirit.

In two more months you will be turning 12. Mommy wants to have a birthday party for you and invite all your friends. I look back at all your birthdays and it breaks my heart each time I think you will never be here to celebrate anything ever again. God I wish you were here with me.

I love and miss you suga bear.Hugs and kisses from mommy!

brittany lit a candle on 5th October, 2008:

hey dad hey kat!i miss you guys so much!i havent been on here in a while,and im very sorry!!just wanted you guys to know i think of yall everyday!actually dad i was watching a movie today that reminded me so much of you!It was singing the blues,and it reminded me of how i hated when you played that music,but i would give anything to here you play it again.You used to make me so angry with that music,but now i miss it!Me and kat would plug our ears.Lol.but i love you guys!watch over me..
Love britt

Pat [Kenny's Mom] lit a candle on 4th October, 2008:

I wanted to thank your Mom for the beautiful poem she put on Kenny's web. How wonderful. I put it on his tribute page. Stay close to your Mom, and send her lots of love.

Debi ( Sean Dallimore's Mum ) lit a candle on 2nd October, 2008:

Thank you for visiting my son's page, i appreciate it. It has been an honour visiting your dear daughter's and husbands site, i am so sorry for all your losses (((((hugs)))) My e.mail is ddebra790@aol.com if you ever need a shoulder to lean on xxxx

Pat {Kenny's mom} lit a candle on 1st October, 2008:

Dear Kat, I know how much your Mom is missing you, sometimes it's over whelming. We go thru the days with hidden tears that never seen to dry. Oh how we long for our children. I know that you miss her also, and want her to find happiness in this life. This, I am told, will come in our own time. Until that day, keep close to your Mom and send her lots of love from above.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 25th September, 2008:

Dearest angel Kat Kat and mommy Laurie,

Just wanted to come by tonight to say hi and to light this candle for you both.

I also wanted to let you know Laurie, that my internet will be turned off by the end of the week, due to the move. The closing for the house is this friday. I will try to get my internet hooked back up, as soon as possible.

I am sending you both my love tonight.

Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd September, 2008:

Wow princess, I am the 4444th visitor to your site. I think that's awesome how many people have visited you this past year.

I miss you so much baby girl. I found a picture of you when you were younger, we were at Chucky Cheese. You were riding a ride and it snapped a picture of you. Of course I cried a good ten min.

Mommy can't understand why you left me at such a young age. Were you not happy here? You left me with a broken heart Kat. I've been so depressed all I want to do is sleep. I miss you suga bear! Give mommy some motivation, I don't feel like doing anything, all I do is sit at home and cry. I think Deja is sad too, she just mopes around and sleeps also.

Please visit me in my dreams and give me a very big hug.I just want to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love and miss you. I love you so much suga bear! Night Night

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st September, 2008:

Hello my princess,

Mommy loves you so much. I think about you everyday. I still can't believe you are gone baby. I was so happy to have the Memorial walk for you. I baked cookies, made angel pins and had a gathering at the church. Cooper and Melissa came, I was so happy to see them. I haven't seen them since your funeral. Melissa and I talked and cried together, she misses her mom alot too. We know her mom is helping God look after you. It's amazing how our lives have changed over the past few years.

Savanna sang with Michael, they sounded so beautiful together. Savanna shared some memories of you with us. All I could do was hug her, she really misses you alot. She has your bulletin from your funeral and some pictures hanging on her ceiling and every night before she goes to bed she looks at them and says a prayer for you before she goes to bed.

Julie, Faith, Michael and Mathew really miss you alot too. Michelle and Mike and I talk about you alot. They still can't believe you are gone. Mike was on duty and he and officer Poo gave us a police escort over to the church. that meant alot to me. I know how busy the cops can get and for Mike to take the time to be there was very special to me. Plus Michelle fixed a pepperoni and cheese tray. She shared some memories of you also. There wasn't a dry eye in the building. We all love and miss you so much Kat Kat.

Grandma and aunt Mae talked about you, Brittany and Patrice shared some memories. Danny and Michael told a couple stories.

I'm just so thankful to the people who came, helping me keep your memories alive is so important to me.

Mrs Ochak, Dr. Skeezas, Mrs. Cooper from the school came, I was so happy to see them. You were very well loved Kat. I would say there were 50 people there.

I felt like you were there with us, part of me knew you brought all your angel friends and our family with you to the walk. At the end of the night I felt so much at ease.

Mommy is planning your 12th birthday party. Savanna said she will make sure she is there to help celebrate your special day.

I love you Kat meat, I love and miss daddy and your brother Dell too. You guys be sure to visit me in my dreams.

Night Night sweetheart!

Aunt Mae & Grandma lit a candle on 20th September, 2008:

Kat
Just wanted to say how much we love and miss you,grandma and I talk almost every day,and your name comes up every day, we laught and cry about the good times and the crazy times and the sad times we all had together you will always be with us in our hearts.
we all love and miss you so much
may you rest in peace

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th September, 2008:

Dear Laurie,

I wanted to come by today to let you know that I am thinking of you and to let you know I am okay. On the 8th of September, "at bedtime" I could not sleep and had so much pain in my stomach and ribs. I did not sleep all night. The next morning, September 9, My pain was also in my chest. I thought I was having a heart attack. My daughter Mary rushed me to the emergency room. They took some test and found out my heart was fine but they knew something was wrong. After a bunch of tests and an ultra sound on my stomach, they told me that my Gall Bladder was inflamed and infected and needed surgery right away. I was admitted to the hospital and was scheduled for surgery at 6:00pm. They put in an IV to give me fluids, pain medicine, and antibiotics to help with the infection in my Gall bladder. For some reason, they kept pushing my surgery time back to 8:00 pm, 10:00pm, 12:00 am on the 10th of September, and I am not sure why. Maybe I needed to be on the antibiotics for a little while, I don't know, I was so out of it and full of pain medicine. My surgery was on the 10th at 7:45 am.

They removed my Gall Bladder and I am recovering at home with no further complications. Thank you for all the wonderful messages on Kristy's site. You are a beautiful, caring friend. I am so sorry I missed Katheryn's angel day on september 11th. My heart was with you and her though. I love you both.

I will try to visit the memorial sites more often. I have a hard time with it right now because I am so sore and it is so hard to sit up for a long period of time. Always know You are always in my thoughts and I love you! God bless.

Kristy's mom, Karen

Austin Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 14th September, 2008:

I'm sorry I didn't light you a candle kat on your angel day. I want you to know you and your mom are always in my thoughts. I know she is have a hard time now you help her stay strong kat and keep close. I know if you would let her know your around that would make her day. You are a very lucky girl to have such a wonderful mommy that love and cares about you so much. I hope you have been having such a wonderful time up in heaven. Have sweet dreams tonight kat kat

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

We will be with you today and in spirit here in England Kat Kat & Mummy. We are going out tonight and will ask all to light a candle in your memory and to support your loving mum on her day to honour you. We send you and mum our love. xXx
Laurie.... we are with you every step of the way. Go girl..... she will so proud of your efforts for her, and watching from above. xXx Kelly

Pat {Kenny's Mom} lit a candle on 12th September, 2008:

One year in Heaven, our beautiful Angel Kat. I can only imagine what your Mom is experiencing, Kenny has been gone 9 1/2 months. I'm sure her heart is missing you terribly, so , as I'm sure you have been, surround her with love. That is the best medicine of all.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 11th September, 2008:

Dearest Katkat,

I want to light this special candle for you today on your 1 year Angel Anniversary....Stay close to your mom today sweetheart.I'll be thinking of her all day today,How I wish I could be with her right now.

God Bless and rest in Peace!!
♥With Love ♥: Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th September, 2008:

Good morning suga bear. In 31 min will mark your 1 yr anniversary. Mommy misses you so much! I love you just as much today as I did yesterday and the day before that too. Please be with us as we Honor You today. I love you....

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 7th September, 2008:

Hi kat kat Just wanting to let you know i'm think of you and your mom. I pray you both are doing well. I hope that you are having lots of fun in heaven. Stay close to your mommy kat kat.

Rest In peace kat and have sweet dreams later tonight.

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 5th September, 2008:

Just wanted to stop by and light a candle and let you know that I have been thinking about you and your mom a lot! I sure hope that things are going better for you...I know you are doing great, I am sure of it up in heaven you couldn't ask for anything better! Your mom has done a spectacular job on your page, I can't even imagine how much time she spends here. It is a wonderful tribute. God bless you both and I hope all is well. Love, Heather

Chris (Brayden's mom) lit a candle on 1st September, 2008:

Hi Kat, Just stopped by to tell you I love you, and I'm thinking about you today. I was reading about the walk and vigil that your mom is planning for you on your angel date- I think it is a beautiful idea!! Your mom is such a strong woman. She is a lot stronger than she thinks. I'm so glad that she found such a great way to honor you. I wish I could be with her that day. I will be in spirit though. Well Kat, I have to go feed Brayden's little sister now, she is starting to fuss. Thank you for helping getting her here safely. I can't wait to tell her about her cousin Kat!I send you love and hugs.

michelle lit a candle on 30th August, 2008:

I am thinking of you today. I cant believe it will be a year in a couple of weeks since you have been gone. I know you are watching over everybody. God Bless.

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 27th August, 2008:

Hi kat I hope you are doing well in heaven and having lots of fun with the angels. stay close to your mom. I bet you are so proud of her For all she has done to remember you. Help her stay strong. I just wanted you and your mom to know i'm think of both and hope you guys are doing well. Rest In peace kat.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 26th August, 2008:

I am lighting this candle this morning to let you know I am Thinking of you all with love today..
Rest Peacfully..

stay strong my dear sister Laurie.
God Bless !!
♥Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 23rd August, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy,

I want to light this candle for you both tonight to let you know you are on my mind. I love you both!!

God bless!! With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

michelle lit a candle on 18th August, 2008:

Hey Kit Kat. I am thinking of you again today, of course. We all miss you. We visited and talked to your mom a couple of times this weekend. It was nice to sit and remember the good times with you. I felt myself looking around when the kids were playing in your yard and just couldnt help to think of you there. You should have been there having fun next to them. I have a feeling that you were there in spirit. This first year of you being gone has gone so fast. I find myself thinking of you more. I start to cry when I picture you with my kids. I dont know if I told you but the day you died Mike was working a bank detail and couldnt come home. He sat at the bank and cried all day. A few of the officers stopped by to see him, to see if he was ok. He thought of you as one of his own. We miss you sooo much. You should be here, it makes me so mad. Well, I know you are well taken care of and happy. Love ya, Michelle

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 17th August, 2008:

Hi Laurie. Bless you of course you can have my email. Mssunnydaye@aol.com I would like to help you through the first anniversary if I can. Your idea is fantastic. Kat will feel all that love I am sure xxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th August, 2008:

Hello my angel, mommy misses you so much! This evening Camille and her kids stopped by and Michelle and her kids stopped by. We were all talking about you and all of a sudden the fence behind mommy started to shake real fast, there was no one standing there Kat, we all got goose bumbs, Julie got cold, we all wondered if that was you trying to join our conversation. It sure got our attention!

We all miss you so much! Everytime I talk about you I cry. You were such a good kid, everyone's friend for life!

This summer has been very hard on everyone, your friends still have a hard time dealing with your death. I have a hard time, I cry all the time Kat! Especially when I am alone, it hits me even harder. I wish I could have said goodbye to you before you took your last breath, watching you take your last breath has changed me forever, I will never forget September 11, 2007 at 8:19am.

Mommy is having a Crusade on Sept 11 in honor of your 1year anniversary. I am going to gather your friends and family and anyone from the community who would like to walk a 2 mile walk with us, we will have candles and balloons for you and for all of your angel friends who visit your memorial site. It's gonna be called Kat Kat's Crusade. I plan on having this every year for you. I don't know of what else to do suga bear!

I love you with all my heart, sweet dreams princess!


michelle lit a candle on 15th August, 2008:

Hey Kat. I was talking about you yesterday at Tamburitzans. I was talking to one of the parents there and told her your story. She was shocked. I almost started to cry. I hate to think of that day. Life is so strange, unfair, and short. You should have lived a long life with Julie and Faith as life long good friends. I will never forget the look on Faiths face when Me and Mike told her you died. That was the worst look I would never want to see again. Julie thought we were lying. I wish we were. They loved you. Especially little Faith. It didnt seem real as we were saying it. Well, I miss ya girl. I sam tearing up I have to go. I know you are now safe and happy with all of your loved ones in Heaven. Love ya.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 14th August, 2008:

Thinking of you with love this morning sweet Angel kat kat..

Rest in Peace..
God Bless You All!!
♥with Love♥: Dina


Keep hanging in there Laurie.

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 12th August, 2008:

Dear Laurie,

This candle is for you lovely lady. It is so hard sometimes. Each day sometimes seems more monumental to get through than the last. I am on email mssunnydaye@aol.com if you need to off load. I am putting my arms around you now - rest your weary heart with a friend if you need. We are here for you. xXx Keep strong if you can, I know it is hard. Kelly

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 9th August, 2008:

Just to let you know you are thought of so much and your mummy is in our hearts. I know how she struggles and she has so much courage Kat. Your were so lucky to have her chosen to be your mum. It is easy to run away or crumble. It takes courage to face this kind of grief and loss. Your mum has that and more. I am honoured to know her and the other friends on this site God Bless you both xXx Kelly.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 6th August, 2008:

Hey kat kat I hope you and your dad and brother are all having fun in heaven. I hope you guy are helping your mommy and your sister through all those tough times i'm sure you guys are. I just wanted to stop by and let you know i'm thinking of you and your mom I hope you both are doing okay. your always in my thoughts. Rest in peace kat

kris Ashley's Mom lit a candle on 5th August, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat

I know it has been a while. I am so sorry, but have had issues with the computer. Hope they are fixed now. I think of you often and hope you are happy in heaven and keeping close to your mom. She misses you and that Anniversary of your death will be hard. So many feelings and so many questions. I had Ashley's Birthday and mothers day within three days of eachother and the anniversary a month later. Thanks for helping me through I know all of you had to help me through. Please give Ash a hug for me. tell her i love her so much and miss her.

Laurie

hang in there. I know what is like to come on here and realize you are sending love to your child that should be next to your side. It is too much to bear sometimes.

We are all with you. I have not stopped thinking about you or Kat Kat.
She is close to you holding your hand. She has to be just like Ash. I would never make it through what i am going through and fight the fight that I am without her helping me alond.

Sweet Dreams Kat Kat
Hang in there Laurie

Kris

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Can you do me a big favor honey? Can you please, please pray for your mommy. Please help her honey. I know how hard the upcoming month of September will be on her. I have just gone through the month of June and it was so hard on me. Every day is a constant struggle to survive this awful pain. Kristy's birthday is approaching so fast and the pain is always there. I love you and mommy so much sweet angel.

Laurie, You are a loving, beautiful mom. Kat is always with you! I know it is so hard, as we both know it will never go away, but our children will help us every step of the way. They are right by our side. September 11 will be so hard, but always know you have so many people on this site who love and care about you and will not let you go through this day alone. Please email me when ever you want, my dear sister. I love you from the bottom of my heart. Kat Kat will help you too. She is a beautiful soul because her mommy is a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your precious baby Kat with me and thank you for all of your love that you send me. I love you sis! Always remember that!! Kristy's mom, Karen

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 3rd August, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to let you and mommy know I am thinking of you tonight. I love you both so much!!

Laurie, thank you so much for the beautiful candle you lit for Kristy the other day. You have touched my heart as always!! Thank you!

Caleb Harvey's mom Katheryn, asked me to tell you, that you are always in her prayers.

I love you sis!! Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st July, 2008:

Hello suga bear

Mommy wants you to know I love you more than life, more than anything this world has to offer. You will always be my suga bear, even in Heaven!

Kat Kat, It's so hard for mommy to visit your site lately. All I do is cry the entire time I'm writing your candle. Baby I think about you everyday, you are lways close to my heart!

Last weekend Tasha had softball tournaments and mommy and Brittany went both days. All I could think about is how much fun you would have had being there. I know you would have wanted to play, and I would have signed you up. You would have a blast there! there were so many kids your age running around having fun, mommy felt like crying so many times, but I didn't, I just kept thinking about how much fun you were having in Heaven with all your family and friends.

Life is so hard without you. I can't believe it's almost a year since you passed. It feels like it was just yesterday. Oh Kat Kat I really miss you!

I saw Sam's mother the other day and she said Sam talks about you from time to time. It's nice to hear that, your frineds love and miss you too. Danny told Brittany that Petey was talking about you the other day, that made me feel good too. I hope they never forget you! Julie still texts me everyday, you would be so proud of her, she talks to me and everything now! I think she misses you so much it's hard for her to talk about you like everyone else does.

Mommy wants to have a candle light walk for you on Sept 11, I want to envite the entire community, your friends and family, even people who don't know you who want to participate can come. I have to do something special for you.

Give daddy lots of hugs and kisses from me, lil Dell too! Gosh Kat, you all have each other and I feel like I have no one! I'm always alone Kat. Brittany is hardly ever home, it's just me and Deja! I think you visit her sometimes, she gets to acting very weird as if someone is rubbing her head and tickeling her tummy.

I smelled flowers in the car today for about 5 min, I wonder if that was you and daddy visiting.

Well suga bear, I love you with all my heart! Please visit me in my dreams!

Love Mommy

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 30th July, 2008:

Dear Kat I don't know how you died or when exactly but I guess it is not far away looking at everyone's comments... Poor mum this is going to be so hard for her. I wish we could all see our children in spirit sometimes, but it seems only a few may do this. The rest of us have to wait our time. I have had a tricky day yesterday but thanks to people on here like your special mum - they bring me comfort and strength at just the right moment. May our friendship with your mum ease her pain and comfort her too. xXx Kelly

matthew lit a candle on 25th July, 2008:

I missed you this year for my birthday party. I really miss you.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 25th July, 2008:

hi katkat I just want to let you know i'm thinking of you i hope you are staying close to your mommy she needs you. I hope you are having fun in heaven with your daddy and big brother and the rest of the angels. I just wanted to let you know i'm thinking of you. rest in peace kat kat.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 23rd July, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I read your mommy's last candle she lit for you honey. I know the pain she is feeling. The coming of the first anniversary of your death is approaching and these days are so very hard. So many memories come flooding back at this time. I wish I could be with your mommy and hug her tight. I know you will keep praying for mommy Kat Kat. She needs you sweetheart. Please help her through these difficult days. I love you Kat Kat!

Dear Laurie,

I want you to know I think of you every day. I know these upcoming days will be hard. Kat Kat will help you Laurie. She is always with you my dear friend.

Kristy's 1st anniversary of her passing was so hard on us too. So many memories of her suffering in the hospital and her tragic passing was so hard to go through. On the 25th of June, we decided to send to Kristy beautiful balloons with messages attached to them for her. It was a very emotional day Laurie. I took so many pictures and I tried to add the pictures to Kristy's site of a balloon lift, we did in her memory on that day. This site is so difficult to work on. As I added the pictures, my main pain kept malfuntioning, so I decided not to add anything else to her main page. I will have to add the pictures to her photo section as soon as I can get them developed. Any more information I will have to add to her memories section.

Laurie, always know you have caring friends here on this site. I know we all need each other. You have helped me in so many ways, always remember that. I love you sis and I pray for you. Please keep in touch sis. With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 22nd July, 2008:

Dear Laurie this candle is for you tonight! You need it more than Kat I think... You sound in such pain at the moment. It is so very hard and the longing is the hardest. Kat's first anniversary is going to be he worst for you, but reach out to us on here or privately if you need... My heart aches for your suffering - as I felt exactly the same. We all do. (mssunnydaye@aol.com) if you need some comfort please let me try to help give it through this difficult period for you. Thinking of you and sending you a big hug. Be strong and just take one day at a time. xXx Kelly.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 18th July, 2008:

Hi Kat! Just thinking about you today as always, and I pray for strength for your mommy. She needs you to stay close, and continue to be her beautiful, perfect angel watching over her from heaven. Someday we will all smile again. Until then, we need strength form our perfect guardian angels. I send lots of love your way.

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Hi kat I hope you are having fun in heaven with your dad and brother. i hope you all are watching over your mommy. I'm sure she needs to know you all are around. well i have not lit you a candle in awhile i just wanted to let you know i was thimking of you and you mommy.

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th July, 2008:

Good night my angel, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite. I love you suga bear!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 12th July, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy Laurie,

Just want to light this candle to let you both know I am thinking of you. I love you both with all my heart!! Love Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th July, 2008:

Good morning suga bear! Mommy loves and misses you and daddy so much. I hope you guys are having the best time ever together.

Kat Kat I have wonderful news, Aunt Kathryn is going to help us stay in our house. God is wonderful baby, the power of prayer is awesome. I am so excited!

Thank you everyone for all your love and support, your kind words and prayers mean alot. I love you all!

michelle lit a candle on 4th July, 2008:

Hey Kat, I am lighting a candle for you today. Please pray for your family. Let them see that your mom needs to stay in her house. God bless.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 3rd July, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy,

I want to let you and mommy know I am thinking of you both. I saw her beautiful candle she lit for Kristy this morning on my computer. My computer broke down again the other day and it ruined Kristy's main page on her memorial as I was working on it. I had to take my computer in to be fixed. This morning I was able to fix Kristy's site. I was so happy.

I read your mommy's last candle to you Kat Kat. I am so sorry what she is going through. It must be so hard on her. I wish I was there to help her in any way I can. Please help mommy Kat Kat. Please pray for her and I will also pray for your mommy. She means the world to me. I love you both so much. With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd July, 2008:

Good morning suga bear,

Mommy loves and misses you so much! Kat Kat mommy has to ask you a really big favor. Please gather up your angel friends, Kristy, Filomena, Blake, Kenny, Brayden, Caleb, Hailey, Isaiah, Dawson, Ashley, Kaylynn, Caits, Austin, and Cassan, and have everyone say a special prayer for us. We all love and miss you guys so much, It's so hard on us down here to live our lives each day without you. We need your love and guidence. Protect us and visit us often, we love you!

Kat Kat I need a special prayer, mommy might have to leave our house. Please pray for me sweetie, please ask God to help us be able to stay. This house is so important to mommy, not only were you born here and lived here for 10 years but you died here in my arms and I have a very hard time seperating from here. I don't know day to day whether we have a place to live or not. Grandma Shirley is selling the house and mommy can't afford to buy it. I need a special prayer sent to God sweetie, I love you with all my heart.

I have to leave for work baby, I love you more than life itself, you will always be my suga bear! Mommy loves you!

Pat {Kenny's Mom} lit a candle on 1st July, 2008:

Dear Kat, thinking of you and your Mom. I know how hard most days are for her. Feeling all alone in this huge world. Missing you more with every day. I pray that we will find peace one day with just memories, but for now it is a hard road to travel. Sending you and your Mom hugs.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 1st July, 2008:

Just want to let you all know I am thinking of you and mommy. I love you! Kristy's mom, Karen

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 28th June, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and mommy,

Just want to let you both know that I am thinking of you. I haven't heard from her in a while. I hope she is okay. I send you both my love today.
Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th June, 2008:

Hello suga bear, just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you very much.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 23rd June, 2008:

Hi sweet angel,

it's been awhile since i've lit a candle for you...Please know i don't think of you any less than I have,it's just been so hard for me,I miss my mom more and more it seems,some days I find it so sad to come on this memorial site,and the days I don't I start to feel guilty,I always wonder how my mom is doing up there in heaven,I wonder if she has knit you a blanket yet?
Well dear Kat Kat..Rest in Peace sweetheart..
Dear Laurie:I really admire your strength,i hope and pray you are ok.
God bless!!
with Love: Dina

michelle lit a candle on 22nd June, 2008:

Miss you Kat.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th June, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to let you know I am thinking of you today as I light this candle for you. I know how hard it is on your mom. I wish I was there to comfort her. To give her a big hug. I love you little girl. Please help your mommy. We all love her.

Laurie, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for the father's day poem you sent Gary. Today is the day I saw it for the first time and I will be sure to show it to Gary when he comes home tonight. We have not been on the site lately. With my brother's accident on Saturday combined with this week, it is so hard. My brother is out of the hospital, but still is having a lot of emotional problems. He is under a doctors care with medication and is talking to his pastor about his feelings. So, that is good.

Thank you so much for the email the other day. You are a wonderful, special friend. I love you with all my heart. God bless you Laurie. With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 17th June, 2008:

I light this candle for you Kat. God bless.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 16th June, 2008:

dear kat kat,

I light this candle for you tonight with love..
I'm sure you made your daddy feel so special today in Heaven..
Rest in Peace...
with love: Dina

Dear Laurie:I hope you are doing well,I will try to call you this week..Keep strong!!
God Bless..

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 14th June, 2008:

Hi Laurie, Just checking in to offer our thoughts and support. Hope you are coping and trying to keep thinking positively. The site looks so full of love, she was a lucky girl. xXx Kelly.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 13th June, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and Laurie,

Just want to let you know I am thinking of you tonight. I have not been on the site much. I have been trying to keep my mind occupied with other things to keep me from going crazy. I just miss my little girl so much. The pain is so bad. My heart aches so much.

I think of you both every day and I send you both my love. I also want to thank your special friend Michelle Rydzak for lighting that very special candle for Kristy. It means so much to me. Thank you Michelle. With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

michelle lit a candle on 11th June, 2008:

Hey Kat. The hot weather is here and I still expect you to knock on my door to go swimming. The kids miss you. They are so bored without you. There is no one around for them to play with. They have been going over to their other friends houses to get away from the neighborhood. I hope you are happy.Love ya.

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 10th June, 2008:

Hi Kat Just wanted to stop by and Let you know i'm thinking of you. I hope you are having fun in heaven. Stay close to your mom and help her stay strong. I bet you had fun with your Daddy on his b-day. tell him I said happy birthday. Just wanted to let you know you and your family are in my thoughts. Rest In peace Kat Kat. Sweet dreams.

Marryka 5yrs old and Chyna 9 yrs old lit a candle on 8th June, 2008:

I miss you very much Kathryn. Everyone misses you so much, I wish you never passed away, I wish we could play barbies together. I love you Kathryn.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 6th June, 2008:

Dear Katkat,

Today is your daddies bday,I bet you had a beautiful celebration with him and all the angels in Heaven..I think of you so often sweetheart,I love to come and look at your pictures,you have such a big smile that makes me smile..
God Bless you..

Happy Birthday in Heaven Ralph..May you Rest in Peace..

Dear Laurie:
I pray your day was ok today..I'm always thinking of you..
with Love: Dina

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 5th June, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell,

Sorry, I have not been on your site in a while. Things are so hard right now. I know today, June 5th is your daddy Ralph's birthday and I want to wish him a happy birthday in Heaven.

Tomorrow is June 6 and it is the day that Kristy saw the specialist for the first time and all these memories are coming back. I remember her questions to her doctor, especially about her hair and how much he was going to shave off. I remember how we all looked on the computer with Kristy, in his office, to look at Kristy's brain to see the damage to it from the stroke. I remember her sitting on the doctors examining table as her checked her. I remember every thing that day. I also remember when we left. We went to the International House of Pancakes to eat breakfast because we were all hungry. I remembered what Kristy ordered. It was a gigantic waffle filled with fruit inside, topped with so much whip cream and strawberries on top. I remember how much she enjoyed that waffle. The memories are so clear, it hurts so much as I write this. I remember when we went to eat that night with Kristy. It was when we went to the resturaunt, that she wrote about to our dear friends, about the little girl that was tapping her on her shoulder. The letter is on Kristy's memorial. So many memories are coming and it is so hard. Kat Kat, please pray for us. Please help us with these difficult days. I know you can help us. I love you with all my heart little girl. I have come to know you and about your precious life from the beautiful memorial that your mom has created for you. Your mom is such an incredible person. I love her so much. Kat Kat, please help me and my family. Thank you so much, our beautiful little angel in Heaven.

Laurie, I want to thank you so much for what you wrote on Kristy's memorial the other day. I wish I was closer to you, so we could help each other, person to person. My heart aches for you and I know how hard it is on you too. I fall apart too, when I visit Kristy's site.

Thank you for the condolences you sent for my cousin Eugene. His mother also died of cancer, just a couple of years before he did, so it is so hard on the family. I am so sorry to hear about your grandfather's death from cancer. Cancer seems to have a mind of it's own. When you get it, it spreads quickly and fast. For my cousin Eugene, we found out he had cancer about 6 months before Kristy got sick. He was at Kristy's funeral with no hair on his head from the chemo treatments he was receiving. It happened so fast for him. My heart aches for his family. To lose their mom to cancer, then a brother a short few years later to cancer. Thank you for all your support. It means so much to me.

Just know I am thinking of you today on Ralph's birthday. I wish I was there to help you with the day. I know how much you miss him and it is normal to feel angry at him too for leaving you. I know Kat Kat will help you today. She is praying for you always. I talk to Kristy too. I know in my heart she is helping me. I know how much you miss Kat Kat because, as one mother to another mother, we hold our children so dear to our hearts and when we lose that part of our hearts, us mothers become connected in so many ways from the loss of our children. I feel your pain and I know you feel mine. It is such an excruciating pain that will take years to mend, if ever, it mends. Just know I will always be here, when ever you need to talk. I love you with all my heart Laurie. God bless you always. With love, your sis, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th June, 2008:

Hello suga bear

Mommy loves and misses you so much lately. Prayer is wonderful Kat and I feel alot better then I used to feel, but the pain never goes away.

Summer is almost here and it feels so strange not seeing you outside playing with all your friends. today I got home from work right in time to see your school bus drop Petey off at the bus stop. I busted out crying, Petey looked so lonely walking home from the bus stop without you. It's so hard to watch the kids play outside, you would be right there playing with them.

My life is so lonely Kat, I have an empty feeling in my stomach that never goes away. I seem to miss you sore and more everyday.

Kennywood park is open and we have tickets to go, plus pap pap has his work picnic this month. Remember all the fun you had last year. You were finally able to ride the Phantom's Revenge, you were so excited yet so scared, but you rode like a trooper! I'm going to miss seeing you out there. I'll bet you have visited every amusement park in the world by now, I sure hope you had tons of fun and were able to enjoy the rides with your brother and daddy.

You know daddy's birthday is June 5th. I really wish he were here to celebrate it with us. I pray you all are together and having the best time ever. I miss you guys so much. Please visit me!

I love you with all my heart! Night Night sweetheart!

matthew lit a candle on 4th June, 2008:

I really really miss you.I hope you come to my birthday party.





Love Matt

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 2nd June, 2008:

Dear Angel Katkat...
thinking of you today..
rest in peace sweetheart,

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 31st May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just want to let you know I am thinking of you and mommy. It has been a while since I have been on the site. Your mom is doing such beautiful work on your site. I love it!! God bless you sweet heart.

Dear Laurie,

Just want to let you know I am thinking of you tonight. It has been a while since I have been on the site. It has been a rough week. I love you with all my heart sis. Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 28th May, 2008:

Hello my suga bear, mommy just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Give daddy and Dell a big hug and kiss from mommy and tell them I love and miss them too.

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 27th May, 2008:

Hi Kat Just wanted to stop by and let you know i'm thinking of you. I hope you are staying close to your mommy i'm sure you are. I bet you are having fun in heaven with your brother and Daddy And all of the rest of your angel friends you have met. I bet you go alot of friends up in heaven. Well sweetie I was wanting to let you i'm thinking of you and your mommy.
Rest in peace kat kat

Pat {Kenny Doyle's mom} lit a candle on 26th May, 2008:

Dear Kat, Today is memorial day, I wanted to light you a candle for all the beautiful memories you made for your mom. How precious they are.

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 24th May, 2008:

Heloo Kat. I am thinking of you today as always. The past 3 weeks have been hard and busy. Michael had surgery on his foot then ended up with a stomach virus. Matthew has taught himself how to ride his bike. He has soo many booboo's on his legs and really messed up his knee yesterday. The kids are all invoved in softball and baseball. Julies team is undeafeted. They love it. School is alsmost out. I cant wait. It will be pool season. It will be strange without you here. I am sure you are swimming up in heaven. Matt wanted me to tell you he misses you and that he hurt his knee. I hope you are well and with all of your family up there. Miss ya.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 22nd May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell,

I light this candle for you today as I send you my love. Rest in peace sweet angels.

Laurie, Just want to let you know I love you sis. May God bless you always, for everything you do, to help us all. Thank you so much! With love, your sis, Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 21st May, 2008:

Hi Kat kat,
Thinking of you and your mommy today,i am so happy that your Mommy is feeling better about herself,I'm sure you are so proud of her..
Keep giving her the strength and courage to achieve all of her goals..
Rest in Peace sweetie..
with Love: Dina

Mommy lit a candle on 19th May, 2008:

Hello sweetheart, mommy loves and misses you so much. I really wish you would come and visit me sometime. i'm on my way to the gym, you would be so proud of me, I think I'm losing weight and gaining more muscle in my legs. I try to go everyday, I'll write you more later, I love you suga bear!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just wanted to let you and mommy know I am thinking of you tonight. I have not been on the site in a couple of days. I love you both with all my heart. Kat Kat, please pray for your mommy to help her from your loss. She needs you so much. We all love her and care about her so much. God bless you sweetheart! Love Auntie Karen

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 16th May, 2008:

kat kat I hope you are having so much fun in heaven. Kat Please visit your mom and let her know you are around I know it would make her So happy. I hope You are staying close to her and helping her stay strong. I think of you and your family always. Kat If you see My little man up in heaven Please give him a big hug for me and tell him his mommy loves and miss him. thank you.
rest in peace.

A Pair of Shoes"

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.

Author unknown

michelle lit a candle on 15th May, 2008:

miss you Kat. I still dont want to believe you are gone. It has been hard. I hope you are happy and with your loved ones. Michelle

mommy lit a candle on 14th May, 2008:

Hello suga bear, mommy just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love and miss you. Michelle was very kind to let me use her computer today. Thanks Michelle I realy appreciate it. Mommy will have her internet on tomorrow, and I CAN'T WAIT. i love you

Mommy lit a candle on 14th May, 2008:

Hello sweetheart, mommy had to stop at Kinko's tonight to light you this candle, Kat Kat I love and miss you so much and not being able to visit your site is driving me crazy. I just thank everyone for visiting you, it means so much to me suga bear. Thank you everyone for lighting candles for Kat Kat. I love you baby girl, Two more days and I'll have my internet back. I love you baby!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 13th May, 2008:

Dear Laurie, this candle is as much for you as Kat, Ralph and Dell. I have visited your site a few times but had problems leaving messages and candles. Then I have been away from home and the internet for a while, so it is the first time I have visited and managed to leave a message for you....You are in my thoughts so much, don't for one minute think you and your family are forgotten. I hope you have managed to get through Mother's Day with your head held high.... you are so loved by all who know you and those of us who don't - feel we do.... I hope your strength and courage see you through sweetie, and you feel that Kat and your family are close by. Sending you love and strength Laurie xXx Kelly

Diane Smerecky lit a candle on 13th May, 2008:

Hey Kat, Mom was going to come over and light a candle for you since her computer wasn't working. It is getting late and I am sure that she had a lot of things to do so I am going to light one for her. She misses you, as we all do. I hope that you are thinking of us as much as we are thinking of you. Take care of yourself. You are the best place that you can be. Love always, Diane, Pete, Danielle and Petey.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 12th May, 2008:

A Special Corsage for Momma
I send you this special rose
to go in the corsage your wear.
I know it has wilted a bit.
But I know that you don't care.

I planted the flowers just for you.
I fertilized each rose with love.
This garden of roses I planted for you,
grows in the Heaven's above.

I see other mother's with a corsage.
I want you to have one too.
So I touch the roses & kiss them...
Before I put them together for you.

Now wear this corsage that I send you...
Wear it with all my love & your pride.
For it comes from the bottom of my heart...
Watered by the tears you've cried.



Mommy lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

Hello my sweet Kathryn, I have missed visiting your site, mommy's internet is down again. I'm at Kinko's writing you this candle. I have missed you so much Kat Kat. Not a day goes by I don't think about you.

Thank you to everyone who visits Kat Kat's site, you guys are wonderful, I love you all dearly. My internet is down and I have not been able to visit Kat's site or anyone else's site in a few days. I have never stopped thinking about you all, everyone is in my thoughts and prayers daily. I love you all and for all the moms please have a Happy Mothers Day. It will be very hard on all of us and I have said a special prayer for everyone, I pray your day goes well. Love you always!

Kat, Francsis McClure Middle school the school you were attending had their spring concert yesterday and Britt and I attended it. This would be your second year playing the violin. Near the end of the concert the band director Mr. Person announced something very special for you. He said can I have everyone's attention please, I would like to have a moment of silence for our beloved Kathryn Coleman, she sadly passed away on Sept 11, 2007, this would be her 2nd year playing the violin in our band and we miss her greatly, could you all please bowel your heads as we remember her. Baby I cried, it was so special for the school to remember you like that, I couldnt stop crying. Everyone was so welcoming to me and Britt. Dr Skeezes your principal came over and gave me a hug, Mr. Person and I exchanged a few hugs, your very dear freind Savanna Mom gave me a hug, it was a wonderful way to remember you sweetheart. Savanna's mom told me Savanna has pictures of you on her bedroom wall, she still cries for you at night time. I saw Ms Jamie, she gave me a few hugs, she still has your ribbon hanging in her car. You would have been so proud to hear how well everyone performed. This year was a little different, Savanna performed a solo song and she was wonderful Kat, I cried listening to her sing. I kinda felt you were there with us in spirit, I can still picture how happy your face was the day you performed, I really miss you so much baby.

Last Sunday Britt and I went to the church to watch Faith make her Holy Communion, she looked so beautiful Kat. I was so proud of her. I thought so much of you and how I will never see you graduate high school, college, get married, have children, I just feel so cheated Kat. We took some pictures and as soon as Michelle can send them to me I will post them on your site. I kinda felt like you were right there in the church with us. Well baby girl, tomorrow is Mothers Day and I pray you can visit me and leave me a sign. This is the first Mothers Day you can't make me a card, I loved each and everyone of your cards, you put so much love into everything you did. I will love and miss you forever sweetheart. Mommy will try and visit again real soon. It has already cost me $8 to write you this candle. I've got to go now baby, I love you always. Please give daddy and little Dell a hug and kiss from me. Love You!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I wanted to stop by and light a very special candle for you tonight. Tomorrow's mother's day. Please let your mommy know that you will be with her tomorrow--please give her some comfort and let her know you are with her in a very special way.

Laurie,
I think of you always--you are always on my mind. You will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow. I hope and pray that you are doing well. I love you! Sweet Dreams sweet little kat kat.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 10th May, 2008:

LOOKING DOWN FROM HEAVEN

I'm looking down from Heaven Mommy
I don't like to see you cry
I remember how you loved me
I did not want to say good-bye.

I don't ever get very lonely
At night Jesus rocks me to sleep
I play with the other little angels
From cloud to cloud we leap.

There's a new little angel here
His mommy is very sad
Her heart is surely broken
And like you, she hurts so bad.

Could you do something for me Mommy?
If it's not to much to ask?
You were always so gentle and kind to me
So I know you are up to the task.

You see, I'm trying to help this angel
He misses his Mommy so
And as we look down together from Heaven
There's something you should know.

We will soon be all together
But there is time to pass till then
Could you hold her a little while
And try to be her friend?

We don't like to see you crying
Up here in Angel Land
So instead of pointing fingers
Could you please just take her hand?

It will make us both feel better
As we look down from up above
If you all are holding each other
And remembering us with love.

~ Author Unknown ~

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th May, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Can you please do me a favor. Please look after your mom for us all. I hope she is okay. I send you and her all my love! Karen

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 8th May, 2008:

Dear Kat kat,
I was thinking of you today..I am so concerned about your mom,I pray she is ok.
rest in Peace sweetie..
With love:Dina

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 6th May, 2008:

Hi Kat,
I'm just dropping by to light a candle for you all this morning,I was thinking about you,and also wondering how mommy is doing,I have not heard from her in awhile,I pray she is ok..Just keep guiding her Angel,she needs you so much..Mother's day is coming soon and we all need some extra strength.
God Bless you all !!!
with Love : Dina

Michelle lit a candle on 6th May, 2008:

Hello Kat. Yesterday was Faiths communion. Your mom and sister and grandparents came. It was a beautiful ceremony. Faith looked beautiful. I had a tear in my eye. I thought of you and hope you are well. Your mom seems to be doing better. I am glad she is. I wish you could be here. Who knows maybe you are. Love ya.

Dina Castillo lit a candle on 4th May, 2008:

Hi Angel Kathryn,
I have not been here to light a candle for you and your daddy and baby brother for awhile,I have had some difficult days,sorry sweetie,I have not forgotten about you,I hope mommmy is doing ok..I keep praying for her.
today was a happy day for me,my mom's flower garden is looking really special,this morning there were new flowers that bloomed,some tulips were fushia,my mom loved that color,we planted the bulbs last May and we had no idea what color we had,It sure was a nice surprise,I really felt my mom close to me..
Kat Kat continue to look after your mommy,come and visit her in her dreams...
well goodnight for now sweetie..
God Bless !!!
with love: Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st May, 2008:

Good morning Kat Kat, mommy loves you so much. Give your daddy and brother a hug from me ok sweetheart. I miss you!

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 30th April, 2008:

Hi precious angel, I just wanted to stop by to send you all of my love, i'm sorry that i don't get on your site a lot sweet kat kat--I've been trying to deal with my dear Caleb not being here--it's a little easier to get through the days if i don't get on the site every day, although i do go to his grave a lot--hannah grace sees to that. But i just wanted to let you know you are never forgotten and you are so very loved and missed. laurie, I hope and pray you are doing well, thanks so much for visiting my little boy's site so often, it really means the world to me and thanks for all the beautiful poems you leave. God bless and i love you both. Sweet Dreams Angel!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

Dearest angels,

I want to visit you today to let you know, you are in my thoughts. Today is a tough one for me. It is still raining like crazy and it is so depressing. I finally went into Kristy's room today. It has been so long since I went in there. I was walking by her room, when I felt the the urge, that I had to go in there. I sat there a cried so much. Her things are still untouched and I know someday I will have to put them away. Please help me guys. I ask for your prayers from Heaven. I love you all.

Laurie, I just feel the need to come and talk to you. I look at Kat Kat memorial and I feel so much love there. It's been a rough day for me and it is so nice to see your face on Kat's memorial. Oh how I wish, we still had our children with us. My heart hurts so bad today, I don't know what it is. May and June is coming, maybe that's the reason, I don't know. I have been trying to finish Kristy's memorial, but sometimes it is so hard to work on it without crying so much. I wish I could go see you. I wish we lived closer together. I want to let you know that you have a special place in my heart. Someday I will find a way to go see you. Please stay strong and I love you so much. Thank you for the beautiful poem you wrote on Kristy's site. Kristy's dad also wants to thank you for all your love you send him. He is very touched by your candles you light for Kristy and all your loving words you send us. He said that if we go back down to North Carolina to see our daughter Jessica, we will try to go see you on the way down there. It would be a dream come true. I send you all my love today and always. Please take care sis!

Thank you Jesus for sending Kat Kat's mom to me!!!

Love: Kristy's mom, Karen

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

Hey Guys,
Just wanted to come by and say hi, I hope all is running smoothly in Gods kingdom. You guys are the lucky ones up there and we are the ones down here just hoping to be wothy of joining you guys. You guys are so precious to me for taking such good care of my Hailey, I know she is well taken care of. God bless you both and your family and especially your Momma, I knw she misses you both so much, I know this by her continuous dedication and compassion. Just let her know she was the best Mommy and wife while you were both here and I hope hat might ease the pain in her heart. God bless you Laurie.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

hi kat just wanted to stop by and let you know i'm thinking of you and your family i hope you and your brother and dad are having a great time in heaven. stay close to your mom. rest in peace angel.

kim caitlins nanny lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

hello princess,
sending you lots of love and a big hug to heaven,so much time has passed since you became an angel but so many people miss you so very much and would do anything to see you one last time,watch over them from heaven kat and help bring peace to their hearts,say hello to your daddy sweetheart,
hope you are okay laurie,i have so much admiration for you ,sending you a big hug
love kim xx

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 27th April, 2008:

Dear Angel Kat kat,Baby Dell & Ralph,
It's been a while since I have been by to light a candle,i have had a few rough days,Missing my mom more and more each day,I just went through such heartache Yesterday,being 6 months since mom passed away,it was a hard day,I know she is in Heaven and has no more pain,but I need her here with me,It sure is tough to not have any parent alive..Kat I think of you often and see your beautiful picture everyday here at home..Please tell Jesus to walk beside me as I go through these sad days..
Dear Laurie..I hope you are doing well,i sure love all the updates on the page,they are great!!I for some reason cannot log into my mom's page,I have emailed the administartors,but have not got a response,I find it frustrating when this happens,it really makes me feel worse...
I will call you this week..
May God continue to guide you..
with Love : Dina

Pat {Kenny's mom} lit a candle on 26th April, 2008:

Hi Kat, I bet your so proud of your mom for making such a beautiful webpage for you and dad. Keep close to your mom. That is a nice way to visit her, in her dreams. What lovely dreams they must be.

Grandma & Pap Pap lit a candle on 25th April, 2008:

Hi Kathryn, grandma loves and misses you. I light a candle for you at home everyday. I never forget about you, you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you, pap pap loves and misses you too, night night, sleep tight, pap pap and grandma think of you every night.

brittany..kats sissy&ralphs daughter lit a candle on 24th April, 2008:

Hey guys Im just coming through to say hi and to tell you guys that I miss you very much!Its very hard living day by day with you guys not here.Ralph you were the only one I had in my life as a father figure and with you gone i have noone.You will be missed.Kat you were my world plus more,and with you gone apart of me will always be gone.I miss you guys so much!If i ever got the chance to see you guys again I'd be the happiest person in the world!I would hug u guys,and i would never let go!Please stay in my dreams,and watch over me.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.!

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th April, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat, Mommy has been working on your web page and I'm almost finished. I think it looks beautiful like you. I miss you so much Kat Kat, every day I find myself missing you more and more. I finally had a dream about you last night, Thank you baby for visiting me, you didn't hug me or kiss me in the dream, but just having you there and being able to see you smile was enough for me. Your daddy was in the dream also.

Hey Ralph, I really miss you too. You were in my dream last night also, It was great seeing you. I think about you all the time, and I wonder what you and Kat are doing. I'm glad you all are in a better place, Heaven has got to be beautiful with all the angels living in it.

I haven't been on the site much lately, other than working on it. I cry everytime I visit and I think it's starting to affect my health. My stress levels aren't good for my blood pressure. I usually feel pretty good, the crying has got to stop, I love and miss you guys so much, yet I have to learn how to deal with you being gone. God has been very good to me and I am very thankful for that. I am doing better and feeling better as time goes on, yet I look at the site and begin crying all over again.

I have alot of nice friends who visit your site often and I want to thank them from the bottem of my heart for lighting such very special candle for you. You guys mean the world to me and I am very thankful for having you in my life.

Well guys I love you and I will be missing you and loving every minute we ever shared together.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 23rd April, 2008:

Another late night candle for you and Laurie. I love you all.

Laurie, it's 2:03 AM Wednesday morning. I am having a very hard time tonight to sleep, as I do most nights. I have been thinking of you so much tonight. I lit a candle for Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell earlier tonight but for some reason tonight, I am drawn to you and Kat Kat's memorial. I look over this wonderful memorial you made for your loving family. It is so beautiful and I love all the new things you added. You have been on my mind a lot lately. Always know Laurie, you have made a big impact on my life. You have touched my life when I needed it the most. Thank you with all my heart. I just want you to know this. Please take care. You mean so much to me and a lot of other people on this memorial site. Good night sweet sister. I love you! Karen

caitlin mcguinness s nannyk lit a candle on 22nd April, 2008:

hi sweet angel kat,
thinking of you always,i bet you and your daddy are having fun together in heaven,but please watch over mummy and help her find some peace she misses you and daddy so much,sprinkle her with some special angel love and help her feel better,
laurie, i hope you are doing okay i havent heard from you lately,i can not imagine the pain you have suffered,i pray that you find some happiness to take a way the hurt,thinking of you always
kim x

matthew rydzak lit a candle on 21st April, 2008:

I miss you Kat Kat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 21st April, 2008:

Hey Guys just wanted t o come by an this beautiful day and let you know you guys are in my heart and in my thoughts. Remember to send love and Peace to those still waiting to join you both. Love you.

Kris Ashley's Mom lit a candle on 19th April, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat

I finally made it by. Between wort, Ashley's case, and me not feeling so hot I havent been on much, but I am still thinking of you.

I picked the winner of Ashley's scholarship yesterday, it felt good to do something so good in her honor.

I keep pluggin away to find answers so tell Ash I will never give up. I hope you and your Dad are having alot of fun together. Make sure you two keep a close eye on your mom. She needs you guys now more than ever. Just as I do Ashley. Keep her strong to do what needs to be done.

Laurie, i know I have not written much but I still think of Kat Kat and these other Angles often, I day dream how it is trying to make me feel better. Hang in there and I am trying to do the same.

Sweet Dreams to both of our Angels

Kris

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and Dell,

I light this candle for you today. Boy, I am so sorry for not being able to visit your site. I love you all.

Dear Laurie,

I am so sorry. My computer was not working very well. I finally had it restored and it seems to be working okay now. I am not sure, but I think it had a virus. I want to let you know that I have not forgotten about you. It is so tough when you can't come to this site when you want to. Just visiting the site helps me to feel better. To see everyone I have grown to love as family is so important to me. Hopefully my computer is okay now. I love you with all my heart. Your sis, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th April, 2008:

I love you Ralph and Kat Kat

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th April, 2008:

Hey Kat Meat, mommy misses you so much. I talk to you everyday and I wonder do you hear me? Whenever my time comes I hope you are waiting at the gates of Heaven to welcome me home. I can't wait to see you baby!

I just wonder when will it get easier. I still cry everytime I get on your site, not only do I think about you all day long, but I still cry when I visit you.

I saw Julie and Faith playing outside today and I looked around to see where you were, for a brief minute I thought where is Kathryn, I know you would have been right there playing with them.

Kat Kat I love and miss you so much. I wish one day God will let you appear in person, right before my very eyes and give me the biggest hug ever. I would love to hold you one last time. It kills me not having you here with me. I know Heaven must be beautiful, God is the best babysitter, yet I wonder what you are doing everyday. It's got to be awesome playing in the clouds, especially with all the beautiful children that have passed. I can only imagine the friends you have made. Then to have your daddy there with you, life has got to be great. Just please don't forget about us down here. I will never forget you guys! Give daddy a big hug and kiss from me and tell him I will always love him! I'm so happy to know he is not sick anymore, he has got to be a very happy man now! I wonder if you guys go fishing? I went down to the docks the other day where you and daddy used to fish and I sat on the benches and just cried, I remember all the fun we had together. Remember the big turtle that was stuck in the weeds, I wonder what ever happened to him. You and daddy tried to rescue him but the branch broke off and the turtle floated downstream. I hope he survived! Well baby girl mommy is very tired, please visit me in my dreams tonight. I love you suga bear! Night Night!

Pat {Kenny's mom} lit a candle on 16th April, 2008:

Sweet Angel Kat Kat,
Your mom's candle brought me a smile as I read about Kennywood. I chuckled as I thought Kenny would be proud to know that an amusement park was named after him! Or at least that's what he'd say, when he heard it's name. Thank you for bringing me that joy. I will try to repay the favor by helping your mom find a smile. Love Pat

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th April, 2008:

Good morning guys, just wanted to tell you I love you!

rosie janet woollands grandaughter lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

thank you for wrting on my mammas website i hope your coping ok,its hard when some ones gone close from you isnt it,how did you know my mamma anyway hope you can write back x x x rosie god bless for both of them xxx

Patti Maddy's mom lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

our prayers are with you, and you will always be in our thoughts with love

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat, Hello Ralph, I think about you guys all day long, I wonder what you are doing with all this free time you have in Heaven. I pray you guys visit me, I really miss you alot. My life is filled with sadness, I just wished we all had more time together, but God has other plans for you. I have to learn how to accept God's decision to take you both.

I bought a couple new movies Ralph, I wished you were here to watch them with me. Who's going to be my movie partner now? I miss talking with you every night while you were driving your truck. I still look at the clock at 9:00 and think to myself, you are on your way out the door to go to work. Then around 10:00 you would call me, sometimes you would call me 4:00 am, you would get real sad thinking about Kat Kat and you and I would talk for hours at a time. Since you have passed I cry double now. I needed you both in my life and not having you here is killing me. I lost my desire to cook and bake all those goodies I used to make for you.

I have a shirt you wore the weekend you died and I hug and smell it everyday. It still smells like you.

Kat Kat, everything is a constant reminder of you. baby I miss you so much. I cry everytime I get on your website, I love looking at your pictures and all the poems on here and I seem to miss you more and more everyday. The weather is getting nice out and I don't look forward to the summer. You loved the warm weather and played with your friends everyday. I know your friends will miss you also this summer. Kennywood park will be opening soon, and I know how you looked forward to riding the rides each year. I don't know if I will be able to go to the park this year, I can still picture the smiles on your face every time you roda a ride. You were so happy and enjoyed every ride out there. You were so brave and never let fear stop you from enjoying the rides. God I miss you so much. I guess you can visit any amusement park now that you have wings. I wonder if you and daddy will go to Disneyland and Six Flags this year? I'm so sorry I never had the money to take you to those places. If you go you have the best time ever and when I get to Heaven I want you to tell me all about it ok?

My eyes are filled with so many tears I can't see to write anymore. I love you and your daddy so much, give each other a hug and kiss from me ok? Lots of hugs and kisses, I love you both! Night Night!

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th April, 2008:

Good morning guys, I love you! Yesterday was a very hard day for me, we laid your daddy to rest, he is with you Kat and I know you and daddy are having so much fun together. I raised you pretty much all your life and now it is daddy's turn to take care of you until I can be there with you guys. I know daddy will do a great job!

Rev Gropp talked alot about you and daddy yesterday, he said God knew Kat needed her daddy and he brought you home with to be with the Lord.

I will miss you both very much, not a moment goes by I don't think about you and how much I enjoyed everything about you. My life has changed so much, I'm more spirtual now than ever.

Please be our guardian angels and always watch over us, visit us as much as you can and always send lots of hugs and kisses our way. I love you so much!

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 10th April, 2008:

I am away from home but just logged in to say I am sending you all love & thoughts. I know the pain you are feeling so well... stay strong and little by little we will all find some peace and tranquility. Sending you some strength to get through Laurie... xXx

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th April, 2008:

Good morning guys, just wanted to stop by and tell you I love you!

Austin's Mommy lit a candle on 9th April, 2008:

Hi Kat, Dell And Ralph I hope you all are having a wonderful time in heaven I hope you are stay Close to Your Mommy Kat Kat I Know She miss You and love you so much. Help her Stay Strong. Rest In peace Kat I just wanted to let you all know I’m thinking of you.
You all are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Laurie I hope that you are Staying as strong As you can I wish I could take All of your pain away You have been through so much. I know all of us on this site have. I wonder how you do it. You are such a strong amazing person.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 9th April, 2008:

Hey Guys,Just wanted to stop by and say hi. I hope you guys are fine up there, well of course you are. Please give my princess love from her mommy.

Laurie, I hope you received the card I sent you. I know nothing anyone say can make the pain go away, but just know you have friends who are here and willing to cry or talk when ever you need it. I love you and hang in there, the end result is our motivation. Yvonne

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Ralph and little Dell,

I'm lighting this candle to let you all know I am thinking of you. I send you all my love.

Laurie, I hope you are doing better. I know how much you hurt. Please hang in there. I too have had a very rough day yesterday. I think of you and I wish I could go see you, so we can actually talk together face to face. So I can give you a big hug too. You are always in my prayers sister. Please stay strong. With love, Karen

kim caitlin mcguinness's nanny lit a candle on 7th April, 2008:

to kat and her daddy,
thinking of you all the times and praying you both have found peace now you have each other in heaven.
look after each other and please watch over mummy as she is finding it so hard to deal with the loss of both of you.
dear laurie,my heart is with you and i pray you find some inner peace,look after yourself ,sending you the biggest hug ever.
kim x

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 7th April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, Dell and Ralph,

I light this special candle tonight for you all to let you know I am thinking of you. Laurie, just checking in on you. I love you sis, Karen

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 6th April, 2008:

Hi Kat, Ralph and Dell, I just wanted you to know that i'm always thinking about you. Laurie, you are always in my prayers, and I love you.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 5th April, 2008:

goodmorning Ralph & Kathryn,I'm thinking of you both today...
God Bless You !!
with love : Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th April, 2008:

Hi guys, thinking of you and missing you like crazy. Love you!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

Hey sweet Angel,
I hope that you and your daddy are doing well, I think about you both so often. I send you all of my love little angel. Laurie, You are always in my thoughts and prayers--thank you so much for being here for me and for giving me the strength and encouragement i needed to learn to live life again--some days are harder than others still, but i'm trying to learn to live again for my little girl. I hope and pray that you are doing better--if you ever need to talk i am always here for you. I love you!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

I light this special candle tonight for Kat Kat, her brother Dell, and her daddy Ralph. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Laurie, sorry I have not been on the site in a couple of days. I have had a rough couple of days. You are always on my mind though. Thank you so much for the beautiful candles you light for Kristy. I read them and I feel so blessed to have you in my life. I feel so bad for you. I know you are in so much pain from your losses and it breaks my heart. I want you to know that you are not alone. All of us. We all love you. I want to thank you for leaving that very special prayer, when you lit a candle for Kristy. I thank God for sending you to me. I know He is behind all this. He is sending angels to help us. You are an angel Laurie and someday I will meet you. God will help me. I love you so much. Please, please take care of yourself. I pray for you so much. Love your sis, Karen

Austin Lucas Mommy lit a candle on 2nd April, 2008:

Kat kat I Hope you and your Daddy are doing well in heaven. I hope the both of you stay close to your mom. Send her down lots of kisses and hugs. I know she is missing you and your daddy Please help her stay strong. Rest In peace Kat Kat.

Laurie I hope you stay strong. you are always in my thoughts.

Pat [Kenny's mom] lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

Dear sweet Kat, Smile down at your mom, and let her know that she is not alone. We are all here for her. I know the loneliness that she feels. I look at my 5 brothers and sisters with their children and grandbabies, and then I look at myself, and I have no-one. It makes me so sad. I know that your mom and I have sooo many that love us, but it is not the same. Shine your light down to warm our hearts, and to let us know that we will make it through, and will find happiness with time. Thinking of you Laurie God bless.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to let my beautiful girl know tonight how much I love you. You have left an imprint on my heart. Your love for your mom and her love for you has touched my heart. I thank God every day that He sent you and her into my life. Thank you so much Kat Kat.

Dear Ralph,

I think of you too and I know you grieved so much for your little girl. I know because Kristy's dad hurts so much too. Kat Kat knows so much, how you love her so. I pray for you every day. May you rest in peace, Ralph.

Laurie, I want to let you know tonight that I think of you every day. You have really left a mark on my heart. I pray for you every day. I know that times are very tough on you right now and I feel your pain. I wish I could give you a big, loving hug. Just know you have so many new caring families that has entered your life. I know I will cherish our friendship and love forever. You have made the most beautiful impact on my life. I thank God for sending you to me. He will take care of you. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I love you sis, Karen

Nikki-Trevor Nellen's Aunt lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

I light a candle for the one who survives these two beautiful people who were called to do something bigger and better in the sky. Laurie, we can all try to understand your pain, but you have endured the loss of a child and the love of your life. I hope you find peace that you will see them again someday.
All my love, Nikki

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and Ralph,

I light this candle in your memory tonight. I think of you, daddy and your mom always. Today during Mass, I said a special prayer for you Kat Kat, your daddy and your special mom. You are all so special. Laurie-- I hope you are doing OK. I think of you everyday. You are always very close to my heart. I love you sis. Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th March, 2008:

Good morning Ralph and Kat Kat, I love and miss you so much. Stay close to me!

Angela Catillo ( Filomena Millilo's grandaughter ) lit a candle on 29th March, 2008:

Hi, kat kat
this is the first i am lighting you candle and i feel very sad that you have passed away at such a young age. i want to let you know that i pray for you everyday and for your mom too. i also feel very sad that your dad has passed away, but i hope you guys are resting in peace together with my grandma, you are such a beautiful young girl kat kat rest in peace

with love, Angela

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 29th March, 2008:

Hey guys just wanted to stop by and say hi and check up on you. I hope you guys are taking care of the rest of your family still cause I know they are very sad. Well have fun and please say hi to my ababy and tell her i miss her and I love her very much. Love you guys.

Pat [Kenny's mom] lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

Good morning Kat. It's springtime, the grass is turning green, the birds are a chirping, the spring flowers are starting to bloom, and the fish will start biting pretty soon. All beautiful and anew. Your mommy has a new life now, please help her find anew beauties in this world. We all love your mom so much, thanks to you and Kenny, and other angels that brought us together. Ralph, if you need a fishin' buddy... Kenny was quite the advid fisherman. He can show you how to catch the whales in the river of Jordan, or maybe you can show him a fishin' tip or two.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

Hey sweet little Angel,
Just wanted to stop by and let you know how much I love and miss you. Please let your mommy know that I have not forgotten about her or you--I have been so very tired lately--i don't seem to have a whole lot of energy. Laurie, I hope you are feeling better. I went to the dr the other day--I have to go every two weeks to make sure everything is ok. They told me i am 9wks along and am due on october 31st--but they will take it a week early because i have to have a c-section again. We got to hear the baby's heartbeat--which made me feel a little better--please just keep praying for me, i am so nervous--but so far so good. Just pray that Lord willing this baby will be perfectly healthy. I think about you and kat kat all the time and I hope and pray so much that you are doing well. I love you so much and God Bless. I love you kat kat!

Tarnia, Janet Woollands grandaughter lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

Thank you for your kind words at such a sad time, its a comfort to know somebody out there understands what your going through. Im so sorry to hear of your losses.if you ever want a chat my email is tarniariley720@hotmail.com. love and best wishes to you and your daughter brittany.love tarnia xx

matt rydzak lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

I miss you. I am going to miss swimming with you this summer.

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

Good morning Ralph and Kat Kat. I think about you all the time, I will love and miss you forever.

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

Hi guys, just wanted to tell you I love you so much. Hugs and kisses xoxoxo

Blake Summers mum lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Bless you.... Thinking of us when you are in so much pain. We are all in this together, I feel sure we are here to get each other through this anguish and devastation until we find a peaceful place of acceptance. May your pain be supported by the love and care that we share through the loss of our loved ones. I truly understand, having been left one child out of five. I feel sure you are in agony right now.... and that is why we are all meant to share our stories and remember these wonderful people who were taken from us for reasons which we don't understand. All I know is that when the pain gets too hard for you to bear alone... that's when you can turn to us for support and emotional refuge. I light a candle for your daughter and your husband. But I light this candle for you. You are just a thought away as are Pat and Karen... Sending you a hug... all the way from England. We send you love and strength - just take it moment from moment and we are here if you need to offload. Kelly x

Michelle lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Hey Kat. Thank you for visiting me the other day. You look so happy. I pray you are with your dad,and all is well. Love ya.

Pat [kenny doyle's mom] lit a candle on 26th March, 2008:

Laurie, I light this candle for you in hopes that you are finding a way to cope with all this sorrow. I so worry about you. Please take care of yourself. Eat right, even though you don't feel like it. I know you feel all alone, and hopeless at times. My niece had a dream that Kenny came down for one day, and we searched for what Kenny called little treasures in life. That he told me that is what I have to do, is find little treasures of my own each day to make me happy, as he does not want me to be sad. Please try to find you own little treasures in life each day to bring some happiness unto you. They are out there, just clouded over with saddness. You are in my prayers.

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th March, 2008:

Good morning Ralph and Kat Kat, thinking of you and wondering what you two are doing. I love and miss you so much. Please visit me.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 25th March, 2008:

Kat i hope that you had a wonderful Easter. I'm so very sorry to here about your dad. I know you will be up in heaven showing him around. Stay close to your mom Kat help her Stay strong. I hope you and your dad are having fun with all angels.
you and your mommy are always in my thoughts and prays.

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 24th March, 2008:

Just wanted to stop by and wish you and your mommy a Happy Belated Easter. Yesterday was rough for me and I couldn't get myself on the site, but I thought about you both and sure hope that you had a wonderful day celebrating with Jesus! God Bless You All! Always in my thoughts and prayers!

Karen Pelletier / Kristy's mom lit a candle on 23rd March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat and Ralph,

I want to tell you I am thinking of you both. Have a happy Easter in Heaven. Laurie, my thoughts are with you today. I know it must be hard on you on this Easter day. You are always in my heart sister. I love you so much. Your sis, Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 23rd March, 2008:

Happy Easter in Heaven sweet Angel Kathryn...
Laurie:I want to wish you and your Family a Happy Easter,

Without Easter

Without Easter,
there would be no hope of heaven.
Without the hope of heaven,
there would be no repentance,
no personal transformation,
no attempt to follow biblical principles.
Without Easter,
the world would be in chaos
and darkness.
Jesus’ death and resurrection
means we can be reborn,
to live better, to do better,
to shine light into the shadows.
Hallelujah!
Happy, Happy Easter

I love you guys: Dina

kris Ashleys Mom lit a candle on 23rd March, 2008:

I just wanted to make sure I came and lit a candle for you both for Easter. Please come down and let your mom know you are with her. She needs an extra big hug from you right now. Sweet Dreams Kat and Laurie hang in there...


Love Kris

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

Just wanted to stop by and tell you guys I love you and I miss you both so much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

Hi Ralph, Hi Kat Kat, today is your brother Dell's 19th birthday, please give him lots of hugs and kisses from me. I love you lil Dell, Happy Birthday Son! I love and miss you guys so much!

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

I love you, I miss you!

Pat [Kenny Doyle's mom] lit a candle on 22nd March, 2008:

Laurie, My heart goes out to you. I was glad to see that you had lit another candle for Kenny, then I read about Ralph. In such troubled times you were still thinking of others. You are a remarkable lady! Keep up your strenght, and know that I have you in my thoughts and prayers daily.

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

Good morning, I miss my angels so much. I love you! Lots of hugs and kisses

kim caitlin mcguinness's nanny lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

sweet angel kat,
i am thinking of you and your daddy who has joined you in heaven,
i pray that your daddy is at peace now.
watch over your mummy closely sweetheart she needs help right now.
all my love always
kim xx

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 21st March, 2008:

My dear sweet kat kat, I'm sending you and your daddy all of my love tonight. Oh laurie, I am so very sorry--I wish there was something i could say to make you feel better--just know that I am always here for you if you ever need me. I love you so much!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 20th March, 2008:

I light this candle this morning for Kat Kat, Ralph and you Laurie. Laurie---my heart is so heavy with sadness for you. I think about you all the time and I worry about you. Just know that you are not alone, my sister. You have me and all these other wonderful people on this site that care about you so much. I tried to call you last night but there was no answer. It was very late, so you might have been in bed. I left a message for you. I will try to call you back tonight if I can and it is not to late. I am going to the doctor at 3:15 for my terrible cold. I just cough so much, I can't get any sleep and I still feel miserable. Especially at night. Tonight I am going to try to go to the Holy Thursday Mass at 7:00 PM. I will pray for you. If I get back early enough I will call you. You are always on my mind. God will take care of you. I love you so much sis. Please take care. Karen

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 20th March, 2008:

Oh Laurie, I am so very sorry. Please let me know if I can ever do anything for you. Please take care, and know you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you very much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th March, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat, I pray you are showing your daddy around Heaven, I know how badly he missed you, I have such peace knowing the two of you are together now. I miss you guys so much. Give each other hugs and kisses from me, I love you so much!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I am thinking about you, mommy and your wonderful daddy so much tonight. I am so much in shock about what has just happened. I am so sad tonight.

Laurie---I am so sorry. I don't know what to say. I wish I was with you now to just hold you in my arms and to help you through this. This is so tragic. My heart is very heavy tonight for you. You are my loving sister and my heart aches when you hurt so much. Kat Kat's daddy will be in my prayers. Please Laurie, Please stay strong. You are my hero, you know that. I just wish so bad that there was something I could do for you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you through this very difficult time. I love you so much, my sister. I send you my deepest condolences and may Kat Kat's daddy rest in peace with his sweet little angel. Your sister, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th March, 2008:

Hello sweetheart, mommy has some bad news to tell everyone. Your daddy has passed on to Heaven to be with you. Mommy found daddy this morning, he must have died sometime early last night. I'm so sad Kat Kat, I feel like I lost everyone, my heart is broken even more. Please look after your daddy and show him around Heaven. Mommy misses you guys so much. The only comfort I have is knowing you and daddy are together. I love you guys sweetheart! Please give each other lots of hugs and kisses from me. Rest In The Arms Of Jesus Ralph, I Love You!

grandma & pap pap lit a candle on 19th March, 2008:

hi kathryn just want you to know still thinking about you. as always still missing you. there won't be any lost easter eggs this year. i love you.

Austin Lucas's mommy lit a candle on 18th March, 2008:

hey Kat kat I just wanted stop by and let you know i'm thinking of you. You and your mom are always in my thoughts.
I hope You and Austin are having fun in heaven. Stay close to your Mom Kat Send her Lots Of hugs with your beautiful angel wings. Rest in Peace princess.

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th March, 2008:

Good night my angel, sleep tight, please visit mommy in her dreams. I love you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

Hello precious princess of mine! Mommy loves you so much! Happy St. Patty's Day. I miss you so much Kat Meat.

kim caitlin mcguinness's nanny lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

hello sweet angel,
im so sorry i havent been leaving you candles for a while but i found it too hard going on caitlins site myself ,it was making me too sad because i am missing her so much,i had to stop myself because it was making me unwell,
i still think of you all the time and pray for you,dance and sing and play with the angels sweetheart and watch over your mummy for me always.xxxx

laurie i hope and pray you are doing okay,ive been a bit low but i am on my way up again
love you hun kim xxx

Holly(nancys sister) lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

Morning Kat Kat. Just wanted to stop in and light a candle for you little angel!

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th March, 2008:

My sweet Kat Kat, another lonely day without you. Mommy found some pictures of you and Petey when you guys were real young, they are so cute. I can't wait to show them to Diane tomorrow. Kat you touched so many lives during the 10 years you were alive. Dr Skeezes called me a couple days ago, she asked me if she could have a picture of you so she could dedicate a page in the year book to you. I was so touched, I was so sick when I talked to her and yet she made my day so perfect. They want to keep your memory alive and dedicate a page in the year book just for you. Kat Kat everyone loves you and misses you so much. Dr. Skeezes tells me how the school keeps us in there thoughts and prayers, they will never forget you Kat! I will never forget you either! Hugs and Kisses sweetheart, I love you Goodnight!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

Hi Angel Kat Kat,

I want to light this candle for you today to let you know I kept you and your mommy in my prayers today,I went to church this morning and asked God to keep your mom strong and healthy..I bet your getting ready to celebrate Easter in Heaven...
well angel I just wanted to send you and your mommy some love..
God Bless You !!

Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

Hi princess, I miss you so much. Easter is coming up and I wish I could make you an Easter basket like I did every year. Mommy is going to release balloons to you and all the other angel friends, so get ready to catch those balloons.

Kat, next MOnday is baby Hailey's 1st birthday, can you please bring her down to visit her mommy and daddy, they love and miss her so much, just like mommy loves snd misses you so much. They would love to feel her presence, especially on her birthday. thanks baby.

Mommy feels so much better today, thank you to everyone who prayed for me to get well. Well princess I'm misssing you like crazy, I love you very much!

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

Hi princess, it's mommy! I had some problems with your site but Diane came over and fixed it for me. Thank God For Diane! Aunt Kate came by today and brought Chyna and Marryka by, they took Brittany to there house for the night. Aunt Kate has a puppy just like Deja, I can't wait to meet him, his name is Ali. I miss you so much baby! Love you!

Isaiah's Mommy lit a candle on 15th March, 2008:

Hi Kat, I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and all the other innocent Angels taken way too soon. I would like to Thank you for sending me your mommy to, she is truly a blessing from heaven. I hear your Hannah Montana playing, you have the best view.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 15th March, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
I just wanted to stop by to let you and mommy know how much I love you both. I hope you are having fun playing with my sweet caleb kat kat--I bet he is so big by now--please let him know how very much I love and miss him. I hope you are having fun as well angel. Laurie, I'm so sorry to hear that you weren't feeling well. I hope you are feeling better. I just want you to know that if you ever need to talk i am always and forever here for you. I love you and God Bless.

Aunt Clare(Haden Batas mummy) lit a candle on 14th March, 2008:

hellooo beautiful! sowi aint lite a candle in so long!! been busy making sure you dont get to play with another baby of mine jst yet! would ratherpumpkin be here for you and haden to watch ova nd protect! glad he/she will have you both to look up to! hope mummy is doing well asewll! nite nite sweetie! xxxxxxxxxxxxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th March, 2008:

Hi baby girl. Mommy is so sorry I haven't spent much time on your site these past few days. I've been very sick and weak, I feel a little better today. I want you to know I love you and not a moment has gone by I don't think about you. Sweet dreams angel. Mommy loves you forever and ever!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 13th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I just want to light this candle for you to let you and mommy know I am thinking of you both. I know your mommy is not feeling well and I pray she is doing better. I have not been on the site in quite a while. I have been sick since Monday. I just want to let your mommy know I am thinking of her. I love you guys. Auntie Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th March, 2008:

Good night princess I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 12th March, 2008:

Hi Kat it's me mommy. I love you so much. I'll write more when I feel better. Miss you!

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 12th March, 2008:

Hey little girl,
Just wanted to send a BIG THANKS your way for sending my girl to see me it was so great. I hope that you have gone to see your mommy. She really misses her Kat Kat and she is lost without you. Mommies are always supposed to be with there babies. Pleas help your mommy, she misses you dearly and every day is a struggle down here. Let her feel your wondeful love. Kiss my baby for me please. Love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th March, 2008:

Hi Kat, sorry I didn't visit your site last night, mommy is sick with a virus. I love and miss you so much. Come and give me angel hugs and kisses and make me feel better. Love you princess.

Tara(Sue Smith Brown memorial) lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Kathyrn, haven't been by for a while to visit.. Just wanted to send a big hug your way and for your Mommy and Daddy who love you so much! Hope your running free girl! Love you and your in my prayers. God Bless.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Good morning Angel,I want to light this candle for you to let you and mommy know I'm thinking of you guys,you continue to be in my heart..
with love :Dina

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Hey beautiful. I'm sorry for not visiting you in awhile, but you and mom are always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you guys more than you ever know. Although I may not be busy sometimes, Kat, you are a beautiful ray of sunshine in my life. I am very thankful for you and your mom.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 10th March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to light this candle and to tell you I'm sorry for not visiting your site in a couple of days. It's been a couple of bad days for me. It rained so hard all day yesterday. Rain depresses me so much because I can't visit Kristy's grave when I want to. I have a hard time to sleep last night. I sometimes feel like I am in a bad dream and I won't wake up. Sometimes I feel like I can't handle the pain of losing Kristy. I just miss her so much. I don't know what I would do without your mom. She is my angel. Please Kat Kat, say a prayer for me. I love you and mommy so much. Your auntie, Karen

Grandma & Pap Pap lit a candle on 9th March, 2008:

Good morning Kathryn, grandma and pap pap wanted to come by and tell you how much we love and miss you. We think about you all the time. Hope you are having fun playing with all your angel friends. I hope you got the chance to meet all of your family members who have passed before you. You'll really love Baba and Pap Pap who are my mom and dad. Baba had the chance to meet you and spend 8 months getting to know you before she died. You were to little to remember her but we have some pictures of you guys together. We love you very much. Love grandma and pap

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th March, 2008:

Hi Kat, just wanted to say goodnight. I love you sweetheart. Night Night

MOMMY lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Good morning Kat Kat, mommy loves you so much! See you later alligator!

Giovanna Lore lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Good evening Little Angel
How are you all up in Heven
Hope you are all together having a good time,
Laurie how are you doing? One moore day before we go away, I felt bad not caming to light a candol for our beautiful Angels, in Heven.
Today I been filling a bet nervous, too much to do before going away, anyways all is done , and it will be nice seeing the family , it as been 20 long years, any ways take good care of yourselve, I will get back to you when we get Back from Italy
Have a good evening God Bless You and Keep You In good Health.
Love You Giovanna

Austin Lucas Mommy lit a candle on 8th March, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat sorry have not lit you a candle in a while. i hope you are staying close to your mom kat. I hope you are both doing well. Stay close to your mom. Rest In peace angel.

MOMMY lit a candle on 7th March, 2008:

Good morning Kat Kat, just wanted to tell you I love You so much! Miss you!

Mommy lit a candle on 7th March, 2008:

Hey there's my girl, my best friend in the whole wide world. I love you sweetheart, I can't wait til the day we see each other again. What a joyous day that will be. Give your brother a hug and kiss from me ok baby. I love you, night night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite!

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th March, 2008:

Hi angel, just wanted to stop by and say hello. I love and miss you more than anything in this whole wide world. Love you suga bear!

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

Hi Baby, It's me your mama! I am going to bed very early tonight, I just wanted to tell you I love you. Night Night!

Giovanna Lore lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

Good Morning Beautiful Little Angel
Here I am again . visiting you, and
your beautiful Mommy, she loves and misses you a lot. Please Kat Kat watch
over her , that You will olways keep her safe in your harms, I will miss not visiting, your beautiful side, your Mommy did a beautiful work of art,
before I go away I will leave a poem for you,
Laurie hope you are doing well, and Please take good care of yourselve
that is what your Precious Angel would want from you.

SLEEP LITTLE ONE

OH, I can hear the tinkling bells,
The tiny sounds, like shells,
The swishing noise of silk on lace,
And the sweet little grin upon your face.

Your Angel bends to blow a Kiss,
Like a gentle breeze that you'll surely miss,
And crystal sing as the wind blows by,
In my mind I can hear a lullaby.

For love is wrapped around my heart,
And all the wourld is filled with stars.
Hush, little baby , sleep now, sleep.
Your Loving Angel , will keep you safe.

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

Hi princess, another lonely day without you. Mommy is so lost without you Kat. I cry everytime I light a candle for you. I know you look down at me and wished I wasn't crying all the time. Even when you were alive you never liked to see me cry. you used to tell me don't cry mommy you have me. Baby I don't have you here with me anymore. I would love to hear you say those words to me. I went over to see your daddy today and I cooked him a pot of chili, he had a picture of you on the mantel, I guess you were around 6 or 7 years old. I got tears in my eyes right away. In the picture you were sitting next to daddy with your arm around him, you always liked to cuddle. I miss so much about you. I found the ponytail the funeral director cut from your hair today. It still smells like the shampoo you used prior to your passing.I held the bag in my arms and just cried. You always loved me playing in your hair. It got so long, remember the braids and beads I put in it for you? You looked like a superstar. I wonder if your hair is growing back in Heaven? I'm so sorry I had that autopsy done on you, I had to find out what you died from. It litteraly breaks my heart to think of all that cutting you had to have done. I remember when you would cut your finger, you would scream murder lol, I would think something was seriously wrong with you, here I come running and all there is was a little scratch lol. But you were such a drama queen, I often wondered how you would have survived labor and delivery of your first child. I can picture you, lol oh what a day that would be. I think you would have marked history! I wonder what you look like right now. Did you lose weight, are you taller, did your hair grow back, I'll bet you are so much more beautiful. I miss you so much Kat. Mommy still has your earings in since Sept 11, 2007, the day you died. I never took them out. I don't plan on ever taking them out of my ears. I remember the day I took you to the mall to have your ears pierced, you were such a big girl, you sat there and hugged the teddy bear, you got a couple tears to your eyes after the first earing, but them when you looked at the earings in the mirror, you got this huge smile to your face. I'll never forget how happy you were to finally wear jewelery in your ears like your friends. I hated to take them out of your ears the day you died, but the deputy coroner said I had to remove them. dady took out one ear and the deputy took one out the other ear. I was so upset, I know how proud you were to have the earings in your ears. Mommy will cherish them forever. I will keep them in my ears until the day I die. Well suga bear it's midnight mommy has to get up for work in the morning, I love you so much Kat Kat, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite! Love Mommy

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 5th March, 2008:

Hello little girl,
I hope this candle finds you today resting safely in the arms of God with my baby girl. I really miss her Kat. Every day of my life. It is the worst pain one person can handle. You have a wonderful mommy who is so kind and loves you and misses you dearly Kat. I know you will nev er forget her love. Love you Yvonne.

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th March, 2008:

Good morning my angel, I love you!

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 4th March, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat,
You are always and forever on my mind sweetie. Your life, in the short time you were here has touched so many people. I know everyone misses you so much sweetie. We all love you so much. Please give your mommy some peace sweet angel, oh i know she misses you so much--I feel her pain--there is not a moment that doesn't go by that i don't think of my precious Caleb. Please let your mom know that it is not her fault that you died--Although it is so hard for us to understand God had a PERFECT plan for your life--I know that doesn't help at all--I just wish i could give your mom a little bit of peace--she is such a wonderful lady--i'm sure you already know that--she deserves to be happy--please let her know it's ok for her to be happy. She is such an important part of my family now and I love her so much, it hurts me to know she is hurting. I love you and your mommy so much kat kat. Rest sweetly angel!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 3rd March, 2008:

Good Morning Angel Kat Kat,
I want to light this candle to let you know that I'm feeling a bit better today,i went to my mom's grave yesterday and decorated it for Easter,My mom loved Easter,we really celebrated Jesus..she also loved the colorful easter eggs and the bunnies and all that kind of stuff,she was a big kid at heart..
Well sweetie I will pop by again..I promise...remember you and mommy are always in my thoughts...
with love :Dina

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 3rd March, 2008:

Hey Kat,
I just wanted to light this candle to ley you and mommy know I am thinking of you guys. I am so sad tonight cause I miss my sweet Hailey so much. She was our pride and joy just like your are your mommas pride and joy. Well Kat please send my love to all you precious Angel babies up there. Please take care of my girl.

Laurie, Hailey too has a daddy who loves her and misses her dearly, but he too has only got on here once. I know this has hurt him as much as myself, but he has a different way of expressing his grief, I believe a lot of men ar ethe same when it comes to this. For the rest of your family I am not sure. I can't help you there. I wish I could. Well Mommy. Take care and please contact me if you want to talk. Yvonne

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd March, 2008:

Good morning princess, I miss you just as much today as I have missed you the day you died. I love you Kathryn with all my heart!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 1st March, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just want to let you know that I think of you and mommy everyday. My heart is always yours. Love you! Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 1st March, 2008:

Hi sweet Angel,

I was thinking of you again tonight,I can't help but wonder what it's like in heaven?
I wonder if you've met my mom?
I wonder if you can see us?
I wonder if your happy?
sweetie I seem to have so many questions,and I don't know if I will ever get the answers.I still feel as sad,infact I feel sadder than I was 4 months ago,I know what your mommy is going through,and I hope and Pray we will all find a way to heal,a way to feel better,a way to smile,a way to look ahead for tomorrow,a way to not look at things and burst out crying because it reminds us of what we have lost.all we have is memories..that's it..we need some comfort in knowing that you guys are doing ok up there?
some signs maybe??
I'm sorry honey I am just so confused right now..
please help us sweetie..
Laurie: MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS..
You guys are always in my thoughts.
With love and understanding:Dina

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st March, 2008:

Hi Kat Meat, Mommy loves and misses you very much. Not a moment goes by I don't think of you. You are my suga bear and I will always hold you close to my heart. I love you princess! Night Night

Giovanna Lore Filomena Milillo Sister lit a candle on 29th February, 2008:

Goog Morning Little Angel
Good Morning Laurie. Hope you are doing well, days sure go by fast ,it as been few days, I ,didnt say goodmorning, but
my prayers ,are with you ,and wish you all
Have a good day, Your Precious Angel
is always beside you,
Take care Love You Giovanna.

Kris (Ashley's Mom) lit a candle on 29th February, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat

I sure miss coming to say hi. It has been a tough couple of weeks for me. Your mom is the best. Always leaving such nice messages on Ashley's site. I miss her so much. Keep her company please and if you need anything she is the one to go to to keep you safe til your mom and I get there to be with you two. Until then have fun with all your friends.

Sweet Dreams Beautiful
XXXXOOOO

Kris

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 28th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I light this candle for you this morning as I think of you and mommy. I have been thinking of mommy a lot lately. I thought about her last night when I went to -The Compassionate Friends- meeting. I sat there as I listened to them talk and I know some of the parents are having a hard time still, with the loss of their children that passed away 10-20 years ago. I thought about your mommy. She has lost you and your older brother. I give your mommy so much credit to be able to help us in our grief. She is such a blessing from God. Sometimes I don't know what to say to her because I lost one child but she lost two. I can't even imagine your mommy's grief. Please Kat Kat, visit her in her dreams. She needs to see you so bad. I sat there at that meeting last night and it helps but not as much as this website, where us moms have such a bond with each other now. Almost like a new family. Laurie, I don't know what I would do without you. You are always in my heart every single day. I haven't been on the web to much lately. I have had a couple of rough days. You and Kat are always on my mind. I love you guys so much. Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 28th February, 2008:

Hi Sweet Angel,
I am so sorry honey for not visiting the lasr few days..i have been having rough days..I really miss my mom so much..

I hope your having fun with all your Angel friends..
Dear Laurie...I pray you are doing ok..
You guys are always in my thoughts and prayers..I love you guys..
God Bless you all
With Love : Dina

michelle lit a candle on 28th February, 2008:

Hey Kat. Please stay close to your mom she needs you now.I miss you. Faith and Michael have been playing with imaginary playmates and you are one of them. They still need you to be near and be their friend. I have been trying not to think about you being gone, I guess thats how I deal with this. When I think of you as being gone I cry. I wish you were still here. Life is not fair. I feel bad for my kids they lost a good friend, I feel bad for your mom, but I mostly feel bad you are no longer here. I hope you are healthy and happy. I know you can hear all the prayers for you. I also know that you are still close to your mom. Love ya.

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th February, 2008:

Good morning my sweet baby. Just wanted to tell you how much I love you! Have a wonderful day princess.

Aunt katheryn lit a candle on 27th February, 2008:

Hey sweet angel,
We all miss you so much sweetie, I hope your mommy is doing better--We have all grown to love you and your mommy so much. Our lives are so much richer and fuller now that we have your mommy to help us get through this difficult time. I love you sweetie. Please let my sweet little boy know how much i love and miss him--Sweet Dreams angel!

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 26th February, 2008:


just wanted to say we love you and miss you, but I am sure you know that.
.always in our thoughts and hearts

Giovanna Lore Filomena Sister lit a candle on 26th February, 2008:

Good Morning Little Angel
hope you are all having fun in Heven
with all the Beautiful Angels around you
Good Morning Laurie
hope you are okey?
just dropping by visiting and thinking
I have to go and light a candol
and hope all the best for you, Your Beautiful Angel will wolk with you always ,dont loose faith God is with Us
All,and making sure we will be okey.
Please take care
Love Giovanna have a good day

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 26th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,
Just want to let you and mommy know I think about you everyday. Laurie, I hope you are feeling better today. You are always on my mind and in my heart. I love the updates you put on Kat Kat memorial. It so beautiful. I have grown to know Kat Kat by her pictures and by the graphics you find to put on her memorial. It shows so much your love for her. I feel like I've known you and her all my life. I love you so much. Karen

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 25th February, 2008:

Good morning Kat! I hope you are doing well, just wanted to stop by and light a candle and let you know that I have been thinking about you and your mommy lately. Thing have been crazy in my life so haven't had much time to stop by, but I think of you both often and hope you are both doing well. Thanks for visiting Kaylynn's site so often, it means the world to me! Stay close to mommy, she needs to know you are there! Love you guys! Heather

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 25th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I have not been on the memorial since yesterday morning. Gary's mom has been in town and she just left today. I wanted to light this candle for you last night but it was a little late when I came home and I was really tired. I read one of your mommy's last candles she lit for you. I know how she feels about trying to understand. I miss Kristy more and more everyday. I think I'm just finally realizing that this is forever in this lifetime. Some days, I want so bad to leave this earth to go be with my Kristy, but I know in my heart that, that is up to God when I leave, not me. Laurie, Please hang in there. I know it's tough on you so much. You are so alone. I wish I could help you somehow. You are always on my mind. I pray for you to heal from your precious baby Kat Kat's loss. I know she is watching over you. You may not feel her but she is there. Look for the small signs and don't give up hope. On Valentines day, when we had ice everywhere over here, I tried so hard to go up to Kristy's grave with her gifts I had bought her. I fell as I slipped on the ice and twisted my ankle. I turned back crying and I felt like I failed Kristy for not being able to bring her the gifts I bought her. I went home crying feeling like a failure. I remember praying to Kristy to send some warm weather to melt the ice and you know what, she heard me. About 4 or 5 days later, I can't remember exactly, she brought so much sunshine and warmth that, it not only melted the ice on top of the snow, it melted all the snow completely everywhere!!! I cried so much that day as I went up to her grave without struggling to go up. I cried so many happy tears that day. I knew Kristy was near me. I knew she heard my prayers to her. Laurie, I just want to give you a big hug. I know you are alone and it hurts me. I want you to know that you, have been my hero. I know that you have been a hero to others as well on this site. Kat Kat is near you, I know she is. She is such a beautiful soul and is guiding your words that you write to us. I know it. I pray that you feel her presence soon because I know you need her. I know our children move on in Heaven. God has given them a glorious life with him and I know they can see us every day. Kat Kat is looking down on you and she knows you are the best mom ever. I can actually imagine the biggest, brightest smile on her face as she looks down on you. I love you so much. Please don't loose hope. With love, Karen

Aunt katheryn lit a candle on 25th February, 2008:

Hey sweet angel,
Please help your mommy, please give her the peace she needs to deal with your death. I just wanted to tell her thank you for all of the beautiful poems she has left on my caleb's site. Your mommy has been such a blessing to me kat kat--she has helped me to deal with losing my sweet caleb and i can't thank her enough for that--I wish so much that i could be of some help to her--she misses you so much kat kat. Please let her know that you are ok. I think of you and your mommy daily--and i hope so much that she will find peace--but i know all too well that the pain of losing our children will never go away--we just find a way to survive life, while dealing with the pain daily. I love you sweetie. And Laurie i am always here if you need me--if you ever want to talk. God bless!

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th February, 2008:

Hi angel, I am thinking about you today as I usually do everyday. I love and miss you more and more everyday Kat. Have lots of fun today. Mommy loves you

Giovanna Lore Filomena Milillo Sister lit a candle on 23rd February, 2008:

Good Morning to you all
Hope you are all having a good day
Here we are again visiting all our Special Angels.

ANGELS..

One lil' Angel to hold your hand
One little Angel to anderstand
One little Angel to bless your day
One little Angel to show your way
One little Angel to keep you strong
One little Angel to sing you a song
If you ever lonely
If you ever sad
Remember that Angels are there and be Glad.
And while is true Angels we can not see
Maybe they're working throught friends,
Just like me.
May your day be blessed
May evening find you graciaus and fulfilled
May you go to the night Blessed, and
procted .
May your soul colm,console, and renew you.
Your Beautiful Angel Kathryn will always
wolk with you Bless You Laurie
Love Giovanna.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 23rd February, 2008:

Hey Kat,
Just wanted to say hi and let you know I was thinking about you and my baby girl Hailey plying togeather today. I know you guys are having entirely way too much fun up there, but don't forget to give us who love and care about you some love to cause you know we need that strength to get by. Good night sweet Angel.

Aubrees mommy lit a candle on 23rd February, 2008:

Hi Kat-Kat, I light this candle in honor of you beautiful angel. I hope you are keeping your mommys head up! She seems to be a very strong woman. Give my little aubree a kiss for me. Thank you little kat xoxoxo

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 22nd February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I am thinking of you and mommy today, I wish I could just hold her and tell her I love her. Easter is coming up and I know it will be very hard on her. Please help her Kat Kat. I pray for your mommy every day. Laurie, I know you are having a really hard time. I wish I could take away your pain too. I wish there was some way I could go see you. You have changed my life. I never in my life had such a blessing. Please stay strong. Kat Kat is there near you. She sees your pain. She will help you, I know it. I appreciate all your love and the beautiful candles you light for Kristy. You are always in my heart. Love you so much sis, Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 22nd February, 2008:

hi Sweetheart..just dropping by to light a candle for you tonight...I been feeling a bit tired and sad these days..please hun just pray for me...I feel like i need some extra praying these days...it will be 4 months since my mom went to be with Jesus on the 26th..And I'm sure she is happy in heaven with no more pain..I try to make the best of my days..
Laurie thank you so much for the love you share with my mom and us ...it sure is refreshing to know that people really care for one another even when we were complete strangers before our loved ones brought us together...I hope your day is better tomorrow...I will give you a call in the morning..I hope you will be home.

with love;Dina

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 22nd February, 2008:

Hey sweet kat kat. Thinking of you always sweetie. I love you!

Giovanna Lore Filomena Sister lit a candle on 21st February, 2008:

Dear Beautiful Angel Kathryn
with Gods help anather day came and gone
and I know you been watching your mommy
and making sure she is Okey. she misses you a lot, her heart as been broken since,you went to heven . But with Gods Help she is going to be okey, she is getting, courage from all of us too.
She is a Beautiful Mom Loves and Misses You a Lot
PLease Filomena make sure you are all having a good time in Heven.
God Bless You All Amen....

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st February, 2008:

Good morning baby I Love You!

michelle lit a candle on 21st February, 2008:

miss you

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to let you and mommy know that you are such a gift to me and Kristy's dad, Gary. He is having a really hard time right now. I think, he tried to be so strong for all of us in the beginning of Kristy's passing, that he didn't grieve for himself. He told me a couple of nights ago, that he felt he, was on auto pilot after Kristy's death. He told me , he thinks, he is losing his family very slowly and there is no way to stop it. He would cry a lot for Kristy, but he would hide from us, so we would not see him cry. I would see him come out of the bedroom, with his eyes swollen red. I knew, he had been crying. Now he breaks down in front of me and I think this is a good sign that he is finally grieving like he should and not holding it all in, for our sake. He said, he just now thinks, he is grieving for his father's death too. His father died September 19, 2007 just a couple of months after Kristy died and a few days before you died. It must be so tough on him. I thank your mommy so much for lighting those beautiful candles for Kristy and those beautiful words of comfort for her father. She is amazing. I thank her for lighting candles at home too for Kristy. I love you guys so much, Kat Kat. Say special prayers for Kristy's dad. He needs so many prayers right now. I don't know what to do. I hold him, talk to him, that's all I can do. I know you can help us from Heaven. Thank you sweetheart. I love you and mom so much. I pray for her every day. God Bless You Both So Much. Auntie Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Good morning princess, just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Have a fun day sweetheart. Mommy will catch ya later alligator.

Hailey's Mommy lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Hey Kat,
Just wanted to stop by and light this candle for you today because I am thinking about you and your Mommy. Your mommy is helping me just as I think you are helping my Hailey. You are a special Angel Kat, I think you were the Angel sent to watch over Hailey up there. Well please give her loves, and hugs and kisses from her mommy and daddy and tell her we miss her like crazy. Love you little girl.

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

Hi Baby, I love you so much, Have lots of fun sweetie. Miss you always. Love Mommy

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

Hi kat I hope you are doing well in heaven. and having fun up there with Austin. Stay close to your mommy Kat Send her lots of hug and kisses from heaven. well beautiful Angel I just wanted to let you know i'm think of you and your Mommy. Rest In Peace Kat Kat.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just want to stop by and tell you I love you and mommy. I don't know what I would do without your mommy. Laurie, thank you for the beautiful candle you lit for Kristy and her dad. He read it last night. He had a really hard time yesterday. He cried so much as he tried to eat dinner. Sometmes I don't know how to comfort him because I grieve so much myself. All we can do is hold each other. He read your candle last night and he had so many tears. He said he is so greatful for all your beautiful candles you light for our daughter. I just feel so bad because I wish I could somehow help you. You are all alone with your daughter Brittany in your grief. I pray for you every day. You are amazing to me and I'm sure all of us moms. Just know YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I love you Laurie, like a sister. Please stay strong. We love you! Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th February, 2008:

Hi Baby girl, just wanted to tell you goodnight. I love you so much. Night Night suga bear.

Melissa (Isaiah Ross's Mommy) lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

Kat you look so happy in all of your pictures. I know you are smiling down upon your family. Keep sending them kisses from heaven, especially mommy. She really needs them. Remember, God only picks the best!

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

Good morning princess, I just wanted to tell you I love you very much. have a fun day will all the kids.

Giovanna Lore Filomena Milillo Sister lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

Just dropping by saying good morning to you all, and hope you will have a good day , Your Beautiful Angel will always be very close to your heart,
Kathryn take care of your Mom she loves you a lot and Misses you ,Please take care God Bless You . Have a good day,,

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th February, 2008:

Hi suga bear, It's me mommy again. I made your favorite sloppy joe sandwiches for dinner today. I know how much you loved eating them. I miss you so much Kat. Love you princess. Night Night!

Kris Ashley's Mom lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

Good Morning


I know it has been a bit but been so busy at work. I wanted to come say hi to my favorite angels and you are one of them. I hope you are keeping your mom safe and happy. She needs you as much as I need Ash. Sweet Dreams Beautiful

xxxooo
Kris

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

Dar Kat Kat,

Oh what can I say, I read your mommy's candle she lit for you and I am at a loss for words, Please Kat Kat help her. I know you are near her. She is filled with so much love for you. I wish I could go to her. It breaks my heart that she is alone. I can't even imagine what she is going through. I have my husband with me, and my other children are home more often now since our talk. Sarah is doing better. I didn't realize how hard Kristy's death was on them until, we talked about our feelings about her passing. She is still planning on moving out though. Which might be good for her. So many memories around us of Kristy and it's hard on her. I wish so bad, I could go see your mom. To let her know that she is not alone and to give her a big hug. Laurie, I want to let you know that, you have helped me so much with my grief for Kristy. I think God sent you to me in such a special way. Our children are together helping him along to help us. Some day, we will meet. All of us moms and friends hopefully. You are not alone, always remember that. I love you. Karen

JACKIE(KALUB KOLTIN GEHRKE'S MOMMY) lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

GOOMORING LITTLE GIRL, HOW ARE YOU TODAY? HOW IS IT GOING IN HEAVEN? I HOPE WONDERFUL FOR YOU AND MY BABY KALUB. AND ALL THE OTHER ANGELS JUST AS WELL.I WANTED TO LIGHT THIS CANDLE FOR YOU THIS MORNING, AND TO TELL YOU AND KALUB TO HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY UP THERE IN THAT BIG BEAUTIFUL BLUE SKY!!! TO KATHRYNS MOM...THANK YOU FOR THE KINDS WORDS THAT YOU LEFT FOR KALUB AND I. I APPRECIATE ALL OF THEM. IT REALLY HELPS TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT CARE. AND I KNOW YOUR GOING THREW THE SAME THING THAT I AM...SOMETIMES IM NOT SURE HOW TO KEEP GOING ON WITH LIFE, WHEN MY LITTLE KALUB COULDNT KEEP HIS! IT HURTS SO BAD AND IT ALMOST 2 MONTHS SINCE HE LEFT US, AND I CRY AND BEG HIM TO COME BACK TO ME EVERYDAY, I KNOW THAT HE'S NOT ACTUALLY GOING TO COME BACK, BUT I KNOW HIS SPIRIT DOES, I HAVE FELT HIM HERE WITH ME AND IT SUCH A GREAT FEELING TO HAVE. THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER AND TAKING THE TIME TO CARE.
LOVE JACKIE

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th February, 2008:

Hey baby girl, It's me your mommy. I'm home alone again, crying like usual. I miss you so much. I stopped at walmart today and they were already putting out the Easter candy, I got tears in my eyes when I stopped to look at the candy. I know you still believed in the Easter Bunny, I'm so sorry I can't make you a Easter basket anymore. Life is so hard without you Kat. I pray to God my life will get better. I took some of your school clothes back to the mall today, I let Brittany get some things she needed with the money I got back. That's been so hard for me to do, I been putting off taking your things back since you first passed. I saved some things I know you really liked. I had a long talk with God today, I asked him to please tell me what it's like in Heaven for you. I want to know what you are doing. Are you in a restfull sleep, or are you awake playing and helping God watch over the little ones. I feel I am still your mother and I have the right to know what you do everyday. Kat I see kids your age all the time, walking with their parents, holding hands, laughing, and joking around. I would give anything to have you hear with me again. I remember our silly times together. I miss that alot. I also miss braiding your hair and putting beads in it, you loved your hair like that. Our house is so empty without you. there is no noise, no laughter, no life! You will always be my baby girl, I will always be your mommy. I love you princess. Sweet dreams

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just want to stop by and tell you I love you. You are always in my thoughts. I know mommy misses you so much. I feel her pain. I wish I could take all her pain away too. I was listening to the song your mommy chose to put on your main page. It reminds me of my oldest granddaughter Aliyah. She sang that song to me, when we went down to see her for Christmas. Aliyah said it was her favorite song. I will talk to you later Kat Kat. Love you and mommy so much! Auntie Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

Hello Kat, I love you baby! Night Night, sweet dreams angel.

Family of Katrina King lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

God bless you and all your family.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Just wanted to stop by and tell you I love you. Your mommy is something else. She is so wonderful. Please help her from Heaven. Laurie, thank you so much for the beautiful Valentine poem you wrote for Kristy. I think of you always. Love Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

Hello suga bear, I miss you, and everytime I think about you I still cry. I wish you could come back. It's not fare you had to leave at 10 years old. You had a whole lifetime ahead of you. Kat, you were so smart, an honor roll student from k-5 grade. You loved everybody for who they were. Even those who tried to be something they weren't you looked past that and loved them anyways. I am a very lucky mommy to have had such a wonderful daughter. God, I wished we had more time together. The morning you died you took a piece of my heart with you. The empty feeling in my stomach never goes away. I cry just as hard for you today as I cried yesterday and the day before that. I am very thankful to God that you did not suffer. I also thank God you were at home with me when you died. I don't know what I would have done if this happened to you alone somewhere. The vision of watching you take your last breath, knowing the cpr I was giving you wasn't working, that thought never goes away! Kat I miss you more and more everyday. Some days are harder than others, some days I get so depressed all I do is cry. I know you are in Heaven, I know you are happy and healthy, I don't doubt that, but how do I become a happy person again? The grief, the anger, when does it subside? Our house is filled with so many memories, my car is filled with so many memories. I see you everywhere. We were a team, we did everything together, it is so hard on me not having you here by my side. I miss you Kat Kat. I really need to feel your presence, sometimes I wonder if you are listening to me when I talk to you, I feel all alone. You are my rosebud and I can't watch you grow up. What a beautiful little girl you are, I feel deprived, I will never be able to watch you bloom. You were a pre teen and you couldn't wait to become a teenager, (remember you used to say) I can't wait to turn 13 so I can got my own cell phone, I'm so sorry I never bought you a cell phone, I know how badly you wanted one. There is alot of things I wanted to do for you and now I will never be given the chance to do it. Please don't ever forget about me Kat, I know you are having so much fun in Heaven, just please don't forget about me, I will never forget you! I love you with all my heart. Lord I ask that you please take care of my baby! I love you more than life Kat, stay close to us and visit us often. Love Mommy

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

You crossed my mind today
as you so often do
and I stopped for just a moment
and said a prayer for you
I asked our dear Lord
to be with you this day
I prayed he might send
a small blessing your way
Perhaps a smile from a stranger
a kind gesture or deed
to hear a sweet verse
to fulfill a need
I prayed for you wisdom
for guidance and strength
to feel the presence of angels
and the warmth of their wings
I prayed for your worries
I prayed for your fears
I prayed for your happiness
your joys and your tears
As I finished my prayer
I realized I too
had received my own blessing
with my thoughts of you

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 15th February, 2008:

happy Valentine's Day Kat. I hope you have a good valentine's in heaven. have fun with the angels. stay close to your mom she miss you and love you. rest in peace kat.

JACKIE(KALUB KOLTIN GEHRKE'S MOMMY) lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

HI SWEET LITTLE GIRL...HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY...I WANTED TO LIGHT THIS CANDLE FOR YOU TODAY AND TO TELL YOU HELLO, AND I HOPE YOU AND MY BABY ARE PLAYING TOGETHER IN HEAVEN.KALUB IS SUCH A SWEET BABY BOY AND I KNOW YOU TWO WILL GET ALONG JUST GREAT.WATCH OVER YOUR MOMMY, SHE STILL NEEDS YOU, AS I STILL NEED MY KALUB! TO KAT'S MOMMY, THANK YOU FOR THE KIND WORDS YOU LEFT FOR KALUB AND I. YOUR DAUGHTER SOUNDS LIKE SHE IS LOVED SO VERY MUCH BY SO MANY PEOPLE, JUST LIKE KALUB IS...AND ISNT THAT SUCH A GREAT FEELING TO HAVE? HEY KAT?...TELL MY BABY BOY I LOVE AND MISS HIM TERRIBLY WOULD YOU? THANK YOU,
LOVE JACKIE(KALUB'S MOMMY)

Grandma&PaP PaP lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Happy valentines Day Kat Kat, not a day goes by we don't think about you. You will always be in our heart and prayers. We Love you Kathryn. Love grandma and pap pap.

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

just want to wish my favorite niece a happy valentines day, love and miss you grandma and I talk about you every day, theres always something that comes up that remindes us of you,and that great smile and big heart of yours.
Grandma sends her love and kisses too

Heather Tegtmeier lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Happy Valentine's Day Kat! I know you are making it very beautiful up there in heaven. Helping everyone celebrate like no other! Stay close to you mom! God Bless You Kat!!! Love~Heather

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

hi sweet angel
sending you a big kiss and hug on valentines day,have a lovely day in heaven sweetheart,watch over mummy and sprinkle her with some special angel love and happiness
xxxx

thinking of you laurie and sending you a great big hug,keep strong honey xxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th February, 2008:

Hi Baby! I'm getting ready to go to sleep, and I just wanted to visit your site before I turn in. I hope to have sweet dreams about you tonight. Please visit me in my dreams Kat. I would love for you to give me a very big hug. I love you more than life itself. I can't wait to see you in Heaven, Love you bunches suga bear. Night Night

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 13th February, 2008:

Hi Kat I hope you are doing good in heaven. Playing with all the other Angels. Watch over your mommy. I know she miss you. I no it must of been hard for her not be able to get on your site when she wanted to. Rest In peace baby girl. and Send your mommy lots of hugs with those beautiful Angel wings you got.


HUGS*

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 13th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Here is a candle for you honey. I am so glad that mommy is back online. I missed her so much. I am so sorry she had a tough week. Not being able to visit your site every day must have been tough on her. She is all alone too. I feel for her so much. Please Kat Kat, say some prayers for your mommy. She needs you so bad. She misses you so much. I thought about her all week. She is a special part of my life now. I think all us moms on this site have grown to love her so much. Your site is so beautiful. I just looked at it again and I am at a loss for words. You must be so proud of her. I love to visit your site. Tell mommy I love her too and thank her for all her prayers for us. I love you too Kat Kat. Auntie Karen

Yvonne Reese (Hailey Bears Mommy) lit a candle on 13th February, 2008:

Hey Kat I have a huge favor to ask. I am asking you if you can please take care of my little precious girl Hailey?? She is a fiesty one at times , but she loves to dance and smile and be happy. I know that you too are happy togeather in Gods arms now. Please guide her and occasionally send her our way. Rest In Peace Angel.

Kats Mommy and family, I love your page it truely inspires me. I think through these pages we can express our love towards our children and I see that you have alot of love for Kat Kat. Thank you for your kind words. It is knowing that people like you exisist that make this easier to bare. May God continue to be with your family and I can't wait until you all can be reunited, Oh what a day that will be. I can't wait myself. Love and Peace

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 11th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Hey little girl. I light this very early morning candle for you. I have been thinking about you and mommy. I hope she is feeling OK. I know her internet is not working and I miss her so much. Please let her know, I think of her every day. She is a special person and we all love her. God bless you Kat Kat. Please give Kristy a kiss for me! I love you and mom! Auntie Karen

mommy lit a candle on 11th February, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat just stopping by to see you today. Mommy's internet still isn't on yet. I hope to have it working this week. I love you. For everyone who visits Kat's site, I will visit you guys as soon as my internet is working, I love and miss everyone. Take care, God Bless You all. I love and miss you Kat Kat, night night.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 10th February, 2008:

Thinking of you so much sweet kat kat. I love you sweetie. I hope your mommy is doing well. Sweet dreams Angel!

myleigh's mommy lit a candle on 9th February, 2008:

Hi beautiful girl. i just wanted to stop by to wish you a good night and sleep tight. give mom angel kisses before she goes to bed. Good night and sweet dreams.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Want to visit you before I go to bed. Love you and your mom! Aunt Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 7th February, 2008:

Hi Kat, just wanted to visit you before I leave for work. I love you very much! Have a fun day with all the other angel babies.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 7th February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Hello special girl,
You are in my thoughts tonight and so is your mommy. She is such a wonderful person. I have grown to love her with all my heart. You must be so proud of your mommy! She is such a big help to everyone on this site. I know you watch over her from Heaven. I hope to meet her and all these other moms some day. Hopefully soon. I love you Kat Kat. Please give Kristy a kiss for me. Stay close to mommy, she really needs your help. With Love, Auntie Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th February, 2008:

Hey princess, I love you and miss you so much. I saw Petey this morning, he has really grown up since your birthday party. He looks older, and is a little taller. I'm sure you know this because I know you look out for him. Sweet dreams princess, I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th February, 2008:

Goodnight princess, I love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

I love you suga bear! Have a fun day!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat, I want to tell you that I'm thinking of you and mommy tonight. I Love you! Good night sweet angel.

michelle lit a candle on 5th February, 2008:

I cant believe you are gone. It is a reality I just cant believe. It is going to be a hard summer without you. You were such a fixture in my families life. I hope you can swim up in heaven. I know you loved to down here with your friends. love ya.

Heather (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 4th February, 2008:

Good morning Kat...thinking of you and your mommy today and wanted to light a candle for you! I sure hope that you are having fun up in heaven with all the other little angels! I know you are helping take care of Kaylynn and that means the world to me! God bless you all!

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th February, 2008:

Hello baby, mommy is thinking of you wishing you were here. I love you so much Kat Kat. Night Night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 3rd February, 2008:

I love you and mommy so much angel. Just wanted to send you all my love. You and mommy are always in my thoughts and prayers. Sweet dreams princess!

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd February, 2008:

Hi baby girl, boy am I missing you today. I went to the exchange to get a movie and the first thing I did when I got in the store was walked over to the DS games, I caught myself and remembered you weren't here to play your DS anymore. It was always such a habit to get you a game everytime we visited the store. I miss you Kat Kat. I have cried so many tears since you passed, the river should be over flowing by now. I love you suga bear. Please come and see me soon!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 2nd February, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, I'm thinking about you this morning and wanted to say Hi! Tell mommy that I just looked at your site and it's perfect. I have been working very hard on Kristy's site and it is a lot of work. I hope it doesn't erase on me again. I saved it this time, so I hope to be able to recover it, if it erases again. I hope mommy got her card in the mail. Yesterday the weather was so awful and the mail didn't run as it usually does. Laurie, thank you so much for all your love. I don't know what I would do without you and all these wonderful moms on this site. I hope and pray to meet you some day. God Bless Your Wonderful Heart. I love you, Karen

Bernadette Susie Khochaba's sister lit a candle on 2nd February, 2008:

Dear Laurie, thank you for you kind words. I'm am so sorry for your loss, I can't begin to emagine how hard it would be to loose a child. My heart is with. God bless you and God rest your little angel's soul.

Thinking of you

faith lit a candle on 2nd February, 2008:

Hi Kat,Kat I really miss you.I can,t stop thinking about you.I feel very bad about what happened.I,ll always be your freid.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 1st February, 2008:

Hey princess! Just thinking about you, tell mommy that I would love to talk to her too, but the absentminded pregnant woman lost her phone number. Tell her to call me. You are always in my heart Kat Kat. Love ya.

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st February, 2008:

I am missing you Kathryn. I worked on your site tonight and I found some graphics I thought you would enjoy. I'm so sorry you passed away when you did. I know how badly you wanted a cell phone and I'm sorry I never bought you one. I thought you were too young to have your own phone. I found a pink baby phat phone for you, I know you will love it. I found a designer purse and some pretty shoes for you. I try to create your site to match your personality. You loved to play with dolls and I found some really cute ones. I love your site Kat, It's very pretty like you. Night Night baby I Love You.

Austin's Mommy(Linsey lit a candle on 1st February, 2008:

Hi Kat I hope you are doing good. Having fun with the angels. Stay close to your Mommy and send her lots of hugs. Sweet dreams Kat. REST IN PEACE.

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st January, 2008:

Good morning princess, just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Have a fun day sweetie!

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st January, 2008:

GOOD NIGHT PRINCESS I LOVE YOU

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 30th January, 2008:

Hello Kat. I havent been on the site for awhile, my computer broke. Mike has a temporary one set up. I was using your moms but it gets hard with everyones busy days. I still cant believe you are gone. I was looking at your site today and just felt so sad. Faith was talking about you the other day. She was showing me how you taught her to open up a can of pop so it would not explode on her. She swears it works. I laughed. i am glad my kids have good memories of you. I hope you had a great b day and great holiday season. You need to watch over you sister and mom. Give Brit the strength to open up and talk to your mom. She needs to realize you only have one parent in a life time and time is toooo short. Well, I will talk to ya soon.

Dina Castillo (Filomena's daughter) lit a candle on 30th January, 2008:

sweet dreams kathryn

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th January, 2008:

Hello princess, mommy loves and misses you so much. I made your favorite eggs this evening, while they were cooking I could hear you telling me " Mommy can you make mine cheesy eggs " I really miss you Kat. I still cry everyday for you, wishing you were her to make me laugh. I have so many wonderful memories and I hope to hold on to them forever. I love you suga bear! Night Night, Rest In The Arms Of Jesus baby.

MOMMY lit a candle on 29th January, 2008:

Good morning sugar bear, just wanted to stop by and light this candle for you before I go to work. I love you bunches Kat.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 29th January, 2008:

Just wanted to let you know angel that i was thinking about you and mommy. I love you sweetie. Laurie, thanks so much for everything that you have done to help me with caleb's site--you are such a blessing to me in so many ways. I love you and God Bless. Sweet Dreams kat kat.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 28th January, 2008:

ANGEL MOMS

We have shared our tears and our sorrow, we have given encouragement to each other, Given hope for a brighter tomorrow, we share the title of grieving mother.

Some of us lost older daughters or sons, who we watched grow over the years, some have lost their babies before their lives begun, But no matter what the age, we cry the same tears.

We understand each other's pain, the bond we share is very strong, with each other there is no need to explain, the path we walk is hard and long.

Our children brought us together, they didn't want us on this journey alone, they knew we needed each other, to survive the pain of them being gone.

So, take my hand my friend, we may stumble and fall along the way, But we'll all get up and try again, Because together we can make it day by day.

We give each other hope, we'll create a place where we belong, Together we will find ways to cope;
Because we are Angel Moms, and together we are strong!

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 28th January, 2008:

Hey beautiful, I just wanted to tell you that I haven't forgotten about you for a second!! I hope Mommy is hanging in there. She is such a special lady, and is so lucky to have you for a daughter. Your memorial looks beautiful. Mommy did a great job om it. I'll be back tomorrow. Love you honey, and I love mommy too.

Aunt katheryn lit a candle on 27th January, 2008:

Hey laurie,
can you help me with caleb's site. I put some ultrasound pictures on his site--and it was working fine for about 2hrs and then i put a graphic on his site and it started malfunctioning--so i deleted the graphic and it's still not working. can you help me figure out how to get his site back to normal. i don't want to do anything that will delete his site again. thanks, i would really appreciate any way you can help.

I love and miss you so much kat kat. Come down and give mommy some hugs and kisses, she really needs some of your hugs right now. Love you Angel!

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th January, 2008:

Kat your entire site erased on me again, I am getting so tired of this happening. Mommy will work on it tomorrow, I love you sweetie

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th January, 2008:

Hi Kat, it's me mommy. I'm having kind of a hard day today. I keep thinking about you and each time I start to cry. My life has changed so much since you passed. Some days I have really good days, other days like today I get very depressed and wished I had died along with you. I hate when I get to feeling sorry for myself. It's only 7:30 in the evening and I am ready for bed already. Please visit me in my dreams, I could sure use a big hug from you. I love you suga bear, night night, Love Mommy

Kris (Ashley Stuart's Mom) lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:

Good Morning Sweetie
I just wanted to come by and say Hi. Your mom has been so sweet to me in this hard time. You were lucky to have her as your mom so keep her safe and strong. She needs you as much as I need Ashley to do the same. Now dont you two get in too much trouble together up there. Be happy my Angels

Aunt Katheyn lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:

Hey kat kat,
Just wanted to let you and mommy know that I was thinking about you--and that I love you both very much--take care of mommy, she really needs you right now--we all need you right now--please ask God to let some blessings come our way--I still hope and pray that 2008 will be full of hope for all of us. Sweet dreams Angel.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 26th January, 2008:


Thinking of you always kat,watch over mummy ,
xxxxxxx

FOOTPRINTS

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.


He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it:

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied:

"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."


Mommy lit a candle on 25th January, 2008:

Hello my princess, thinking of you and missing you like crazy. I went to the funeral home to pay my respects to Aunt Maggie, Oh what a sad day it was. I definately feel for Uncle Ricky and your cousins Eileen and Brian. Mommy cried, the pain of losing you hit me so much harder after viewing Aunt Maggie. All of the memories from your funeral came back to me. I pray you are showing Aunt maggie around heaven. Tell her everyone misses and loves her too.

(David Devennys girlfriend) lit a candle on 25th January, 2008:

morrning kathryn just thought i would light a candle for you i hope your mommy is well she has such a kind heart alwways thinking of other i know you will be so proud of her x

brittany lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

Hey baby sister.how are you?i just wanted to let you know i was thinking about you.i miss you very much kat,and you know you are my angel.i love you with all my heart!please come visit me in my dreams sweatheart.<3..i love you kat.look over us me mommy and everyone.Though your not here we need your support.Guide us through any hard times we might need youYou always put a smile on someones face when they were down.You lit up my world when you just came around.When its my time to join you kat please be there waiting for me with our dear lord,and show me what i need to know.Guide me around heaven,and make me as brave as you are.I dont understand alot about what had happend Sept11th.Why it had to be you,but what i do know is your safe now,and your in Gods hands.The lord is the best and is perfect in every way.So i know my baby sister.My angel.Is in good care...Kat Kat...I love you.and i can't wait to be with you again.Theres some tough times i go through and i know your right there telling me everthings going to be alright.Hugging me and making me feel all better.Kat i want you to be at my graduation,birthdays,and the day i say i do.Your very special to me,and it hurts that your not here.Well i got to go,because im in school.talk to you later baby sis<3

Kris (Ashley Stuart's Mom) lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

Hello Kat

I wanted to light this candle for you as your mom has been so supportive during this time and it helps so much. Please keep Ashley company and let her know I love her and miss her. Sweet Dreams

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, just want to let you know I'm thinking of you always. Tell mommy she is in my thoughts too. She is so special. I hope she's feeling OK. Good night sweet angel! Love Karen

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 24th January, 2008:

hello kat Hope you are doing ok in heaven. hope you are having fun with the other angels. Stay close to your mommy send her lots of hugs She miss you.

Rest In Peace Kat**************HUGS

brittany lit a candle on 23rd January, 2008:

Hey kat its your big sister!im just sitting in school waiting for the bell to ring.i just took a forsight test on the computer.it was pretty easy.sorry i havent been on here in a while,but since i had the time today i decided to write to you.im just wondering how your doing and if you come around often?.well baby i love you.the bells about to ring..love britt

MOMMY lit a candle on 23rd January, 2008:

Goodnight suga bear, I love you so much

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd January, 2008:

Good morning suga bear, I love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 22nd January, 2008:

Goodnight princess, I love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Hello suga bear, Mommy needs you to do me a favor, Aunt Maggie died today, she had been very sick and lost her fight to cancer. Baby please help welcome her into Heaven. I know all of our family will be there for her, please look in on her family, they are very sad and need everyone to pray for them. Thank you baby. I love and miss you very much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Hi suga bear, missing you, I love you, please visit me in my dreams. Night Night, Rest In The Arms Of Jesus My Sweet Angel

Chyna lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Dear Kat, I miss you very much...I miss you didn't go. I think about you all the time and the way you laughed. It makes me very sad. I love you.

Marryka lit a candle on 21st January, 2008:

Hi, Kat. Me and Chyna love you. I wish you weren't gone. I really miss you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 20th January, 2008:

Hello Kat Meat, thinking about you and wondering what you are doing today. I miss you so much baby girl. I was talking to Jill about when we went to Kennywood last summer with grandma and pap pap. I had Jill laughing. You weren't afraid to ride anything, pap pap on the other hand was scared of just about everything. I told her how you took pap on the king kahuna and he was screaming and you kept yelling at him to shut up and stop being afraid, you said pap I'm alot younger than you and I'm not scared, you said yeah I'm way too old for this shit! Yet you guys had such a wonderful time. I don't think I'll be going to Kennywood anymore, there are so many memories in that park. I know you always wanted to go to six flags and Disneyland, I'm sorry I never had the money to take you there. I hope you travel to all the places you ever wanted to go to. make sure you take your big brother with you. He would love the amusement parks. I love you baby girl.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 20th January, 2008:

I love you Angel!

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th January, 2008:

Hey pretty girl, mommy misses you so much. As cold as it is outside today Petey and the gang are playing hockey, you would be right there playing with them. I hate when I stat feeling sad Kat, there is nothing I can do but cry. I miss you so much baby girl. I love you xoxoxoxo

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 19th January, 2008:

Hey beautiful, I just wanted to say Good Morning before I went to work. I'll see you later. Love you honey.XOXO

Mommy lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat, mommy loves you so much. As I sit here this morning and write to you I cry a waterfall. I started thinking about all the fun times we had together, you were such a happy kid. I miss you so much. Please come and visit me, I need you Kat. Please do me a favor Kat, Kristy's mommy Karen really needs you and Kristy to talk to God for her, she is having such a hard time dealing with her grief for Kristy. Ask God to help her accept Kristy's death and be able to move forward. We all hurt and deal with our emotions the best way we know how, prayer has a higher power from up above. I really would like for Karen to feel better and be able to talk about Kristy without crying. She's a wonderful lady and I want nothing but the best for her. Thank you Kat Kat. I love you suga bear.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Dear Laurie, I love you...

A BRIGHTER DAY

In the darkest valley of despair, when it seems all hope is gone, The light of God's Glory shines forth there... and the Savior is made known.

The pain and suffering may not cease, the road may look rough ahead, but within God's Child there is peace... For which Christ suffered and bled.

A brighter day is coming, my friend, look beyond the valley deep, be strong in faith until the end... Such blessings you shall reap.

There is not a valley, or dark night, you cannot safely walk through, Looking unto Jesus Christ, the light... A brighter day awaits you.

Rita (Berta's Mom) lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Hello Kat Kat
You have an amazing mom. She loves you so much and is so faithful to lighting candles for you as well as alot of others. You must be a very special girl. Take care of the other children with my Berta.
Love Rita

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 18th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I just feel I need to talk to you a little. I know your in Heaven and I'm asking you for prayers honey. You and your mommy has been on my mind quite a bit lately. Your mommy has helped me so much with my grief for Kristy. Today, I had a really hard time. You see, Kristy's hospital bills keep coming in and I cry every time they do. Almost 2 hundred thousand dollars of hospital bills. It will be going to probate court to see if we have to pay any of it, but I don't think so because she was 21 and she died. A lot of the bill, was paid by our insurance. I just cry when the hospital knows she died and they keep sending bills here in her name. Getting all this stuff together is so hurtful and brings back so many memories. Kat Kat, I know you can help me. Please team up with Kristy and pray for me, my family and your beautiful mom too. I need so many prayers for my grief for Kristy, I love you honey! Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th January, 2008:

Hi princess, Mommy has been doing a little better lately. I haven't cried as much as I had been. I still think about you all day long and miss you like crazy. There are so many people praying for us I think God is answering their prayers because mommy is feeling alot better. Each time I talked about you I cried unconditionally, now I am able to speak your name and carry a normal conversation about you without crying. I'm so proud to be your mommy, I will always be your mommy, even with you in Heaven I am still here for you. Please don't ever forget me. I was doing so well, now I'm starting to cry again. I love you with all my heart Kat.

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th January, 2008:

Goodnight my baby. I love you with all my heart. xoxoxoxoxoxox

Myleigh's Mom Rae lit a candle on 16th January, 2008:

Hey there Kathryn, so how's all the angels up there. Im sure you are flying with all the little ones. well i just wanted to stop by to say hi. well i hope you have a good day.until next time.

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th January, 2008:

Hi baby girl, just wanted to visit your site before I go to work this morning. I love you and will be thinking of you all day today.

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th January, 2008:

Hi suga bear, missing you like crazy. I love you princess, night night.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

I miss you so much sweetie. I bet you are having so much fun flying with the Angels. I love you sweetie.

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

goodnight princess, please visit me in my dreams, I love you

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th January, 2008:

Hey little girl,

Just want to light this candle for you tonight. I am not feeling to well tonight, so I can't write too much. I have this very bad cold and feel awful. I want to let you know that I love you little girl. Please tell mommy thank you for the candles for Kristy and the wonderful words on my email she sends. Love you, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th January, 2008:

HI Kat, I am the 1800th visitor to your site. That is so incredible baby. The love that people share with you all around the world is so comforting. I love you bay girl.

Zoe, Caitlin McGuinness mummy lit a candle on 14th January, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat
How are you sweetie, keep shining on in heaven. Your such a special girl, and I know your Mummy is so devastated by your death. Give her lot's of strength and courage to carry on. She has one of the kindest most loving hearts, and she deserves so much love and happiness in her life. I keep you all in my prayers

Its night here, so goodnight honey, sweet dreams

Lots of Love

Zoe

xxxxxxxxxxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th January, 2008:

Goodnight baby, I love you

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

Hi baby, mommy took Brittany and Natasha to the mall today to find some shoes for the semi dance and as we walked past the play center I started to tear up, I know how much you liked to play in there. the last time we went there we took Faith, Julie, and Kevin with us. All the kids were running around and laughing, I wished so badly you could have been there with us. Mommy has a hard time watching other families have fun, I get jealous when I see other kids your age. Why do they get to live and you had to die. I don't want anyone to lose their children but I didn't want to lose mine either. I miss everything about you Kat. I'm watching Rush Hour 2 and I know this was your favorite movie, this was the last movie you watched the night before you died. I can still see your fingerprints on the dvd. I won't wipe it clean, I don't have a whole lot to hold on to. I love you Kat Meat.



Kris Ashley Stuart's Mom lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

thank You for your kind words. You have such beautiful poems on this page. They make so much sence. I struggle to go on without Ash as it was only her and i. But i know I must as that is what she would want me to do and boy would i hear it when we met again. May your angel keep mine company and may they both keep us safe.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

I want to light this very late night candle for you honey. I just read your mommy's e-mail she sent me and it made me cry. I have never in my life, ever met anyone like your mommy. What she said about Kristy, will forever be implanted on my heart. She doesn't know how much she helps me. I want to write more about this later and please tell her, that I will send her an e-mail back as soon as I can tommorrow. What a special mommy you have. I am at a loss for words. I pray for your mommy every day and I thank God every day for sending her in my life. Kat Kat, please give mommy a kiss on her cheek for me. I will try to visit your site more often. I am still trying so had to put Kristy's site back up, when I have time. I love you little girl. Please visit mommy in her dreams, she needs a hug. Give her one hug for me too! Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 13th January, 2008:

Hi Kat Meat, mommy just wanted to tell you goodnight, I love you princess. Visit me in my dreams, night night

MOMMY lit a candle on 12th January, 2008:

Hi Kat Kat, What beautiful weather we have outside today. The first thing you would have asked me when you woke up this morning would have been, " can I go out and play" I would give anything to hear your voice again. Mommy has been sleeping most of today and I woke up to let Deja outside and when I crawled back in bed there was a comb sitting right where I would lay down at. I knew in my heart you put that there. I haven't used that comb in a couple days and It was on the nightstand yesterday. Thank You Kat for visiting me, It means alot to me to know you are around me from time to time. I just wish I could see you. Kat you brought so much love into my heart, my heart is broken now. I love you suga bear.

MOMMY lit a candle on 12th January, 2008:

Good Morning Princess, I love and miss you very much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

Hello baby girl, mommy loves you very much. I pray you are happy and having fun. Come and see me sometime, I miss You!

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

Hey Kat
just wanted to say love and miss you, we think about you every day,every day there is some thing thats pops up that remindes us of you, some days a lot more than others Sarah talks about her best cousin all the time we did not go to the pumpkin farm this year it just didn!t feel right with out you.every one misses you so much.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

Love you baby!! You are the superstar up there in heaven!! Thank you for leading me to mommy. I really think it's a blessing that despite this tradgedy, you led me to mommy. Thank you for being such a superstar baby girl!!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 11th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Hey little girl, I want to send you some love. Here is a candle for you honey. Tell mommy that I am thinking of her. She is a bright ray of sunshine on a gloomy day. What a special mom you have. God bless you little girl. Love you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

Hello my baby girl, mommy misses you so much. I thought about you all day at work today. I ran into Walmart on my way home and they had a shelf full of Hannah Montana things, I started to cry, I know you would have gone nuts looking at all those things with her picture on it. First thing I thought was Kat would want everything there. I wonder if you visit her from Heaven? Just think you can go anywhere you want to go. Look out Disney land huh? have lots of fun baby, I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

Good morning princess, Mommy loves you very much. hugs and kisses baby

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

Hey Sweetheart, Tell Mama that I'm doing okay. I'm hanging in there. She's a wonderful lady that Mama of ours. I wish that I had the chance to meet you. But, I'm sure one day I'll get to do just that Sweetheart. You and Dawson aren't causing to much trouble up there are ya? I'm sure your not. Love you guys very much. Hey Laurie, You take care to honey & I love you
With Love,
Syrene

MOMMY lit a candle on 10th January, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat, Michelle, Faith and Julie came over tonight, mommy gave them some of your things, faith was very excited to have all the barbie dolls I gave her. Mommy decided to give your clothes and toys to the Salvation Army. At least with the Salvation Army they give the stuff to people in need. I know how much you loved to help people and what a better way to do something nice for someone than give them things they need. I will keep some things that were special to you, I will cherish them forever. Mommy wants to hang your karate uniform and all your belts up in your room, I plan on making a shrine of all your things and I would like to set up candles in your room and light them everyday for you. I light candles here in the living room for you and all the other angels mommy has become friends with. I hope you see the lights burning brightly and come down to see them. I love and miss you so much Kat Kat. Guess what? Mommy got her hair cut and permed, it looks really nice. Patrice's mommy did it for me. I wanted to save my hair and give it to the locks of love cancer patients but my hair had too many split ends I couldn't save it. I still have your pony tail from when you died. I know how badly you wanted to donate your hair before you died, the only problem is when the coroner did the autopsy on your brain the funeral director couldn't save but a little bit of your hair. Believe me mommy wanted to donate it, you would have been so proud. I was afraid your hair would have been too short and they would have thrown it away, I didn't want that to happen so I kept your hair for myself. I really miss braiding your hair, and putting the beads in it. You always looked so pretty when your hair was braided. I'm so sorry your life ended Kat, I just want to know why, Why did God take you at 10? Why didn't God take me instead he took you. Baby you had so much more to live for. I wonder if you play the violin in Heaven? I look at your music stand everyday, it's sitting here in the living room. I found your wooden flute, I cried when I found it, I remember how horrible you sounded playing it, even the dog covered his ears, (just joking Kat) I tried to play it and sounded just like you did, lol. I will treat your things as treasures and mommy will take very good care of them for you. My heart aches for you Kat, help mommy out in any way you can baby. Please stop by often and leave a sign when you are here. I miss you so much. Well mommy has to try and get some sleep, I love you suga bear.

michelle rydzak lit a candle on 9th January, 2008:

Hey Kat. I miss ya. I hope you are well and happy. Watch over us.

MOMMY lit a candle on 9th January, 2008:

Hey suga bear, sorry I haven't had much to say lately, I love and think about you all the time. I miss you so much baby girl.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 8th January, 2008:

hello beautiful angel,thinking of you and your mummy all the time,the parcel mummy sent us finally arrived yesterday,thankyou laurie i have emailed you,there is such a beautiful photo of you and brittany kat ,i will treasure it always and i have placed it next to a photo of our baby caits
love you always kim xxx

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 8th January, 2008:

HI KAT KAT HOW ARE YOU DOING. JUST STOPPING BY TO VISIT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. PLEASE GO AND VISIT MOMMY SHE MISSES YOU BIG AND MAKE SURE YOU GIVE HER A HUGE HUG AND KISS.I LOVE YOU ALWAYS CASSANDRA

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 8th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat,

Well little girl, I have not been on the memorial for a while except for about 30 minutes this morning (Jan 7, 2008) Yesterday, I had a really bad day. I hope and pray that Kristy and Jesus will help me out with my depression I am having. I thank God everyday for your mommy. She is an angel sent from Heaven. Please stay close to mommy and protect her. She means a lot to all of us moms. I will try to light a candle more often. I love you little girl. Kristy's mom, Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 7th January, 2008:

Good morning Princess, mommy loves you more than ever. See you later aligator.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Hey beautiful angel. Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you, and mommy. Stay close to mommy always, she needs you more than ever now. Let her feel your angelic presence all around her. I love you guys so much. Hang in there Laurie.

MOMMY lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Hi Kat Meat, how's my suga bear doing? I miss you so much baby girl. I hope you are having all the fun you can have in Heaven. Have some fun for mommy ok. I love you.

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

HI KAT KAT SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN BY LATELY JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOU. AND WANTED TO LIGHT A CANDLE FOR YOU KISS MY CASSAN FOR ME LOVE ALWAYS. CASSANDRA

Katheryn lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

PENNIES FROM HEAVEN

I found a penny today
Just lying on the ground.
But it's not JUST a penny
This little coin I found.

Found pennies come from Heaven
That's what my grandpa told me.
He said, "Angels toss them down."
Oh, how I love that story.

He said, "When Angels miss you,
They toss a penny down.
sometimes to cheer you up,
And make a smile out of a frown."

So don't pass by that penny,
When you're feeling blue,
It may be a penny from Heaven,
That an Angel tossed to you.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 6th January, 2008:

Dear Kat Kat, I am at a loss for words about your mommy. She is one of the most amazing, wonderful, caring persons to ever come into my life out of all the people I have met in my life time. You are so BLESSED to have a mom like her. Please help her to heal from your loss. She needs you to visit her in her dreams too. She needs you so bad. I pray that your mommy will have peace in her heart soon. I love you Kat Kat. You are so special, just like your mommy is so special. I just hope and pray that I can meet your mommy someday to let her know how much she has helped me. She has helped so much people on this memorial web-site. She is an angel looking over our shoulders. Laurie, I want to thank you so much. You are so special and I know, I speak for all of us, who have grown to love you and your beautiful angel Kat Kat. I hope and pray that Kat Kat will fill your dreams tonight of her and her love for you. God Bless You Laurie!!!!! Karen

Austin* Lucas* Mommy* lit a candle on 5th January, 2008:

I just want to stop by and light you a candle. Keep watching over your mommy kathryn She needs you to help her so she can be strong. I hope you are Having fun with the angels And are doing well.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 5th January, 2008:

hello sweet angel
i think of you all the time and hope you are happy in heaven with all your angel friends.
i also pray that your mummy finds some peace and is able to move on with her life.
stay close to your mummy angel and guide her so she knows what to do as she feels so lost without you
love you always love kim xxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 4th January, 2008:

Hi Kat, I love you!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 4th January, 2008:

Beautiful Kathryn, here is a very early morning candle for you honey. I just can't seem to sleep lately. I miss my Kristy so much. Last night, I went to Kristy's grave and cried so hard. It is so cold over here and I can't go to her grave and stay there as long as I want too. I am so mixed up. I question everything now. I question and ask God WHY!!! I pray that I don't loose faith. My Kristy would not want that. She would tell me---Mom, Jesus loves us. He would not abandon us.--- I know she's right and I will try my best to listen to her from Heaven. Kat Kat, please stay close to your mom. She needs you so bad too. We all need help from our angels in Heaven at this very difficult time. Kat Kat, I hope someday that I could meet your mom to tell her in person how special she is. I would love to give her the biggest hug. I love you little girl. Give my Kristy a hug for me in Heaven. Karen

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 4th January, 2008:

Hey angel, I hope you are happy soaring above the clouds. I hope and pray that your mommy is hanging in there. I know that she is having a hard time right now. I know that it's no consolation, but I love your mommy very much. Please come and bring her angel kisses. I can't wait until the day that we can be one big family in heaven. Love you honey, forever.

lisa lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

dear kathryn,
hope you are watching over your big sister form heaven. I'm sure she could use your help. i hear that she misses you very much. xoxoxo

MOMMY lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

Hi Kat, As I sit here and cry this morning I wonder what you are doing. Mommy can't take feeling like this anymore. I went to sleep yeaterday at 6:00 pm and just woke up at 4:00 am, I usually get up for work at 6:00, I guess I should stay up now huh. Something good has got to happen in my life. I love and Miss you very much Kat.

Lisa lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

xoxoxoxo
Lisa Joe Austin Brandon Nathan Brianna and Noah

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 3rd January, 2008:

DON'T TELL ME

Don't tell me that you understand,
Don't tell me that you know...
Don't tell me that I will surely survive
How I will surely grow...

Don't tell me this is just a test,
That I am truly blessed....
That I am chosen for the task,
Apart from all the rest....

Don't come at me with answers,
that can only come from me....
Don't tell me how my grief will pass,
That I will soon be free...

Don't stand in pious judgement,
of the bonds that I must untie....
Don't tell me how to suffer,
And don't tell me how to cry...

My life is filled with selfishness,
My pain Is all I see...
But I need you, I need your love,
unconditionally....

Accept me in my ups and downs
I need someone to share...
Just hold my hand and let me cry,
And say, my friend, I care...

I love you kat kat, laurie, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I love you!

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Hi Princess, missing your beautiful smile and all your warm hugs. I love you

Jenni, Jake Dunns' Nanna lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Happy new year Kat, Sorry we have not got in before to light a candle for you, you and your family are in our thoughts and hope that you are happy where you are now although you and your family will be wishing you were together here. Take care and know you are loved and remembered and missed so very very much. All our love and best wishes to you and your family, Jenni Bainbridge, jakes nanna

MOMMY lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Hey Kat Kat, it's mommy here. I can't sleep and thought I would visit your site. Another lonely night without you. I miss you Kat, my heart cries for you everyday. Baby I keep thinking this is a dream and you are on a vacation, I wish you would come home already. I love you so much, You will always be my baby girl.

Aunt Katheryn lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

THE GRIEVING MOTHER

She clings to the hand of God
To keep from going wild
And in His presence
Comes to know
His other hand....
Holds her child.


I love you sweet kat kat!

Keith lit a candle on 2nd January, 2008:

Dear Kathryn, Hi you don't know me but I met your mommy at the tribute at Mckeesport hospital a couple months ago. Your mom gave me your site then I misplaced the piece of paper she wrote it on. I would like to tell you from talking with your mom she really misses you, she loves you more than life itself. The web site she created for you is beautiful. Your mom put alot of love into your site, she is a really nice person. She helped talk with me about my grief I was having after losing my father. Although my father lived a long healthy life, he died at the age of 98, I still miss him terribly. Laurie, I think creating this site for Kathryn was a wonderful idea, thank you so much for sharing her site with me. I will email you at the email address you provided on the front page. Take Care Laurie, Kathryn will be with you always. Love Keith

MOMMY lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

Hello baby girl, I love and miss you so very much.

grandma&pap pap lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

Happy New year Kat Kat, we love and miss you very much. Hope you are having fun with Jesus, love you baby girl.

Katheryn lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

~~~~HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEET KAT KAT~~~ I LOVE YOU!

Mommy lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

Hello suga bear, in 1hour and 15 min it will be the new year, mommy wishes so badly you were sitting here with me. This is our first new year away from each other. I know in my heart you will be here with me in spirit but it's just not the same. I miss you so much Kat Kat. I love you!

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

HAPPY NEW YEAR KAT KAT!I HOPE U ARE HAVING FUN I LOVE YOU GUYS

MOMMY lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Hi Kat, another lonely day without you. Today is New Years Eve and all I want to do is sleep all day. I hope Jesus has a celebration in Heaven for you and I hope He lets you bang pots and pans like you did here with mommy every year. I love you suga bear.

Aunt Chris lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Hey beautiful! Happy New Year! 2008 will be better for all of us. I love you always.

Grandma& PapPap lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Hi Kathryn, I wanted to tell you I miss you very much, me and pap pap think about you everyday, we wished so badly you could be here with us. Give Baba and Pap Pap Rudy, a big hug from us, also don't forget your brother Dell, give him a big hug too ok sweetheart. We love you. Happy New Year

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Dear Kathryn, I just want to stop by and light this candle for you honey. I love you little girl. Tell mommy she is so special. We love her too. Karen

MOMMY lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

Hey princess, mommy misses you soooo much, I wonder what you are doing right now. I wonder what it is like in Heaven everyday. Give Lil Dell, Baba, and Pap Pap a big hug from me and tell them I love and miss them to ok. Love you baby.

clare(hadens mommy) lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

hey you! Hope you are all having fun up there in heaven. Mummy has been great, she keeps reasuring me thathte baby im having now wil be ok. I no that no oe other than god can say that but it helps alot to no other people are thinking ina possiive way for you. Anyway im going to go and will talk very soon love clare x

Kris Stuart lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

Thank You for your kind words in my timme of sorrow as well. It seems both of our angels are watching over us. The pain we share is unimaginable, and the thought of being without them even worse. I hope your angle is at peace and i hope mine can watch over her

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 30th December, 2007:

Dear Kathryn,
How is my sweet angel doing? Here is a special candle for you honey. To your mommy Laurie: Thank you so much for lighting all those candles for Kristy while I was away. You will never know how much you touched my heart by visiting Kristy's memorial. I thank God for such special caring friends like you. We love you and thank you so much!!!!

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

hi sweet angel,
been thinking of you a lot and hoping you are happy in heaven.you beautiful angels must have been so busy at christmas time,
keep a watch over mummy and brittay kat and sprinkle them with some special angel dust to bring fun and laughter back into their lives.
sending you a big kiss love kim x

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

Hey Sweeties, Just wanted to say hi and that I was thinkin about you. Stop bye a give mommy a hug and a kiss for me okay. I love you Syrene

Katheryn lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

Hey sweet kat kat,
Just wanted to let you and mommy know that i was thinking about you both so much and i love you and your mommy dearly. Have fun singing with the angels sweetie--I can't wait to hear you sing when I get to heaven with you! Love you angel!

Austin Lucas Mommy lit a candle on 29th December, 2007:

Hey Kat, I just wanted to say hi and hope you will have a happy new year playing with all the other Angels. Please watch over your Mommy.
Here is your candle ANGEL.

Heather Tegtmeier lit a candle on 28th December, 2007:

Just wanted to stop and light a candle for Kat...hope you had a wonderful Christmas with all the other little Angel's! May God Bless your mommy this holiday season. A blessed New Years to your family also, they deserve the best one possible. Love, Heather

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th December, 2007:

Hey Kat, Mommy is thinking about you as usual. I miss everything about you. I pray to God everyday, I still ask him WHY? Why did he take you from me. You were my world, my world is so incomplete without you. The empty feeling in my stomach never goes away. I still cry just as hard today as I cried yesterday. I know you never liked to see me cry, and I try really hard not to cry over you, I know you are happy and enjoying a life of love, peace and happiness, I should be Happy you are in Heaven living the good life, but baby I'm not, I'm sad you are not here with me. I plan on making many changes in my life, starting with my life, my job and possible living situation. I need to move forward, some days I feel like I have taken two steps backwards. 2008 has got to be a better year for everyone. Mommy isn't alone out here, there are so many nice people I have met through your web site, they are so special to me and I will cherish their friendship forever. I have no doubt you help look after their little ones, you always loved babies and knowing mommy is friends with their mommy's you will help look after them. That gives me a piece of mind, it gives them a piece of mind also. thank you for being you kat. Mommy will love and remember you forever. Night sweetheart, I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th December, 2007:

Good morning princess, mommy had a dream about you last night, we were living in Duquesne at my old house and Mike and Michelle lived across the street from us, they all walked up to the house and you were standing on the porch, Julie wanted to know if you could come out and play. I told her yeah and everyone was walking back across the street, Mike was in uniform and he gave you a hug and told you he would see you after work. The dream felt so real. I remember your smile as you were walking to their house with them. I love you baby.

MOMMY lit a candle on 27th December, 2007:

Good night princess, sweet dreams, mommy loves you

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

Kat
just wanted to tell you we love and miss you, it was a sad Christmas with out seeing that great smile of yours, for one so young you touched a great many lives and hearts, we all have our own special memories of our time with you,I will carry you and those times forever in my heart
love you Kat

grandma& papa lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

it was a sad christmas with out you kat something was missing, that something was you, we missed your smile, and the excitement on your face, as you opened your gifts, you were just as excited with the gifts you knew about,as with the ones you didnt know about, as you open your gifts in heaven,just know how much we all miss and love you.
Merry Christmas baby

MOMMY lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

Hello pretty girl, mommy just got done saying her prayers for the night, Everytime I think of you I cry, please forgive me for being selfish but I want you here with me not with God. You were given to me, you are my baby and it is my job to take care of you. It's not fare, you weren't supposed to die before me. I get angry with God, I know God takes very good care of you, but I feel cheated, you are supposed to last a lifetime, 10 years is way tooooo short. I will hold on to our memories forever, I will cherish what we had forever. Please don't forget about me, I will never forget you my princess, mommy loves you baby. Night Night

LYNETTE lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

MERRY CHRISTMAS, KATHRYN.

Mommy lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Hey baby girl, just wanted to tell you I missed you at dinner today. I made all your favorite foods. I hope you had a fun day in Heaven celebrating Jesus's Birthday. Mommy misses you so much. I love you kat meat.

Mommy lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

'Tis Christmas in Heaven
What a beautiful sight!
It's my first one here;
Everything is all right.

The crib is adorned
With the brilliance of stars,
Wisemen have come
From Venus and Mars.

I've met all our dear ones
Who preceded us here;
The reunion was lovely,
An event full of cheer.

And tonight we'll all gather,
In reverence we'll kneel,
For the Babe in the cradle
Up in Heaven is Real.

I think of my family
that I left behind
And I pray that your Christmas
Is as blessed as mine

Please shed no more tears,
For my soul is at rest,
Just love one another;
Live life to its best.

Yes, It's Christmas In Heaven,
So I've heard them say,
Yet, Christmas In Heaven
Happens every day.

MOMMY lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Merry Christmas Kathryn, I hope you are having a wonderful celebration with Jesus this year. Bring Caleb and Brayden down to visit their mommy's ok. We love you suga bear. Love Mommy

clare(haden's mummy) lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Happy Christmas to you and all your family! Hope you have a great day! lots of love Clare xxxx

kelvin garner lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

MERRY CHRISTMAS KATHRYN.

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Merry Christmas sweetheart. You and Dawson have fun with all of your toys. WE all love & miss you guys very much. Drop by and tell you mom that you love her okay. I love you.

Grandma & Pap Pap lit a candle on 25th December, 2007:

Merry Christmas Kathryn, we miss and love you very much!

Katheryn lit a candle on 24th December, 2007:

Hey sweet Angel,
Merry Christmas, Have a wonderful christmas with Caleb and Brayden--I know they will be so much fun. We love and miss you so much. Come and visit mommy for christmas, she misses you so much. I love you sweetie.

MOMMY lit a candle on 24th December, 2007:

Hello Kat Kat, today was a beautiful day. Your party turned out just as I hoped it would. A couple of your friends and some family couldn't make it but we had fun with out them. Grandma Carole bought you a teddy bear from build a bear, she recorded her voice on it and when you push the button it talks in grandma's voice. the banner mommy bought you, everyone signed it and colored on it. It looks so beautiful Kat just like you. We really missed you at the party, Michelle and I were talking and it felt really weird not having you there. Oh how we all missed you. Thank You Kat for giving me the strength to get thru today's party. God blessed us all! At 4:00 we released 50 balloons to you, everyone went outside the wind was blowing 45mph the balloons took off right to Heaven. Did you see them suga bear? We went back in and sing happy birthday to you, there wasn't a dry eye in the party. I miss you so much, I pray God had a birthday celebration for you in Heaven. You have alot of family there with you, I feel better knowing you are not alone. The mother instinct in me wants and needs you here, God had other plans for you. Whatever those plans are I hope to be with you again. I will hold you close to my heart, your memories will live in my mind forever. I love you with all my being. Happy Birthday my baby girl, rest in the arms of Jesus!

Chris lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Hope you enjoy the music!!! Happy birthday!!

anthony/ant lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Dear Kat it's your brother Ant.I think of you and your smile every single day.
I miss all of the great times we shared together, me and you.I'v always wished for A great little sister like you Kat.I wish I could have spent the last momments with you before you went to heaven.It's very hard seeing your pictures in my photoalbumn when I think of you.It's also very hard not seeing you in my life,But I know i'l always see you in my heart and that's alway's.I hope you never forget about me,Yes I know your gone but you will never be forgoten.


your alway's in myheart,
love you Kat-Kat. love Anthony

Aunt Mae & Uncle Andy lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

hi Kat
just wanted to wish you a special birthday,miss you my winter baby, it was a great sight to see all those pink and purple bloons going up, knowing you were up there waiting to catch them,
love you much

grandma & pap pap lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Happy Birthday Kathryn, We love and miss you very much. Please come to your party. See you there.

Katheryn lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Hey sweet Angel,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY--you are 11 yrs old today. We are all so excited about your birthday. You have fun at your party ok--tell everyone I said hi --since i can't be there. I love you sweet angel and tell your mommy i love her too.

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 23rd December, 2007:

Hey there our sweet KatKat. Just want to say that I was thinking about you. I hope you & Dawson are getting to know each other which I'm sure you are. Sorry that we didn't get to meet but oen day we will. Your mom is a wonderful lady i'm sure your very proud of her. Love Syrene.
P.S. Tell Dawson that I love & miss him very much. Love you sweetheart! Till we all see each other again.

Grandma & Pap Pap lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Hello Kathryn, I wanted to light this candle for you so you can find your way home to us. We love and miss you so much. Your birthday is tomorrow and we will be happy and sad all at the same time. Love you sweetie. Love grandma and pap pap.

brittany{kats big sis} lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

hey baby sister!h0w are you doing in heaven?.i miss you so much kat!i wish we could be together right now.i get moments to where i dont want to be hear anymore.its so very hard anymore kathryn.your big 11th birthday is tomorrow.!we went all out to make your wish come true.we knew how much you where looking forward to your b-day.well i love you!<3please come see me in my dreams.i need to see your beautiful face again..
love your big sister britt..

Katheryn lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Hi sweetie,

It is almost your birthday--we are all so excited to celebrate you turning 11 yrs old--although you are spending your birthday with jesus this year--we all wanted to celebrate your wonderful years you had with us here on earth. You were such a wonderful girl kat kat--your sweet mommy has made us all feel like a special part of your family--that is why we all feel like we know you so well. We all love and miss you so much sweetie--We can't wait to celebrate with your mommy--so put on your birthday hat and come and visit your party--everyone will be waiting for you. We love you kat kat.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

Hey Kat Kat, I want to wish you a Happy Birthday. I hope you, Kristy and all those beautiful babies have a nice party in Heaven. I know your mommy is having a big celebration for you over here on earth. I wish I could go. To Kat's mom Laurie, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your caring words. You are such a special person. I hope someday, I can meet you in person to GIVE YOU A BIG HUG!!!! Thank you for the prayers for our trip to N.C. I know all YOUR prayers, Kat Kat, Kristy, Brayden, Tyler, Caleb Harvey, Caleb Prickett, Austin Hagen, Austin Lucas, Kaylynn, Haden, Caitlin, Cassan, Myleigh, Jake, and all the other sweet babies. Sorry, if I forgot someone. My heart goes out to all of them. I want to wish you a Merry Christmas before I leave tommorrow. I will come light a special candle for Kat Kat as soon as I get back. Love you both so much. Karen

Austin Lucas Mommy (Linsey) lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

A Special Birthday

(author unknown)

Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special, birthday.
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away.
Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.
Help them to remember, Lord that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today
Is a special birthday!

cathy (ryans mummy) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

hi kathryn just stopping by to say hello and hope you and ryan are playing in heaven and looking forward to xmas..its all very exciting but so sad that you are nto here to share the day with your mummy who loves you so much, im sure you will pay a visit and let her know your still around..and to laurie im sorry havnt been in touch for a while i have had a really bad couple of weeks and its worse now we nearer to xmas, but i promise to keep in touch more now and can share the pain together over our beautiful children in gods hands nwo.happy xmas and new yr kathryn and laurie!!!

Heather Tegtmeier (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Just wanted to stop by and light a candle for Kat and Wish you and your family a Very Merry Christmas and the Happiest New Year possible! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you and Kaylynn have met and are having the time of your lives in heaven with all the other little angels. Thanks for all your support and kind words on Kaylynn's site, it is very comforting. Merry Christmas to you all! Lots of Love, Heather

Mommy lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Hi suga bear, mommy just needed to tell you she loves you before I go to work this morning. Come to work with me and keep me company. I Love You

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Dear Kathryn, Here is another special candle for you honey. I know that you are watching over your mommy in Heaven. May God help your mommy in this very difficult time. You are such a special young lady. I could see it in your beautiful tribute that your mommy put together. To Kathryns mommy. I want to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you. If you ever need to talk my e-mail is karen.pelletier @comcast.net. Our children were kind of close in age. Thank you so much for your very kind words about Kristy. I know that Kathryn and Kristy are in Heaven together and watching over us both. God Bless you.

barbara (marjorie's daughter) lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

it has been 5 years since i lost my mother, I am sorry that you lost you little girl she was only 10. everyday that my mom is gone I think that it is a nightmare and I will wake up from it one day, anyways i just wanted to say that i am sorry for your loss and if you ever need anyone to talk to you can email me at teddybear95608 @yahoo.com anytime that you want,
Barbara

Chris lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Love you honey, forever.

Mommy lit a candle on 21st December, 2007:

Good night sweetheart, mommy is tired she didn't sleep again last night, I wish you were here to tuck me in. Love you baby girl.

Mommy lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

Good morning princess, mommy loves you

Grandma and Pap Pap lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

Hi Kathryn, we wanted to stop by and tell you how much we love and miss you. can't wait for your birthday party on sunday. Love you baby

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel,
Sending lots of love up to you tonight--sweet dreams dear kat kat. Laurie, I hope and pray that you are doing well. Let me know if you ever need anything. God Bless you both.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 20th December, 2007:

Hey princess, just thinking of the most beautiful girl in the world!! I hope you're having lots of fun up there, and getting ready for your big birthday party!! Love you princess

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Good morning baby girl, just wanted to tell you how much I Love You. Thank You for visiting me in my dreams, I was very happy to see you there.

kelvin(willie mae garner's grandson) lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

hello kathhryn, just want to just continue to be your mother heavenly angel. and keep her protected day and night.and to kat kat mom i thank you for all your words of encouragement,God Bless You.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Hey little girl, Thought I'd say goodnight to you. I send you my love. This is for you mommy, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for the special gift you have sent us in your Christmas card. The Christmas ornament of Kristy is so beautiful. I put it on our small Christmas tree right away. I will cherish it forever. When I saw the beautiful picture of Kathryn and her sister Brittany, I was so happy to have a real picture of your beautiful girls. I gave Kathryn a big kiss than placed the picture on our tree next to Kristy's ornament you sent. Thank you so much. You will never know how much you have touched my heart where I needed it most. May God Bless Your Beautiful Heart Laurie.

Mommy lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Raising a child takes more than just years, it takes understanding, laughter, and tears. But when you count all of the joys it can bring, raising a child is a wonderful thing. Thank you Kat Kat for 10 wonderful years. I Love You!

MOMMY lit a candle on 19th December, 2007:

Hi Kat Kat, Today is Julie's birthday and last week was Michael's birthday. I bought Michael spiderman men and Julie a high School musical tote bag, Michelle said the kids love their toys. It felt strange shopping for the kids, you always picked out their presents. You would have loved the tote bag, I would have bought you one for your birthday then you and Julie can be twins. Hey Kat do mommy a favor, come and visit Julie, she's having such a hard time dealing with your death, she won't play her DS anymore or ride her Heeley's. She needs you Kat, maybe talk to her in her sleep and let her know It's ok to have fun again. All those things you two did together everyday is hard for Julie to do by herself. I love you suga bear.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

Hey baby. You're my special angel, you are a special angel to all of us. We all love and miss you. I hope that you and Dell are watching over Mommy everyday. Take care princess. Love you always.

MOMMY lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

Hi Kat Kat, Mommy misses you. I didn't sleep well again last night, I'm gonna look like an old woman soon if I don't start sleeping. I was on the computer til 4:00 am. It's now 8:00 am and I'm tired but I have to be leaving for work here in a couple minutes. I miss getting you ready for school in the mornings, you never were a morning person, well sweetheart I love you and will visit you later. Love Mommy

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 18th December, 2007:

Hey Kathryn, it's me Kristy's mom. Just want to light this candle and let you know that I am thinking of you honey. Love you!!!

Faith lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Hi Kat,Kat I miss very much and I wanted to say Happy birthday to you.AndJulie Matt Michael and me can,t stop thinking abot you.Marry CHristmas

Faith lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Hi Kat,Kat I miss you very much. I can,stop thinking about you.Julie Matthew Michael and me.Love you very much.

MOMMY lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Good morning Kat Meat, Mommy just wanted to tell you I love you very much and I think about you all day long.

Syrene Clemons (Dawson Clemons mom's) lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Kathryn you have a wonderful mom. She has been soooo sweet to me. We both know the pain of losing a child which that brings up close.
Thank you so much for all the nice things that you have put on my son's website it has help me alot. May God Bless you and your family through the holidays.
With love, Syrene

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 17th December, 2007:

Here is another candle for Kathryn. God Bless your mommy for helping me with with Kristy's memorial and it's disappearing act on me. This is the second time it does it for me. I feel like crying too. Love you little girl. Give your mommy a kiss for me!!!!

MOMMY lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Hello my princess, mommy has been sleeping alot lately, I miss you so much, I don't have the desire to do much of anything. My life without you is sad and lonely, I will love you forever.

Daddy lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Hi Kat Meat, Daddy loves you very much, I can't wait for your birthday, what a celebration it is going to be. See you later alligator, afterwhile crockadile. Miss you always, Love Daddy.

Mommy lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Hey pretty girl, just wanted to tell you goodnight! I love you.

MOMMY lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

Hi Kat It's mommy again, we're supposed to get some snow tonight, I know you would be excited. I really hate not seing you, I know you probably come around me all the time, I just wished you would leave me a sign each time. I miss you sooooooo much kat. I LOVE YOU SUGA BEAR

pap pap lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

hey kat its pap pap.happy birthday and merry christmas!may god bless you until we see eachother again.love you always pap pap..

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

Hey sweet girl,

I hope you are having so much fun soaring with the angels--what a beautiful site that would be --i can't wait to see it. Please help your mommy get through this holiday season--she is missing you so much right now. Please give her the comfort and strength that she needs to know that you are o.k. We all love and miss you so very much. I love you angel!

Mommy lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

I Love You Kat Kat

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 15th December, 2007:

Love you sweet girl

Zoe, Caitlin McGuinness mummy lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

Hey Kat, hope your enjoying your Mom's birthday with her. Keep looking after her special girl,
Sweet dreams angel
Lots of love to you and your family

(Happy Birthday Laurie, thinking of you)

Zoe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

hi kat sweet angel
i hope you are having fun up in heaven with all your angel friends.
today is mummys birthday so i want you to do me a big favour and sprinkle her with some special angel love and kisses and happiness.you see mummy is going to be so sad that you are not here and she needs to feel you close to her,so do you think you could do that for me.good girl.xxxxxxx

MOMMY lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

Hi baby girl, Mommy went Christmas shopping today and It didn't feel right to me, I knew I needed to shop for Brittany, and I found myself looking for stuff for you too. I haven't shopped much since you passed, I miss buying you stuff, you always appreciated everything I ever bought you, it didn't matter if it cost 25 cent you loved it just the same. I love you suga bear, mommy will write to you later, I'm gonna try and get some sleep, I haven't been sleeping well. If you like you can sleep with me tonight, I'd love for you to wrap your arms around me and hold me very tight all night. Love You Kat

Michelle Rydzak lit a candle on 14th December, 2007:

I thought of you yesterday. It was Michaels birthday. I remembered last year when you came to his party. I was video taping and got you in the video. That is the only video I have been able to find so far. Julies birthday is next week. It will be weird without you here. Watch over your mom and give her strength. She needs you now. Love ya.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

hi angel kat
we are all still thinking about you alot down here,don't forget you can come and visit mummy any time you want ,she would love to feel you nearby ,she misses you so very much .
lots of love xxxx

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Just wanted to tell you goodnight kat kat and i love you.

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

I want to light this candle for you Kathryn in beautiful memory of you. I know that you are in Heaven with God just like my Kristy is. Your family has made the most beautiful memorial about you. Thank you ( Kathryn mom) for writing those kind words about our Kristy. I miss her so much it hurts so bad. There is nothing like losing a child at any age. I will pray for you and your family in these very difficult days ahead. God Bless You and your Family and especially Kathryn.

Katheryn(Caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Laurie,
Thank you so much for the wonderful christmas card, the picture of kat kat and britany is beautiful--I already hung it on my tree. Thanks so much for the ornament for Caleb--I cried when I saw it--thanks so much for remembering my little boy. That was a very special gift and I will treasure it forever. Thank you! Kat Kat--We all love you and miss you very much. I'm lighting another candle so you and your mommy know how much you are loved and how often you are thought about. I hope my Caleb is being good for you--Please tell him i miss him and love hime so very much. Sleep sweetly little kat kat--i'm sure you are quite tired from all of the running around and playing you are doing in Heaven. Love you Angel.

mommy lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

Hey suga bear, I just washed clothes and found a pair of your jeans in the wash, for a minute there I felt happy as if you just wore them, then I realized Brittany wore them a couple days ago. Remember how I used to yell and tell you to stop changing clothes so much in one day, I'd give anything to have your dirty laundry to wash again. A few days ago I went in your room and sat on your bed, I held your pillow and blanket and cried, they still had your scent on them. I haven't touched anything in your room, it's still the same way you left it "a mess". One day I will get up the nerve and straighten it out again. You would be so happy when I would clean your room, then when you realized I threw some things away, oh boy you weren't happy then. lol. I just really miss you, I hope you don't miss me, I do hope you look after me and Brittany, let us know if you stop by ok? I Love You Kat Kat

Mommy lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

Hi Kat, Mommy's still having a bad day today, I keep thinking about you, I miss your smiles, your hugs and kisses. I miss hearing you call my name, I wish we had more time together, you left me way too soon. I'm lost Kat, I don't know if you remember the day you died, but when I was sitting in the hospital room with you I held your face and I starred into your eyes and told you to look at me one last time, the hurt I felt in my heart when your eyes looked away from me has stuck in my mind forever. The last words you spoke to me was "Mommy I can't pick my head up" I can't get that out of my mind either. I'd give up my life to have yours back. I miss you soooo much Kat. Please pray for me baby girl, I can't do this alone! The tears I have cried for you have double filled an ocean already. I need you to come and see me suga bear. I LOVE YOU KAT KAT

mommy lit a candle on 12th December, 2007:

Hey suga bear, just wanted to tell you a million times more, how much I Love You. Mommy cooked pork chops for dinner tonight and I could hear you saying porky's..... Yes thank you thank you. You loved pork chops. I can picture you in front of the tv in the dining room watching your favorite shows eating your dinner. I miss yelling in the other room to tell you to turn the tv down. I miss everything there is to miss about you. your in heaven having so much fun and I just sit here and cry everyday. Good night baby girl, I love you

Ericka lit a candle on 11th December, 2007:

Hello Kat's family, just wanted to give my condolences, I pray you all are doing well. She is a very beautiful girl who is now in the hands of the Lord. Take Care.

mommy lit a candle on 11th December, 2007:

good morning princess, mommy loves you.

mommy lit a candle on 10th December, 2007:


Another lonely day at 806! I still can't believe you are gone. I think of you everyday Kat, The house we live in is one big memory, everywhere I walk, everything I touch it reminds me of you. I love all the signs you have left for me, I need you to come directly to me, I wish for five more minutes with you. Just long enough for me to hug and hold you one last time. Kat, everyday is just as hard as yesterday, My tears could fill an ocean. I miss you so much! Brittany talks about all this stuff she wants for Christmas, all I want is five more minutes with you. Telling you everday I love you isn't enough, I need to hold you and tell you. God creates miracles all the time, if he would only honor my wish. I love you more than life itself, I won't ever forget you Kathryn!

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 10th December, 2007:

Hey sweet girl. Thank you for leading me to your mommy. She is absolutely wonderful woman. I had a nice talk with her last night, and we are all getting excited for your birthday party. Watch over Mommy, Daddy and your big sister, ok? Love you Kat

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 10th December, 2007:

Hey sweet angel,
Just wanted to light a candle for you to let you know i was thinking about you. Thanks for being such a good big angel sister to little brayden and my sweet Caleb. I hope you are enjoying the beautiful views of heaven. We all miss you--especially your sweet mommy. Say a prayer for her--she really needs your help right now. Sleep sweetly angel.

Mommy lit a candle on 9th December, 2007:

Hello princess, Mommy just got home from visiting the wonderful people at the Kephart Church, they are going to let us have your birthday party there, I am so excited. I wish so much you were here to celebrate it with us, mommy loves you so much and I miss you more and more every day. I hope you come to the party, all of your friends will be there.

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 8th December, 2007:

Laurie,
Thank you so much for the beautiful poem you left on Caleb's site. I cried and cried as i was reading it--I could just see my sweet Caleb up in heaven talking to me--how i miss him so much. I hope and pray that you are doing well, I don't think any of us are much in the christmas spirit this year--but your words of wisdom and encouragement have truly given us all so much comfort. I know kat kat would be so very proud of you for helping all of us with our grief--you are truly a blessing to me and i thank you so much for visiting my son's site--as you probably know, that is the greatest gift you can give because it makes our children's memory live on in all of us.Thank you again so much--you have been such a blessing to me. sweet dreams kat kat--we all love you angel!

amber martinez lit a candle on 8th December, 2007:

In loving memory of Kat Kat ...............God Bless you baby girl!

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 8th December, 2007:

Hey baby girl- I hope you're watching over mommy, and I hope you can give us both the strength to decorate for Christmas. I am going to get some balloons for your birthday party too, and I'm going to release them to you on the 23rd as well. If you get some ballons from Massachusetts, they're from me. Take care of my son up there angel. He needs a big sister like you. Love you, Brayden's mom

mommy lit a candle on 7th December, 2007:

Hi kat meat, It's almost 3 months since you went to Heaven. I dont know what to say, I miss you so much. I think Deja is missing you, Tyson and Blossom, all she does is cry too. She's not her happy self anymore. Sometimes she won't eat, I have to force her to eat. And you know Deja never missed a meal. Everyone is missing you, I can't wait to be with you again, I love God Kat but he won't tell me why he took you so soon, I pray everyday, I guess being your mom for 10 years, I feel I have the right to know why God took you on Sept 11, 2007? My heart is broken, when you died you took a piece of me with you, something that can nevr be replaced. You are one in a million! I Thank you for choosing me to be your mommy, I enjoyed every minute we had together. Even the sad, mad, glad times, I miss them all. Whenever I was sad and lonely you used to tell me, don't cry mommy you got me, Oh how I wish you could say that to me now! Every night when I get ready for bed I wait for you to come in my room and ask "Can I sleep with you". You always told me you have such nice dreams when you sleep with me. I'd give anything to hear you say that to me tonight! I'm not happy at all Kat, the day you died, my life changed forever. Will I ever find comfort in your passing? NO NO NO I won't. Please don't ever forget me! MOMMY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH!

QUAN JACOBS-GARNER lit a candle on 6th December, 2007:

Thank you for the candle that you lit for our Grandmother and I know that there are no words for your loss but please know that you will be in our prayers. God Bless

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 6th December, 2007:

Hey Kat, I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you and your mommy today. I really hope your mommy is hanging in there. I know she is having such a hard time, and I wish I could give her a big hug. Kat, your mom is truly a blessing to all of us bereaved moms down here, and I know that you are giving her the strength to do that even though she is in horrible pain herself. Your mom is one of the most unselfish people I know. Please Kat, watch over your mom, and wipe away her tears, and let her know that it is going to be ok. We all love you Kat.

Austin Lucas's mommy lit a candle on 5th December, 2007:

Thank you so much for your kind words. I hope you are Do okay and staying strong. I just wanted to light a candle for Kathryn

Michelle Rydzak lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

Hey Kat. Wow you have some good friends on here. I dreamt of you last night. You were so happy playing with Faith. I hope you are just as happy in heaven. Faith was happy to have you back again. Ifeel sad for all who have lost you. Miss you.

camille brown lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

Cat you were a beautifull little girl who brought love and unconditional kindness in me and my children lives in the months that we knew you. you were lovable and beautiful and we will surely miss you all the days of our lives. you will never be forgotten.

Hayden's Mom lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

Hi! Thankyou so much for the message, I will be praying for you.

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 4th December, 2007:

Laurie,
thank you so much for your wonderful words. You have been such a blessing to us all. If we could only have a glimpse into the mind of God, how much easier our lives would be. I like you am still struggling with why God decided to take our babies and why others get to keep theirs.I just found out last night that my sister in law is pregnant once again with her third "accident", It angers me so much that God allows people like that to have perfectly healthy babies, but my dear Caleb who was loved more than life itself was taken from me. I just don't understand. I am so glad that he has kat kat to watch over him. Could you ask kat kat to bring Caleb to come and see me soon? i really miss him.Sending so much love your way kat kat.

Mommy lit a candle on 3rd December, 2007:

Hi Princess, I finally finished your site. This is the 4th time your site disappeared on me. The first two times it happened I cried like a baby, the 3rd and 4th I got angry. Oh well, getting angry doesn't get the job done, I worked on your site 11hrs today. Whew! I hope you like it suga bear. I couldn't find all the pictures I had on it before, but what i found is beautiful just like you. I really miss you Kathryn, my heart cries out to you everyday. I love you!

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 3rd December, 2007:

Laurie,

Thank you so much for visiting Caleb's site so often. It means so much to me that my son is not forgotten. You have been such an encouragement to all of us grieving mothers. I hope and pray that i can give you just a little bit of the kindness and comfort that you have given me. You truly have been such a blessing. Kat kat was a very lucky little girl to have you as a mother. I know she is up in heaven with my dear Caleb looking down on you and your family, smiling and watching over you. The holidays have been hard for all of us, but the support you have given us all makes it a little easier. I know kat kat would be so proud of you for helping us all deal with our grief. I'm sending her lots of love and sweet dreams. God Bless you and your family.

cassandra cassan larry's mom lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

hi thank you for lighting a candle for Cassan. I saw Kat's site the other day and I have been praying for you ever since also I am so sorry about your little girl she was such a cutie. I always show everyone who comes to my house her she is very special to me and it is like I knew her by looking at her page and I did notice some things were missing before I read your candle. please be strong, I love you and I am always here when you need me.

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

hi kat,
hope you are having the bestest time in heaven sweetheart,you know heaven gained such a beautiful angel when you got there but there are so many people that are sad because you left them so very quickly that they never got the chance to say goodbye,i know that you are so busy with all your new angel friends but watch over your family kat because they are missing you so very much and they are finding it hard without you,you need to guide them kat so that they find some comfort and peace,
bye for now xxxxxx

Mommy lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

Good morning Princess, I'm trying to get up the motivation to put up the Christmas tree, this was your favorite time of the year. Appears to be one of the saddest times of the year for me. I bought a picture angel frame to place your picture in it and hang it on the tree. You will be at the top of the tree where the angel would normally sit. Seeing how you are my angel I want you to shine brightly. I miss you so much Kat, I keep thinking everyday the hurt will ease up a bit, but sweetheart it doesn't. I miss you just as much today as I did yesterday. I Love You Kat Meat, As much as God needed you there I need you here.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 1st December, 2007:

Sleep well Kat Kat. Your mommy, and the rest of us all love you.

Katheryn(caleb harvey's mom) lit a candle on 30th November, 2007:

Laurie,
Thank you so much for visiting Caleb's site. it means so much to me that you would take the time to light a candle for my little boy. Your Word's have been such a comfort to me during this time. I don't know what i would have done without your encouragement and support--thank you so much. Kat Kat, thanks for watching over my sweet caleb--I know you will take good care of him. SWEET DREAMS SWEETIE!

Zoe Caitlin McGuinness mummy lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:

Happy Thanksgiving! Must be sad without your beautiful Kat Kat to celebrate with. Thinking of you guys always,
Rest in Peace Angel

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:

Hi Kat,
Keep watching over your Mummy, she's made a beautiful tribute to you, theres so many amazing pictures of you and your loved ones.
I dont know why you had to go away but I do know that you will live forever in heaven.
You can play with your dogs up there, I too have a dog called Tyson, I hope your one isn't as naughty as mine.
Goodnight and sweet dreams
Lots of love and prayers being sent to you all

Austin's Mommy lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:

I'm so sorry you lost your little girl. I feel your Pain. I Know your little girl is watching over you. be strong i know it's not easy. You will be with her agian one day. If you ever want to talk my e-mail (thumperandpooh20@ yahoo.com)
May god bless you and your family

Sarah (Johnnie Soares's GF) lit a candle on 29th November, 2007:

My heart goes out to you and your family. May your little angel be at peace in heaven, and perhaps she and my loved one are looking out for us. Your family misses you, Kat. My prayers are with you. God Bless.

Heather Tegtmeier (Kaylynn's Aunt) lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

Just wanted to let you know that I light this candle for Kat Kat to let her know I am thinking of her and of you too...I hope that you are doing ok and that knowing Kat is watching over you is helping you through this time! I know it is helping me knowing Kaylynnis right there by my side, doesn't make it any easier, but it does help. May your holidays be blessed knowing she is watching over you and is right there by your side! Thanks for the support! Love, Heather

Grieving mother lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

I light this candle for Kat and for her mother and family. Beautiful site and memories shared here. I have found it so painful to have lost my son age 18, but reading about all these other families and their losses has touched my heart and soul. How precious was your Kat! Linda

Unknown lit a candle on 28th November, 2007:

I can tell by that look friend, that we need to talk.
So come take my hand and let's go for a walk.

See I'm not like the others -I won't shy away.
Because I want to hear what you've got to say.

Your child has died and you need to be heard.
But they don't want to hear a single word.

They say your child's with God ,so be strong.
They say all the "right" things that somehow seem wrong.

I'll walk in your shoes for more than a mile.
I'll wait while you cry and be glad if you smile.

I won't criticize you or judge you or scorn.
I'll just stay and listen 'til night turns to morn.

Yes, the journey is hard and unbearably long.
And I know that you think that you're not quite that strong.

So just take my hand 'cause I've got time to spare.
And I know how it hurts, friend, for I have been there.

See, I owe a debt you can help me repay.
For not so long ago, I was helped the same way.

And I stumbled and fell through a world so unreal.
So believe when I say that I know how you feel.

I don't look for praise or financial gain.
And I'm sure not the kind who gets joy out of pain.

I'm just a strong shoulder who'll be here 'til the end.
I'll be your Compassionate Friend !!!

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 27th November, 2007:

Hey Kat Kat, just thinking about you, and your sweet mommy. She is a very special lady you know. The new pictures of you on your webpage are great! I just wish that I was as computer savvy as your mom. I'm lucky I can figure out how to even get online!!! Well, angel hugs for you and mom.

Mommy lit a candle on 27th November, 2007:

Hi big girl, just wanted to tell you I love you very much. I pray you are having fun with all your new friends, and remember be extra careful with all the little ones. All of their mommy's and daddy's and loved ones are missing them, be sure if you see them bring them down to visit OK. Bring tyson and blossom with you, i'm glad they found you in heaven it gives me relief to know they are not alone. Love you Kat Meat!

caitlin mcguinness s nanny lit a candle on 26th November, 2007:

hi angel
thinking of you and hoping you are having a lovely time in heaven,stay close to mummy sweetheart so she knows you are there x

hi laurie
hope you are okay ,keep strong i know it is hard,thinking of you and remember you are not alone
kim

mommy lit a candle on 25th November, 2007:

Hi Kat, Today was a very bad day as we had to put Tyson to rest. He was too sick and suffering. Mommy stayed with him while the vet gave him his shots, the first one relaxed him then the second stopped his heart. Before the vet gave him the second shot I called his name and he looked at me and I told him he was such a faithful friend for 15 years, I prayed to you to come down and get him, welcome him into Heaven with you. He will be so happy to see you. I know how much you loved all the animals, especially Tyson. I'm very sad Kat and I hope you guys look in on me from time to time. Mommy loves you.

grandma & pap pap lit a candle on 23rd November, 2007:

Hi Kat, we miss you very much and we know you spent Thanksgiving dinner with us, during Grace we all started crying as we were praying for you. It just wasn't the same here without you. We love you. I lit a white candle for you, I don't have a computer so I can't light a candle for you everytime I think about you, although I light one here at home everyday. Miss you much.
love grandma and pap pap.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 22nd November, 2007:

Happy Thanksgiving sweet Kathryn, and (((HUGS))) for Laurie.

MICHELLE RYDZAK lit a candle on 20th November, 2007:

i HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU DREAMS ARE NOW COMINMG TRUE FOR YOU AND YOU HAVE NO WORRIERS ABUT ANYTHING, I HOPE YOU ARE WELL, iF YOU WANT TO GIVE ME A SIGN THAT YOU ARE HERE LET ME KNOW. I KNOW YUO ARE HAPPY UP THRER. WHT COME BACK, wE DO YOU NISS YOU.SEE YA SOON.

aunt mae & uncle andy lit a candle on 19th November, 2007:


hi kat love you miss you, we will be having a sad holiday with out you, miss that fantistic smile of yours,forever in our hearts

Mommy lit a candle on 18th November, 2007:

Hi Kat, It's very lonely here without you. Marryka and Chyna stayed the weekend with us and all I could think about is how happy you would have been playing dolls with them. Marryka mentioned several times she wished you were here, she said she's in Heaven now aunt laurie. I said yup she's watching over us. It feels like I miss you more and more everyday. I Love You Kat Kat!

Julie (Amy Lollo's Mom) lit a candle on 17th November, 2007:

Dear Kat Kat, Amy, Dale, Johnathan and I will miss you very much, even though we hardly knew you. May God Bless You.

mommy lit a candle on 16th November, 2007:

Kathryn, I am so excited! mommy finally completed your site. It's so beautiful like you. I figured out how to add your favorite song to the site, hope you enjoy hearing the music everytime someone visits. I love you baby!

Daddy lit a candle on 15th November, 2007:

I'm sorry it has taken so long to light another candle for you sweetheart;but I've been having a hard time getting up the courage to see the pictures of you in that coffin. Those are not the memories Daddy wants to keep.Since memories are all I have of you I want them to be of us fishin',riding the motorcycle,going to the movies together;things there are'nt a lot of photos of.Our conversations are replayed in my mind all night while I'm driving the big truck.I think about how you loved the old time radio shows that we'd play on the XM radio.In the truck is when your being gone hits me the worst;when I'd wake you up to see the sunrise,and say "hey come see this beautiful morning KatKat",and you'd come out of the bunk smiling and looking forward to the weekend.Luv Dad

Mommy lit a candle on 14th November, 2007:

Hi Kat, It's been 64 days today that you passed. Everyday I wait for you to walk through the front door. Sometimes it feels like you are just on a vacation. But when reality sets in I know you are gone and not coming back. I don't know what to do! Every day I cry, I'm so lonely without you. I had someone in the grocery store the other day ask me where my younger daughter has been because she hasn't seen you in a while and all I could so was walk away crying. We were a pack Kat! We did everything together. I lost my best friend! I hope you hear my prayers, I talk to you all day long, I know you have got to be having so much fun, they tell me Heaven is beautiful and surrounded by Love, You were the most loving child I ever met in my life. Everyone you met fell in love with you. My life is hard right now, I'm trying to deal with your sudden death but It's so hard. I miss you Kat kat. Mommy will love you forever.

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 14th November, 2007:

Another candle burning bright for beautiful Kathryn. Thank you Laurie for the beautiful words for Brayden. You are a special angel from God.

Kate Jamerson lit a candle on 13th November, 2007:

I miss you, Kat. I think of you everyday, and how happy you always were. I wish the world was more like you. You left so many friends behind. I can't wait until we see you again! Keep smiling!!!!

rebecca whiley lit a candle on 12th November, 2007:

your daughter is so beautiful,and i know she'll be dearly missed by all her family my love and thoughts are with you all xxxxxxxxxx

Devonna lit a candle on 11th November, 2007:

"Kat Kat" man do we miss you, you dont understand.. it's been so hard without you here with us. You were the light of our day you always made us smile even at the worst times includng your funeral, you helped everyone through it and without your smile this would of been a lot harder for your family. Kat Kat we love you and miss you and i know we werent as close as you are to your family but i knew you and i never wanted to see you go! Stay with us your in our hearts..


i miss you and love you "Kat Kat'',
Devonna Petrulli

Poppa & Gini lit a candle on 8th November, 2007:

The leaves are coming down in your special garden. The plants are going for now. The angel is inside warm and loved until the weather breaks to spring and the garden will renew again.
We cannot go to the garden without you in our minds and hearts.

Heather Tegtmeier (Kaylynn Tremelling's Aunt) lit a candle on 5th November, 2007:

God must have needed so many beautiful angels these past few months. My niece Kaylynn passed away in August at the age of 10. I pray for you and your family that you get though this difficult time. Always remember the memories and the times that you shared with her! They are up there watching over us now, the best guardian angels any person could ask for! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! Rest in Peace Kat-Kat!

Guardian Angel lit a candle on 2nd November, 2007:

Kats mom,
Thank you for visiting my site I was amy's friend. I created the site for her and her family. I was deeply saddened to hear about your daughter. Mabey Amy and Kat have already met. Amy was always ready to be friends with everybody. Thank you so much for lighting a candel for her! Sometimes it seems like everybody forgets about the person you love. I will keep your daughter in my prayers. God Bless!

lisa james- Caitlin mc-guiness auntie lit a candle on 2nd November, 2007:


sweet dreams darling Kathryn.
God bless you and you family

danielle & pete smerecky lit a candle on 1st November, 2007:

hey kathryn! we missed you today! its halloween! and we really wished you were here with us today! hunter was weighting for you to come give him some kisses! and you missed it Sam dressed up like a girl and he was wearing a red dress and some black curly hair! it was sooooo funny! and he even